It shall now start its journal in order to document its steps for its future. It is about to sell its belongings and quit its job in order to make the final move. It makes the final decisions in its life before it begins its journey to depravity. It shall be destroyed, emotionally and physically in order to become a perfect slave, obeying any order - no matter what - without a second thought of its own wellbeing.
It will continue to document the steps here. One of the future plans is to stretch its nose hole in order to give more pleasure with its holes.