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I'm not looking for game players, I'm looking for a new slave in the AZ area to train, control, possibily get into a long term relationship with. What I want in my slave : chastity is a must, anal plug in at all times, controled, naked on knees while in my service. Caged when sleeping, and willing to per on demand, I will enjoy watching you with another male, for play. I enjoy watching m/m. I've had to put play on hold. Taking care of an elderly friend. What I will give: Honest answers, training, total power exchange. If interested let me know. Mistress Kerri

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12/11/2016 1:52:06 PM

Mistress Keri and i have been together for over six years. We have had our ups and downs but one thing remained constant she is my Master/Owner.

 

We've developed a basic routine which seems to suit us. At here home, I wear only my collar and cuffs and a large plug of some sort. Mistress, at times choose a slutty outfit for me to wear. I never knew exactly what evil play she had in mind but i could always expect a beating and lots of torture. Then about two years ago she had me naked in front of her. This time she played with the idea of converting me into a dog. You can read about it in an earlier journal entry. We were separated for a year but kept in contact. Recently, we started a discussion about transforming me into a real dog. I mean taking on a dog's posture, eating from a bowl, sleeping in a cage and stripping me of my humanity. Ultimately, i would be at her beck and call. On demand, i would be expected to suck cock and open my hole for anyone. I would be her mindless bitch. She warned me that the beatings would be vicious and without mercy. She also said the training would be hard. We planned to have a session but first for one week i was to start drinking my piss, sleeping naked, wearing a chastity device, and being plugged. Finally, before our session i was to purchase a vibrating wireless puppy plug. I did as told and waited.

 

Finally, after a year of no kinky activity Mistress arrived at my apartment to begin my training. It was Friday 11/25,2016 at 9:00 A.M.. I had everything laid out as instructed. Mistress wanted me naked, collared, and waiting with ass exposed and face down in the living room. Mistress walks in and placed her bags down. I felt her warm hands caress my ass checks. She pulled from her bag a cane and began beating my ass. The pain was intense and stinging and very painful, worse than any beating i ever had. She must have purchased a different kind of cane it was brutal. The beating stopped. Mistress then ordered me to fetch a pair of knee pads i had laid out. She helped me slip them on. Next, she used shrink wrap to secure my legs and arms so i could only move around like a dog. Finally, she inserted the vibrating wireless puppy plug. In a matter of minutes i was barking and wagging my ass like a dog. Next thing i know the beatings started again. I remember during the beating, she was talking to me, reinforcing the rules and protocols. She asked me questions about my submission and my subservience and if i hesitated or answered wrong, she would discard me like a cheap pair of shoes. She stopped beating me and ordered me to crawl around the apartment. It was physically demanding. i remember sweating and breathing hard. It was all i could take and finally fell over. It took every ounce of energy to crawl on my side to Mistresses feet. She kindly, unwrapped me and had me sit in front of her.

 

In preparation for our session, Mistress had me find several gay puppy play videos and have a bowl of my piss ready. I am sitting on the floor, in between Mistresses legs, ass plugged, facing the tv. Mistress told me to begin playing one of the videos. Then she handed me a baby bottle, i had ready, and fill it with my piss. I knew what was going to happen next. She fed me with my piss while we watched the video. The piss was bad but i did as told. I remember thinking how at peace i was cuddling between her legs sucking on the bottle like a baby dog. For a moment i was caught up in my new role and didn’t want it to end. We watched three videos as i finished the piss bottle.

 

Finally, i wish our session would have ended without a hitch. After finishing the bottle, i was ordered to turn around and began stroking my cock. I always love this act because i never get enough of Mistresses look when i degrade myself for her amusement. She wanted me to get hard but not to cum. It took longer than normal because i was so exhausted and sore. When i was sufficiently hard Mistress told me to stand. She reached into her bag and pulled out a long metal rod. At that point i instantly became frightened. She proceeded to insert the rod in my penis. The cold rod touched the outside of my pee hole and i pulled back. I knew i was in trouble. Mistress assured me not to be afraid and to trust her. I gave into my fear and begged her to stop. To my surprise Mistress stopped. I thought it was going to be over for denying her what is her right. Instead, she was very understanding and assured me that she would never harm me and to ultimately trust her. She patted me on the head, gathered her things and left.

 

The end.


6/19/2016 2:18:35 PM

05-23-2016  Hello, this is slave tori.


After a year apart i received a message from Mistress Kerri requesting my attention Saturday, May 21st.  She wanted to come to my apartment at 9:00 am. Without hesitation I accepted.  Friday night, i shaved my body and gave myself three 2 quart enemas.  I wanted to be nice and clean knowing she loves to work my ass.  She also instructed me to fill one enema bag with soapy water and have lots of ice ready for Saturday.  


I got up at 6:00am and gave myself another two enemas.  Then, I showered and ate some breakfast.  I carefully laid out whips, belt, dildos and lots of lube for Mistress.  It was getting close to 9:00am so i got on the bed, face down and ass up.  I was naked with only a gag in my mouth and a medium size plug in my ass.  The front door was unlocked.  I heard her enter.  My heart was racing.  I felt her hands run over my ass.  Then she began tugging and twisting the butt plug.  She pulled the plug halfway out then pushed it in all the way.  She pulled it out all the way then plunged it back in.  She did this multiple time.  I melted and gave into every plug.  She removed the plug and put on rubber gloves.  She grabbed my thing and started pulling and working it hard.  As she pulled i felt her fingers sliding into my ass.  One, two, three fingers slid into my hole.  The sensation was thrilling.  I was breathing like a dog in heat.  All of a sudden everything stopped.  She told me to get off the bed turn around and stand at attention.  She returned to the room with hemp twine and wrapped my ball so tight they were throbbing.  Then she ordered me to turn around and bend over.  With both hands on the bed, head down, legs spread she proceeded to use a belt on my ass.  It hurt like hell.  After three or four lashing my knees gave out.  It took all i had to maintain the position.  All of sudden, I heard her order me to get a bowl of ice.  I returned with two hand full of ice cubes.  She had me return to the position but this time pull apart my ass.  I complied.  One cube at a time she slowly inserted all of the ice.  I don’t know what was more painful the beating or the freezing ice.  It didn’t matter i was being used by Mistress Kerri.  Without hesitation she took me to the bathroom and ordered me into the tub where i had the  soapy enema waiting.  She ordered me to kneel face down ass up.  She inserted the enema tube and began filling my ass.  I was helpless and could feel the cramps coming on fast.  Next, she ordered me to get up and squat.  I was to only let out the water and leave in the ice.  I did my best but squirted out three or five on accident. I thought i was done and was finally lead to the living room.  Mistress sat on the couch.  I knelt in front of her.  She handed me a big black vibrating dildo and told me to lube it up and squat over it.  I complied.  I carefully worked the dildo in knowing i had several ice cubes in my hole.  Mistress turned on the vibrator and that's all it took.  I began fucking the dildo like a horny little slut.  Mistress was looking down at me while i was going crazy on a really big dildo.  She allowed me to pull on my thing but i had to keep fucking the dildo.  I pulled on it only a few times and stopped because i could feel an orgazam building up.  I knew better than to release but she gave me permission.  I pulled and fucked the dildo hard.  Mistress looking at me with no expression on her face.  It was like she didn’t care or was disgusted.  I didn’t know what she was thinking.  i was given the ok to cum.  I felt the urge to cum and asked to squirt.  It felt so good.  I remember thinking how much I missed having Mistress watching me while degrading myself.  I asked for permission to go to the bathroom to clean up.  

 

The end.     

 

2/3/2015 3:14:02 PM

01/29/2015  Hello this is slave tori.  

i had an amazing session with Mistress Kerri, Thursday.


my day started as normal.  i was up at 5:00 am, got ready for work and left with my ass plugged.  The plug is 6.25 inches long and 2.75 inches in diameter.  Look for it at Huse.com it’s called The Excavator.  Also look at the Bulldozer.  Mistress Kerri got all of it in my hole except for a half inch.


We arranged to meet at her place around 2:00 pm.  i left work early and drove to her place without stopping.  The rest of the story is a bit foggy.  i mean, after undressing, getting into position and preparing for the session i was pretty much in sub space the entire hour.


For the first time Mistress Kerri transformed me into her personal puppy (see picture 7).  Before getting into the steamy details, i want you all to know Mistress gave me an opportunity to shed off my human personality and take on the existence of a puppy. Mistress gave her pet lots of attention.  i immediately expressed my animal instincts and desires.  For an hour i was a DOG living in the moment.  It was easy to put aside all human thoughts and desires and think instead about a pup's thoughts and desires.


Without hesitation, Mistress established her dominance by working her fist into my butt.  i was out of my mind with every twist and turn of her fist.  The overwhelming urge to bark like a dog came over me.  As i was barking, i match every thrust and twist of her fist with my ass.


She removed her fist from my gaping hole only to replace it with an inflatable butt plug.  With several pumps my ass was full again and vibrating.  Next thing i remember, Mistress is leading me down the hall with leash attached to the hood.  i couldn’t see a thing because of the hood.  Crawling on all fours was difficult and took every ounce of energy.  i didn’t care because i was a DOG and was happy to be lead around by my Master.


Mistress returned to the sofa and had me position my butt towards her.  She then proceeded to pull on my cock and push on the butt plug.  Every push on the plug massaged my prostate.  i was being milked like a barnyard animal.  All i could do was react to the overwhelming sensations.  i was being stimulated internally and external.  my elbows were burning from a nasty case of rugburn.  i couldn’t see a thing but i could hear Mistress tell me i was being a good pet. For that moment i turned into a mad dog.  i was transformed.

Finally, when the bandages and hood were removed i returned back to being a human.  i was exhausted but thrilled to have been treated like a dog.  Kneeling in front of Mistress, she held my face in her hands.  i thanked her for transforming me into a mad dog.  i also promised her to build up my endurance so as to increase my tolerance for ever harsher puppy treatment like sucking cock and being fucked at the same time.
 
 
  


1/10/2015 6:01:16 PM
1/10/2015 A early morning session with tori

01-10-2015  Hello, this is slave tori.  i want to share with all of you today’s session with Mistress Kerri.


First, last night i got ready by shaving my body paying close attention to my balls and ass.  Then, i went to the spare closet to get out all the restraints and toys needed for a kinky session.  Finally, i moved furniture around in the spare bedroom to make room for the spanking bench and made room for Mistress Kerri to have full access to her property.  It was around 11:00 pm when everything was ready. 


i woke up exactly 5:00 am.  After drinking a glass of water and eating a banana, i prepared my first enema.  The next hour and half was enema time.   When the last enema left my body(four total) and the water was clean, i took a shower.  Then i set up last minute items like setting out rags, lube, and setting up the bed.


It was time to get into position.  Mistress wanted me to lay face down on the bed with my ass propped up fully exposed for her review.  i waited for Mistress to enter.  She opened the door.  i could hear her put her bag down and walk into the bedroom.  She ran her hands over my body.  Her hands and nails made me quivered and shake immediately.  i had a butt plug in.  Mistress grabbed the plug firmly.  She started to twist and pull and push on it.  i was meeting each thrust with gusto.  It doesn't take much to get me horny.  i was hard the second she walked in.  Mistress pulled the plug from my ass.  She grabbed the wooden paddle laying on the nightstand and proceeded to beat my ass.  When my ass was red hot and tender to the touch she instructed me to get off the bed and go to the bathroom.  i had prepared a soapy water enema, waiting in the shower, just before her arrival.  She turned me toward the mirror.  i am naked with only a pair of high heel shoes on, chastity device on and a collar.  Mistress helped me put on a black corset.  Now that I’m all made up she ordered me to step into the tub.  i got on my hands and knees so she had full access to my ass.  Mistress didn't waste anytime and inserted the enema tube.  She emptied the bag into my ass but that was not enough for her.  She then filled my ass with an inflatable plug.  Once it was deep and secured she gave it five pumps.  Finally, she kept the plug in with a restraining belt.


We walked from the bathroom into the spare bedroom.  i had a towel on the floor in front of the couch.   Mistress sat on the couch and had me kneel in front of her.  i was so full.  It was very difficult to move.  i am now on my knees but the pressure in my butt was getting more intense.  Mistress removed my cock from the chastity device and started to pull on it.  Later she used lube and picked up the pace.  i was going insane.  i am jerking, crying, pulling my hair and almost blacking out.  At this point, i could feel cramps and the pressure is building.  i was so turned on.  Finally, i couldn't take anymore and begged her to allow me to go to the bathroom.  i removed the belt keeping the plug in and sat on the toilet.  What a relief!  i cleaned up and hurried back to Mistress.


Mistress was still sitting on the couch when i returned.  This time she had a rubber glove on her right hand.  She ordered me on my hands and knees with my ass toward her.  Next thing i felt was her fingers working into my hole.  Ten seconds later she is working her fist in my ass.  Oh My God, she knows exactly the right pressure/push necessary to get her hand in my hole.  Next thing i feel is her fist inside me twisting and ever so slightly pulling out.  With her hand still in my hole the slight pulling out keeped my hole stretched.   With every twist her knuckles were hitting my prostate.  i was overwhelmed with pleasure.  i couldn't think straight and was seeing stars.  If only that sensation could have lasted longer.  i felt like i had to go to the bathroom so i asked to be excused.  When i returned she had me sit on a huge dildo in front of her.  We are now face to face.  i am bouncing up and down on the dildo, she is jerking me off and pulling my hair.  For the moment i was a true whore.  i was reduced to nothing more than a dirty animal.  Mistress toyed with me for a very long time.  i was exhausted, sweaty and trying my best to keep up with her energy.   Just when i thought it was over Mistress had me fetch the fucking machine.  With no time to rest she had me back onto the dildo attached to the machine.  In her hand i see the remote control.  Suddenly my ass is being pounded by a machine.   The soapy enema made my hole so sensitive.  i was so raw and sensitive. Again, i felt like i had to go to the bathroom so she let me go.  It was a false alarm.  


