Collarspace.com

MistressT2you

MistressT2you - photo 1
MistressT2you - photo 2
MistressT2you - photo 4

Friends:
sdnativesubMistressViipermalesub4u1958obedientgyrlmaidkaren
LongBeachSubDarkMasterJScotchFireMsMorgannaLadyDi2
SoCalFootLoverkiddynamite
EarthGoddess52
Time for some changes :
While I have met some Great and fun people here on this site..it seems that most are only interested in instant and one or two time gratification, but they want to wrap it up in what looks to be subtler 'emotions'.
I am taking some time now, to delve a little deeper into me, and see if there are any serious lookers out there. Someone who needs more than an occasional call to service, but knows enough to not let me slip away when I get caught up in the daily living stuff. In my life, the two should be able to merge, not be kept totally separate.
I will rarely contact someone on these sites first. I do not chase, but am open and still looking.
Please..enough with the married's..bring your wife/husband into the mix, or stop complaining about Me not 'giving' enough. Commitments go both ways, and both have to be 100% or it's a lie.
I am Not looking for a 24/7 slave at this time. I may have the time and ability for a few 3 day intensive training sessions this summer.

3/2/2010 11:24:20 AM
MMM  it's been decided, 6 of us Ladies are heading out to Glen Ivy Day Spa for a nice relaxing day, next week. I soo need this!

I hate vehicles..grrr.
Things are supposed to start when I want them to, and stop only when I tell them to.
LOL
So damn, for now..the love machine is down :( Guess that let's the air out of meeting anyone anytime soon.
2/24/2010 9:13:18 PM
Been off for a while now..trying this again.
Vegas was fun..satisfied my Domme'ness by keeping the ladies hopping on the Sybian there :)
1/4/2010 9:18:19 AM
Well well...Looks like I'll be heading back out to Las Vegas again, mid February. 
12/30/2009 2:41:16 PM
Taking a soldier out for a hot cocoa and nice chat this evening. Bless and support those who are serving this country, however you can, even if it is only buying them a nice hot drink on a cold winter's eve.

12/29/2009 4:12:33 PM
LOL, well I guess it is too much to ask for, someone to sit at My knee's, to be petted, stroked (with hands and whips), to be devoted to Me, even when being shared with My other Ladies or male friends & subs. Someone strong enough to take the bottom, strong enough to handle My love. 
12/24/2009 9:14:34 AM
A Very Happy and Safe Holiday Season to All!
Whatever your faith and religion.
Season's Beatings - To All ! :)
12/17/2009 6:31:56 PM
Tonight is a good night, for a hot Caramel coffee, then some fun Christmas pics :)
OC guy that I was chatting with Tues..you have 90 mins left to contact me , or I'll not be looking for you, nor will any further contact be made.
12/15/2009 2:52:52 PM
Time to get to making my holiday goodies :)
Rum balls, choc/banana balls, maybe even some of my Apple Butter, if apples aren't too expensive :)
12/11/2009 6:19:05 PM
The quality of mercy is not strain'd,
It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven
Upon the place beneath. It is twice blest:
It blesseth him that gives and him that takes.
12/11/2009 12:05:27 PM
I just passed my 45th birthday (yay! Happy Birthday to Me..lol) and the whole week, from my birthday on, was one big long wonderful celebration. Such luv from friends and family alike..is somewhat humbling, yet uplifting at the same time. I know they would not be as open to spending time, were I not the person I am, that I have worked very hard to be and maintain being.
Now the Christmas season is fully upon us..I wonder if I've been good enough this year, or naughty enough..to have Santa leave me a true companion (or at least some directions to him..lol) under the tree. :)
Come on now..Gotta have a sense of humor..after all..the world's depressing enough to overwhelm if you don't look for the silver linings.
11/29/2009 8:20:38 AM
I have been asked, what it is I desire for My upcoming Birthday. Since a national day of celebration is a bit much, lol (it's a JOKE folks!) and I've already gotten my nice new outfit of black spandex and gold tiger striping, and a beautiful black suede jacket trimmed with oh so soft black rabbit fur, and a new radio for my van. What I desire is someone to install said new radio, or to change the oil /gasket before my long drive to Washington state later this year.
Of course, simple good wishes are welcome always. :)
11/26/2009 10:31:20 AM
Hoping that we all stop and give thanks today for all that we have shared or accomplished this past year. Even if it was only to add 1 new friend to our life, or to bring a smile to a few faces.
Happy Thanksgiving
Mistress T
11/18/2009 11:32:30 AM
Wow!
Damn but don't cha just Love having 10 or so peoples all listening to your words and following your directions?
The classes were a hit, so much so that I've been asked to contribute a monthly article to a knowledge sharing website. woo hoo!
All the bodies and boobies and flogging fun, the fur and feathers..omg! Talk about one Hot weekend!
11/10/2009 11:03:20 AM
Hmm
Any volunteers to come iron my party n Convention wear tomorrow night in Vegas?

11/8/2009 4:24:35 PM
So I've been informed it's illegal to take a double barrel and shoot your vehicle in Los Angeles County..rats..lol.
If I could get 'the bastard' out to the desert..oh yeah..a good amount of My frustrations would be gone...lol.

11/7/2009 11:32:40 AM
Am off today to find the last of the feathers for next weeks' convention and classes and Fun! Yes, just the feathers, I don't think those people are ready for the whole pea-cock! lol

10/20/2009 6:13:39 PM
Wow, so now it's official :)
I will be teaching some classes, on Sensualism, at the upcumming swingers convention in Las Vegas, next month.
I am looking forward to having a whole room Full of people, singles and couples, who will be following what I say, and am instructing..lol. My imagination runs wild! LOL
 
10/20/2009 10:05:00 AM
After he calmed down some, I had him crawl over to where we were standing and chatting. While talking, I told him to reach up and get a 'feel' for Simi's cock and balls. Treat them gently, or I'd have to get the crop back out.
He must have, for the pleasure on Simi's face and the slight buckling of knee's, made me prompt us all over to the daybed. There, I had Simi sit, and while I manipulated him, I had the sub get behind me and lick me good. This lasted for about 10 mins. Then I had him come up, and while I stroked Simi, I grabbed his head with the other hand and brought him down to fill his mouth with a wet hard cock :) I told him to lick it like a lollipop! heheh.

