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| Recently I had an experience that lead to this introspective moment and as a result of it I joined this website. I was thinking why have all my life decision lead to a very similar feeling of me detaching further from a true self.
It seemed like the last time I truly knew myself I was 11 years old.
Fast forwards 13 years and there is a feeling of detachment from the true self.
It was around that age that I first felt a wetsuit in my hands and dreamt of this tight and restrictive piece of clothing being cloaked around me, restricting the blood, providing warmth and pleasure to the senses. It was after that day that my mind saw tight objects of clothing as a form of pleasure.
Ever since that time I haven't experimented with this ideal in my mind, it seemed like the day to day existence only detracted from the potential interaction and experience. I became this people pleasing person where no was not an option and yes because the default answer regardless of the request or the personal sacrifice.
I lust for the sensory experience and I lust to take someone else with similar like to experience this with me. I have developed skills in isolation that relate to the sensory experience. Having become practiced in massage. To be able to evoke pressure points in the body to get a positive reaction is something so beautiful with the transference of energy. These thoughts have culminated in a liking to latex play and harnesses.
Ultimately I wish to offer a blank canvas to a craftsperson that wishes to sculpt it.
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| Age: 37 |
| Newcastle,
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