When i returned from the bathroom waiting for me on a chair was a butt plug and a pad of spikes.  The plug was attached to a box.  The box sends an electrical current to the plug.  i sat on the plug carefully while the pad of spikes grabbed a hold of each butt cheeks.  After all the pleasure and fun the session ends with pain.  The plug is pounding away with no end insight.  The electrical charge going through the plug isl like ten real men pounding away.  The sharp spikes are relentlessly poking my tender ass cheeks.   When Mistress left she remove the plug(thank God) but left the spikes attached to my ass.  i was told to write this journal before removing the spikes.   i hurried through this journal so please forgive the grammatical errors.    


Thank you for reading and a BiG thank you to Mistress Kerri for a wonderful morning

11/29/2014 9:45:49 PM
11-22-2014  Journal from slave tori.

A very long, long, long time has passed since I last submitted to Mistress Kerri.  This time was very special for two reasons.  First, Mistress is now coming to my apartment for our weekly sessions.  This is particularly exciting for me because it's a huge turn on to get everything set up, cleaned and in place for her arrival.  And, I just got my nipples pierced per Mistress Kerri's request.  It's been three weeks now and they look great.  The healing process has been flawless.  I understand having ones nipples pierced, to most people, is extreme but in my case I had to do it or Mistress Kerri would have released me for good.  I have to be honest, the hardest part was mentally accepting such a big step towards submission.  Then finding a reputable piercer to make it happen.  Now that my nipples are pierced, I feel more committed to Mistress Kerri's authority and happiness.  There is nothing I won't do for her.  


My day started at 5:00 a.m.  Mistress Kerri would be at my place by 8:00 a.m. so I had much to do before her arrival.  I started by doing four enemas.  By the way, I use a 1 1/2 quart bag and warm filtered water.  Then showered, shaved and inserted my favorite butt plug.  After setting up last minute things, I put on a hood that restricted eyesight and sound.  The night before i got out of storage a wooden box and placed it at the end of my bed.  I got into the box in a fetal position and waited for Mistress.  My heart was pounding and my breathing was fast.  I had to calm down.  I managed to relax and enjoy the position.  


Mistress entered the apartment saw the box and walked over to gazed at her pet.  She touched my butt and gradually worked her hand towards the butt plug and my balls.  For a brief moment she toyed with my ass and balls.  Then she ordered me to the living room where I had everything set up.  The next hour was dirty and a sweaty.  Mistress redden my ass with a wooden paddle.  My body was bound, the entire time I was on my knees or presenting my ass for her pleasure.  It didn't take long before I felt like a peace of meat.  


The most amazing part of the session was a electric butt plug inserted in my ass while Mistress teased my cock.  The plug pulsed and pounded so hard it felt like a real man raping my ass.  The plug had so much force it made me cry out to suck cock.  Wow!!!


Finally, Mistress locked my thing in a chastity device.  This time she surprised me by tying a 2 lbs weight to my balls.  It was hanging about eight inches down between my legs.  She then inserted a long and fat plug in my ass.  She ordered me to begin squatting exercises for an hour.   Oh my God, my legs started to burn two minutes into the exercise.  She supervised for around 90 squats and left.  I finished, as instructed, with a total of 375 squats.  Wow, was i tired.  I will feel the beatings and squats for days.


Thank you Mistress Kerri for another wonderful session.  And, thank you for pushing my limits.  I honestly can say you now define my limits.  


4/21/2013 3:49:45 PM

Journal from slave tori

 

As I write this, I can feel Mistress Kerri standing behind me, her gaze burning into the back of my head, stern, painful. The tap of your finger nails on the top of my head is enough to keep me writing, a constant reminder of how bad I’ve been.
This is an apology about disobeying Mistress Kerri demands and forgettingy place as her slave.  I realize disobeying is unacceptable and cannot continue if I want to be her slave.
I can’t offer any excuses. I know I shouldn’t have disobeyed.  Please forgive me, Mistress Kerri?  I beg you to show mercy on me.
I also realize no excuses will work in this relationship.  I have made the mistake of disobeying and don’t want to repeat that behavior. 
My primary purpose in life will be to see to Your pleasure in any manner.  I will learn to anticipate Your every need and desire without being pushy.  Most importantly I will obey.
It will be my responsibility to remember my manners and do the following;
  1.  Listen to Mistress Kerri.  I will always listen carefully, as if these will be the last words I will ever hear.  
2.  Obey Mistress Kerri.  A disobedient slave is of no use to his Owner and reflects badly on her.  
3.  I will use all of my physical and mental capacity to serve Mistress Kerri.  As soon as I understands a command, I will obey it with all of my ability.  
4.  I will be happy in my service to Mistress Kerri.  I will do whatever You ask with joy even if it is something I don’t like.  
5. I will speak honestly and from the heart.  Lying to Mistress Kerri is disrespectful.  I will tell the truth even if sometimes it’s difficult.
6.  I'll be loyal and dependable.  Mistress Kerri is entitled to expect total loyalty.  
7.  I  must be polite and courteous at all times.  I must treat Mistress Kerri with the utmost courtesy and respect.  
I’m still committed to this lifestyle and I will make the changes necessary to be the best slave. 
Finally, yesterday I was to go see Mistress and accept my punishment.  For the first time in four years I was afraid. 
I enter her home and got into positin.  Not a word was said.  I looked down at the ground.  First, Mistress smeared Ben Gay on my cock and balls.  Then attached nipple clamps to my tits.  She picked up a bamboo stick and started to beat my cock.  She is pulling on the nipple clamps while beating my cock.  Needles to say, I'm in excruciating pain.  The pain didn't stop there.  Next, she had me present my ass to her. My face buried in the carpet and ass sticking out. She proceeded to beat me unmercifully.  I rember feeling a belt then the bamboo stick.  Blow after blow rained down on my ass.  There was nothing I could do or say to make it stop.  
This beating was different then all the others.  This time Mistress was angry and I could feel it.  When it was over she had me kneel before her and allowed me to look at her.  With a controlled voice and stern look she preceded to verbally set me straight.  I remember thinking the beating didn't hurt as much as the disappoint she was expressing.  I felt so low and worthless to have disobeyed.  I made a final promise to mind her and to never disobey. Mistress accepted my opolgy.  She attached the chasity device to my swollen cock and sent me home.
In conclusion, the lesson I learnd is to always mind your Master.  It doesn't matter what your troubles are outside the lifestyle because your Master comes first.  

4/21/2013 1:52:59 PM

Hello, this is Mistress Kerri, Had an interesting session with my on and off slave tori.

As you are all aware we have been on and off for the last year, though I know a Mistress is something he truly needs I get tired of the games. You see tori like to top from the bottom at times, something I do not allow any slave to do, so after two days of him not responding to me I decided it was time to be the bitch Mistress he so deserved.

 

On his arrivial 30 minutes late because he was not pre-pared to serve his Mistress, after arriving I first put extra strength Ben Gay on his cock and balls coating them, then had him assume the punishment positions and with my paddle delivered 30 strokes from the paddle which he called out each one thanking his Mistress for each one, I then put him on his knees and advised his what a slaves place is…no thinking just reacting to his Mistresses demands. It was hard and severe. And frankly much needed.

 

With tears in his eyes, he as for a caring beating, which I then gave with my cane, I had kept the Chinese clover clamps on his nipples the entire time until I used the screwing clamps to suck them in and hurt yes it did.

He left realizing what a slaves job was…we will see what happens when he does his journal.

Mistress Kerri


4/21/2013 1:35:12 PM

1/28/2013 2:06:37 PM

Hello this is slave tori.

 

Started my day Sunday 1/27/2013 at 6:00 a.m. I needed to prepare for a long overdue session with Mistress Kerri.  She likes her pet shaved and clean inside and out. I take great pride in giving myself four to five 2 quart enemas.  The entire process takes at least three hours.  

Before leaving for Mistress’s home I squat over my favorite butt plug measuring 6.25” long and 2.75” diameter.  That’s a little bigger than a coke can.  The car ride over is always difficult.  The thought of excruciating pain and pleasure drives me crazy.

I arrive at 10:00 a.m. and undress.  Mistress calls for me to crawl to her.  She is sitting on the couch.  I notice to the left and right of her on small tables many different size plugs, vibrating plugs, string, clamps, clothespins and nipple clamps.  I also noticed on the couch all types of restraints, hoods and a corset.  It looked like she was ready for war.  

Immediately she removed my chastity device.  She ordered me to turn around and present my ass.  She slowly pulled out my favorite plug only to replace it with her fingers.  With her right hand she began working in all five of her fingers.  My breathing was heavy and my body trembled.  Then I heard Mistress say “come on I know you can take my fist”.  I wasn't going to disappoint her.  Suddenly, I felt my ass swallow her entire fist.  OH MY, I couldn't believe she was inside of me in such an intimate way.  She proceeded to gently twist and thrust her fist inside of my hole.  I begged her to pull her fist out and shove it back in.  OHHHHH, the feeling of being stretched drove me insane.  Mistress was so focused on fucking my ass and bringing me to orgasm.  With every twist of her fist I felt her knuckles massage my prostate.  There was no holding back I came multiple times.  

Next, I was ordered to face her on my knees.  At this point I know what's about to happen.  Mistress likes to get mean.  She doesn't care about being polite, kind and she doesn't care about my feelings.  She only cares about what brings her pleasure and that’s inflicting pain.  She proceeded to smear BenGay all over my balls and cock.  She pulled on my balls while slowly working the cream over my cock.  I screamed for mercy once everything caught on fire.  She didn't stop there.  Next, she attached clamps on my tits.  Slowly attached ten clothespins on my balls.  I am screaming in pain trying to keep it together.  I know screaming only makes it worse.  She is so turned on by my agony she takes pictures.  I am shaking and trembling in so much pain.  But, she wasn't finished.  She proceeded to beat me with her favorite cane.  

Now, I can normally take two maybe three hours of none stop torture like I described but this time I was all used up in an hour.  I was beaten and tired.  I was a mess.  Every inch of my body hurt.  My legs, ass, cock and chest was red and marked.  My chest hurt the worst from the nipple clams and wearing the corset.  Mistress had the corset drawn so tight that it made breathing hard.  It is now Monday 1/28/2013 at 2:40 p.m. and I am still in pain.  My chest still hurts the worst.  My legs and ass still have marks from the beating.  Finally, I know I’ll get in trouble for this but my ass is so stretched and sore I wasn't able to insert the plug Mistress ordered me to have in 24/7.

Thank you so much Mistress for a wonderful hour of your time.  I can’t thank you enough for pushing my limits.  I am going right home after work to look in the mirror and admire your work.          


11/4/2012 2:47:03 PM

11/4 entry from slave effy

Hi, Mistress,

You never need apologize for spelling. I know typing on a kindle is a pain in the ass, lol.

Yes, I'm hornier than FUCK...going out of my mind...rather than help me, the chastity device is only aggravating my horniness because I can feel it around my cock all the time and it only reminds me of You, the way You're training me, and how much I love being a completely submissive whore for You. What am I willing to do to get to cum? Fucking ANYthing, at this point! You can beat my ass, torture my nipples, fuck my cock with sounds, I'll suck cock like a starving dog, anything, I don't care, I will submit to whatever You want. I lust to surrender, serve, and please You like I've never pleased a woman before in my life. You have my balls aching...so needing to come....You have my mind enamored of slavery to You... You have my sexuality twisted around Your little finger, and utterly willing to be bent in whatever twisted ways You care to twist it. I waited SO long for the chance to serve You, and all I can say is, IT WAS SOOOOO WORTH THE WAIT!!!! My hands are trembling, literally, from my nervous energy, my pent-up lust, my heightened senses, my utter excitement, my sheer happiness. I beg to continue to be Your bitch, and lick Your ass in gratitude in my dreams... I'm glad the note I'd written last week met with Your approval. When I didn't hear back from You, I'd wondered if I'd gone too far. I'm so happy to learn that I didn't. Take me further, Mistress--slowly but surely. I keep having a recurring dream of You fisting me one day...it makes me so hard.... Any thought of You makes me hard.... I keep wondering how You're going to tie up my cock and balls next... which is self-torture, since such thoughts only make my cock-cage feel that much tighter as the mere thought makes my enslaved cock swell. I love how dominant You are...how creative and perverse Your imagination is....

Damn, the next two weeks are going to go too slowly, lol. What is on the agenda for next time, Mistress? And ever hear from tori? Will he be joining us? Yours, effy


10/30/2012 4:36:11 PM

10/29/12

Mistress, I love what You choose for me!! I am feeling really slutty tonight... Wearing my panties and thigh highs...wish You were putting lipstick on me..and as I turn and bend over with a mirror behind me, I look back between my panty-clad thighs and at my asshole as I spread my cheeks lewdly apart... Seeing the plug buried in my pussy makes my cock bulge in its cage... I'm wishing You were fucking me...I'm craving my Mistress fucking me with all kinds of lewd and larger toys...My frustrated lust is driving me mad...You know that I will eat come, suck cock, rim ass, drink piss, and even eat dog food for the pleasure and privilege of serving You, don't You, Mistress? Under Your training and control I am losing any shame and look forward to whatever perversion I must submit to to please You. My initial shock at realizing this is wearing off and it instead is simply becoming my new reality as I strive to become an ever-more pleasing slave to You. Pleasing You is an even sweeter reward than any orgasm... Yours, effy


10/30/2012 4:33:38 PM

10/27/12

Damn, that picture is hot...you really had my cock and balls tied up well! lol

I have been SOOOO fucking horny all day...a damned good thing I don't have either key anymore or I might've been tempted to transgress... As it is, I can only grab my cage and shake it a little...had some precome oozing out of my cock...been going out of my mind!!

