What makes someone ancient? Is it truly just a matter of how many seasons you have seen? Is it the wisdom or knowledge you've amassed? Perhaps the pain or loss you've felt? What makes this reality so desirable? In the truth of things that I see I wonder what makes such pains bearable? is it a stubborn drive to not let 'life defeat you'? When is it you can no longer 'shake off' being hurt by those you've devoted yourself to? How do you tell if what you feel is true?
A Million questions swarm inside of me, yet despite their sheer overwhelming number I feel so... empty.
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