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MzSociallyAwkwar

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New me, new profile, on my evolving journey, growing and looking for my tribe, a little about me, I'm 36, I'm polyamorous and identify as a submissive, middle, impact bottom, I have recently embraced the fact that I am on the asexual spectrum and not currently looking for any sexual partners, sexual play or sexting. I enjoy gaming, reading, writing, spending time outdoors and spending time with my friends and family. I am a smoker, this is non-negotiable, I'm not changing that on anyone's schedule but mine.

I'm up for good conversation and forming connections, what that develops in to I don't know but just know the main thing I am looking for is not sexual.

What I am currently looking for though is someone to maybe explore impact and my masochism with, friends, companions, gaming buddies, and maybe also a Daddy type for nurturing, guidance, and maybe a firm hand when needed. I'm really in the process of redefining exactly what I'm looking for as I discover more about myself, so please be patient with me, the journey is part of the adventure

7/19/2017 1:03:10 AM
Insomnia is a bitch, go all day being so damn tired, and then its like as soon as the rest of the house settles down and I can finally get some rest, a billion and one thoughts just come flying out of no where. Tommorow should be interesting, guess I will go to the writting board and maybe have something new to roll out soon...
7/11/2017 2:20:50 AM
I was told I am "too intelligent to control" wtf? Is that really an issue, I guess I'm sorry I am no bimbo, I actually have a brain in my pretty little head...
4/21/2017 3:52:47 PM
Can I just say, if you are going to message me, and you cant have some semblance of a regular sentence structure, and you cant spell, or cant use close to proper grammar, I am probably not the girl for you... thank you, have a good day.
1/1/2017 2:52:42 PM
And another original... She kneels quietly in a candle lit toom, eyes down cast, back straight, as she hears the door open and then close. She knows its Him, she can feel it, she can sense it, just from the way the air shifts in the room. Her back straightens a bit more, as she feels his eyes roam across her bare skin, proudly on display for Him, her Master, her One and Only. His fingers lightly brush over her lips, down to her chin to nudge her head up, "look at Me girl" she quickly does, pure adoration in her eyes, wondering what he has planned for today, knowing its something from the instructions left for her when she woke this morning. A note, 'shower, and clean shaven, eat healthy, and no touching yourself besides to shave, I Will Know, kneeling by the door, at 6 you know how I want you' the note said next to her pillow. So here she was at 6, kneeling and naked, in anticipation for the night ahead, looking into his deep eyes, wondering what plans he had in store for her, but also knowing she is there to please Him. " you have told Me about one of your darkest fantasies little one, would you still like to experience that?" She lets out a small gasp her eyes getting wide in realization, it couldnt be... "Master I..." he stops her words with a hand in the air, "yes or no little one, that is all I want" as he disappears behind her, her body gives an involuntary shudder, imagining the events that are about to take hold, " yes Master" she breaths. He comes back around in front of her, blindfold in hands, he gently slides it over her eyes, kissing the top of her head, "I will be here every minute princess, cum as much as you want," she can hear the wicked smile on his mouth as he takes her hand helping her off her knees, he leads her a few steps away, until her knees bump into something, she feels cool leather wrap around her ankles, fastening her legs wide open, he then pushes down on her back, she's bent over a leather bench, ass in the air, he takes her hands and fastens them down on the other side, leaving her open and exposed, he comes around in front, she can smell him, feel him near her face, she hears his belt come undone and slide through the loops on his pants, she feels his cock spring out, and brush against her cheeck, she eagerly turns her head and takes it in her mouth, loving the taste and feel, she takes him as deep as she can. Sucking and licking, he grabs double fistfuls on her hair, after dropping the belt on the ground behind her, she hears the thud, and is lost in bliss as he fucks her mouth in just the way she loves, holding her head down, but knowing when to let up just as she needs air the most. Suddenly her body is rocked by a slap from the leather belt, the one he dropped, his hands still in her hair, she realizes someone else is in the room, but how many someones...? She wonders as another hit rings out against her exposed bottom, driving her forwards, deep throating her Master