You are so perfectly the Mistress I always dreamed of having, Mistress Kerri.

There can't be a luckier sub than I in this world...except tori! lol Because he's already gotten to spend so much time with you! lol

How is Mistress doing this evening? Spent some time with my brother today, got some chores done... ALL with Your plug up my ass and my cage reminding me with every movement exactly who owns me... Such happiness :-)

Just wanted You to know I was thinking of You, Mistress...

I can tell my pain tolerance is increasing under Your skilled training...because You have me wanting more...and craving my hole stretched just like tori.... All in time, under Your wise and exquisitely perverted direction....dreaming of Your fist in me... Of sucking cock... Of You tying my cock and balls up in so many ways... of my tits growing... Of wearing slutty outfits for You... Of playing with tori... Of licking Your feet again... and taking that baseball bat up my own ass... it goes on an on... I want to come so fucking bad... it's breaking down whatever limits and inhibitions I may have had to the point where I don't even care anymore... Makes me want to do anything to please You... That's all that counts...

Are You pleased with how You are transforming me? Mmmm....I LOVE it....I want more... Pleeeeease??????

Thank You, Mistress, and have a great weekend... Yours, effy


10/21/2012 9:25:26 AM

This is effy and today was my third, most intense, and most enjoyable training session thus far with Mistress Kerri.

Last time, Mistress locked me up in chastity (with a CB3000 device) and I love the unique control she now has over me. I have never experienced this before. Every stifled erection (and there have been so many) since our last session has been a sharp reminder of Her growing power over me.

After lengthy preparation in the days preceding the session (modified diet, total body shaving, multiple enemas), I arrived this morning and was ordered to immediately strip. When Mistress finally removed the chastity device, it felt awesome to have my cock immediately harden and enlarge to full size for the first time in weeks. Kneeling before Her with my hands clasped behind me, she stroked my erection with my hands, making me buck my hips in a slutty fashion until I wanted to come really badly. Of course, that was just to tease Her pet and get me in an even more aroused and compliant state of mind. She stopped before I could come and proceeded to tie up my cock and balls tightly with twine. I cannot put into words the excitement and pleasure I get in seeing and feeling Mistress put the symbol and essence of my manhood into bondage--and she does it differently and creatively every single time.

She then put me into a corset. It is an amazing feeling to have her cinching it up tightly behind me until I could just barely take partial breaths. Not too tight to be unsafe, yet sufficiently so to completely put me in an even deeper state of submissive excitement and vulnerability. It's a lot harder than you might imagine even moving around into different positions with a tight corset on.

Mistress proceeded to clamp my nipples to get them nice and sensitive before their stretching treatment. After (painfully) removing those clamps, on went the vacuum cylinders that left such delicious bruises on both nipples last time for nearly an entire week. They hurt--at first--like HELL...but as the session went on, my really sensitive nipples adjusted and got used to it and I even asked Mistress to tighten them up even more a couple of times. I was proud to show Her I am making progress in being able to take a little more each and every session.

I was ordered onto my hands and knees like a dog, ass facing Mistress, gravity tugging those cylinders and my swollen nipples even more painfully. The plug that I'd arrived with finally removed, Mistress fingerfucked my ass and massaged my prostate for a good long time until I was moaning like a bitch in heat from the violation. Then I felt something larger entering my ass and there is always fear at such a moment because I can never see which of Her many implements Mistress is going to sodomize me with. Mistress knows this and skillfully keeps me right on the knife edge between fear...and wanting it...pain...and pleasure.

Later I was instructed to lie upon my back on her ottoman. I gulped with dread as she opened her urethral sounds case and proceeded to slip a size 20 sound ever so slowly down into my lubed cock. This was the same one she had introduced me to last time and let me tell you, it was more scary this time around laying down flat as opposed to kneeling as I had been last time. This time, however, after removing it, she brought out the next larger size, a #22, and making me peer between my vacuum-sucked nipples, she gently let it slide down into my semi-hard shaft. The sensation of having one's cock stretched from the INside is unique...scary, mildly painful, and pleasurable all at the same time. There are four or five larger sizes in her set, the largest of which nearly made me faint looking at. I have no idea how far She will go with this (or what I can really take), but I have promised her to take at least one larger size in the future. The desire to please Mistress is immense.To reward me for my courage, Mistress slipped the BlackJack Stroker over my cock and tantalized me with the sucking, vibrating sensations. I wanted to come so badly, but my poor cock, though incredibly hard, was overwhelmed by the sensations of having been caged for weeks, tightly bound, teased, fucked with sounds, stretched and vibrated...I guess my nerve endings simply got all confused...Nonetheless, it felt AWESOME!!!! And as my comfort and experience with Mistress continues to grow--as will my lust from my enforced chastity--I have NO doubt that Mistress will eventually be able to make me come solely from all these new and perverse stimulations. I had gotten too used to such self-administered pleasure from my own hands (and from girlfriends, before I gave up my freedom to Mistress). I no longer have the freedom to pleasure myself and Mistress is retraining my whole sexual response at a level of intensity I could not have imagined.

As our session came to a close, I struggled to get my chastity device back on, since I was still semi-erect. Getting it on is the hardest thing...Mistress had to put something icy cold on me to get it to shrink to where I could finally get it back on. It was a thrill watching her click the lock shut. Truth be told, once it's on it's actually quite comfortable and discreet. I didn't think this particular model was going to work out, but actually it's perfect. The only time it's uncomfortable is when you get really horny and start to get hard but can't. Even then it's quite tolerable (although indescribably frustrating).

 

Mistress is amazing...I am fortunate to have incurred Her favor and grateful for the chance to serve and be used by Her. I cannot wait for my next training session and to learn how to please Her even more


10/11/2012 3:07:07 PM

from effys email on 10/6

Good morning, Mistress!! Woke up to a plugged ass, a caged cock, a frustrated erection, and an immediate vision of Your eyes gazing down upon me with a smile...ahhh, made me smile ;-) What an incredible session that was! How large was that second black dildo You had in my ass? You did show it to me but in my subspace-addled brain at the moment I can't even remember... How large was the sound diameter? How big does the set go? What is the largest You've ever used? How many subs have You done that to? Thank You again for teaching me to suck cock...I've been tormenting myself watching porn of men sucking each other's cocks and wondering if and when You will make me throat-fuck a real cock for You...I need much more practice first with the dildo, lol. I'm hornier than FUCK, Mistress...I love how You are frustrating the hell out of me so that I will become ever more willing and compliant for You... Yours, effy
 

10/11/2012 3:05:53 PM

from 10/5 from effy

Mistress, My horniness has been stoked by You to levels I've not known before. It's almost unnerving...two sessions with You, each like a hit of a drug that I am feeling helplessly, increasingly and willingly addicted to...You make me crave it--any way I can get it...in my mouth, down my cock, and up my ass. Knowing my obedience and and submission to You is earning Your approval--this is what fires my lust and willingness to be trained, used, and transformed by You. I hope I continue to please You, Mistress. Yours, effy


10/11/2012 3:04:03 PM

some of effys email...this is from 10/4

Hi, Mistress!! How is the chastity device? Well, given how hard my cock immediately just TRIED to get--and is failing in utter frustration--the moment I saw that my Mistress had sent an email...I'd say it's accomplishing it's purpose devilishly well. I woke up last night from a dream recalling You fucking my mouth, cock and ass and in my sleepy yet aroused haze found my hand stroking the plastic cage worthlessly. Damned good thing it was on or I would've broken down in my insane horniness and jerked off for sure...I had to settle for playing with my butt plug, pushing it in and out of my ass while I used my other hand to caress my still-sore nipples...the bruises have finally faded but just a bit of tenderness remains even five days later! I am in devoted awe of You, Mistress...there aren't words to describe the submissive rush I have been feeling as I yield further and further to Your training and control... Two weekends from now cannot come quickly enough... Yours, effy


10/11/2012 3:01:24 PM

From 10/1

Dear Mistress, Thank You for the kind words; Your approval means everything. The chastity device may be too small; it has pinched a bit and caused me to wince but it is still on and has stopped countless erections today after I awoke from my nap and recalled this morning with great pleasure. Interestingly, the sorest part of me by far is my outer thighs on both legs. My nipples are a close second ;-) Thus far, no apparent ill effects from the sounding--although infection from skin bacteria pushed into the urethra is apparently a concern per my online reading. Hopefully this will not occur. I'm still reeling in disbelief from today :-) Oh, and by the way, forgot to mention I saw two ENORMOUS black anal toys sitting on something to Your right...I nearly passed out looking at then, lol. It wasn't so much their thickness but their LENGTH that freaked me out, lol. Anal depth play is much more difficult and intimidating than stretching for diameter (as intimidating as THAT is, lol. I just please ask that You continue Your excellent slowness and gradual progression because in time, I believe so much is possible...if I have any fear, it's the fear of injury from going too far too fast. Thank You for insisting that I be honest and tell You when I've hit my (current) limits because as You can imagine, the desire to please and not disappoint You is so great sometimes that I myself might go too far or not ask You to slow down or stop. I will dream of nothing except our next session... Please let me know when that might be as soon as You know. Kissing Your feet in my dreams. Yours, effy


9/29/2012 11:35:52 PM

From my new training slave effy, after our session today

Dear Mistress,

My head is still swimming from the intensity of my first one-on-one training session with You this morning... I'm still in a happy and satisified daze... Thank You for a most amazing experience!

When I arrived, stripped, and got on my knees before You, I had little idea of what was in store. The corset You generously obtained for me was QUITE an unexpected experience! In my naivete, I thought it was simply an article of slutty slave attire, used to create the proper mindset, or reinforce Your program of feminization. I'd seen pictures of slave tori in his corset and thought it looked so submissive and hot. I was wholly unprepared for the fact that the corset is in itself and instrument of control akin to all the others You use. As You cinched it up tighter and tighter, I began to grow more and more apprehensive, almost to the point of panic, as it most definitely restricts breathing. However, You skillfully made it just tight enough to create Your desired effect without going too far... Wow...

Then You clover-clamped my ridiculously sensitive nipples, prior to attaching the suction cylinders. Yes, they hurt!!!! My wincing was quite real! However, seeing my nipples swell and elongate in the tubes made it worth it, and the effect afterwards was incredible. Thanks to the corset and the suction tubes, it actually felt like You'd started to create female tits on my now hairless and decreasingly male chest...they felt full and sensitive and quite feminine. Hours later, they're still swollen, with light circular bruises around each nipple that look exactly like a woman's areolae.. Thank You, Mistress! (Note, Mistress...after the initial pain wore off in about twenty minutes, it turns out You could have increased the suction even further...not sure if they'd loosened up and lost some of the suction or if I'd simply become accustomed to it--hopefully the latter...)

You tied up my balls...and then shocked the hell out of me by showing me a set of urethral sounds... In a million years I never thought I would ever submit to that...the thought is quite scary. However, the desire to please You overrode my apprehension and I agreed to try it... What an incredible act of submission...and such an intense experience. I was floored that You were able to put that metal rod what...nearly three inches down my cock? It felt that deep, that's for sure! I can only say that it was really intense. There are no words to describe it since I'd never felt that sensation before and it's hard to put into words... However, it's a thrill knowing that now, like a truly feminized whore, I have three holes for You to use and fuck, not just two...

Speaking of which, You started to teach me to suck cock...a vibrating dildo affixed to a stool. There's definitely more technique to that than I suspected as well...especially learning how and when to breathe... I loved looking up into Your eyes as You instructed me to lick up from the bottom of the shaft, sucking the head, and then learning to take it deeper and deeper into my mouth...I felt like such a whore....I'm sorry my gag reflex kicked in a few times, but thinking of how I was pleasing You really helped me overcome that a bit. I'm sure I will need much more practice, Mistress...I want to become a truly accomplished cock-sucker for You...

And of course, my third hole...plugged from the get-go upon my arrival (of course), but then my plug removed and a rotating cock slid into my ass and kept there with some kind of belt you affixed around my hips... Replaced at some point with a larger anal toy... I have to say, it's kind of scary not being able to see what You are inserting until afterwards...the fear of going too far, or risking injury. But You are amazingly intuitive, caring, skilled, and experienced and are doing an excellent job of training me gradually, Mistress. It was perfectly sized...really big, definitely felt all stretched out, but it was just doable and not too much...

All of this would have been enough for my first one-on-one session with You, but You went even further and slid my throbbing, hard cock into that vibrating, sucking, stroking machine... Knowing tori's cock had been in this very same device made me even harder and the sensations were unbelievable... You kindly allowed me to lay on my back, in my corset, balls tied, ass fucked, and cock ultrastimulated as I had to fuck my hips up and down like a dog in heat fucking that devious thing... At length You allowed me to come and it was even more intense than last time. The reward for having endured all these things today was an orgasm more powerful than any I've had in my vanilla life. Actually, that's not true... The real reward was seeing You smile and knowing that I'd pleased You, regardless of whether I'd been allowed to come or not.

Then, I had to accept my punishment for masturbating a few weeks ago in a moment of weakness. Ten whacks on my ass with a paddle...I'm sure not as hard as tori takes, but plenty hard for me at this point, especially after all I'd just experienced... I will not disobey You again, Mistress!

And the crowning moment, when You finally locked up my cock and balls in chastity for the first time in my life... Hearing that lock click shut, knowing that You so control me now...my poor cock having just been unexpectedly fucked, and now imprisoned... unable to have anything approaching a real erection again without Your permission... Perfect.... Thank You, Mistress!

