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My name is Demona, I used to be a "bling bling Barbie doll". I was dollified, dressed up, made up as your cute pink trophy girl. That was an exercise in humiliation that I enjoyed for a time. Now, however, I need something more serious and more matching my own taste.

I am in the process of becoming a gothic fetish slut. My journal will document a bimbo's way to darkness. Feel free to follow me.

Bites, Demona

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Barbie is dead, but for those who are interested, that is what I did:


Relevant facts about Barbie:
Height: 1.57 meters
Weight: 48 Kg
Bra Size: 55 B
Age: 21
Dress Size: 32-34
Etnicity: Caucasian
Occupation: Insurance Agent
Education: BA
Relationship status: single
Tattoos: none
Piercings: Right ear (3), left ear (2), right nose wing, both nipples, tongue

Princess Whore Barbie

What was changed so far:
-I work out daily at the gym.
-I only wear high heels (min 4 inch heels).
-I go to the tanning salon at least twice per week.
-I keep my nails at least 1 inch long and well manicured
-I wear makeup the whole day
-Both my nipples are pierced
-My tongue is pierced
4/9/2014 11:56:40 PM

Does anyone have experience with juicing/juice diets? I could use some advice in that direction to lose some more pounds.

2/21/2013 12:28:29 AM

New profile picture!!!

Months of winter and skin bleach be blessed!!!

Does anyone know good diet programs to lose a bit more weight? I am at a BMI of 18.25 currently, but would love to be 16ish. I really love the pale and skinny style.

12/12/2012 4:05:58 AM

Hey, guys


Time for an update. I was a bit of a lazy girl and did not check in here very often recently. Thanks to all interested people who have been following me nevertheless. Thanks to the fall weather (I love this season) my skin is finally as pale as I wanted it to. I'm thinking about using a gentle skin bleach, though for an even more unnatural look...


Other than that I am planning to diet away some of the pre-holiday fat ;-)


Demona

9/2/2012 10:24:03 PM

 

Hey all,

summer break is over, and I owe you an update. I was a good goth and religiously applied my sunblocker and tried to limit my time outside during daylight. When I had to, I made sure to cover as much of my skin as reasonably possible. The result is a nice pale skin tone! I am not fully satisfied yet, but I feel way more comfortable already. Right now, I would describe myself as "girl you look unhealthy, get out more." I hope to soon be quite a bit paler still. The upcoming fall will help!


Demona

 

 

4/12/2012 11:13:21 AM

The weather gets nicer and I add more clothes and sun blocker. ;-) It has some effect, though, I slowly slowly lose a bit of tan! Yay me!


Demona

3/18/2012 4:17:35 AM

I stopped the tanning and bought strong sun blocker to get my skin nice and white again. I don't leave the house any more without a good layer of it on all exposed areas.


Unfortunately, this takes time to have visible effects :-(


Demona

3/8/2012 11:50:22 AM

Hey all,

finally an update! I know, I have been a bad girl letting you all uninformed for so long. But hey, I never said I was nice ;-) First things first, though. Speaking to a great Domme on here, I realised that it was time to finally change and leave the bimbo thing behind. Barbie is dead! Undead even! From now I go by the name Demona that I was given and that I wear proudly. Be prepared for more updates!

 

Demona

 

 

11/19/2011 8:09:20 PM

It has been a while since the last update. The whole bimbo thing is nice for the humiliation but not exactly fulfilling. Lately, I keep considering going back goth. However, I don't want to lose the sex object feeling. So where I am now Barbie, I could imagine myself becoming Barbie gone fetish doll. That might be something with a more permanent appeal to me.

 

Barbie Slut

6/6/2011 10:17:51 AM

Showtime!

I hope you like it!!!

3/31/2011 10:20:48 AM

Hi everyone,

finally a new update from me. I had a lot of things to consider in the last few weeks and my bimbofication was one of them. However, my doubts are gone and I know that I want to dedicate myself to becoming the best possible bimbo slut.

 

Today I ended with the last bit of my previous style that I still held on to, I changed my hair colour to platinum blonde.

 

More to come soon,

Princess Whore Barbie

1/31/2011 12:12:59 PM

Hi all,

 

My tongue piercing healed very quickly and I could finally try it out yesterday for the first time. Let's say it seems to make things even more enjoyable for guys ;-)

 

Princess Whore Barbie

1/15/2011 2:03:40 AM

I am going to get my tongue pierced, today!!