even further, she feels more hands on her body, shes tingling in anticipation now, unable to see, only able to feel and hear, one last smack rings out, to be replaced by another set of hands, rubbing her reddened cheecks, she feel at least 2 pairs of hands on her body as her Master slips from her mouth, he leans down and whispers in her ear, "be ready baby doll, you know whats coming next." He fastens a spider gag onto her mouth, to keep her open and available for the attention shes going to recieve, drool slips down the sides as she is still craving more of her Masters length. The hands on her ass slip down, teasing her pussy, she hears a chuckle behind her and a finger slips in, pumping a few times, feeling her clench down, " this bitch is so hot and ready, we've barely even started" the mystery voice says, fingers sliding out, she whimpers in dissapointment, the fingers are brought to her mouth, and the voice teases her "now suck them clean like a good little slut" she sticks out her tounge through the gag, trying to clean the fingers she can't see, drool running down her chin, he forces the fingers into her mouth suddenly, then pulls out leaving her gasping for air, another set of hands has been at work on her breasts, 38c, hanging there, over the bench, heavy and waiting for attention, suddenly she feels a sharp pain as a clamp is fastened on her left side, making her moan, and pull away, only to recieive another slap on her ass, " stay still girl" a second voice orders, she freezes, still wondering how many are seeing her like this, the other clamp is fastened to her right side, she moans, feeling the weighted chain in between jingle with each breath she takes. Suddenly the hands are back on her ass again, spreading her cheecks, slipping between then sliding down to her mound, juices already flowing down her thighs, "think she needs something here" the first man says, patting hard on her exposed opening, making her moan and his fingers just barely slide in her, another voice in front of her " oh but we know she also likes something in this pretty little hole here" as his fingers take her spit and wipes it across her cheeck, the first voice again "or we can just fill her all up and see how long she can go." As soon as the words leave his mouth she hears a familliar buzzing, her juices begin flowing even more in anticipation. " lets get her real ready for this then" the first voice says, as the toy makes contact with her pussy, she gasps, turning into a deep moan as the toy slides deep inside of her vibrating through her whole body, as this happsn she feels movement near her face, her hair is grabbed, and a cock is sliding between her lips and down her throat, starting slow, going in time with the vibrator in her pussy, her body starts trembling as the first orgasm rips through her, but the toy inaide of her is relentless, the man controlling it chuckling as her body jerks and twitches from her orgasm, before the first one lets up he turns the vibrator up, now only to medium speed, making her almosts squeal around the cock in her mouth, he starts viciously pumping the toy in and out of her pussy, forcing her to cum again only seconds after the last finished, as the man in her mouth holds her hair tighter and begins fucking her mouth harder, she hears him say, "I think she needs something in that sexy little ass of hers now." The toy slides from her box, slick from her juices, which are also running down her thighs, puddling underneath her, her mouth still being fucked, her takes her head and holds her down on his cock, until shes fighting for air, as the other man slides the vibrator into her ass all in one long stroke, turning the speed up to full blast, she goes even further down on the cock in her throat than she ever imagines she could, choking and gagging, as he slides out of her throat, he wipes himself off in her hair, tangled mess that it is, and she feels him move down her body, pulling on the chain between clamps, as the toy is now slowly pumped in and out of her ass, "go try her mouth, Ms Sweet Thing here really knows how to suck" he tells the one controlling the toy, giving her a slap on the ass making the toy go even further in, she feels something at her pussy again, his cock! Sliding in as the toy is buried all the way in her ass, another cock is in her mouth suddenly, she is like a pig, on a roasting spit, to cocks see sawing inside of her, every time he thrusts into her pussy the cock in her mouth is pushed down her throat. Again she has another screaming orgasm, torn from her, her body trembling, her holes filled, and still they pump her relentlessly, "thinks she needs to feel something real in her ass," one of the men suggests, as the toy drives her wild, she hears he Master to the side, "no, leave that one to me gentleman, cum on or in the slut, but that hole is mine to use tonight" both of the men grunt their affirmation, understanding