It is hard to describe the emotions, the intensity, the apprehension, the lust, the excitement, and the nervousness when beginning training under a GENUINE Mistress like You, especially one who likes edgier play as You do. It takes quite a lot to get mentally and physically prepared for the experience, between the shaving until I am hairless and smooth, enemas, etc., and putting oneself in such an utterly vulnerable position. However, You are proving to be as amazing a Mistress as tori described and my experience today only makes me wish to further my training under You.

Lastly, thank You for the sweet kiss before I left, which made me understand You truly appreciated and valued my submission to You...That means more than I can say. I am so fortunate to have found You, and all the long months of waiting (nearly a year?) were SO WORTH IT!! Please let me know Your thoughts, Mistress, and if and when You'd like me on my knees before You next... Yours, effy

 

 


7/15/2012 1:37:18 PM

From new training slave effy....

Good morning, Mistress! Thank You for the opportunity to try out yesterday--it was amazing... Not sure where to begin... Although that was just a brief session and quite mild by Your standards, please understand it was intense for me as it was so long in the making and everything was new to me... My first sight of tori...surprised..he is taller, tanner and leaner than I imagined...and he looked indescribably hot in Your full-slave regalia...hood, collar, corset, plug, strap-on replacing his hidden natural cock, ball weights and heels... He even has tits now, hanging a bit over his corset...and thanks to those vacuum cylinders, huge nipples and areolas that I could not tell weren't a genuine female's! Found myself hoping You might wish to transform me into such an obedient sissy slut slave boi myself some day... You have quite the commanding presence about You...You are awesome...tori was quite right...the real deal... Though I was so nervous, obeying Your strong voice felt good and natural to me.. Presenting my ass to You for the first time was an indescribable thrill. After so many months of plugging myself, to feel You inspecting, stretching, fucking, and taking ownership of my hole was very powerful for me. I know my nervousness made me tight but I was able at times to just surrender and relax enough to loosen up for You, if You could tell. It was an honor to lick Your feet and tori's gorgeous heels...and feeling You tie up my cock and balls until they bulged was indescribable...I was afraid You might do it too tightly to be safe but it was just perfect...Your experience shows... Although I've been hornier than hell from such a long period of abstinence, and came close to coming just from Your touch and the vibrator You were bringing me to the edge with, I was not used to the sensation of being so lubed up...every male masturbates a bit differently and I have never used lube to do so...it sometimes (but not always) reduces the friction that sends me over the edge. When You finally allowed me to pleasure myself, the combination of the abstinence, being watched by the two of you, and having my cock and balls tied up had me jerking off so hard that when I got home I found four bruises on my cock...a first...they are mild and will be no problem. The lube had made it so that I had to stroke myself much harder than usual. But it was an INCREDIBLE orgasm, thank You, Mistress! At the moment I was coming, I was surprised that the thought that popped into my head was that my ass felt empty...after being plugged for so many months...and it missed the feeling of being full due to Your training. That would've made an incredible orgasm even more intense. I appreciate that while strict, You were thoughtful as well, checking with me a number of times to ensure I was ok, and graciously having tori start so lightly with the crop. As he was taking pictures, I felt like such a slut...another first for me...and I found that I love feeling like such a whore for You. I would ask that You kindly post only discrete pix sans face if You decide to do so, as You've done with tori. It would be a privilege to continue training with You, and I will become leaner and tanner like tori if You wish, if I passed Your inspection and am acceptable to You. I would love to know Your thoughts (and tori's, if You wish to share them) about how it went in general and on any specific things. Hopefully Yours, effy


7/10/2012 10:35:18 AM

Hello this is slave tori.


Mistress Kerri granted me a two hour session Saturday 7/7/12.  My bottom remains bruised and sore after one of the strictest session ever.

I don’t know about you, but normally when I’m beaten, there’s the initial hurt, the sting lasts for a short while but then it’s gone and marks that last a few days at most.

After Saturday's beating my poor bottom hasn’t stopped throbbing and every little movement is a reminder of how marked and how swollen my cheeks are.

Thank you Mistress for a wonderful beating.  This was such an incredible escape for me.  I wish I could bottle that feeling.  I love how you are so intensely strict and forceful with me.  Thank you for how you treat me.


7/1/2012 4:33:54 PM

Friday was fun I worked with my old slave tori, we have decided to just have sessions now and then, he is not sure about 24/7. 

 

At this time it works for both of us.....

 

But I'm looking for a new slave...and will soon be trying out effy....

 

Mistress Kerri.


6/27/2012 5:52:50 AM

Dear Mistress, my first journal entry and I am hard already. I was not sure if I should write this here or on your profile.

  • 9:46 PM

    My day was not any different than the last but there is a new excitement. The thought of being used again by you a very capable and sadistic woman. The feeling is overwhelming. I found myself distracted at work thinking about surrendering and suffering for your pleasure.

  • 9:49 PM

    I've been thinking to myself a lot lately what went wrong and what makes me feel so awful. I made so many mistakes and as a result I'm not suffering for you. I've spent weeks kicking myself for the things tha i did and didn't do.

  • 9:52 PM

    No more misbehaving. I have a new energy to do the right thing. Now that you will be taking a more dominate position I will also take a more responsible submissive role.

  • 9:53 PM

    I just want to be happy and make you happy.


6/27/2012 5:52:10 AM

This is Mistress Kerri,

 I have been seperated from slave tori of 6 weeks ...his lies and mis-behavior was getting out of hand....

 tori recently contacted me realizing he had made a huge mistake.

 I realized I also made a huge mistake by giving him to much freedom.  Now he will be micro  managed...at all times ....and I mean all times.  He will do a journal daily...reporting his day, for me to decide if punishment is needed.

 I will not control everything...and my pet will be asking for permission for everything from eating to bathroom breaks to going out...he is currently not allowed to do any of those things...

Here is his first journal....


4/16/2012 9:20:57 AM

Hello this is slave tori.

 

 

I got up today 4/15/12 planning to lay in the sun but quickly realized that wouldn't happen.  Saturday, 4/14/12 Mistress Kerri beat my body so hard I was left with bruises on both legs.  I still have marks from wearing my favorite corset and marks from dozens of clothes pins (see pictures).  My nipples are red and swollen.  I won’t be laying in the sun for awhile.  Don’t misunderstand me, if I wasn’t in chastity, I would masturbate while looking at my beaten and bruised body.  I can’t stop looking at what Mistress did to me.  I must have more!




I had another wonderful session with my Owner.  As usual it started with an inspection and the removal of my chastity device.  This time I was punished for not posting a journal entry on time.  She gave me fifteen lashes with a cane.  It still hurts to sit down.




We talked about some of the details of my 24/7 enslavement.  Mistress will have me sign a slave contract July 1st.  At that point I turn over all of my financial rights, human rights and my dignity.  One detail you may be shocked to know, I will eat two meals consisting of dog food.  She has allowed me one normal meal when I am at work.  The thought of being treated like a dog really excites me and I may enjoy eating dog food.  What does that make me?  It doesn’t matter.  I will become whatever my Owner wishes.  





Mistress quickly ushered me into the playroom.  I was ordered to lay face down on the table.  She slowly fingered my ass.  She then had me open my legs to position the fucking machine at my ass.  The long dildo slid into me and suddenly started to stab and fuck away.  Mistress placed the machine on high and left the room with me in this position.  I laid there getting fucked by a machine.  What a great time just laying there taking it up the ass.  I must have had two orgasam.  





Mistress returned to turn off the fucking machine.  She ordered me to not move but to pull my ass cheeks apart.  I felt something poking my asshole.  Then this thing entered my hole.  I then felt a warm sensation.  Then a really hot piercing feeling took over my ass.  Mistress inserted a ginger root the size of a small dildo.  She secured it by having me put on a leather belt/restraint and left the room.  I don’t know how long I laid there but my ass was on fire.  It didn’t hurt but it was really hot.  Then Mistress returned only to inflict more pain.  She placed a dozen or more clothespins all over my body.  To make things worse she tormented me by flicking each clothespin individually.  I thought I was going insane.  The pain from my ass to the clothespins was out of this world.  Then she removed each pin.  I will never forget the look of pleasure she had as she slowly removed each pins.





I laid on the table for a while collecting my thoughts and recovering from a wonderful beating and pain session.  Mistress had me remove the restraints, put my plug back in and meet her in the livingroom.  She put my chastity device on me and ordered me to put my clothes back on.  I left her home once again defeated, satisfied and worn out.


4/6/2012 9:53:05 AM

Hello this is slave tori.




I am looking forward to this weekend with Mistress Kerri.  This time, I will be suffering and enduring the most horrific pain imaginable for a 24 hour session.  The last session was 3/24/12 for two delightful hours.  It seems so long ago.   The session may have been short but it was intense.  Mistress used a new paddle.  When the paddle makes contact it give out an electrical shock.  The first time she used it, I was standing with my nose pressed against the wall.  On the second smack it made my knees buckle.  The jolt was so intense it got my attention real fast.  This paddle is not to be messed around with.  It’s amazing how powerful the jolt is.  Needless to say, Mistress Kerri picked up on how amazing it was inflicting pain and proceed to beat my ass mercilessly.  




The session continued in the newly organized playroom.  This time Mistress tied me down on the table face up.  My legs spread apart and tied securely to the table.  She worked and stretched my ass with great care.  I felt like a piece of meat.  I can’t say enough about the table. It gives Mistress perfect access to everything much like a surgeon.  The only thing missing is an assistant.  




When the session was over and I’m alone in the playroom cleaning up a warm feeling came over me like never before.  This time the feeling was honest and final.  I was thinking how lucky I am to have such a caring Owner.  I’m thinking of all the time she puts into my training.  Also, I will never forget the times I let her down.  She never gave up on me and our dream.  I want to give back to Mistress.  I want to give her the ultimate gift, my virginity.  Yes, I confessed to Mistress Kerri that I want to be taken by a man.  I thought it would be special if this would happen the first day I move in and become her 24/7 slave.  Going forward, I will acquiesce to objectification, degradation and any other humiliating acts my Owner demands of me.   Mistress Kerri has finally liberated me.  From now on any limits I may still have are mere obstacles to my true potential as a totally submissive, fully compliant pet.  




Thank you Mistress Kerri.


3/10/2012 4:44:21 PM

Hello this is slave tori:

 

 

I’ve been putting off writing this journal entry because last Saturday 3/3/12 was the best session I have every had with Mistress Kerri.  I left her place defeated, bruised, and exhausted.  I simply wanted to cherish the experience before sharing it with her loyal fans.


The Warm up

 

The day started early at 8:00a.m..  I was on my knees while Mistress Kerri cinched up my favorite corset.  She likes it tight against my body to the point it almost digs into my skin and it becomes hard for me to breath.  She gets off on knowing I am uncomfortable.  She placed the hood over my head but left the eye cover and gag off for now.  

The day before she received a new torture device for my nipples(see picture in the gallery).  What she purchased was a suction device that not only pulls on my nipples but inflects pain like no other in her box of horror.  She slowly attached one at a time and sucked my nipples deep into the device.  I almost passed out under the extreme pain.  She then started to play with my nipples first flicking then hitting them with her cane.  She was enjoying this to much then turned me to the side and began caning my ass beat red.

The beating stopped so she could attache the eye cover to the hood.  She also attached a leash to the top of the hood.  I was ordered to follow her down a long hallway.  What was about to happen was pure hell and exhilarating.  



The Table

Mistress ordered me to stand against a table.  I was trembling in terror.  I heard shuffling and rope being secured to the table.  With the hood over my head it was difficult to assess much other than I was in one of her bedrooms.  Then all of a sudden a inflatable gag was put into my mouth and pumped up.  Next, I was bound face down on the table.  My knees were bent over and my legs spread apart.  I felt like a barn animal waiting to be slaughtered.  All of my limbs are now restrained and any movement in reaction of the torturous acts I was about to endure would be impossible.  

Mistress whispered into my ear and said "are you ready to be tortured slave".  I couldn't respond but I patted her leg with my hand indicating I was ready.  She left the room and returned with my cell phone.  Earlier, I asked at some point may I make a phone call to the phone company because I was having service installed at my apartment.  Mistress removed the gag and allowed me to place the call.  As I was dialing I felt something large and slippery pressing against my asshole.  She started to quietly fuck me with a monstrous dildo.  I’m trying to calmly finish the phone conversation without screaming in ecstasy.  As soon as I finished I dropped the phone and Mistress proceeded to fuck the daylight out of me.  The assault on my ass didn’t stop with one dildo.  She had, as I learned later, ten or more dildo’s/plugs laid out waiting to fill my ass.  

The hood is still on, I couldn’t see a thing and I was being terrorized.  The beating and fucking was overwhelming.  It was not long before I drifted into that sub space I love and never want to leave.  I lost all track of time.  Then everything stopped.  The hood was removed and I was untied.  


Enema

I looked up from the table and I heard in a evil tones, Mistress commanding me to place both my hands flat on the table and bend forward. I obeyed at once.  I had a feeling what Mistress wanted.  In a quavering voice I asked if i was getting an enema.  Mistress gave me that cold smile and said “of course you must have an enema”.  With both hands I pulled apart my red bare ass, exposing my bumhole.  Then Mistress inserted her gloved finger into my hole.  For the next ten minutes Mistress slowly inserted her fingers into my bumhole, deeper and rotating them as I squealed.  As Mistress was probing, wiggling her fingers it gave me the sensation that I was having a bowel movement.  At last the probing was completed and Mistress withdrew her fingers.  Then Mistress announced, it’s time for a enema.  I gasped and before I knew it a cold wet tube entered my hole.  At this point, I imagined some horrid, slimy snake was slowly slithering up my dirty hole.  I gripped the edge of the table and waited.  Mistress was not in a hurry to empty the entire bottle into my bumhole.  Then Mistress inserted a inflatable butt plug and gave it twelve pumps.  I was ordered to get away from the table, put on a diaper and kneel on the floor.  I held this position as Mistress Kerri looked down at me.  A desperate pressure was building up against the plug and the cramps were overwhelming.  The pressure was so great I could feel my bumhole leaking.  I asked Mistress if I could give the plug another pump.  She said three more will be fine.  Mistress stood there watching me in agony as I begged her to give me some relief.  She ignored my cries.  This went on for a half hour.  Then I was given the permission to relieve myself in the bathroom.  I was ordered to shower and return to the bedroom, get into bed and wait for her to return.