Wish me luck!

 

Princess Whore Barbie

1/10/2011 1:19:31 PM

Hi guys,

I just returned from a nice long Christmas holiday at my parents' place (Who were not too enthusiastic about my recent changes ^^).

My nipples have healed properly and I look even more like a cheap slut now!

 

Kisses,

Princess Whore Barbie

11/17/2010 12:04:53 AM

Hi guys,


First of all, I would like to thank everybody for their suggestions on my new piercing. The poll is over and the winner is....


Pierced nipples!


To be honest, I am a bit afraid since everybody says that those hurt like hell... But well, in the end it's all about looking like a slut doll which I think I will get a step closer to in this way. Tomorrow I have the appointment with the piercer. Wish me luck!!!


Princess Whore Barbie

10/20/2010 5:10:12 AM

Hey everybody,
I decided to get another piercing but am a bit unsure whether to go for a nipple or pussy lip piercing. Both are very "Slut Barbie" in my eyes. What do you think, with which one should I start and which kind of jewellry would you recommend? Or would you prefer an entirely different place for the piercing?

Barbie

P.S.: current poll status:

Nipples: 8

Pussy lips: 2

Clit: 2

Tongue: 2



9/19/2010 3:33:06 AM

Hi everyone,
many thanks for the support you guys have been giving me! Keep it going you help me a lot with that!

Wearing my heels at home as well was a bit strange in the beginning but now I feel really good doing it.

I have decided to introduce another rule. From now on I will always wear makeup. I'll apply it right after showering in the morning and only remove it right before going to bed.

8/23/2010 12:12:07 AM
Hi guys,
back from my holidays in the sun (more tan, yayy!). Over the last weeks I've been noticing that my feet have grown so accustomed to my heels that it feels odd not wearing them. I'll therefore increase the heel limit by a further inch as that will make me even less capable of doing all these non-doll things:

==== Shoes 2====

I will not wear any kind of shoes with a heel of less than 4 inches any more. I will also wear them at home. The exception are my trainers for the gym.

7/27/2010 12:10:56 AM
I was pointed towards a really cool game, see my Miss Bimbo here:
http://www.missbimbo.com/jeu/ninimaus,2450345.htm
7/1/2010 11:38:05 PM
Hi everybody,
pink-white striped nails today. Yayy!

Kisses
6/28/2010 2:06:09 AM
Hi all, after a while out of my former clothes I have to say that I dearly miss them :-(

On the other hand however the feeling of deepest humiliation I get whenever I move my new tanned, made up and bimbofied self past people is amazing. Everybody just sees the available girl.

Thanks again for all the support! Keep following for more news to come.

Barbie
6/13/2010 5:38:46 AM
Ok, it's done. I've packed all my stuff and am now going to take it to my friend's place.

Thanks to everybody who contributed nice suggestions. Here are the ones that made it:

I bought a can of pink spray paint and covered the boots in a thick layer. Like myself they now look trashy and pink. I obviously won't wear them anymore, but I'll keep them as a reminder of what lies beneath my pink cover.

The skirt and dress will be sliced and burned by us in a while.

bye bye previous life
6/9/2010 9:24:52 AM
Finally, the day draws near. On Sunday I will change my clothing for good!!!
While I will give all my goth and casual stuff to a friend of mine who knows about this I have something special in mind for my three favourite pieces.

From now on until Friday evening I will be collecting everybody's suggestions for humiliating ways of getting rid of my most dearly loved clothes. Please participate and be creative! I don't just want to throw them into some trash can, I am looking for ways to part with them that make my heart bleed, so be mean ^^

The three pieces of interest are:

Black patent kneehigh Demonia platform boots with metal buckles. They are already pretty worn, but that even adds to their look. My most precious ones!

Black minidress with lots of belts, chains, etc. dangling from it.

Black frill dress, goes down roughly to the knee.

Awaiting your ideas,
Barbie
5/23/2010 9:21:08 AM
Ever tried opening a can of coke with long nails? I am getting seriously dependent on others to help me with everyday things... and love it! ;-) I think I might even grow them a bit longer.
5/10/2010 4:02:57 AM
Change number four:

==== Nails ====

I will always have long and intricately manicured nails (at least 1 inch long).