they are fortunate to be having this experience, they switch off once again, the one in her pussy coming back to her mouth, slapping her face with his meat, spreading her juices in her hair, "good little cock whore aren't you?" He says as he slides down her throat again, he grabs her nose, holding it closed, as a hand on the back of her head holds her down her fucks her mouth hard and deep, as his friend pulls the toy out of her ass, and sides deep into her pussy. They both pound her viciously, until she is gasping for breath and shuddering on the bench, next thing she knows she is empty, and feels the hot sprays of their ejaculate shooting all over her body, her face, her hair, her back, her ass, it seems like there is so much of it, the one at her head gives her a small pat, like you would to a dog, the one that was in her pussy moves to her head, sliding his softening cock in between her lips, "clean it off for me like the good cock slut you are" he says as he pumps her mouth a few more times, pulling out and wiping her spittle off in her hair, giving a final tug to the chain in between her breasts. She is left to silence in the room, she hears the door close as the men exit, she is still bound, and hot, cum drying on her body, knowing her Master is looking at her, observing her body, the piece of art she has become for his pleasure. She feels the air move next to her, and her body starts tingling again, knowing it is now time to please Him, her World, her tugs the chain between her breasts, making her moan around the gag, he reaches up and gently removes the apperatus, she licks her lips, "thank You Master" she mumbles, as he pulls one clamp, her left nipple, she gasps, almost crying, as the blood rushes back, he pulls the other clamp off, her body shuddering as a wave of sensation hits, "Thank You Master!!" She gasps and he pinches and pulls on her super sensitized nubs. His hands slide down to her ass, spreading her cheecks, his finger rubbing her tight hole, sliding in, she moans, "Mmm you are ready for me aren't you girl?" He says teasingly as he slips a second finger in, pumping in and out, harder and deeper with each thrust, she tries to push back, but cant with how shes bound. "Oh you want it deep do you baby girl" he teases as he slides a third finger in, pumping harder, faster, he breathing gets shallow, he brings his other hand to her drenched pussy, expertly grabbing hold of her little nub, pulling and teasing as he fingers her ass hard, bringing her right to the edge, he then stops, pulling his fingers out, shes gasping for breath, begging, " oh please Master, please dont stop, please fuck my ass, fill me up, pound me, please Master, please let me cum while you fill my ass" she begs hysterically, her body on fire. He chuckles, positioning himself behind her, loving how she looks, freshly fucked, desperate for more, begging to be filled, he positions his cock at the entrance to her pussy, teasing, barely slipping in, feeling her twitching around him, she tries to move her body back, grunting more, wanting to feel Him deep, "please Master, please! " she begs, he takes his cock away from her pussy, repositioning at her tight little rosebud, he grabs her hips, and whispers in her ear "you ready for this slut?" She nods her head quickly, "yes Master, please Master!" In one solid thrust he is buried deep inside her bowels, she almost screams in exctasy as he stretches her out, no slowing down, he grabs a fistful on her hair and starts ravaging her backside, thrusting hard and deep, pounding hard enough to bring tears to her eyes, his free hand he slides under her body, toying her clit again, he grabs the swollen nub, pinching and pulling, "oh Master im going to cum Master, please Master let me cum with your cock in my ass" she begs wildly, he body about to explode once again, he continues pounding at her, feeling her tighten around him, begging for more, "cum bitch," he growls in her ear and he slides two fingers deep into her pussy and she clamps down around him, she screams in exctasy as the orgasm rocks through her body, he thrust a few more times, hard and deep, suddenly going as deep as he can, he grabs her hips with both handa as she buxks on him, he cums deep in her ass, she feels each spurt, she cums in time with him, her body shaking. He slips out of her body with a little pop, bending down he gentle removes her restraints, he pulls off the blindfold, gently kissing her on the forehead, he gently leave the room for a moment, she hears the shower running, he comes back, and gently picks her up, carrying her to their large walk in shower, "lets get you cleaned up angel, you did so good, Daddy is so proud of you" he says and he gently begins cleaning her up, she smiles dreamily up at him, one of her darkest fantasies having come true, she whispers a "thank you Daddy" wondering what other adventures he has in store for her next....
