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Shadoweylady35

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I am only here for friends or pen pals. I enjoy talking to new people about the mundane and the kinky, but we will not meet nor talk off of this site. I am not looking for an online relationship, but I can be your friend. I listen well and sometimes I give good advice.

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3/21/2018 4:20:19 PM
What I'm looking for Since I'm trying again, it's probably a good idea to make a list of what I do and don't want. 1. A monogamous relationship. If you are poly, think poly is something you might want to try, have poly fantasies, I AM NOT FOR YOU! I have issues with jealousy, abandonment and insecurity. I cannot handle sharing, AT ALL. 2. A patient person, my issues make it difficult to trust, so it will take time before I believe that you really want me or will stay with me. I will be a brat in the beginning; a needy, attention seeking, pain in the butt. But when I do trust you, I will be the most loyal person you ever meet. 3. Someone who stands by what they say. This one is multifaceted, I abhor liars and I also need someone who will keep me in line. 4. Structure. Idk if I want a true TPE, but I need tasks and a schedule. I get lonely very easily and having something to do helps quite a bit. Rules are also helpful for me. 5. Someone I can be myself with. The are many facets to my personality, and I hate to be pigeonholed into being one thing. I hateto be stifled also, if you are looking for someone to sit and look pretty, I'm not for you. I'm sure I will keep adding to this but this is good for starters.

3/4/2018 5:09:48 PM
Thank you to everyone who has stopped by to wish me well, and offer virtual hugs and kisses. It has officially been 2 weeks, but I still find myself picking up my phone to text him or expecting the texts I receive to be a message from him. I feel like a piece of me is missing and I have been crying myself to sleep. I keep wondering what happened and how did we get to this point. That being said, to all the guys out there who think I'll be an easy target for a quick lay, please think again. Don't try to manipulate my situation. I'm not looking for a play partner, I have one. I am looking for someone who I can grow old with... who happens to want to spank me regularly. But, it will take some time before I'm ready to enter into something new. I still love Milord, despite him breaking my heart, so I cannot open my heart to someone new right now. Give me some time. Please and thank you.

3/2/2018 3:24:58 AM
So Milord is gone. My best friend, confidant and lover, decided to tell me that he's been lying for 8 months and he left. How does someone go from being your perfect person to nothing in the span of 2 minutes? He was my everything and now I feel empty and lost. ***To the predators out there, do not take this as an invitation to take advantage of my emotions. I'm sad not stupid*** To the "real" doms out there, what do you expect subs to do when you release them with no explanation? Because I can tell you my world is upside down. I'm no longer accountable for my actions, I have no one to ask permission from, I have no one to talk about my day with. What is my purpose? That all being said, I am looking for someone new, but it will take time. I know what I'm looking for, but I have to be super cautious for my own well being. If you message me and I'm standoffish, don't take it personally. I'm just protecting myself. Get to know me, I think I'm a great person lol.

6/2/2017 2:41:05 PM
I swear there is something about me that attracts men just looking to lie to me. Please don't feed me bullshit and tell me its chocolate (yes I know what the real saying is). Why do all of the work of getting me to trust you, only to disappear? If it is just pics you are after, say so up front. If I'm feeling like an exhibitionist that day, then I will be open to trading. I want real, honest, and open. Otherwise fuck off and leave me alone! *yes I have a potty mouth when I'm mad, and if it earns me a spanking so be it 😈😠😡😢

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 Age: 19
 Okl city, Oklahoma