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Hello... Well my profile name says it all. Not that I like cigarettes, well I don't even smoke. But I like being treated very lowly by mean people and what could be better than being treated like an ashtray. Or spit on, or kicked in the balls, or slapped, or spanked, or forced to lick the bottom of dirty feet or filthy socks and shoes. Or for that matter pissed on and treated like shit. I live for heavy verbal abuse, being mocked, bullied, laughed at and made fun of, harassed, stalked and abused in general. I can imagine people are going to cringe when they see my profile picture if cm doesn't take it down. And that is embarrassing as hell. I'm going to be laughed at and made fun of also. But I guess that's the point. That's why I'm here. I just like to be treated like garbage! Sometimes literally. I'm not into foot fetish. But like the thought of being kicked, and forced to suck feet just because it is so humiliating. I'm not looking for sex or becoming a sex object. Especially by men. But then again what woman would want to have sex with me anyways? All I'm good for is entertainment to a certain degree in seeing how low you can make me go. But that doesn't mean that I won't get involved with couples or men or groups for that matter. Wow you could have a smoking party in my honor! :) Yea like that is going to happen! So my new life as a complete ashtray has started today. If you read my journal, you'll see why. Well I welcome anyone abusive and well who might enjoy fucking up a guy like me. I am real, although I can be moody and not in the mood all the time, but easily can be made that way by calling me dirty names! :) Please let me know if there is something I can do for you....
10/8/2017 8:26:12 AM
OK you have heard of tar and feather.  Have you heard of tar and butted?

This happens when the ashtray slave is forced to gather two garbage bags full of cigarette butts of which the contents of one is poured into a bathtub or some other similar object.  Then the ashtray if a naked male is dressed in panties and a big bra in which he must place handfuls of cigarette butts in until both his panties and bra are bulging.

Then a safe for skin glue is brushed on his body, not missing a spot as he stands in the nasty contents of the bathtub.  Then he is told to lay down with all the cigarette buts in the bathtub.  Of course then comes the other bag of nasty cigarette butts poured over him. 

He is forced to slurp around until he is really covered then lay motionless until the glue has dried.

Then as best as possible he is helped up to stand  once again in the tub where pictures are taken before more glue is sprayed over him.  Then the remaining butts in the tub are fluffed over him so that there is absolutely no hint that he is a human being.

Once the glue has dried again more glue is sprayed on him and more of the cigarette butts are layered over him. 

His entire 'covering' is filmed by video and pictures for those on the internet who might want to see this.

Then at the option of his captors he is taken outside and displayed.  Possibly the guiness people could be notified and he can get in the book!

Once all is done or the people watching are satisfied possibly he is allowed a shower and cleaned up.  That is at the discretion of the people directing the scene.

I would pay to be the victim of this once in my lifetime!!!  Seriously.  If you have any interest please let me know.

10/11/2016 4:25:59 AM
There were three women and five men.  They were all fully dressed and smoking a cigarette.  They had surrounded me.  I was sitting on the floor naked as they laughed and taunted me.  They knew what I liked, and they were going to give it to me. 

I sat there with the thirteen cartons of cigarettes they had forced me to buy next to me on the floor.  My wrists and ankles were cuffed together leaving me helplessly at their mercy.  I knew that they were flicking ashes over my head and laughing out loud about it.

Drinking their drinks and smoking.  This was going to be overwhelming for me but I had asked for it.

I now had three half smoked cigarettes in my mouth.  They made me inhale further and further as I coughed being a non-smoker.

I heard a hiss near my ear.  Someone had singed my hair over my ear.  There was laughter and then I heard two more hisses, and then more.

One of the ladies got on her knees in front of me and started singeing my private hair to more laughter and applause.  After an hour I was covered in welts from lit cigarettes which had been thrown on me.

As they drank more, my suffering became more intense as they purposely started to burn my skin.

After five hours I was covered in welts and cigarette butts.  They had thrown trash at me as well.  And I had been pissed on several times.

Then they led me to the bathroom tub where earlier I had half filled it with the cigarette butts they had encouraged me to collect.  They made me get in the tub and laughed as they did so. 

I laid there as they dumped the rest of the butts on me, covering my head.  And then I was used as the urinal for the next several hours.

I was crying when finally they released me.  And when I thought it was finally over and I was dressed, they stuffed my shirt and pants with mote cigarette butts and garbage. 

I was released to my car.  I drove away so relieved.  But I wept as I pulled away knowing I would beg them to have me back for another party.
1/13/2013 7:56:55 AM

I've been fighting this ashtray thing for some time now.  I only picked up the interest in the last couple of years when a woman used my drink as her ashtray at a bar one day.  It went downhill from there.

 

I've since developed this fantasy of some mean bully making me roam the streets of a city for hours picking up every filthy dirty cigarette butt, empty packs, whatever having to do with cigarettes.  And when I'm done ending up with a garbage bag full of trash.

 

Well this morning I decided to do something about it.  So I made a goal for myself and decided to take a walk and find at least 100 filthy butts then use them in a picture of my face covered in them and start this profile.  How much more sincere could a profile be than doing this.

 

So I started out of my walk and my heart beat a little faster when I found my first butt and picked it up.  By the time I had gotten a quarter of mile or so I had only found 25 butts which I was putting in my pockets.  Guess I live in a clean town.  Don't get me wrong though as the butts where not only nasty and dirty but slightly wet from the morning dew.  The farther I walked, the more I found and finally I got to a little over 100.  So I set the scene up and covered my head in them.  That terrible very toxic smell became very evident.  Quickly I took the pictures and well, now they are on this profile as you can see.  I found something that looked very nasty almost like some rubbers stuck together so I included them too.  And an empty back.  So OK those are the two extra pictures.

 

It took me maybe a half hour to gather all those butts.  But I think there are some places that I can find 100's of them in one place.  I'm hoping upon hope to find someone who will have pitty on me and encourage me to become all the ashtray I can.

 

Oh, one thing.  You've probably already thought that a great thing to have me do would be to eat them.  But actually I've looked into that and that can cause serious medical problems, so I can't do that.  However I would love to do a photo session where I am completely covered in butts head to toe.  That would probably take around 10,000 butts.  Well, I already have 100+ so that's a start!  Oh boy a new hobby.  This one beats stamp collecting! :)

DancersPhoenix1
 
 Age: 41
 Any, Oregon