10/14/2009 8:53:12 AM
MMMmm I do have to say I did indeed enjoy myself last night. I hosted another of my all bi and fetish parties here in the playroom, and the first to arrive was a nice smooth European submissive male. He even brought his own collar and leash, and as he said, left his wallet, phone and mind, in his car :) Such a lovely young man. :) Said he'd had limited actual experiences, but was certainly quick to follow commands and eager to please. I bent him over the bench, and enjoyed watching him shiver as I trailed the fur of my rabbit skin flogger over his skin, followed by my nails :)
Then I switched up to light tapping with my crop. Oh how he danced on his toes :)
After that, *snap* went the latex glove..*squish* went the lube jelly, and...that ass just about sucked in my questing finger! :) lol. I do so love hearing the moans of pleasure, especially when offset with the different moans of his as I tugged on his balls and pinched the sak and skin of his cock..hehehe.
Another joined us then..and after his removing all his clothing and watching avidly for a few minutes, I released the bonds holding the lil sub down, had him stand up, still on my finger, and showed him what a finger puppet must feel like..hehehe. His lil cock was standing straight out in front of him and leaking all over. So I had him go sit in the corner for a few minutes and calm down some while I chatted with the new one from Simi.
More soon :)
10/5/2009 6:23:33 PM
Now things are getting back to normal..finally :)

9/6/2009 2:36:28 PM
I am looking forward to a break this afternoon. Been invited to a BBQ at an almost local dungeon (The Valley is not really local to south Los Angeles..lol) but..having been there before..I am certain the nicer peoples will be there.

8/28/2009 9:44:28 PM
I know it has been quite a bit since I've written here. I've barely been online, and not on a machine that would access this site. :) Ain't moving a biatch?
So far this year, I have dropped about 40 lbs. A good 10 of it just this past month, with all the hard physical labor involved with moving 5 peoples stuff.:)
Hopefully soon I will have my personal computer back up and running. Thanks for the well wishes.
Back to organising and moving more boxes.
Ms T
ps..back into a private room again...so I can get rid of all those panties I've had to have on hand ..woo hoo! lol
7/31/2009 8:24:06 AM
I've not checked in a bit, I've been under the weather some. I do hope you all are doing well..Good news! I get to start moving back home to the big house real soon, a matter of days now. It will be good to be back close to the naughty naughty playroom..lol.

7/16/2009 8:48:52 AM
Ok now..so you Texas boys indeed have some bragging rights..lol.
You showed when you said you would, barring the traffic, which is understandable.
You followed the instructions given a few days ago, very nicely done:)
You took the initial stretching like a pro..and everything from then on..mmmmm:)
It was a pleasure, flogging you, fucking you, taking the nails to you..and you really seemed to enjoy the cock and head manipulations, kept in time to the reaming of your boy-pussy:)

7/15/2009 3:22:33 PM
Ahhh back in beautiful So Cal. :)
Las vegas was interesting, to say the least.
Saturday night, lovely toyboy came to my room, got dressed in his harness and cuffs, and we all had ourselves a good time :)
I will allow you all to use your imaginations, but..I will give you some particulars..
1 Domme, 2 Doms, 1 new ladybird, 1 bi toyboy, 3 sluts, 2 hetero's and a LOT of lube and dildo's! plus the hard cocks.
Yes..lol..I do have some pics and I think! a few vid clips..I Was kinda busy..lol.
7/8/2009 9:16:10 AM
Have you ever had an ass-gasm? Last night someone got introduced to his first one..hehehe
After allowing him to pleasure me, with well over 30 mins of worshipping at the 'Alter' of Life, I employed his fingers as the 'Alter' needed something to squeeze on as I instructed him in the proper use of the Hitachi's Magic wand.:)
Seeing as he was now dripping and fascinated with it, I lay him down, using mental bonds, told him if he let go of the bed frame, all play immediately stopped..and then turned the tables of the Wand on him. Using my nails on the sensitive skin of his groin, sak, and thighs, I prepped him until he was unconciiously lifting and grinding to my ministrations. My sweet lil thumb had him begging to be truly filled..hehe. Then I lay the Wand head, half on his tight lil pussy-hole, half on the perinium. I kept it on low for a while, sliding it up and down (lube and condoms make this much easier ) and the lil slut kept trying to grind down when I'd press good n hard on that hole. I gave him a good solid ten minutes of that teasing torture, using my nails, fingers, and hot breath on the tip of that boy-clitty, driving him nuts!:)
Then with a firm grip of that clitty, a flick of the thumb and I kicked the Wand up to high gear..damn good thing I was laying on those legs as he about flew up, but..he was such a good boy, never letting go and halting the scene :)
It only took a few moments of humping, I know his whole ass was shaking up good with those vibrations, a simple adjustment of wrist and placement and....a completely DRY ass-gasm!!! :D
A new, for him..a pleasurable mind fuck with such satisfaction! hehehe.. Then, of course.. to bring him down, and back..the stroking and cuddliing..I do so enjoy making a slut shake and sated. :)
7/3/2009 10:06:28 PM
A Happy & Safe 4th to All Americans!
If you see a vet or active service man today..say Thank you..even if you don't..remember that a whole nation's worth of brave men and women have died for this country, from all walks of life.

6/22/2009 9:37:24 AM
June 20th, The Summer Solstice:
The fire was lit in the deep pit in the back. The water flowing gently in the 4 tiered waterfall, the blessed cleansing water was ready for our bodies and the sage bundled and dried for a perfect smudging stick. The gathering all were naked for the ceremonies welcoming Summer back to the Northern Hemisphere
Thanks were given to the Deities, 4 steps through the waters, then 4 steps to the side of the fire, where the High Priestess said Blessings and purified the souls with the sacred sage and herbs. After all 13 were pure, it was off to the 'alter' where physical pleasures gave off pure sexual energies and full love from all sorts of desires fulfilled. The crystals are recharged, some asses were paddled, many 'Venus Mounds' flowed with juicy offerings.
Then came the burning question..When is Mistress hosting another Spanking Party!!?? LOL

6/15/2009 7:51:23 PM
Woo hoo! Vegas is ON! 2nd weekend in July :)
Looking for a room-boy for Friday night thru Sunday morning..any interested?
 