Punishment

After my shower I got into bed and pulled the sheet over my cold and beaten body.  I fell asleep for only a short while before Mistress Kerri came in the room.  She pulled the sheets back to insert a plug in my ass.  I was ordered to stay in bed and rest because the fun was just about to start.  

Not long after she left I heard her come back into the room.  The rule is when she comes into the room I am to get on my hands and knees and present my ass to her.  I got into position and waited for my beating.  Mistress used a paddle and cane to warm up my ass.  She stopped only to feed me a bottle of warm piss.  Yes, a baby bottle of piss.  Early that day she had me piss in a bottle be quickly put it away.  At the time I thought this is kinky and didn’t think about it again.  She stood at the bed side as I sucked on the bottle.  I never felt so worthless at that point.  I couldn’t believe what she was making me do.  She kept telling me to suck harder and harder.  She was not happy with my progress and took the bottle from my hands and squirted the piss into my mouth.  I was gaging on my own piss but did as told.  She stopped and ordered me to the bathroom to wash my mouth out.  I returned to bed, she checked to see the plug was securely in and left the room.  I couldn’t fall back to sleep after that humiliating experience.  

I got out of bed to go to the bathroom.  I removed the plug from my ass and sat down to go pee.  Mistress was out in the living room and I knew she could hear me.  I finished and cleaned up.  As I was inserting the plug I saw on the vanity the inflatable butt plug.  I thought that would be much better and more filling if I put that one in instead.  I grabbed it and walked back to the bedroom.  Mistress was waiting for me at the end of the bed.  She was not happy to see the original plug was out and I had another in my had.  She asked what I was doing.  My heart started to race.  I knew I was in trouble.  I told her, I thought this one would be better.  Wrong answer!!!!!  In a very stern voice she said I was never to think for myself.  She said my pleasure is not for me to decide only she decides what I should or should not have.  At that point I got a beating that makes all others seem like child’s play.  There was nothing I could do.  I took my beating and thanked her for it.  My apologies went unheard.  The beating stopped only for her to put a glove over my right hand.  She smeared Ben Gay on my hand and ordered me to pull on my cock.  As i was pulling she placed clothes pins on my balls, nipples and all over my chest and stomach.  She picked up her cane and started hitting the clothes pins.  She ask if I was enjoying this.  The pain she was inflicting was terrible.  She didn’t stop.  It was never going to stop.  Mistress was so upset and really let me have it.  

Finally, she stopped.  This time in a calm voice she explained how much I disappointed her.  She explained why she was so hard on me and wanted to teach me a important lesson.  I am never to think for myself and just obey.  A lesson learned the hard way. Thank you Mistress Kerri for caring so much and not letting me get away with what seamed like a little thing.  

I got dressed and drove home.

Final Thought

I live in a continued state of bondage, from the metal collar around my neck, to the chastity  device or the cage in which I sleep in. I am forever Mistress Kerri’s slave.

The physical bondage serves to remind this slave of my status. That I am owned property. However, as vulnerable and helpless as physical bonds may make me feel, they are nothing compared to the emotional bonds which serve to attach me to my Owner. The psychological and emotional bonds are far stronger than chains and ropes. In the beginning these emotional bonds scared me. For quite some time I struggled with the fears. Now they drive my enslavement. My deep need to be pleasing to Mistress Kerri stems from the tight emotional bonds I feel every minute of every day. I am at peace knowing I can trust Mistress Kerri to show me the way to true slavery.  I am sure I will mess up and need to endure her wrath but I am comforted by our bond and trust her with my life.

Thank you Mistress Kerry for caring so much.

Your slave

tori

 

 


2/27/2012 11:35:25 AM

Hello this is slave tori;

 

There are some moments in the life of being Mistress Kerrie’s slave that are simply unforgettable.  For example, the weekend of 2/18/12.  I dream about that experience again and again.


As I undressed I became more and more excited.  Then there was that first touch of her soft but cruel hands on my body.  I love the involuntary shiver that always is the consequence of that first touch. I then crawl to my position and look up to see my Owners face then that overwhelming desire to please her comes over me.


I know that the beating is soon to come, interspersed with anal training, stretching to prepare me one day to be her complete and total bitch. The pain from the nipple torture was frightening.   See the photo section.  Mistress, loves to torture my nipples but never like this.  Oh if she only knew how much the pain turns me on.   


Then she binds my body with rope.  The ropes were tight but strangely comforting. Once I am completely immobilized on the floor she beats my ass until red.  The searing pain from the cane comes in waves and she targets the virgin flesh of my upper thighs as She enjoys, even revels in, marking me there.  These new and fresh marks will last for days and be a reminder of my happy, eager servitude.  


Next, I'm ordered into the bedroom left to comprehend my powerlessness and vulnerability. She returns time and time again to beat me endlessly.  After a period of time of this treatment I was released from bondage and ordered back into the living room.  On the floor was my dinner served in a dog bowl.  Imagine eating from a dog bowl while your Owner is stuffing a dildo in your ass and then smacking it with a cane.  I don’t think I’ve ever felt so much like a thing, a mere object to be debased and used for her amusement.  


At around 8:00p.m. Mistress got me ready for bed.  She stripped me naked except for my metal collar.  She inserted a plug in my ass about the size of her fist.  She ordered me not to touch myself and go to sleep.  It wasn’t long after that when she returned, turned me over and beat my ass.  After the beating I just laid in bed wondering when she would come back.  About the third time she came in she had a tube of Ben Gay.  She pulled back the covers and began pulling on my cock and rubbing my balls with the Ben Gay. Almost immediately, i experience hot searing pain on my cock and balls.  I can remember looking at Mistress Kerri as I scream in pain.  The look on her face was such a beautiful image.  She was having so much fun as I was truly suffering.  I wish that look could have been captured for posterity!


It is difficult to communicate how slowly time goes when at my limit.  As time slows my excitement increases.  At this point I am nothing more than a peace of property.  Mistress is fully aware of this state and takes advantage of it.  


That morning around 6:00a.m. Mistress ordered me into the living room for my beating.  She plugged my ass and told me to go home.


I can’t wait for the weekend of 3/3/2012.  Mistress ordered for me to be their at 8:00a.m. and will be released the next day around 1:00p.m.  I will have lots to write about if I’m not to sore.  OHHHHH what a wonder life I have serving Mistress Kerri.


Thank you Mistress Kerri.


2/6/2012 1:11:59 PM

Hello this is slave tori.

 

i have known Mistress Kerri for over 2 years and every time i serve her i still have that wonderful feeling of excitement and fear. Saturday 2/4/12, i had been instructed to completely shave my body. This process added another tension building element to the whole occasion - making sure every last hair was removed, so that i would not disappoint. i arrived and entered Mistress’s home without raising my eyes from the ground, i undressed, fell to my knees and waited to be inspected.  i remained still as Mistress ran her hand over my body.  I passed her inspection and was ordered to assume my position.

As i waited i could feel my heart racing, even after all these years of playing. The joy and apprehension as i could hear my Mistress's footsteps, she slowly walking around me, touching my skin, then sitting on the couch.  Mistress had a special surprise.  She purchased a new collar for me to wear 24/7.  It’s made of metal and is secured to my neck so i could never take it off.  Not that i would.  The feeling it gives me is overwhelming.  i will wear my new collar with pride knowing i am owned property.  

Next she had me bend over and wait as she gathered her tools. i heard the snapping of rubber gloves and the cool feeling of lube being inserted into my ass, this was followed by one, two three and four fingers twisting and feeling for my prostrate.  Then i felt something cold, hard and metal being inserted in my ass.  i was guessing that it may be an anal hook, but it turned out to be a anal speculum.  i still can’t believe the love and fascination my owner has for my ass.  She proceeded to open up the speculum to the point i felt my ass was going to rip apart.  What a wonder feeling to be so exposed.

After some time, Mistress fitted me with a body restraint made of leather.  i was placed face down on the automan and ass sticking up.  Then i felt the familiar sting of her cane - this is often the most difficult stage for me, as i always go through a short phase of uncertainty that i am not going to be able to cope with the forthcoming beating, which my Mistress loves so much.  On this occasion, i seemed to take the blows more than usual.  Mistress watched my reactions and slowly eased me into a state where she felt She could increase the blows. Mistress’s caning  technique is so brutal but loving.  The control, power and focus that goes into each stroke has me wanting more.   

Mistress ended our session by allowing me to cum like a real man.  The only difference is that i am owned property.  I don’t remember the last time i was allowed to cum.  This time, i was laying on the automan, legs opened wide, Mistress sitting on the couch with her fingers in my ass as i pulled on my cock.  i remember felling ashamed and worthless as i pulled.

As all of you know, time just flies when two people connect in this way and so over 2 hours of pain and pleasure had come to an end, so now it is time to savour this experience and look forward to our next session.

Thank You Mistress Kerri


2/4/2012 1:07:16 PM

Hi, this is Mistress Kerri….

 

Had an amazing time with my slave tori this morning. I bought a slave collar for him and today I placed it around his neck, I held it hard against his throat asking him what he was? He quietly said your property Mistress.

I worked his ass…making his cum as I worked his prostrate, over and over, then I placed him in his new gift placing his arms and upper body in bondage and laced it tightly. 

He, tori learned today that the cane is part of his life, I used it keeping him focused on my face breathing and remembering what he is …over and over I let the cane fall once I had warmed him up…though I heard his pain in the warming up once he looked at me and kept focused on his Mistress, he didn’t seem to notice the hard sting of the cane asking me again and again for 5 more. Know he was it subspace….I watched his reaction and continued the caning until I knew he was at the edge, his entire body was shivering…..and as I removed his bondage …and closed my arms around him…he laid his head on my shoulder. He was safe and warm, and a true submissive…and mine….

 He got to cum today for the first time in a very long time…and while he got to work his cock, I worked his prostrate at the same time. He came so hard, and his body quaked and shivered long after he was done. Ordered to suck his cum from his hands.

 An amazing to day for a Mistress…..


1/1/2012 11:32:06 AM

Hello, this is slave tori;

 

It is Friday, December 30 around 2:00 p.m. and I am driving to Mistress Kerri’s home.  The only thing on my mind is to be in Mistresses presence.  

At last, I enter her home( approximately 3:00 pm), undress and fall to my knees.  I wait for her to walk toward me, I became more and more excited and then that first touch of her soft but cruel hands on my body.  I shiver as she inspects her property.  Then I am given permission to crawl to the couch and wait for her on my knees.  

At this point the battle in my head begins.  I think, should I let things flow rather than anticipate what is coming next.  The conflict that I know she can break me whenever she wants, against the desire to last as long as I can to give her the most pleasure.  I will never disappoint her, its such a privilege to be used and miss treated by her.

Mistress instructs me to turn around and present my ass to her.  Mistresses thorough inspection begins.  Her long elegant fingers enter my ass.  I begin to pant like a bitch in heat.  She milks my prostate for what seems like hours.  I am left in this position with a large plug in my ass waiting for the next event.

My recollection of the events that night are vague.  Sometimes the events blur together but I know I was beaten, I know I was bound, I know my ass was full and at times stretched.  I also know that I spent a great deal of time organizing her kitchen cabinets.  This was a very difficult task give that I had a plug in my ass that measures three inch's in diameter and six inch's long.  I have near perfect memory of kneeling before Mistress, with my nipples being clamped intensely while she rubbed Ben Gay on my cock and balls.  If that wasn’t enough she smeared Ben Gay on my raw and already painful ass cheeks.  OH THE PAIN!!!!!!!!!  

I will always remember our time together those 17 hours of pain, humiliation, and more pain.  Being kept naked and collared constantly, having to ask for permission to go pee.  Putting me to bed with a dildo in my ass, my cock in chastity, and wearing a dipper.  

In a strange way the highlight of the whole experience was the final beating that overwhelmed me that next morning.  Mistress knew She was going to push me, hurt me and that I would struggle, the pain was too great for me to even formulate in my slave brain that I was pleasing her by taking it.  As much as it hurt and wanted it to stop, I knew she would do what she wanted for as long as she wanted because we both know I am her cherished slave and property and all I want most in the world is to please my Owner.


12/30/2011 8:34:03 AM

Hello this is slave tori;

 

Never before have I felt so fortunate and proud that my humiliation, degradation is at the hand of Mistress Kerri. I would rather leave this world than be without Her.

Without a doubt, Mistress lives up to the image she portrays as cruel and heartless. For example, I really enjoy her beatings. The varying rhythm and severity of the strokes always keep me guessing. The steady build up in intensity with whips, canes and now a wooden brush is perfect. I just wish my skin could take even more punishment. Its a great pleasure to suffer at the hands of a Mistress Kerri who obviously enjoys making her pet suffer. The smile and look in her eyes as she tortures me excites me to no end. I look forward to even more harsh treatment and kneeling at her feet awaiting my next beating.


