Been through a lot lately with tons of dyke drama- I am on Drama free mode- and never looking back!
This weekend was the most fun I have had in a long long time. I was fully myself with no worries, no eggshells no concerns about tripping a trigger, setting off a bomb or just not being loved/liked for being me.
I was crass, cursed like a sailor, told jokes, sang, danced, shook my ass, rocked my slim jeans and leather boots. Had the company of people who "got me" - didnt judge me, didnt push me, gave me drinks, a shoulder , damn good spagetti and just were there.
Not since Cali-birthday 2009 have I been in the company of folks who did that for me. It was healing it was just what the Dr ordered- literially.
I mounted up on a wonderful horse and rode us up a mountian- across ravines, streams, back and forth tiny trails I would have crapped my self when I had less confidance. I am still glowing!
I have my groove back!
Spent this morning and part of this afternoon temping/teasing my boi~ *EVIL GRIN* poor thing caught me on my moon time. Might as well have landed on an island with a sex starved Amazon on the rag. (Hmm same thing here)
He is in for a world of hurt and fun... he just doesnt understand how much yet. 3 years of pent up need to Dominate and be sexual... if you beileve in it, pray for the boi. His ass is gonna need it.
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