This past weekend..had some fun at the Erotica LA show..took in the seminars (lol, ok, so they were geared towards the more 'vanilla' of the populace) and got to get a bit of foot worship and.lol..because he begged so nicely..I also gave him a little head squash under this big ol' ass..lol..What better place for it, eh? lol
Show some folks that not only those itty bitty 'starlets' get to have some fun..lol.

6/11/2009 5:50:57 PM
Hmmm seems those who wanted to go camping, have changed minds, once someone suggested Las Vegas instead..lol. I'm cool with that, Vegas is fun too. :)
 
11 pm -
Thank you, sub d, for showing up last night and for everything you did for me. :) I do love it when an ass pink's up so nicely, and hearing the grunts n groans, as well as seeing the wriggle, as your tight man pussy so enjoyed my silicone cocks :)
And the OTK, what a frustration buster for me :)
Thank you, again, for being real, communicating and following through.
6/10/2009 8:18:49 AM
Wow..it's almost time for the Erotica LA show again..Maybe this year I can make it.
Wouldn't that be fun? Love taking peeks at that lovely iron hanging cage and bondage bed. :)

6/6/2009 10:07:22 AM
Am off today to take a young man to the Ink n Iron show at the Long Beach Queen Mary(?) so he can finish a project on how to interview. His assignment, a tattoo parlor owner.
No plans for later this evening,so maybe a quiet night, by the waterfall and a small fire. :)
Update..Ms Morgana may be coming up to join me..woooo..2 hot Ladies with no service, what Will We do? lol
6/2/2009 7:40:20 PM
So it's decided, I will give another chance. I will be taking an 'open call' this Thursday, June 4th, at the Starbucks in Carson, across from the Ikea. I will arrive between 7:45 and 8 pm
So that I will know you are looking for me, IF you are, bring a single flower. I will look for any holding one.
I have no problems meeting subs, other Doms, or those who'd just like to chat and meet in person, publicly. Share some idea's and enjoy the Caramel Macchiato :)

5/28/2009 11:53:14 PM
Well...my bunny passed on today :(
Soon, a new marker in the garden, and another tear in my heart to mend.
5/9/2009 7:54:57 PM
Words are fine, in their place in this world. But don't give me only words and expect me to claim one, or have claim laid to Me, with no actions.
If you are serious..show me, don't tell me about it.
If you aren't..then just keep the lies to yourself. These eyes have seen a lot of bullshit in life..and believe Me.. yours are nothing new or even original.
I am a Fire sign..Show me why I should allow you into MY world.
5/6/2009 9:25:39 AM
Don't you just Love it, when you get to play as you like, be as loud as you like, toss a c*ck into a mouth as a gag for the moans when you want? :)
It's always so enjoyable when my Tgirl comes down to play. I do have to remind myself to be vigilant in how hard my hand gets on her ass..her tolerances have dropped dramatically, but she does get soo very excited and puts forth Such effort into My pleasures.
We were chatting a bit also, talking about an idea of mine, like a mini burning man gathering in early July..supplies needed, such as tents, blow up pools, (this would be in the high desert area) water, and Tons of Sunscreen..lol. Trying to figure how to move my bigger 'toys' up for the weekend..the St.Andrews cross, the spanking bench, as we have vans, not open bed trucks.
5/2/2009 8:16:16 AM
MMm Today's the day for our raunchy fun at Ren Fair! :) Followed by hopefully, an evening of more fun, a bit on the darker side Too bad no volunteers..after all..I AM expecting there to be at least 3 of us Domme's all in "the mood' hehehe.

4/30/2009 8:40:10 AM
OK, So enough being lazy and taking time off to heal. Dr says nothing's broken, so it's back to putting together the wall frames for the playroom today.
I always say life is and should be a continual learning experience..I just hope that these walls stay up and don't fall on anyone in a few months time..lol..

4/29/2009 4:08:30 PM
And Another One Bites The Dust.

4/27/2009 9:56:29 PM
It's going to be Great !
An intimate get together on Friday evening, followed by a fun day of bawdy raunchy fun at Ren Fair this Saturday at the Sante Fe rec dam
4/19/2009 10:14:36 AM
What a Hot time we had here in San Diego last night!
A very sexy hostess/birthday Lady, a very willing f submissive who'd not really had her limits pushed or tested well..2 other Lady Domme's, and some very willing, albeit vanilla-ish onlookers/stand in help..lol.
Toss in some bondage tape, a spreader bar, a leather heart crop, some floggers, 1 suede and one fur, My nails, a couple clothes pins, and a hitachi magic wand, What do you have? 45 very intense minutes of getting such lovely responses from the sub, getting some additional training for a few Domme's, a free blow job for one of the males watching, and getting her the closest to asking for Broccoli that she's ever come..heheheh.
We felt so good after that, tho most others were exhausted and went on home, that 2 of we Ladies took 2 of our escorts and hit the local adult theater :) That is always good for some annonymous CBT, teasing torture, and since I was feeling very generous, I actually allowed 3 of the other patrons to shoot on My breasts. Followed by one who begged sooo nicely, and had been very respectful through out our fun, to get down on his knee's on that nasty theater floor and slip his face under my skirt and lick me to a nice flowing orgasm.:) That was even more intense as I was waching Ms Morgana being very thoroughly pleasured by a good close friend who showed up during the movie. lol.Hearing that live is so much better than watching some anorexics taking a pounding on screen, moaning while watching their directors for cues..lol.
4/17/2009 8:43:58 AM
So Cal Camping enthusiasts..need some input..I am very bummed about OC stomping on the annual Amtrak mooning event this year, admittedly they have cause, cause some assholes in the too big crowd couldn't act like adults..but..that leaves Me and mine at a loss, for that weekend..sooo.. I am looking for someplace fairly close..say within 3 or 4 hrs drive of Los Angeles, where we can all meet up and..stealing another good idea gone too big..have our own small version of a Burning Man type event. I just don't have a clue as to where to look for such a place we can pack it in and pack it out. Some place a group of us can set up tents and Not be disturbed in our weekend of persuing 'adult only' types of pleasures.
Any Suggestions gratefully anticipated. :)