8/6/2011 10:31:24 AM

7/16/2011 10:22:59 AM

4/10/2011 10:00:49 PM

Hello this is slave tori: ?

i have begged Mistress Kerri to take me back. ?As you all know, ?i asked to be released from service. ?My decision to be released was dumb and immature. ?i ?want you to know, ?i was confused and concerned about the direction our relationship was heading. ?i got into this thinking i would just get fucked and humiliated by someone who was into my kinks. ?What i found was a wonderful lady who took me under her care and trained me to be a true slave. ?i ultimately disappointed her and made a mess of our relationship. ?After a lot of thought i concluded that i didn?t want to hurt Mistress and ruin our dreams of true submission.

i discovered that i truly want this type of relationship which Mistress Kerri has outlined. ?i have also learned to be honest with myself and Mistress Kerri. ?I have asked myself some really hard questions. Can i really surrender 100% control of my life to Mistress 24/7. ?i also wondered if i was prepared to change my hairstyle, dress and overall lifestyle.

i also have learned in order to be a slave, there will be many things you have to learn to accept and adapt to. ?After considerable thought i know now my primary purpose in life is to see Mistress Kerri?s pleasure is met and she is happy. ?

All of my dreams have come true now that i have been Mistress Kerri?s slave. ?Now it is up to me to figure out what pleases my Owner.

Everything i wrote about our relationship was true. ?Being Mistress Kerri?s slave is a wonderful life. ?Being Mistress Kerri?s slave is a dream and so much more. ?

i look forward to a long and kinky relationship with my Owner. ?Thank you so much Mistress Kerri.
?

tori


4/10/2011 12:27:56 PM

This is Mistress Kerri.

Slave Tori has begged to return to his Mistress and …with the following agreements vows to become her property.

Chastity at all times unless his owner unlocks his device for her pleasure.

To have his ass plugged at all times.

To be naked and on his knees in her presence at all times.

To submit to punishment at her discretion and thank her for said punishment on it’s completion.

To never speak in his owners presence without permission.

To have no eye contact without permission from his owner.

To participate in bi activity at his mistresses request and control. And thank her for the pleasure of partaking it this activity.

I have decided to take him back so long as he meets all the requirements I have listed and signs a voluntary slave contract.

If for any reason he fail in any of these tasks he will be banned from his owners life and will never contact her again.

Mistress Kerri.


4/1/2011 3:20:58 PM

This is Mistress Kerri ... I'm sad to say slave tori and I have ended our relationship.  I wish him the best of luck in what ever he chooses for his future.  This Mistress Is going to take a few months off and get settled in her new home...but I will be checking the site and on the look out for a new SLAVE.

 

Mistress Kerri.


3/29/2011 6:13:46 PM
Hello this is slave tori.  I will keep this simple because my ass and tits still hurts from last Friday’s service.  And my balls are full and ache from not being allowed to cum for over two weeks.  Don’t get me wrong, I have never been happier.  

I arrived at Mistress Kerri’s at 5:10 pm Friday 3/25/11.  and was released Saturday 3/26/11 around 8:00 am.  During that time, I was fucked like a bitch, locked up like a caged animal  and beaten until my body was black and blue.  One of the highlights, Mistress shoved another 16 oz. bottle water up my ass.  This time it was frozen solid.  The bottle was in my ass around 9:00 pm.  That’s when I was put in the cage for the night.  I had this rock hard bottle in my ass, tape securing it  and a diaper on.  I also was hooded.  In the past I never got any sleep because Mistress would come in countless times during the night to pull on my cock or beat the shit out her property but this time she only came in once.  This time she rubbed Ben Gay on my cock and balls and left me in my cage for the rest of the night.  Wow, that was so demoralising and a turn on that I could have cum in my dippers.  I didn’t because that pleasure is no longer mine.  Finally, Saturday morning after cleaning up the play room and toy’s I was allowed to pull on my cock in front of Mistress.  I’m on my knees with an inflatable butt plug in.  She is pumping it up as I’m pulling and just when I’m ready to exploded I ask for permission.  She denied me.    That is what I love about my owner.  She is always in charge and doesn't  care about her pets pleasure.

I will be forever Mistress Kerri’s pet.

3/24/2011 8:57:17 PM

Hello this is slave tori:  Serving Mistress Kerri is a sadistic treat.  Last night Mistress dished out a no-nonsense beating.  Mistress had fun teasing me by wrapping my balls and cock in medical gauze.  She left the tip exposed to rub and pull on.  I was restrained, hooded and ordered to expose my ass.  Mistress had a 16 oz. bottle of cold water waiting.  She lubed it up and shoved it in my ass.  She kept it in by using more gauze.   She then had fun beating my ass with a cane and belt.  I was hunched over a stool as she relentlessly beat my ass red.  I cried out for mercy but she would not stop.  Finaly the beating stopped.  I was quickly lead into the bedroom by my hard and dripping cock.  I was ordered to get on my back and spread my legs.  The next thing I felt was hot wax dripping over my body.  The worst part was the burning sensation of wax on my cock and balls.  Again, I cried out but that only made her more ruthless.  I should know by now to just take it like a good slave.  Finally, I was lead back into the living room where all this madness started.  Oh, I left out one big part of the night.  The very first thing Mistress had me do, after undressing, is piss in a mug.  I didn’t think much of it as she just set it aside.  For the first time she asked me if I wanted to cum.  I gladly said yes.  I was sitting in front of her.  She was looking into my eyes as I was pulling on my cock.  I could tell she thought I was just a peace of shit at that point.  I came like never before and was just about to lay down and rest when she pulled out the mug of piss.  She ordered me to drink it.  

Mistress Kerri will break the toughest guy into submission.  I love my owner.


3/5/2011 7:36:03 AM

This is Mistress Kerri…..Hello

Last night was so enjoyable for me…with my little slave tori…

He arrived from work to be stripped and removed from his chastity devise, his cock was so hard that it pushed the device off when I removed the lock….

He was then hooded …and ordered to set up his cage..after being plugged with the vibrating inflatable plug and enclosed in his bustier cinched tight and is black rubber suit…..

He was waiting in his cage when I entered the room and ordered him out and into the living room…. I was nice last night and gave him several bits of my food….

He was then played with a while…well his ass was….he was them put in the bedroom on that nice rotating 7 inch cock…..and the stroker attached to his cock….and left in the dark…when I arrived back….he was put in a nice new female chastity device after stuffing his ass with another rotating cock….once the chastity device was locked on…he was diapered and cute pink ruffle rubber panties were put on…along with his hood and his thigh restraints were left on with his hands attached nice and tight to them….

A several hours later I checked on my slave….and allowed him to get up to pee…removed the plug and when I was reattaching his hands to the thigh restraints he asked if he could touch himself…I could not believe after the pleasure he received that he would ask this and proceeded to cover that cock and balls with ben gay…nice and thick rubbing it in…. he could feel the burn…and apologized for being so disrespectful.

Though I was planning to keep him for sat also …my foot really was hurting …. So I new it was going to be a careful day….and he looked so tired and sleepy I allowed him to go home…though I will miss having fun with him today… I feel he earned it…..I locked him back up … he will be in chastity for a while since I’m off to Japan in 5 days….


Thank you tori…. For learning and training so well……I can’t wait to see your journal….

By until next time….Mistress Kerri


2/26/2011 3:32:15 PM

This is Mistress Kerri

I love doing new things with tori…I was thrilled last weekend to put in new leather thigh restraints that also lock the hands to the side. His thighs are firm and tight and with the wide leather band buckled tight around them his cock nice and hard and rising slowly between them it is an amazing sight.

I love a nice hot red ass and tori knows this…in the restraints with a leather hood that has a pump up gag, so I made sure it was nice and tight and then had him get on his knees….for a session with the cane…which I love …then the leather paddle … and lastly the hand tooled leather belt that puts bruises on his ass that last for longer then a week.

He tries so hard…to take it but is moaning and begging before the end of the session….then I took this beautiful wooden bat that he bought for me to use in his ass. I covered it with a nice xlg condom and oiled it nicely and it slipped beautifully into his ass….several time .. Each time he moaned….and begged for more….

Finally a session in the room..with the stroker working his nice hard cock…while a rotating cock was working that nice ass of his….he couldn’t move…he couldn’t speak all he could do was feel…which is what I wanted…

As he worked his cock…which earlier was coated with ben gay…..and then begged to cum….it was a sight to see all that cum slowly emerging from that hard cock and his eyes had that look that let me know he was flying in space…..as he finished he begged me to find a cock for him to suck and to fuck him….and I am searching …for one who is willing to suffer much for great pleasure at this Mistresses hand.

Mistress Kerri.


2/26/2011 10:55:38 AM

Hello this is slave tori.

Imagine being lead into a room naked but for the restraints holding your hands to your side.  You are gaged and wearing a hood.  In the corner of the room is a stool with a life like cock attached to the top.  You are forced to sit on the stool and take the entire 7” cock.  If that is not enough a penis pump is attached to your cock.  This one sucks and vibrates at the same time.  Imagine sitting in this position for over an hour.  I did last Saturday.

Last Saturday, I experienced the most extreme pain, discipline, caning, and humiliation.  Mistress Kerri took me to new lows and highs.  When she was through with me I was nothing more than mush.  

Thanks to Mistress Kerri, I no longer have any limits.  I am totally submissive and a  fully compliant tool.  

You should know Mistress Kerri is not interested in a loving or emotional relationship.  She has been in control and has never wavered.  Her perverse, depraved and sadistic appetite is so intoxicating.    I can’t wait to see her again.


1/8/2011 10:12:53 AM

1/2/2011 6:48:19 PM

Today Mistress Kerri fucked me like never before.  She was not kidding when she told me to get lots of rest.  The day started by putting on a new outfit.  Mistress purchased many new garter belts and panties for me to wear daily.  With my new outfit on Mistress turned on her webcam to capture her pet getting fucked by the sex machine.  The video is posted in her journal.  
She then ordered me to crawl into the play room and get on the bed.  She had me face the headboard as she securely tied my hands to the headboard.    Then she placed a large pillow under my stomach so my ass would be exposed.  My legs were also tied to each end of the bed.  Finally, she tied a rope around my balls and secured them to the end of the bed.  I could not move an inch.  Mistress proceed to shove dildo after dildo in and out of my ass.  She showed me no mercy as I cried out for her to go slow or to let me rest.  A good old fashioned fucking is what I got and a beating to remind me she is in charge.
Just when I thought she was done with my ass she ordered me into the bathroom.  She filled a enema bag with warm soapy water and ordered me to present her my ass.  When my ass was full she shoved in a inflatable butt plug.  She gave it six pumps.  Six pumps is about the size of a fist.  She loves watching her pet squirm in agony.  When it was time to release the water Mistress was standing in front of me capturing the whole thing on video.  I was ordered to release the water while pulling on my cock but not to cum.  Wow, that was such a turn on I could have lost my load but had to follow orders.  
I was so tired by the end of the session but I was also grateful for Mistress to use me in such a harsh way.  She is for real and I can’t wait for her to use me 24/7.


1/2/2011 9:04:58 AM

12/25/2010 3:37:21 PM

Hello this is slave tori;

 

i have been serving Mistress Kerri now for a year.  Mistress has collared me and trained me to become forever hers.  She gave me the option of either moving on or signing an ownership contract.  i look forward to signing it in January.  i now consider myself a true 24/7 slave.  i am owned property with no rights.  And it shall remain so for the rest of my life.

 

To prove my dedication to serving her and accepting a life as someone's property, i will have my nipples pierced.  i will be kept permanently plugged 24/7 even while asleep.  i will also remain in chastity.

 

Mistress Kerri has trained me to follow strict rules of conduct at all times.  i am to keep my body shaved and ass ready at all times for her to use.  i must wear panties.  She will control my bathroom habits.  i must keep my head lowered and crawl on the floor.  These are just a sample of rules i must follow.  Needless to say there are many more.  However, Mistress Kerri will control every aspect of my life.  

i have grown tremendously since becoming owned.  i have discovered a world of pleasure and pain and i would not want my life to be any other way! 


The last two sessions Mistress Kerri caught our session on video.  i want to share it with you but not sure if i can upload it to collarme.com.  If you have any ideas please message Mistress Kerri.




12/5/2010 9:23:46 AM
Hello this is tori;

I served Mistress Saturday 11/28/10.  To my surprise she wanted to take me shopping for a new dildo.  I was to be at her place by 10:00 a.m. for an all day session of pain and pleasure.  That is her pleasure.

I got up at 7:00 a.m. to start my first enema when I recieved a text message from Mistress Kerri.  She wanted control the enema process.  At that point I just filled my first enema bag with warm soapy water.  She instructed me to begin filling my hole and to let her know when I have taken the complete bag.  About ten minutes later I notified her I was done.  She writes back, I was to hold the water for three minutes while humping the floor.  I complied to her demand.  It was not easy.  The urge to relieve myself grew stronger by the second.  Two minutes into this torture I felt cramps, started shaking and water was leaking out.  I didn’t think I could make it but she messaged me to hold on and keep fucking the floor.  That’s all I needed was a little bit of encouragement.  At three minutes she messaged to go ahead and relieve myself.  I never felt so pathetic and used.  This torture went on for three more bags of warm water.  

I arrived on time, undressed and got into position.  Mistress didn’t waist any time.  She put on her glove and started to finger my asshole.  She stretched and worked my ass for about thirty minutes.  Then she inserted my favorite inflatable butt plug.  She used duck tape to keep the plug in my ass.  Then she tied up my balls and cock.  She told me to get my clothes on so we can go shopping for a new toy.  On the way to the store she had me take out my cock and keep it hard.  I was happy to do that but she would reach over and slap and pull on my cock. That was so painful.  She would also deflate and inflate the plug.  I was absolutely going crazy at this point.  I was so worked up and would have done anything to get some relief.  Finally, we arrived at the store.  I was surprised that she allowed me to pick out a dildo of my preference.  I was so turned on for something really big,  I found a dildo about 12” long and 6.5” in circumference.  It was huge and we needed new lube for this one.