12/31/2016 6:21:23 AM
So I feel like I'm going to come across as very unsubmissvelike here in this entry, but let me make one thing clear, if in the process of messaging me you feel the need to emphasize how INCREDIBLE, and AMAZINGLY Dominant you are, and how I would be SO LUCKY to have an owner like you, I am probably going to mock you, and let you know exactlly what you can do with that INCREDIBLENESS. Not in a manner of being rude, but just being honest here, I'm a smart girl, I have enough sense not to jump on the band wagon when all you can do is emphasize your awesomeness, but not once did you actually try and have any meaningful conversation with me, please dont waste my time with these types of games, I am actually looking for something meaningful here, a learning and growing experince, not just someone who wants to show off how INCREDIBLE he is. Pretty sure I'm not the only submissive here that feels this way, but hell, who knows, maybe I'm wrong. Have a good day everyone!
12/27/2016 3:54:11 PM
Just a story to get started... He whispers in me ear passing by, ?upstairs now, get ready to give me what?s mine.? A shiver runs own my back in anticipation as I hurry upstairs, stopping in the bathroom on the way, to freshen myself up, as I enter the bedroom there you are, sitting on the edge of the bed with your pants undone looking me up and down, I blush, looking down quickly grabbing the bottom of my tank top and pulling it over my head, looking up momentarily, I smile shyly at you as I continue to unbutton my shorts and slide them down my legs. I stand in front of you, a bit awkwardly, my hands at my sides so you can see my body, clad in only white lace bra and panties.You motion to your pants still undone and waiting for my attention, I quickly drop to my knees in front of you, my hands going to work pulling your cock out for me to please. I pump up and down gently a few times to get a reaction, and you lightly nudge my head with a hand telling me to get to work. I take your cock into my mouth as far as I can take it, feeling you get harder in my mouth, soon hitting the backoof my throat, I go from just sucking and licking it slowly fucking my throat on your cock, feeling my pussy get wetter every time I gag. Suddenly you grab the back of my head, and thrust three hard times into my throat, making ma gag and moan at the same time, pulling me off of you. You lift me off of my knees and spin me around, ?drop those? you tell me, snapping the band on my panties, I hurry to comply, slipping them down my legs. While I?m doing this you unclasp my bra, after everything is off, you grab my hands pulling them above my head, and restrain them to the headboard. Giving my ass two hard slaps making me jump and moan, pulling against the restraints you ask me if I?m ready for this.I moan nodding into the pillow, ?yes daddy? I whisper, as I feel you position yourself behind me, teasing my soaking wet pussy with the head of your cock, ?oh yes baby girl, you like sucking daddy?s cock don?t you?? as you thrust deeper into me, making me moan, ?oh yes daddy give me more please? pulling against my bonds, wanting you deeper, suddenly you grab my hips thrust in hard, making me scream into the pillow, ?like this baby girl?? as you pull out all the way, and trust back in hard again, you grab my hair, to pull me up, so nothing muffles the sounds I make as you ravage me. Hard deep strokes, bottoming out each time my hair held firmly in one fist, you use your other hand to smack my ass. ?Do you know what we?re going to next princess?? you ask me as you slap my ass again on a deep stroke making me scream and moan at the same time. I shake my head breathing heavily trying to turn my head slightly to see what you?re King, you continue to pump my pussy, jerking my hair telling me to keep my eyes forward like a good girl. I feel something cool drip down my ass, and my fears are confirmed, I shake my had, ?no daddy I haven?t one that before, it might hurt? you slap my ass again ?did I tell you to speak little girl? If you speak out of turn again I will make sure it hurts, understood?? I nod as vigorously as I an with your fist still holding my hair, you push my face down in the pillow again, and continue to pound my pussy, only now I feel your fingers rubbing my tight little hole. I moan into the pillow, enjoying the