Next change: Clothes (finally and for good, yaay)
4/7/2010 3:58:47 AM
Hey guys!
Do you know this kind of girls who always look as if it was Summer? The kind that actually looks too tanned to be anything but a slut? I am one of them now! The last weeks have brought me to this stage. I would love to get my pale complexion back but since this wasn't about achieving my own beauty standards I think it was a success. And it feels really humiliating to have the attention of people staring at the bimbo girl ;-)
4/7/2010 3:43:54 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVEG793G3N4 She is sooooo Barbie in this video! I love it !
3/18/2010 5:27:27 AM
After nearly 3 weeks of regular tanning I slowly start to look as if it was Summer. My friends are also noticing my changes now. Before I would never go tanning and even in Summer I wouldn't go outside too much. I guess they are up for some more surprises ^^
3/2/2010 12:03:12 AM
Just had my first anal orgasm! And I loved it.
A friend suggested anal plugging as a thing which would suit a bimbo sex icon girl perfectly.

I'll definitely go for more of this!
2/27/2010 2:56:05 AM
Hi people!
here a little update. My feet are getting better, I rarely have bad pains because of my shoes any more. Also my workout seems to pay off, getting my body nicely shaped already. Please keep supporting me with suggestions and discussions.

Barbie
2/27/2010 2:53:28 AM
Change number three:

==== Tan ====

I will go to the tanning salon at least twice per week.

Next change: Nails
2/6/2010 12:57:33 AM
First of all thanks for so many nice and supporting mails! I couldn't be around in the last 2 weeks, but I kept to my rules, went to the gym each day and haven't worn any flat shoes apart from during the gym sessions.

As a result my body actually starts to look more toned. I have to admit that I find that quite sexy although I wouldn't have gone through all the gym hassle without this project.
My feet have been killing me in the last few weeks but it's getting better and my walking on heels has improved very much.

1/18/2010 10:48:59 AM
Ok, my feet are seriously killing me. spending a day on high heels and finishing by a good run in the gym... and people say I'm not into pain play...
1/17/2010 12:43:52 AM
Change number two:

==== Shoes ====

I will not wear any kind of shoes with a heel of less than 3 inches any more. Also I will try to be in heels at home as well. The exception are my trainers for the gym.

I will increase the height in time but for now this should be a sufficient starting point.

Change for Sunday 24th: Tan
1/13/2010 12:04:25 PM
The step machine and I are new officially anounced enemies!
1/12/2010 11:24:56 AM
Ok, I definitely know why I have kept a secure distance to sports since leaving school... I am so terribly tired! But well, tomorrow again, I guess.
1/12/2010 4:35:08 AM
I just realised that I didn't even own gym shoes. So I used my lunch break and bought a pair of pink-white trainers.
1/11/2010 10:05:01 PM
Here goes the first thing to change about me:

===== Workout =====

I have started a gym membership and will go there to exercise every! day. I don't like sports particularly much but I see that being in perfectly toned shape is required from a girl like me.

Change for Sunday 17th: Shoes
1/11/2010 9:56:36 PM
Thanks everybody for so much support and ideas for my project. Some people suggested that I keep a schedule of which aspect of my appearance to change when. This way I couldn't chicken out of actually doing it so easily.
So here's the deal:
Every Sunday I will start to change something about me, sometimes gradual, sometimes more radical. I will try to describe this during the week. Also each Sunday I will hint the change to come for the following week so that anyone who'd like to do so can offer suggestions to the topic.
Apart from that I will keep an updated list of past changes on my profile description so that it is easy to see where I am currently at.

Barbie Doll
12/20/2009 11:14:59 PM
Hi everybody,
thank you all for the interest in my project. I decided to keep you posted about any news concerning this.

I finally took my first step and spent the weekend dressed up in what will be my new style. Black mini skirt, pink stockings, a pink top, a broad white belt and white 4.5 inch stilettos and tons of cheap shiny jewellery. I really hated how I looked and felt so out of place... I will definitely go on with this.

Barbie Doll

@edit: A lot of people noticed that I did sloppy work with my description. That day I also wore a black thong, black bra and white socks. I will try to be more precise in the future.
12/19/2009 2:11:27 AM
I will go now by the name Barbie Doll! 
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