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I'm sad. I'm lonely. I'm broken and I ache. The yearning inside me is maddening. So long I have searched. So close I have come. And yet He eludes me. My heart is expansive and barren with so much capacity for love. So many times it has been broken and pieced back together. The pieces are fragile now and the wall to guard them turbid and lofty. Yet it languishes to be broken down. My once confident shell no longer holds youths ego. I seek someone gentle enough to control me, yet strong enough to let me fly. Someone who will protect me from all who wish to harm me, including myself. I want to look into his eyes and see the pride and love and know that I will never be more safe than in his arms. I am strong. I am intelligent. I am capable. I have too long been the guardian of my own self. These attributes though admirable are difficult to cede.
Somewhere there is a patient, loving man who is confident enough to administer me to a place where the fortress walls may come down. In that place I shine. I will never disappoint him. He will be my Lord and Master and my every breath shall be for his glory. He shall never want. My natural talents of intuition and observation create an environment in which words are virtually obsolete. I may be fractured but not irreparable. Take me, love me, make me shiny and whole again. Your efforts will be greatly rewarded.
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