4/16/2009 7:57:11 PM
It's not only about pain, or sexual things..it's in the mind and heart, before it should be anywhere else.
Those who say, I'm vanilla Except in the bedroom, where I'm lifestyle..come on!! What happens, or doesn't happen, in the Bedroom EXTENDS out IN TO your Vanilla..You just don't acknowledge it.
Many labor under the delusion that in a D/s relationship, the Dominant walks around in leather or rubber or such, proclaiming to the world in general, that They are one bad ass muther-f**ker...while the /s is made to cower or crawl behind..
Ok..so maybe that is so, at a Dungeon or other gathering of BDSM lifestylers..but hey, guess what...trips to the mall or stores, each Usually dresses as though they were Just Like Everyone Else..pants, skirts, shoes, socks, shirts or blouses..
Just a thought for today. :) peace
4/14/2009 9:02:04 PM
Just going through the bulk mails, and deleting all the Nigerian slaves wanting to relocate to Me..lol.
I guess we all were born yesterday, or they think so..lol.
4/13/2009 3:29:06 PM
Coffee tonight, at Starbucks at 190th and Normandie. I will be in attendance there between 8 and 8:30 pm. If anyone comes, I will stay, otherwise, I leave at 8:30.

I am preparing to travel this weekend. 2 birthday parties of fellow Lady Domme's to celebrate, one on Friday night, up here, the other down in San Diego, on Saturday night.
Guess I better get to a shop and pick up a few presents..lol.

4/12/2009 1:57:26 PM
What an awesome evening! One of my lady friends shared her subby with me..that man does love a nice round ass..hehehe..and it was just so much Luv in the air you could slice it with a nice stiff leather belt..lol.


4/11/2009 7:57:58 PM
Am spending this eve at a friends' b-day party, in La Mirada. would love to double Dom a nice bi sub for his b-day present..lol
He's a big black man and I have a matching size dildo for the strap on! woo hoo!
4/4/2009 8:27:50 AM
Well, it's back to working in the playroom today. And a crap shoot, as to who's going to keep their word and show up to help, or who's going to prove to be a Kellog's product and leave me to do it all myself. (The way things have gone..I'll be looking for a nice hot soak later on)

3/31/2009 12:27:18 PM
Spent the morning at the playroom, getting stuff set up to move everything out to hopefully get some more solid walls in this weekend..all I got to say is...Ouch..:(
A few hours down time, and then back over later on to move more..

3/30/2009 9:15:42 AM
Wow, what a weekend :)
Had 2 subs no-show, after assurances of being there, so I did the clearing of debris, hauling it out, hauling in 4 big bags of garden soil & fertilizer, mixing and spreading those, then planting my summer corns and tomato plants, plus weeding the new growth trying to take over in my waterfall..(I don't ask anything of anyone that I either haven't done, or won't do myself) that made the b-day's party Saturday night a little tough..muscle wise. BUT..as I said to one of the guests, a few really good, total body - muscle clenching/releasing orgasms would help a lot..and dammed if they didn't give it their best shots..hehehe. Work'd well enough that I got my lil dark boy to a plane he'd not been at before..his first time with His legs up high, and that ass totally exposed for my little pocket rocket's fun..lol.  Now he may have a new use, besides helping hands and a willing ride on toy..lol
Then I got to put on the new strap on..and give m his birthday ride..oh yeah..a real veteran to anal pleasures, is m.. just this was his first time bottoming to Me..doubtfull it will be his last..hehehe.
Not the way he was moaning and moving about, so much so that I had to lay fully on his back to keep him more still..lol. There he was, just drippin all over under Me, luvvin life, as right next to us, others were endeavoring to meet our goal of 44 high energy orgasms to our Lady b-day celebrant, one for each year of hers :)
3/26/2009 7:53:23 PM
I am off to bed, I have a headache that won't quit, too little real rest and a damn commode that seems to never stop running..anyone see that Kirsti Ally movie, about the yuppie couple with all the houseguests? Jiggle The Handle!!!!

3/23/2009 5:17:21 PM
Whoo hooo!
I just found out that a wonderful sub/sub couple is coming down this way next month, for a bi / poly friends' birthday party! I LOVE playing with this couple, they are both so giving, so gentle, so...willing! lol..for my evil little things..:D
3/22/2009 12:26:36 PM
Time Flies, and no real rest for the wicked :)
I've had a lot of 'fun' over the past week, both at my parties, and the private meet/scene on Weds.
I was all set to step out for a bit last night, and Karma came calling. I can only surmise it was in response to my very bad/ugly thoughts and words about 1 guest at Tues's party, who just, literally, totally fucked up my flooring in the playroom. If that was how he treats somene else's property..then may I Never have to step foot in his..I would be scared for my health.
Anyways..I'm on my way out, and my client who's disabled (the 'real' job) slips on the porch coming home from a charity dinner and landed flat on his ass and back. Not a good thing..as his back and legs are what has disabled him. OK..so I stayed home last night.
So I'm thinking, I've only got 'set' plans for Weds, Fri morning, and Saturday night this week..Perhaps try another meeting time, open call..those who just like to get together, share chat over coffee or such..
3/18/2009 1:02:28 PM
Yes, but I unplugged it and packed it away. I don't need one to view my subs performing for me, and if anyone does not believe I am really a woman, I tell them to 1, stop and think, would a guy REALLY use pics like mine to steal, when there are so many other beautiful, yet thin and younger, Dominant Women out there. and 2, I have no problem using my phone to verify who I am.
If that's not enough, tough shit for them..they are unworthy of My time and energies. :)