We got back to her place.  I undressed and got into position.  This time Mistress used the couch ottoman to work me over.  She was sitting on the couch.  I was on my back with my ass accessible.  She put my legs and hands in a restraint and blindfolded me.  For what seemed like a lifetime she beat and fucked my ass hard.  She used her electrical butt plug and other dildos to work her pet into a frenzy.  I must have done something right because she allowed me to cum.  She removed the restraints and had me squat over the new dildo.  I’m still on the ottoman facing her.  She is looking into my eyes as I’m pulling on my cock and bouncing up and down on the dildo.  As I got closer to cumming she gave me permission to let go.  I came all over myself and fell to the floor exhausted.

I never felt so exhausted and my ass so stretched.  I put on my clothes and stumbled to my car.

11/16/2010 9:06:00 PM

Hello this is tori;

I love it when Mistress Kerri calls on me to come over and submit to her demands.  Tonight, I left her place feeling more humiliated and savagely abused.  I must admit, I get off on it.

Tonight was simple, Mistress fucked me hard for one hour.  She started with several dildo’s at first but soon had me on the sex machine.  It was AMAZING!!!!  What made it so great was she doesn’t care about my discomfort or if I get exhausted, she only cares about what she enjoys.  She loves to see her pet get fucked relentlessly and in pain.  

I’m to tired to give you anymore details.  Mistress did take pictures and maybe she will post a few for you to enjoy.


11/14/2010 12:05:37 PM

Hello this is tori;


It was Wednesday 11/10/10 when Mistress Kerri ordered me to serve her after work.  I arrived at 5:00 p.m. took off my clothes, got on my hands and knees for Mistress to inspect her property.  As always i had a butt plug in but this time I wasn’t wearing my chastity device.  Two days ago the lock came off while taking a shower.  For the first time in over eight months this slave was without his chastity device.  It didn’t feel right.  I felt guilty that i had the freedom to pull on my cock but I didn’t to it.  I waited and was good for Mistress Kerri.  That should prove to all of you the power Mistress Kerri has over me.  I knew if she found out she would have punished me to no end or she would have gotten rid of me.  I was not going to let that happen.

For this visit Mistress had two things in mind.  First, was a thorough anal inspection and she had purchased five new sexy outfits for me to try on.

I was told to get into position, revealing my perfect, pouting pooper.  Mistress has always inspected my ass before a session but she has become more stringent in this ritual.  I’m not complaining because this slave especially loves regular inspection.  From day one I quickly learned Mistress has a morbid fascination, a detailed interest, in my ass and how much she can stuff in it.  

I am now in front of her, in nervous anticipation for my inspection.  I could hear Mistress put on her rubber glove.  Then I felt lube dripping on my ass hole.  I then felt something very cold and smooth sliding in my ass.  I had no idea what was inside of me.  What ever it was I started to feel terrified.  The next thing I felt was my ass hole being stretched open.  Mistress was using a Sims Anal Scope for my anal examination.  Wow, the feeling of being so exposed to what ever Mistress wanted to do was exhilarating and brought me to a new humiliating experience.  I was quivering and shaking as she was sliding her fingers in and out of my gaping hole.  I could feel more than ever her fingers pushing hard up my ass.  I was getting off on this new feeling.  I screamed out “Yes, Yes, Please Don’t Stop Mistress”  “Please Mistress Fuck Me”.  At that point she removed the Anal Scope.  I was still in the same position as she placed the fucking machine at my ass.  The large slippery dildo entered my ass.  Then Mistress turned on the machine.  It started out slow but quickly started to pound my ass hard.  The  machine fucked me for twenty or thirty minutes as Mistress sat in her chair watching her slave suffer.

The next hour she had me try on all five outfits.  She didn’t spare any expense for these slutty outfits.  Mistress loves outfits that show off her pets ass.  One day I will be all dressed up assisting Mistress as she trains two new bi-slaves.  I want to look my best for her.  She deserves the very BEST.      

It was getting late and time for me to leave.  Before she released me I was rewarded.  She secured a ball gag in my mouth and ordered me to squat on a 3” diameter 7” long dildo.  Mistress is still sitting on the chair as I’m bouncing up and down on the dildo.  She was pulling and pinching my nipples and slapping my face.  I was so turned on from the abuse I was drooling like the dog, I am. This time she allowed me to pull on my cock and I was allowed to cum.  What a wonderful orgasm.  She didn’t wait long before she ordered me to turn around as she beat my ass red.  I screamed and cried as she beat me into submission.  Mistress is so mean and heartless.


I left at 8:00p.m.


11/4/2010 9:10:53 PM

Hello this is tori.

I arrived at Mistress Kerri's place around 5:00 p.m. Oct. 26th.  I had my bags packed for three day of service and torture. I quickly entered and undressed, put my bags in the play room and assumed my position for Mistress to inspect her property.

 

Mistress lead me into the living room where she had me put on a new sexy outfit. She ordered me to prance around as she gazed at her property and took many pictures. I just loved my new outfit and the opportunity to show it off for her. I could tell she was very pleased.

 

Mistress purchased two new dildo's and wanted to try one out right away. With my outfit still on, I got on my hands and knees with my ass towards her. I quietly waited as she put on a rubber glove and applied lots of lube to her fingers. Mistress likes to finger my ass before she fucks her property. She starts with two fingers and slowly opens my ass. Then she works in four fingers but this time working her fingers in and out as she turns her wrist. At this point, I am going out of my mind. I'm thinking how great it feels that she is inside of me, how much I was her mindless slave and how superior she is. She removes her fingers and orders me to sit infront of her . She grabs a long and very fat butt plug, applies lots of lube and handed it to me. Then she told me to sit on the dildo as she takes pictures. I fucked that plug hard with total devotion. When she had enough she ordered me to lay flat on the floor and hump it while she fixed dinner. Before I knew it I heard her say “slave, get in here, its time for you to eat” I rushed into the dinning area where she was sitting at the table and a my dog bowl at her feet. She said, “here, take this and eat it all up, no leftovers, or you are in trouble”. As I was eating she got up from the table and beat my ass with a stick. She ordered me to move my hips like I was fucking a dog. Mistress wants her pet hard and ready at all times.

 

When dinner was over Mistress ordered me to go to the bathroom and give myself an enema. She said, I better be clean because she wanted to use her other dildo. I could tell Mistress enjoyed the play and was proud of her slave for performing so well infront of her. I had a feeling she would reward me tonight. I got all cleaned up and crawled into the play room where i got up on the bed and assumed my position. Mistress came in, ordered me to get on my back as she put my hands and legs in a restraint. I was positioned at the end of the bed so she had full access to my ass and cock. As Mistress is getting ready I told her I am worth less than the dirt under her feet. I am her pet, and my only wish in life is to make her happy. With that, she picked up a dildo the size of a baseball bat. It was huge. She didn't waist anytime and had it lubed and at the opening of my ass. She looked me in the eyes and told me to take it all or she would hurt me. I couldn't let her down. I relaxed my ass and took it like a good slave. She started out slow, worked it in all the way, pulled it out and shoved it back in. Mistress made sure my ass was ready. Then she pulled out the dildo, lubed it up and shoved it back in my whole. This time she fucked me hard. She grabbed my cock and pulled on it as she fucked me. I was shaking with excitement and could cum at anytime. I cried out for her to let me cum. She untied one of my hands, she let go of my cock and ordered me to cum. I came with so much force I thought it would flood the room.

 

Mistress, had me clean up the room. By this time it was getting late. She put a large butt plug in my ass and put a diaper on me. Mistress put me in bed and ordered me to be quite and get some sleep because tomorrow will be another tortures day.

 

I am in heaven being obedient to Mistress Kerri. When I open my ass to her I feel in my place. I love being inferior to her. I am nothing more than a pathetic worm to her, my purpose in life is to serve her every whim.

 

 


10/24/2010 8:22:20 PM

Hello this is tori, its hard to belive three weeks have passed since i last submitted to Mistress Kerri.  Tomorrow i will serve Mistress for five-day strait.  i expect my time with her will be hard work and terrifying.  Over the last several weeks she has increased her enthusiasm for pain and humiliation.   i expect to be treated like a pease of shit and to have my limits pushed.  I can't wait to finally show Mistress i am worthy of her time.  

Do you think you can take this kind of abuse?  Mistress, is for real and very hard.  She will not put up with any nonsense or games.  i warn you not to contact Mistress if you are not up to the challenge.   

 


10/4/2010 9:23:41 PM
Hello this is tori;

This is the fourth revision to my journal.  The problem is trying to share every detail with you.  I realize it’s just not possible to put in words most of the things Mistress Kerri puts me through.  In short, I spent eighteen wonderful hours serving Mistress Kerri Saturday.  I spent lots of time on my knees, on my back, tied up, caged, tortured relentlessly, ordered to do humiliating and degrading acts for her pleasure.  I even was subjected to more electrical shock treatment.

At this point I relish the feeling of fearing Mistress Kerri.  I know now she has the power to destroy me.  She doesn’t care if I am uncomfortable, tired or begging for mercy.  She took everything I had to give and still wanted more.  I left Sunday morning thinking, do I have the strength to walk to my car and can I drive home.  I made it home but spent most of the day in bed sleeping and dreaming about Mistress Kerri.

If you don’t know by now serving Mistress Kerri is all about the desire to adhere to something greater than yourself.  The training she puts you through will consume you and intoxicate you.  If you are granted the privilege to serving Mistress you must be prepared to surrender all of your male experience, pride, ego, rage, anger, and most importantly your sexual appetite.  Any and all negative impulses no longer exist for you.  She will reshape your thoughts, the way you see your self, as well as how you process the pain and pleasure of this reality.  You will gain strength of heart and mind with a passion to serve her every want and desires.

This experience has deepened my connection with Mistress Kerri and because of this, I have found purpose and value with limitless potential to offer her.

9/25/2010 6:00:21 PM
Hello this is tori;

This pet is so fortunate to have the opportunity to serve and worship Mistress Kerri. Mistress gave me an order last week to post a journal entry as soon as I got home. Three days later I posted my journal. Needless to say she was not happy. Today, I was punishment to correct my misbehavior. Everyone should know my bad behavior was unintentional but that didn't matter to Mistress Kerri. When she gives an order it is to be carried out immediately. This pet didn't like the beating he received but I accepted it because its only for my betterment. If only Mistress knew the worst punishment I could receive is the knowledge that she was displeased with my lack of action. This thought is worse than any beating that she could administer. I feel sorry for displeasing Mistress Kerri but this experience will provide motivation to correct my behavior.


This time Mistress dressed me up in a hot black and white corset, black nylons, red dog collar and high heel shoes. She had my dog cage in the living room where she lead me to it and had me lay on top. She tied my legs to each side and my hands over my head. She ran a rope thru the collar and pulled it hard and secured it to the end of the cage. I was not going anywhere in this position. My ass was exposed and ready for a beating. Mistress used a belt, cane and a paddle to administer my punishment. I cried out as I counted each smack. She showed no mercy and didn't stop. After forty one smacks she stopped. My ass was black/blue and on fire. I thanked her for the beating and vowed to never disobey her again.


She ordered me into the play room and to get on the bed. I assumed my position with my ass in the air and on my hands and knees. I don't remember much after this because Mistress used a electrical wand on my ass and cock. The feeling of being electrocuted threw me into another world. What I do remember was the sweat rolling off my body and the uncontrollable shakes. At one point I thought I was going to blackout. When it was over, I was exhausted but so fucking horny. My cock was hard and dripping wet. Whatever she did I was ready and willing to do anything.


Then she ordered me into the living room. I am on my knees in front of her. She ties my balls up and inserted a black inflatable butt plug in my ass. She orders me to sit on the plug then started to inflate it. In no time she was up to eleven pumps. This drove me so crazy as she was pulling and smacking my cock. Mistress never lets me experience pleasure for long. At eleven pumps she releases the air and immediately pumped it again to eleven or twelve. She did this five or six times. At one point she took a phone call and never stopped once.


I am so grateful for Mistress Kerri. She is is the best owner a slave can hope for. I have learned my lesson. Its a shame she had to waist that energy on punishing me when it could have been directed towards something more productive.



9/23/2010 8:28:49 PM
Hi this it tori;


Serving Mistress Kerri is an honour she has bestowed upon this slave, kneeling before her is without a doubt something I find most fulfilling and it gives me a sense of purpose.
 I have the privilege of being Mistress Kerri’s personal slave..Oh how many sluts would die for such an honour. When serving her I'm in ecstacy, there is nothing I wouldn't do for my mistress, I am entirely her property, her plaything, her servant and her slave.



6:00am I get up early Saturday morning eager and anticipating what my Mistress has in store for me.  I give myself three large enemas (approximately two gallons), shower and insert the largest butt plug I have ever shoved in my ass.  It measures 7” long and 3” in diameter.  The drive over to Mistresses house was torture.  All I could think about is keeping the plug in and how stretched my ass will be for my owner.  She loves a hole that will take bigger and bigger toys.



At 9:00am I enter her home present myself, strip naked and get on my hands and knees ready for her inspection.  She then orders me into the living room where I kneel at my Mistress’s feet in silence.  She grabs a black corset and white nylons for me to wear.  She ordered me to lay over the top of my dog cage. She tied me to the cage so I can’t move.  Then she started to beat the shit out of me for not following directions.  The pain was so overwhelming I cried out hoping Mistress would have mercy but she would not have any of that.  Once the beating stopped Mistress whispered “your punishment is by no means done slave”.  She left me in that position while she left to run some errands.    All the while I was shaking and in fear.  I was afraid she would come back and beat me even harder.  I was right.  She didn’t waste anytime and proceeded to beat me with a leather belt.  This time all I thought about was how much I loved my owner and what I would do to not disapoint her again.



