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Hello everyone my name is Sarah and I am a 28yo male who is learning to accept his sissy nature and come to terms with it. I am here looking for advice, friends and possibly a Dom for long term training and conditioning. I am now single after a fairly long relationship and the terms at which it ended definitely reinforced my fears of being a sissy. I would like to avoid further embarrassment if being a "real man" is not possible but need help getting there. There are many things I am interested in but mainly it's further sissification training, reinforcement, and conditioning both mentally and physically. Mentally I don't care how far it goes as long as I can act somewhat normal when need be unless a time comes where I do not have to maintain some discretion. Physically if shirts and a tshirt can fairly well hide it I'm happy. I would eventually like to have a master who has full access to my place, maintains my cloths to insure I only have enough male cloths for work and random visits with family, and ensures that most of my time is spend dressed and at home either waiting for him, doing self training or just sitting around comfortable fully feminized. Chastity whenever Dom deemed it would be fine as well as eventually phasing out all masculine undergarment regardless of what I was wearing. As for my penis I still get erections and can't always fight the urge to masturbate and have heard there are many ways to stop that from chastity to becoming naturally limp somehow. BBC superiority is something that not to long ago I learn about and just how deep it can go, recently it was made embarrassingly clear that is a real possibility to be true and so feel I would benefit from exploring it if possible. Some sissies have fully accepted a set of "core beliefs" in a very quick amount of time and it does make sense although I don't like to admit it just yet. Humiliation, especially that which ties into sissification I would love to try. Verbal abuse and degrading of just various types as well as the verbal humiliation with real sensitive, embarrassing and personal information (given my me) as well. Being written on or even a dom bringing girls up to laugh and remind me I can't please them etc. Bondage of all types from collars, leashes, gags, cages, hoods, etc. Some questions I often ask myself....
I'm not sure which info I know is true or just lies. Will the hours of sissy hypno vids start to change me? Should a sissy eventually be limp permanently? Does becoming excited and aroused over a woman cross a line? Is it bad for a sissy to even think he could please a woman or be a man like I've heard? Does a sissy eventually fully except his place, become happy or proud he is limp and serves as a sissy or does he always kind of stay jealous? Would I miss pussy or crave cock to much? And who desides what level to go to.... Chastity a lot? Limp? Castrated? What type of sexual drive should be left? I do have some limits and areas I need a lot of work on. I don't do blood scat underage or extreme pain, I have a horrible gag reflex and coming scares me due to the feeling that follow it. Please ask me anything and never be shy to say hi! Thanks SissySarah
10/25/2014 7:00:38 AM
Nothing much can remind you that you are a sissy regardless of how you try and act then what happened to be the last week. Talk about having your d
9/23/2014 1:47:50 PM
This little sissy is getting a divorce :)
8/27/2014 1:06:59 PM
Ill tell ya if I had the ability to be out and go as far as I wanted I would have a very different, strange and satisfying life! Discretion sucks!
spicybuk
 
 Age: 21
 Fort Wayne, Indiana