Ms T
3/18/2009 1:02:13 PM
Someone ask'd me today, again, if I have a web cam. This brought to mind a recently viewed profile, that honestly sounded very bitter. This was my answer to that mail, and is indeed what I send out to those who contact me, demanding a camera.
"
3/13/2009 5:56:38 PM
So you have him down, hands still behind his head, and all extendable parts,

extended :) You reach over and hold nice n tight to his shaft, allowing the tips of

your nails to dig in slightly, while using the other hand/nails to 'plump up' his

nipples, which you know are starting to smart, having the clothes pins attached

just off to the side of them.
So you look down and.. yes.. that's just what you need.. MORE Pins!
Carefully placing them, one on the right side of the sak, then one on the left, and

don't forget the middle.. mmmm yes.. visually good for you :)
Now.. hmmmm how to make the sak a little tighter, to pull them nicely..
Ahhh, here it is.. the crop :)
Tap, tap, tap..on the thigh, on the base, and the shaft..not hard,  just firmly, not

on the head, oh no..not yet.. 
3/9/2009 8:40:57 PM
Is there a much better way to start the week off, than with a visiting and wiling 'victim'? :)
You meet over a nice lunch time, no pressure atmosphere, you can feel there is enough interest and connection to go further. So you arrange to meet later on, someplace more private.
So there you are, checking your things, such as a trio of crops, wooden clothes pins, metal cock ring, vice grip, steel finger caser with the wickedly curved elongated tip, paddle...the lights are low, the heater is on and warming up the area (cause it was chilly out and there's no insulation in the playroom yet). You hear something over the constant drone of the fwy close by, it's him, a few minutes early.:)
You instruct him to remove his clothes, knowing that You are remaining dressed. Down on all fours for inspection, then instruct him to slip on the cold metal ring all the way to the base, as you don't want him going down...yet. He lays on the mattress at your feet, hands tucked behind his head, legs splayed wide, for your perusal.
You gather aforementioned instruments, and place them along side him. Taking crop in hand, you use the tip to lightly tap up and down his still full shaft, head down to his sak, then back up..all the way to see his reaction to having his nipples tapped. MMMM..that first inhalation sounds good.
Few words are spoken, they aren't really needed.
3/2/2009 1:36:05 PM
It has become apparent to me these past few days, that I need to replace my Playroom server. Someone to be responsible for cleaning up, emptying trash, washing what needs washing, making sure all toys and supplies are in good condition and stocked.
Someone who can be available often.  I wonder if there are any possibilities out here?

2/20/2009 2:40:57 PM
Thank you for the well wishes.. I am feeling Much better now. So good, in fact, that I am up to meeting some Lifestyle friends, and a prospective sub or 2, this evening. Watch out Pauls..here we come! lol.

2/18/2009 8:49:59 AM
Well, the rain and winds have certainly kept us busy. My apologies to those who were waiting to hear back from me. After returning home, I caught a very nasty cold and have been fighting it off. 
2/2/2009 8:21:15 PM
Ok.. so.. I'm home and..update from the last entry..:( he sunk...
His work kept him busy all weekend apperantly.
So..now it's back to work and reality here. I did have a lot of time to think this past weekend. Hopefully one day fairly soon, one who'll stick and fit well, will arrive.
1/26/2009 8:43:56 PM
Time is getting closer to head out to Las Vegas...woo hoo!
One brave soul is ready to test the waters and we shall see just how well he can swim for me!

1/21/2009 10:01:56 AM
It's getting time for a break! So much drama and stress lately..I've about had enough!
So keeping that in mind..I am heading out East some..going to go to Sin City of the west, Las Vegas, Baby! for Superbowl weekend..That's right..they better watch out..I am coming to town at the end of January!
I am so in the mood to cut loose, cut cane and free the mind,body, and soul for some refreshing fun!

1/9/2009 2:56:11 PM
Some of you have been asking..so here's the low down.
The playroom is temporarily out of service, as it's filled with stuff moved from inside the house, before it got water damaged after the fire.
I have temporarily relocated close enough to get back there to feed the animals, and move things about slowly to have my space back to me.
I am also back online, as you are reading this now..lol..but not as much as before (this caring for 2 homes is such a pain in the gas tank and free time!lol)
So that's where things are right now. Slowly settling back down. TMD lately..builds quite a need for 'release'!

12/25/2008 12:40:27 PM
Happy Christmas to All, May the New Year Bring Many Blessings to All People, the World Over.

12/9/2008 9:49:10 PM
I guess you can say life about me is hot and stays hot..I just wish it was not quite so heated..I will be mostly offline until the 2nd story is rebuilt on the house and it's livable again. What a month..OY! I am going to check in when I can..and hopefully find some butts to spank out my frustrations on :) 
12/5/2008 5:16:11 PM
I have some energy I really need to burn off tonight..so I'm thinking of checking out some old stomping grounds, ala adult vid booths..out in the city of Industry and possibly Whittier..am meeting up with 2 bi guy friends..who knows what trouble we'll get in, seeing as how one of them is Very submissive in nature and really LUVS a nice strong woman telling him to take it ALL..hehehe..
I'm thinking tomorrow, meeting some kinky friends of mine up at "LA's #1 Transgender Nightclub" at the Oxwood Inn on Oxnard Street in Van Nuys. I need some more fun right now :)

12/3/2008 8:43:16 PM
Today was a Very good pre birthday!
One of the new to me submissives I met at last week's Open Call and I went shopping at Torrid's, after ensuring that he was indeed wearing his lace panties and thigh high hose.
We browse, settling on their black bustier with the red satin piping and red bows on the garters, black frilled cheekies, and a sheer short black overskirt with feathers on the hem. To finish, fishnet stocking with black bows on the backs, and a new pair of black shoes with a pretty sissy'd flower on the toe!
Then came back here to my Playroom and made him give me a fashion show, show me Just how much a sissy he felt, dressed up like a little goth doll..lol. I just had to..got me some nice almost revirginized asspussy with my strap on..eased it on in..then pounded him good n hard! Kept it up until *I* had Myself a very nice rolling orgasm and goy my panties all wet. Then I sat down above him and made him clean me up..while allowing him to stroke himself as I diddled his now supersensitized ass. :)
Only got better as later on..the family took me out to Johnny Rebs for dinner..mmm
11/22/2008 1:04:31 PM
Tonight's the night! Coffee & Dessert?
Friday, Nov. 28th, from 8 - 10 pm
Spires Resaurant, 22327 Wilmington Ave, Carson, Ca. 90745
Safe, no pressure, meet n chat, Street clothes please! it is a family place.
This is open to all in an Altenative Lifestyle, not only just BDSM

11/21/2008 3:11:50 PM
It's kinda funny, how some send multiple emails, even to getting upset at no answers, when they have you blocked to reply..lol.