11:00am I was ordered to crawl into the play room and get on the bed.  Mistress wanted to work my ass starting with a tens unit.  Attached to it is a cock ring and butt plug.  Mistress lubed up the butt plug shoves it in my ass then slides the cock ring over my hard cock.  She picks up the tens unit.  The sight of her holding the controls was so exciting.  She started with the my cock first then slowly turned on the butt plug.  WOW!!!!!!  Once it was turned on I could feel my ass contract and then pulsate.  It felt like someone pounding my hole.  My cock felt like thousands of needles were poking from the inside.  I was in ecstasy.  I will never forget the look on my owners face as she is working the controls.  She had a devilish grin and she was enjoying it.  

Then she removed the tens unit.  I was lying on my back as she tied my legs and hands to a spread bar.  She inserted a inflatable dildo in my ass, gave it five pumps and turned on the vibrator.  She tied my balls up and attached a pony bit gag to my head.  She closed the door and left me in this position as she went about her day.



12:30pm Mistress comes in unties me and allows me to use the bathroom.  Then I crawled into the living room where she had a whipping bench waiting for me.  She ties me to the bench.  If you don’t know by now Mistress is a sadist.  She just loves to see her pet suffer.  However, she does balance pain and pleasure to keep things from becoming routine.  She first uses a cane and finishes with two of her paddles.  My ass at this point is red hot and my cock stiff and dripping with cum.  I am thinking if i could hold on just a little bit long I would be rewarded.  Before I knew it the beating were over and i was able to rest long enough as Mistress attaches a fucking machine to the end of the bench.  This machine has a 8” long 1.5” thick dildo attached to it and its controlled wirelessly.  Mistress places the dildo at my hole, held my head down with force and turned on the machine.  The dildo rammed into my ass with great force.  Mistress standing there holding the control played with the speed driving me out of my mind.  I was being fucked like never before.  WOW!!!!  I love that fucking MACHINE.



2:00pm Mistress removes me from the bench and orders me to pick out my favorite dildo and tells me to put it in your ass.  Naturally, I pick out the fattest butt plug.  She is sitting down and I am on my knees in front of her.  She attaches a weight to my balls and around my neck she attaches a electrical collar.  Then she orders me to start masturbating.  She wants to see me cum in my hand. As I am pulling on my cock I am also bouncing up and down on the butt plug.  I am jerking off and Mistress press on the remote to the shock collar.  WOW!!!! is this a big turn on.  Not only is she looking down at me watching me fuck myself she is also inflicting unbelievable pain.  Again, she loves to watch me go from having pleasure to unbelievable pain.  I could not hold back anymore and shot my load into my hand.  Just when I thought it was all over she ordered me to lick the cum from my hand.  God, she is mean. 



2:30 I am cleaning up and putting on my clothes.  While putting on my clothes I am thinking how lucky I am to have a Mistress that is so complex and exciting.  Thank you so much Mistress for using me!

9/23/2010 3:39:49 PM
I have had a very hard time with tori this week to the point that I almost released him from service.  He should be posting a new entry from last weekend...and will receive 60 wacks for it's lateness.... he knows when I said he would receive double if his entry was late that I would make sure that he did....but a reminder to all slaves/subs that wish to be in my service... there is no second chance..honesty is very important to me ... I am up front and honest...if I catch you in a lie you will be released from srvc...if you try to top from the bottom you will be released from service.... Please...PLEASE .. make sure you are willing to do the things I have listed in my profile ... before you even contact me... I don't like wasting my time or yours....

9/18/2010 11:05:19 AM
Tori is on tip toes and now tied to the top of his cage... his ass is full of a pump up vibrating plug.... and he is has on a  totalling enclosed mask.....locked in for my viewing....... his whole body is shaking.... and he is trying to be good......Mistress Kerri

9/18/2010 8:11:43 AM
This is Mistress Kerri...and tori is on his way over with the largest ass plug he has ever worn.... he is totally full ...and awaiting his punishment for his late journal entry...I look forward to giving him his punishment... and enjoying ever minute of it .... he was very bad and must be punished...he knows it......I will update you all later....

Mistress Kerri...

9/16/2010 8:34:10 PM
Hi this is tori;

How i serve my Owner? i served Her with every fiber of my body. From the time i enter her home i eat, sleep and breathed my Mistress because i was put on this earth to please Her. I could write out a list of things that i endure to serve my Mistress, but that would be pointless. I would leave out some important detail. Basically, i must OBEY all commands and live only to serve her.


i missed my last 8/28/10 journal entry and just want everyone to know that this slave is going to get a real beating.  Mistress isn’t going to stop dishing out the punishment that i know i deserve.  i want to publicly apologize to my Owner for not doing as instructed.

For years i have dreamed of serving a sadistic women who derives gratification from inflicting pain, emotional abuse or just being cruel to her slave.  Because of my disobedience i find myself for the first time feeling terrified of my Mistress.  i will never do anything to disappoint Mistress again because the dream this pet is living is to important.

8/28/2010 3:23:28 PM
Hi, it is Mistress Kerri...tonight  tori gets to stay over night, this doesn't happen often..I don't want to spoil him....I have lots of plans..he will put his cage together today..so that he can sleep in it tonight...he is so excited...I will keep you updated...Mistress Kerri.

8/22/2010 1:49:09 PM
Hi this is tori: i wish i could tell you everything that Mistress Kerri did to me yesterday, there is just not enough words to describe what i went through. The following will give you just a taste of what excites my Owner. As usual i must crawl on my hands and knees into the torture bedroom. i get into position on top of the bed. Next thing i know my hands are tied between my legs so my ass is exposed and ready for what ever my Owner wishes. i was left like this long enough to feel very uncomfortable. i can feel my heart beating, i get very excited knowing i?m nothing more than a peace of property ready to be used. Fortunately for me my Owner started to beat her property allover as i exposed my body to the painful strikes. i enjoy this pain, it turns me on as i beg for more. For the next eight hours i suffered. After a torture session i have marks from the rope and whips. These marks will be visible at least a day, sometimes it takes weeks before my body is clean of any remnants of the beating i just took. Depending on what my body was submitted to, i sometimes feel to exhausted and too much irritation or pain and cannot sleep. I can?t help but to lay awake thinking about the next beating session.

8/9/2010 8:15:11 PM
Hi this is tori: The thing about Mistress Kerri is that she?s so incredibly good at taking control of her pet. She orders me into the living room where I kneel in front of her. She then tells me what I am already sure of ?Now you are my property. There is nothing you can do to stop me. You are mine now? I am kneeling helplessly bound, ass full and nipples clamped. At this point I am so ready to be used for hours. Mistress Kerri reaches between my legs and tugs on my cock and balls telling me they are not mine anymore and that she controls my pleasure and pain. She leads me into the bedroom where I am ordered to lay on the bed face down. She then hogtied me, inserted a inflatable butt plug in my ass and gaged me. From behind she whispers in my ear that she will be leaving to go to the store and will be right back. Panting will struggling, I lay there exposed. At this point I get this warm wave through my body. My heart rate goes up a bit and I feel flushed and aroused. Now that she is back, I get a beating for no reason. Any beating I get from my owner feels so good, I get all worked up over it. She unties me and rolls me onto my back with my hands tied over my head and legs spreed apart. She grabs the biggest dildo and fucked my ass without mercy. She was ruthless and brutal as she fucked me. The look on her face gets me both scared and excited, it makes me so horny. The thought of being abused like this makes my cock hard. She just loves tormenting her pet. I have to admit I love being Mistress Kerri?s worthless, filthy male pig. Property like me deserve to be treated like garbage. Mistress Kerri enjoys dishing out my much deserved abuse. She also finds many ways to abuse her pet and creates an atmosphere that feeds the fetish and fantasy. She pushes my limits to create an intense experience.

8/7/2010 8:56:51 PM
I had tori over for play today.. and since our 24/7 is coming closer and closer I wanted him to know what he had to look forward to ...last week he went to work without his butt plug in so ....ten hard strikes on his ass while he repeated that he would never go to work without his ass plugged...then he went and got ready... I worked his ass...with several toys....and he begged...I flogged him hard today...I'm interested to see what he writes..

7/31/2010 7:52:47 AM
Mistress Kerr 7\31  Had some relatives over but they had to go home early....so tori is coming over tonight.  He is requesting to be released from his chastity device for a week...we will discuss it to night...I'm planning on keeping him the entire night...and using him for some fun... I'm going to hood him after getting him in his corset and ball weight....and then see what we come up with ...I'll share more later....

7/24/2010 7:53:29 PM
Mistress Kerri.....as you can see from tori's entry this evening .. we worked his ass for 3 hours today.  The sex machine was amazing  I had him stand over it knee's bent and settle his ass over the large cock...a push of the remote and the cock slowly goes in and out of his ass...  He begs to touch himself working is useless hard cock ...only to gain no release.  I love the fact that I control his need...and that after all the training he craves my touch and what it does to him...He is indeed a piece of property, slave, pet, MINE......

7/24/2010 5:06:05 PM
Hi this is tori: First i prepared myself with an enema. i love the whole cleaning process. i am such a freak for anything in my ass so i love the feeling of the water filling me up. After the enema, i spent time on the floor on my knees, ass in the air, focusing on what my Owner is about to do to my ass. Just before leaving i looked in the mirror forcing myself to look myself in the eyes to see what a fucking slut i have become. There was an inner pep talk where i told myself that it?s not about me and it?s not my ass anymore. i knew that i would be heading into never before experienced territory where i would be fucked and fucked relentlessly, like a dirty dog. i will do exactly as i am told no matter how discomforting it feels. i will serve my Owner and do my best because that is my purpose. Before arriving Mistress had all the toys and lube ready. i removed my clothes and immediately got into position. MK starts out with small vibrating dildos, getting my ass nice and loose. By the time she finished working my ass, i was so horny to get my ass fucked by something bigger. The feeling of a thick dildo sliding in my asshole is out of this world pleasure. It feels animalistic and primal to have such a thick dildo sliding in and out of my ass. It drives me crazy and the thought of being fucked and fucked really hard like a dirty whore. My Owner likes to give it to me deep, hard and long. MK will take her time at first, working every inch of the dildo inside me, pushing past my anus until she?s deep in my colon. GOD, i love that feeling and i could stay like that all day and night. At this point i?m in my zone and i can?t get enough. i tell MK i?m her filthy ass whore and i would do anything for her. MK tells me my ass belongs to her and i?m nothing but a peace of property. I would love to cum but she said no. i have to wait another week until i can get satisfaction again. This is the hardest part.

7/24/2010 7:01:37 AM

Mistress Kerri - Sat 7/24/10 - today is fuck the slave day... My little pet tori seems to think that he can take being fucked for several hours.... we are going to see if he can handle being fucked without getting to cum.  we are working on week 4 of no cuming....slaves are so desperate when they haven't got to cum in a long period of time...once you allow them to cum of course licking all the messy semen up with their tongue they thank you so nicely...and think you are so kind.
I have lots planned for tori today...still trying to decide if I want to weigh his balls down before play or if I will just tie them today....I think the weight is going to win out...I'll update everyone after the session...enjoy


7/17/2010 8:22:35 PM
Hi this is tori. i want to share with you what i endured today with my owner Mistress Kerri. First, i want everyone to know i am the luckiest pet to be owned by such a commanding and capable owner. Serving Mistress Kerri has been a joy and is my purpose. Mistress is very serious about training and she loves watching her pet suffer. Take anal play for example. i presented myself on my hands and knees in front of her with my ass in the air. She begins teasing my ass with a small dildo working up to a larger more sinister dildo. At this point i am having trouble keeping still, between the dildo in my ass and her pulling on my cock and balls, my muscles all over my body were trembling and my legs shaking. i was so horny i would have done anything for her. That was just a worm up to more ass play. Next thing i knew, she tied my legs and hands to a bar. I was th bed looking up at her. I was completely helpless. Exactly the way she likes me. She didn't waste any time and picked up the biggest dildo i think she owns. Its the size of a coke can. She forced the thick dildo all the way into my ass, i ended up shivering on the bed, unable to think or talk. She fucked my tight ass hard driving the dildo deeper and deeper. i was so horny the full length of the dildo just slid in and out of me easily. The feeling was so great a spasm went through my body. For me, there's nothing like slow deep ass fucking. Now that she has me by the balls, there?s nothing i won?t do for her. She teased and played with me, keeping me hovering on the very edge of orgasm until i fully submitted to her. She doesn?t care how long or how uncomfortable i am she uses me until she is satisfied.

7/17/2010 8:45:45 AM
Mistress Kerri - 7-17-10  Little tori arrived today...thinking he would go to do his enemas, but I decided I wanted to play a little...still plugged, I put his corset on him and made sure his tits were high and showing...then laced him up nice and tight...he is so hot in the corset....then of course I had to redden that ass.....tori still has a hard time staying in position...so I continued to paddle until he held the position for two strikes....his cock gets so hard while spanking him...I then had him kneel....and played with the area under his balls.....pressing hard and doing small circles....his mourth fell open... moans could be heard....working his cock with some lube...he was nice and hard and red assed....on went his thigh highs..and six inch heels....it will feel a little different while he does his enemas today....all laced in and that ass pulsing from its spanking....mmmmm I wonder what he is thinking.... you will find out later.....

7/16/2010 8:12:22 PM
Tomorrow I will play with my slave tori....he will arrive and do his enema's to make sure he is nice and clean...his chest, underarms, cock and balls will be smooth and hairless....and his chastity device will be tight as he gets so horny at the thought of his Mistress playing with him.... I have a few surprises for him...tomorrow...the new ball weight went over so well last week as you can see from the pics...that is going back on him right away..his cock will be nice and hard.... but he will have no release this week....I have decided to start having tori update this journal with his thought and adventures of being my slave....his entries will all start out ..Hi this is tori...I will share the pics with you after the session..please feel free to share your comments.....Mistress Kerri.

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 Age: 20
  New Jersey