light feel, then I feel pressure as you push two fingers in, deep. I arch up my back moaning, and almost whimpering surprised that it hurts yes, but I feel full, you swat my ass again, letting me know I need to get back down in position as you begin fucking my pussy again only in time with your fingers in my ass this time, getting deeper each thrust, then slipping a third in. I moan, in delirious pleasure, and then you stop, pulling out of both of my holes, leaving me breathing heavy, almost begging for more.You come around to where my head is offering your cock to me to clean up, ?make sure you leave it nice and wet baby girl, that goes in here next? you say with a sly smile, reaching back and slipping two fingers back deep in my ass as you slide your cock down my throat, I moan around your girth, moving my ass in time with your fingers, my pussy dripping wanting more, you fuck my throat as you tease my holes, turning me into a wanton mess. You pull out of my mouth, giving me a small pat on the head and a ?good girl? that I?ve been craving, you move back to the end of the bed, admiring my body on display for you, ass rosy from a spanking, pussy shaved, freshly fucked and dripping juices down my thighs just for you.You reach a hand forward, I jump in surprise only to grind back as I feel you rubbing my pussy, I moan pleasure, ?oh yes daddy please? and I try to get more attention, you gather my juices though, using them to get you cock wet I feel you position yourself at my tight hole, I hold my breath, trying to relax as I feel you force your way in, I moan into my pillow, and then you pull back about an inch, suddenly, you thrust in hard and deep, I cream into my pillow, you hold my face down by the hair, you begin to pump in and out hard, I?m owning into my pillow now, loving how full I am with your cock buried inside of me.Next thing I know I feel one of your hands on my pussy, rubbing teasing, feeling how wet I Iam from your cock pounding my tight ass, you smile bringing your fingers to my lips, telling me to suck off my juices as you continue to violate me, ?it looks like my baby girl likes having daddy?s cock deep in her ass, would you like to cum while I fuck you deep angel?? you ask me as I finish cleaning off your fingers I nod enthusiastically needing release, ?oh yes daddy please can I ?? ?only if you do one thing for me when you finish baby.? ?oh yes anything dad just please let me cum? you smile to yourself s you go back to violently pounding my ass, you hand slides back down to my pussy, only now focusing on my clit, you being working, and rubbing that magic little button, making me squirm and scream, you whisper in my ear ?you tell me very time you cum, and you don?t stop cumming until I tell you to understood little girl? Otherwise you know what will happen.? Implying your leather belt reserved just for such a occasion, I moan a breathy yes daddy, as you continue to rub my swollen clit, I feel the wave rush up on me I cream ?I?m cumming daddy!? as you continue to pound my ass, I feel you slide two fingers into my pussy, rubbing against the wall, making me cum even harder, ?that?s good girl keep cumming for me?, as you fill both my holes your thumb torturing my clit, I um longer ad harder than I ever had before.You pull out once I?m obviously spent, untying my hands you guide me back down to my knees, I look up expectantly, knowing I need to clean and finish you off, you stroke me hair, ?such a good little slut for daddy, now open that pretty little mouth nice and wide so I can fuck it? I open my mouth wide, looking up at you as you guide your cock to my mouth, you take a couple slow thrusts and then quickly grab double fistfuls of my hair and begin fucking my throat, I at, trying to pull away, but you hold me I mobile n your onslaught, viciously pumping my throat, until, suddenly you hold my head down for an eternity, I can?t breath I feel your cock in my throat, spasming, as you shoot loads of your cum into my stomach, you release my head, gasping for breath, as I lick and clean your cock. Then you guide me back onto the bed, and take me in your arms, wrapping both of us up for the night, ?such a very good girl for daddy? you whisper, as you kiss the top of my head , ? I have so many more things planned for you little one, rest well.?
annapuppy
 
 Age: 32
 Cleveland, Ohio