11/19/2008 8:56:00 AM
Wow, hard to believe it's already almost time for my birthday again..where did the past year go??? It flew by so fast, I've been so busy and having such fun!
Perhaps Fate this year will bring me a special present, the one to whom will compliment My life as well as theirs. The one who will stay loyal and true, share emotions as well as the D/s dynamic, for more than a few months time. :)

11/17/2008 8:54:51 AM
First of all..my heart and prayers go out to all the victims of the So Cal fires!
It's been a hell of a weekend here..with Los Angeles almost surrounded by the flames from Hell (appropo as it may be). But still, the fund raising auction went on. So off some of us brave and hearty souls went. :)
I myself won bids on 2 slaves for the evening! One foot/tickle fetishist, and one pain fetishist..a good mix! lol
So I put the foot fetishist to work on the feet of one of the ladies who'd been helping before and during the auction, while I waited for a post to open. Then I used first, my hands, then a very nice, tho borrowed, flogger, followed by my heart crop, and finishing off with my hands again, to administer 75 spankings, intermixed with some nipple play, and my nails..hehe..yes, I sent him back to his Mistress, covered with nice long red striping from the nails, and  a nicely glowing backside.
This was followed by finding a couch and relaxing while having my boots removed, then my stockings, and a good 30 minute foot worshipping session..he so loved it every time I flexed my long toes or used them to grab some part of him..lol.
After this, I dragged him into the dungeon's medical play room, layed him up on the table after admonishing him to keep his briefs on..just in case he 'lost it'..lol. and set about a nice long tickling session..his laughter was ringing out everywhere..just as his lil stiffy was trying to come out to play. I found he was especially sensitive in the groin area, so naturally I drove him higer by deliberately Not touching 'that'..lol..just all around it..then dropping down to his thigh muscles and feet.
I'd say it was a very satisfying evening for all who made it, despite the one fire burning not too far away.

11/13/2008 4:44:22 PM
Another triathalon of kinky (for vanilla's,lol) parties down. :)
5+6+7 wonderfully giving men, and 2 wonderfully slutty ladies ='s 3 parties of FunFunFun.
My poor fingers certainly got a work out, I must have done at least 6 prostate massagings, good thing I buy my latex gloves by the box..lol.
There are a few men who stand out, so eager to volunteer for some cock & ball torture, lovving the stretching of their saks so tautly. My nails digging in and dragging down over them, then raking back up to scratch over their heads..:) Oh yes..there was indeed some shaking bodies going on.
*insert my evil giggle here*
11/10/2008 8:19:19 PM
Off for sweetened condensed milk!
Can't have coconut macaroons without that..lol.


11/7/2008 12:22:35 PM
So Next weekend, the 15th..is a local slave auction, raising foods and donations for local charities..I am looking forward to attending. Perhaps a little public play, but also getting to meet new people and who knows, make some new connections.

11/6/2008 7:03:48 PM
Wow.. would I love to see TransSiberianOrchestra concert this year..
I guess I should watch TV more, then I'd have known sooner they were coming..lol.
11/4/2008 8:57:02 AM
Is it so very bad, to enjoy the knowledge that One does not only deserve to be worshipped, but allow oneself to enjoy it also?
To want said worshipping in reality?
Apparently so, according to some haters in the lifestyle. :) I wonder if they know how they and their small minds are laughed at, to get rude and mean, simply because One in ten don't fit their fantasies or perception of what a Domme 'should' be? lol..so sad for them. It's too bad they don't have all that negativity returned, by Dominants who 'let loose' on them for not fitting the Dominant's view of what a sub or slave 'should' be.
11/2/2008 3:05:53 PM
An absolutely lovely weekend, bringing in the Samhain in style! :)
For the Celts, it's a new year, as well as the new season, perhaps this one, those we are searching for will be found.
Many Blessings to all
10/25/2008 1:26:56 PM
It's the weekend :) Getting the front yard Holloween scene set up today...am working on the 'nice' chamber of treats..lol..Imagine, stone walls, black top, black light, skull fogger or weird eyes glowing down on ya..in the background, the sounds from Resident Evil.

10/23/2008 10:58:07 AM
Ahh Yes, don't cha just love being out in the sunshine, swinging a hammer and wiping the sweat out of your eyes??
After completing half of the enclosure surrounding the cage, I decided I did not like the way it was trying to lay, which was full of gaps and wriggles..so..I took it all down and am starting over, this time, giving it a longer, leaner look and laying it from top to bottom, rather than from corner to corner.
Such Fun.. oh yes.

I belong to a BDSM group on another site, and there has been an ongoing 'discussion' about the political scene here in the US..in the last few weeks..I have been Appalled!! at the degeneration of the boards there. Tops And Bottoms, Doms / subs.. all taking personal offense and launching personal attacks at each other's posts. The total lack of respect that someone might have the right to have a different political opinion than their own..mud slinging at it's best..
Then these same slingers Take Offense!! can you believe this?? at another posting a BDSM related thread..Like..How Dare They?? what do they think this is..a flipping BDSM discussion group?? and so they turn and attack this poor slave of the groups' owner, even After She posts that She thought it was a good idea.
This is who we have here, and if our own citizens cannot even respect one another in a basic humanity way..I truly don't see how they can expect Anyone to take them seriously outside of their own fantasy world.
Just had to get that off my chest..twas weighing down the pillows..lol.
10/16/2008 2:13:55 PM
Now I don't make fun of someone, for how they talk, in English, online. I do realize that for many now days, even if it is their first language, do not have more than middle grade grammatical skills, that's OK..we all do the best we can, and better all our skills if it concerns us.
But..this mail today..just made me laugh literally out loud..from someone who wants me to message him on YIM..
This is what he writes..
"message me on yahoo, i'm XXXXX..to be insulted"

That presents, to Me...that I should message him so he can insult Me???? Why in hell would someone, more into Giving humiliation than tolerating it...Do That???
lol.

