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I'm Nyxx. There once was a girl who likened herself to a rose...not necessarily because she was beautiful, but because under the thorns was this fragility, this delicate thing that could so easily fall apart. As time went on the rose began to change, poisoned by what some were dumping into it's environment, instead of dying though this rose began to turn from the brilliant red it started as, until it was as black as night. From that rose, Nyx was born. They say there are two sides to every person, light and dark, and circumstance is what brings out one side over the other. In Greek mythology Nyx was the goddess of night. She is pictured as being exceptionally powerful and beautiful, but was only ever found in the shadows of the world, and only ever seen in glimpses.As time goes on, people change, sometimes for the better, and sometimes worse. Many people that that know me, know me as this really outgoing, fun loving girl that likes to laugh a lot. Most don't know the other, more subdued side. However, that is what most people are going to get acquainted with here in the near future. Those who are my friends, I can promise you that they have earned it. I call very few my friends and have learned to trust very few. I had lived by a rule where you have my trust until it is broken, but learned quickly that is not a smart way to live. From there I decided that people have to earn my trust and respect, it will not just be freely given out. I have learned that I have to be more guarded, not necessarily put up a wall, but just be more attentive of the people I decide to surround myself with. After you get around the rough exterior I am a very easy person to get along with. I do love to laugh a lot and I like to have a good time. I am extremely shy when I'm first getting to know someone but once I feel comfortable I open up. I am a natural flirt, so please don't get the wrong idea if I flirt with you. At the present time I am exploring the idea of free range bottoming. What this means to you is that I am open to bottom in a scene, however, please do not expect me to go home with you, or submit to you. I do identify as a slave, but that is with the understanding that I am not YOUR slave. I may be very service oriented, but please do not come up to me and ask me to get or do whatever you say, unless we have crossed that threshold already. If that can be observed I am very easy to get along with. I don't like to cause drama, and I don't like to be a part of it. If you do piss me off though I am not afraid to stand up for myself, I will turn into the biggest b*tch you've ever met. I am a beginner with protocol, but I am working on it. Please don't be upset if I stumble or screw up. It is definitely a learning process and something that takes a lot of time to learn. I will however, state here that I will not call you Sir or Ma'am until such a time as I believe you have earned it in my eyes. So I hope you can respect that. I am also gaining a lot more physical experience in the lifestyle through scening with people. It has been very eye opening for me and so far I've loved everything that I have done. I do not really consider myself a masochist as of yet. It is taking some time, but I do feel that I am slowly coming into that side of me. It is something I am looking to explore with only a select few people who have really earned my trust and respect. I am very intelligent. I am a Senior in college and will hopefully be graduating Spring 2014. I am an English Education major, that being said if you don't have a grasp of the English language or correct grammar, please don't try to talk to me, you will just annoy me. My interests are many and varied, and I am willing to try just about anything once. However, I do have some limits which I will include here:
  • water sports
  • needles
  • blood
  • scat
  • children
  • extreme pain
  • permanent marks and scarring
  • electro torture

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12/10/2012 1:07:19 PM

got my nipples pierced on Saturday for my Sir...they make me feel so much more connected to Him. =D


12/6/2012 9:20:43 AM

my Sir is amazing!!! i am the luckiest slave girl ever!


11/17/2012 6:06:32 PM

I wish I knew what was wrong with me....am I really that bad that in 5 years I haven't been able to find a Dom interested in me? really?


11/16/2012 8:37:11 PM

I need to find someone who is interested in scening/playing. Someone who is really good with a flogger, or florentine floggers is preferred. I prefer thuddy play to stingy.

 

Please message me if you're in the Tampa area, or willing to travel to the Tampa area.


11/12/2012 6:33:42 AM

Did my first real public scene this past Saturday, included my first fire cupping too!!! I posted a picture of the aftermath of my back!!! I had a lot of firsts with that scene, it was wonderful!!


11/6/2012 1:25:04 PM

I want a Chevy Spark!!


10/21/2012 5:15:32 PM

I never knew finding a Dom would be this exhausting....is there not one real Dom out there....


10/7/2012 6:21:48 PM

I laugh at all these "doms" that say they want a "real" submissive...they don't want a real submissive, they want one that will bend to their every whim when they in fact aren't even real Doms...this site just cracks me up....


9/9/2012 2:02:59 PM

had so much fun at circuit last night!!!! can't wait until the 22 to do it all over again!!


9/5/2012 5:29:23 PM

On a more positive note. I'm so excited to be going to circuit on Saturday!!!!

 

Find it funny that the guy that was a jerk to me reported my journal entry about him...sorry I"m just pointing out that you're a jerk.


9/5/2012 6:37:26 AM

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!! when people send me messages without reading my profile!!!!! It drives me up a f*cking wall!! If you're a grown adult, you can read, so do it! Dont' message me and then when I turn you down because I'm not into something I have stated on my profile, it's not good, or right, for you to then go and say, oh don't you have an std, well nvm I'm not into people like that anyways. READ THE F*CKING PROFILE AND DON'T MESSAGE ME IF YOU'RE NOT OKAY WITH IT!!!!!


9/1/2012 4:52:25 PM

decided to stay on here a little longer....i don't know if it's that i'm a hopeless romantic and just too stubborn to give up...or just hopeless lol


8/23/2012 6:54:25 PM

You know, I wish when I made plans with people, they actually kept me in the loop. I would have loved to hang out with some friends tonight, but since it's now 10 and no one has kept me informed, I'm again stuck at home...blah...not happy right now.


8/22/2012 7:55:45 PM

It's funny that as soon as you include you have a flaw...how many people just stop being interested. I know it's a good thing because it's weeding out people just looking for a quickie, but it's just, really funny.

 

Looking for someone real, I know I have to be patient, but you would think more people would be open-minded in this sort of lifestyle, but I guess with my situation it's understandable. 

 

However, please realize, you can't get anything from just talking to me :) So I can still chat, and you're safe.


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Niente
 
 Age: 19
 Brooklyn, New York