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mmm Good morning. The children have gone with their mother camping so it feels so nice to be alone in solitude. While I enjoy my alone time I also feel weak-- I feel so weak when I don't have direction, nobody demanding what they need of me or telling me what needs to be done to make them happy. I feel like a floating balloon that won't be happy till it's tied tightly around somebody's wrist. I'm also feeling like I want to be loved this morning, a kiss as a reward to show how proud one is of me. |
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Thank you everybody for the great advice.. I'm going to send in the plate number tomorrow. It wont hurt to do so. hmm long day I'm tired, I bought new supplements today yay! |
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Some people truly disgust me. I was at the park today and I saw a man and a little girl around seven years old on the play structure. Immediately upon laying my eyes on him I got this weird sensation in my stomach, a burning feeling and I felt like I wanted to cry.. I knew something was happening between him and the young girl. While I went to the sand box with the kids I saw him taking pictures of the girl with his iphone while she was on the swing, he told her to cross her arms and then bend down.. it looked so innocent but I know he was really doing this so her little tank top would fall forward and expose her breast's. I looked at his pathetic face smiling, I just wanted to go over to him and slap him as hard as I could, but of course being the way I am... I couldn't do anything.. and really what could I have done? I feel guilty about it now, I did however write down his licenses plate number as he left the park with her but I'm not sure what to do with it.. I could be totally wrong about the entire situation, it could just be a girl and her loving Dad but I just got terrible vibes from him and his energy. |
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At the water park with the kids I nanny.. My eyes are opening to a lot lately and I just want it to be clear than I do take punishiments but I don't want to bleed or pass out or anything that can cause serious harm. I'm not saying this beause this is just some sexual fantasy to me it is real but I want my slavery to be focused on a mental power switch I want to give myself fully to them but I do want to be taken care of and not punished to the point where in being loaned out to various people and having excrement on me. I don't think the person who has my life in their hands should take it lightly, yes I am property but I want to be taken care of. Also I am not a fan of public humiliation I really don't see the point of being on a leash in public I would wear a collar in public but no leash.also the only thing I would like to keep to my style is my long hair.. I would be so sad I'f somebody shaved It off |
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What a long day! I'm getting so many messages and it's overwhelming but at the same time flattering. It's hard I want to have the perfect relationship with my Master, I know I don't get to be *to* picky but I just see so many great opportunities and it's hard to know which one will work best! I feel so overwhelmed but also excited to know that I am a desired slave! |
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I"m so tired, watching children is so difficult sometimes, but it's my job. The Mother of the house treats me as a light slave but does not reward or punish me-- it makes me very upset. I don't like when the children I nanny treat me as if I am their slave they are just children and I don't like being ordered by them.
I just want to go back to sleep! I love to sleep in =] |
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My mind feels like it need's to be molded. I feel lost and I need to be controlled. I'm so tired of feeling unloved and unused. I want to be trained and created into a wonderful slave who will make her Master so happy and feel so loved, I want to have a since of purpose. Additionally I am starving right now =[ Somebody feed me. |
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