As I always say..in this world, not just this part of the Lifestyle...it certainly takes ALL kinds.. best of luck to him...I certainly am not wasting any more time there..lol.

10/14/2008 7:42:36 PM
Doing the Happy Dance..got the framing all done  on the cage today, all the bracing in, the only thing left to do now is attach the outer meshing..:)
I am still soo looking forward to Friday..all the 'freaks' are coming out to play in the dark! woo hoo!

10/13/2008 2:08:29 PM
Things are in high gear for my special "Dark Room " party this coming Friday night. All manner of folks and frivolities, paddles n hands..all in the dark! hehehe..
After that..oh what did I get myself into..lol. All Hollows Eve party, with horror flicks running on the big screen, screams and moans from the guests..Blood Punch, Bloody Mary's, Zombies...just have to wait and see who ends up standing in the cage of punishment...:)


10/6/2008 7:09:05 PM
I need a caramel macchiato, and a man who's good with a sander and paints. :)
I won't be on much these next few days, it's time for my monthly kinky parties..woo hoo! and an upcomming dark room party to break in the new door with g/h in the Playroom..time to decide who's more in need to be tied down on the other side, waiting to service my friends..lol!
9/28/2008 7:52:06 PM
I am soo tired! :) I'm off to bed and 10 hrs sleep, straight through!
steve, brian and law...so sad, you lose..have a nice rich fantasy life here online.
I'm only interested in those who are for real.

May your dreams be filled with teasing tortures  and no possible release.


9/27/2008 4:08:51 PM

It was a nice enough drive down..make it with only a few chugs of the engine :)
I'm not going into too much details about last night..let's just say that no, I did not spend it alone..lol..although I Was alone on the bed..hehehe
It's lovely down here in San Diego today...my Lady friend asked about giving her a few more hours of training..I do so hope her hubby, my ex-sub..is up for it..hehehe.

9/26/2008 11:02:50 AM
My bags are pack'd up and I'm ready to go :) I'll be seeing those who I see, when down there..hopefully I'll have a good memory or two to share here..for those of you too far away , or who've not got the balls to bring em to me, yet..lol.

9/23/2008 12:11:32 PM
Tonight, 9-23..Starbucks by the Carson Ikea..Me having a Caramel Macchiato, about 8 pm..you.? meeting me :)

Ok, those I've talked to about meeting Me down in San Diego this coming weekend..you all need to send Me your number or a contact..ASAP. Otherwise, I will have to assume you are only playing out a fantasy and wasting My time.


9/14/2008 6:59:10 PM
What a fun weekend :) I do so love being spoiled..lol.
Friday early afternoon, I get to give the sucker treatment to a certain dragun..he's got a sweet tooth for caramel's and I found a bag of caramel tootsie pop suckers...so being the nice Lady I am, I slip a few into my pocket, unwrap one and slip it into my pussy..then 'let' him search it out...of course, he couldn't use his hands..lol.oh no..then, hygenic cleanliness in mind..I had to have him make sure there was nothing left inside..(we ladies do need care when dealing with sugar n pussies)
Forward to later than evening, my lii brown sweety comes over for a double feature of the Mummy on the big screen, then in for a bit more fun..2 am and he is on his knee's, buried tongue deep, checking to make sure the dragun didn't miss any caramel. :) 3 am and having been up 21 hrs now..he let himself out, locking the door behind him.
7:15, missed my alarm at 6..lol..and I realise I should have been pulling into the construction site, 40 miles off..to pick up some offered wood..both kinds..lol...So I'm escorted in to the mobile site office, there is a table all laid out nicely for me, and the blueprints..lol. 30 minutes later, and more numerous orgasms..I have lost count over the past 18 hrs..I say 'Enough'..allowing him to help me down, I sit in the chair he's now vacated, motion him up..no no..leave the pants on..just slip 'my' cock out, if there's a stain..well.. oh well..:)
I wrap my fingers around the nice thick stalk..milking it slowly, feeling it throb and jump. He's already thrashing about, ready to blow and holding it back hard..so I pinch the head, reminding him that he doesn't cum until and If I say so. With all the online chat between our last meeting and this..and with him being so good..I 'treated' him, rewarded him..with a little tongue action. Used the bottom of my tongue to wet the head, over and around. Less than 5 swipes, and he's begging hard..unable to help those shallow upthrusts of his hips..so I told him...Cum for Me, Now! and he shot..hot and hard and fast..I tried catching it in my hand, to feed him, but..*sigh* I did miss about half of it..which ended up spattering his jeans on the thighs..heheheh..
So I sat and enjoyed my cigarettes while he loaded up my van with many 2x4's and some 2x6's, to be used in the framing of the continuing upgrading of the Playroom. :)
So last night's movie night, while we were enjoying the original Gone in 60 Seconds, running on the 4 hrs sleep, on top of spending many of the hours between the contruction site and movie nights in the sun, helping at a child's luau b-day  party, was too much for even My stamina. I called the night and sent home the guests. It's ok tho..I'll be seeing them again, at this Weds's party..lol.
9/11/2008 10:20:23 AM
I Will be down in San Diego, on Friday, Sept. 26th, 08..I have a room booked and am Now taking appts IF you truly wish to meet. I am Not available Saturday night, as I will be spending that night with friends down there, getting all the pleasures possible in our warped n twisted lil minds' imaginations..lol
Yes, I will indeed have my travel bags with me, which hold my 'tools', floggers, clamps,crops,strap on and attachments, rops and restraints.
Who Dares to meet? :) Or..just recommend a decent place to eat there..
9/10/2008 10:14:43 AM
Gone Sailing today..Have a wonderful day..and if you see a bunch of naked ladies sunning out on the sea's..give us a toot on the horn! hehe

9/8/2008 1:34:13 PM
They allowed the one pic :) It was a wonderful thing..5 brave asses stepped up and got cropped/flogged/spanked.. the lady is going to her concert and all is well! :)
Figures tho, that this POS PC has problems when I get the pictures uploaded..lol. Ah well, what does one expect from something 7 yrs old and with the work load I demand from it. :) hehehe
This past weekend was a sweet relaxing one, at least Saturday night..had a good laugh from watching Exit to Eden, while enjoying the attentions from one nice male, who so obligingly worshipped My breasts and Pleasure Flower during the movie, while he kept rocking his nice hard cock on My thigh or hip. LOL..Haven't seen clothes fly so fast as when I told him to strip and cover, then pleasure My flower. Thank goodness I didn't keep him working on That for more than 30 mins, or he might well have had a heart attack, he was shaking so hard when allowed to come in his condom..then spent the next 10 mins just trembling...lol!!
And what happened after that..perhaps next time..;)

8/29/2008 10:26:53 PM
Ok it is sooo on..this spanking a thon is going to be Some kinda FUN! With 3 ladies already lining up to get some pink cheeks, and at least 1 male stepping up to the paddle..with those coming to pay up to see them get it from Me or the guest Co-Domme. Oh yeah..this will be good.. I will try to add on a pic or two, if allowable, soon.
8/29/2008 3:38:16 PM
Definately going to be a Caramel Machiato night tonight! Starbux..here I come, about 8 pm..woo woo!
8/25/2008 3:05:13 PM
Wow..one little post gets so much response!
I have 1 lady who bubbly-licious ass can't wait to get spank'd! and my camera man helpers can't wait to shoot this..soo.. looking like we gonna be doing some spanking and filming this weekend! IF anyone is interested in helping me out on this endeavor, contact me! I'm only looking to raise enough to buy tickets for a lady dying from a brain tumor who wants to see this concert.
8/21/2008 6:03:34 PM
It's been a bit, again.. wow, when LIFE hits, it hits hard, doesn't it?
Let's play catch up..shall we?
Still having trouble getting a 4 gig video uploaded*sigh*, had a bad scare with a parent requiring an emergency bypass and roto-rooting of his Caratoid's, and the latest..a wonderful and close friend, who has an inoperable brain tumor, has asked for help in getting to see Madonna when she comes to So.Cal later this year. I was thinking, for such a cause..perhaps I can host a spank a thon? :)

8/8/2008 7:14:30 AM
And She's Outta Here for a Great weekend of camping and fun! Be good, be good at it, or just leave me a note detailing how bad you were and we'll see what fits when I get back .lol

8/5/2008 3:19:16 PM
I'm feeling the need for a Caramel Macchiato coming on..hehehe
7/26/2008 6:26:17 PM
It's Saturday night! and I have a new to me 45 inch TV..Big movie night!!! Woo hoo!

7/24/2008 6:28:20 AM
OHhhh the muscles! Damn I could use a trip to the Day spa!
How great is this...2 Dom's, 1 sub, at a bi party! :D You know someone got put through a bit of paces..lol.
How do you ride a bucking bronc? Sit squarely on his face and hang on tight when another works over his cock n balls, then adds in some prostate stimulation!
I have a feeling that it's going to take a few days for my party mattresses to dry out..lol.

7/22/2008 9:15:40 AM
Mmmm mmm  tonight, it's an all bi play party night in the Playroom..I better remind myself to get my 'travel bag' out of the van..never know when I may have to drag on the old strap on for a bad boy or two..or an adventurous girl..hehehe
7/19/2008 2:45:31 PM
After a short (2 day) relapse..am back to feeling better agian..so tonight :) Movie night!

7/14/2008 9:18:54 AM
Ok..so some may have seen on the news..OCSD came about 3 pm and shut it down..first time in 27 years! That sooo sucked..but..all was not lost..by taking the lonnng fucking way around (approx 8 miles) to get 2 blocks beyond where they closed off the street, we all got over to the hotel and chilled for a while, just continued our fun day there :)
I must again congratulate a dear friend/Domme..on her continuation of training of a released sub (they met, loved, and married) He was in TOP pleasure-ing form Saturday night! :) Sooo good!
Sadly, I only got to use my heart crop once this weekend..but..it's all right. I will just have to 'make it up' on the next ass I get down in front of me...(insert evil laugh here)

7/11/2008 1:13:31 PM
Looking for something FUN??  Tomorrow, July 12th, Moon Amtrak!! Down in Laguna Nigel, right by the Muggs Away Saloon..all day..all types of people, food, and Fun!
I'll be wandering about..mostly down at the end of the road..and yes..I Will have some whips n crops with me.. for those brave enough to bend over for me! LOL
7/9/2008 8:29:00 PM
Spontaneous foot massage in the grocery store parking lot!

Indeed, just this evening, yours truly had a complete stranger, after following me through my shopping and purchases, chatting with me, help carry out my bags, drop down in the parking lot, gently slip my foot from my sandal, and rubbed my feet, one at a time! :)

Now how can one such as Me say no to that?? lol

7/8/2008 6:40:22 PM
Jeez! How come it's so hard to just get the damn oil changed so I can get my smog test??  I HAVE all the needed stuff..

This coming Saturday should be a blast and a half..it's the Annual Freaky Vanilla-ish fun of Mooning Amtrak! Down in Laguna Nigel..I can't wait! I do so enjoy the looks and comments on my outfits..and whatever I decide to decorate my 'moon' ing side with this year..lolol!
7/4/2008 8:20:06 AM
A safe n sane 4th celebration to all Americans today!

7/2/2008 3:34:15 PM
MMMmmm Just tried these imported cigarettes, Dreamz..cherry jubiliee flavored they call it..I bet it would be lovely, for those with a smoking fetish..hehehehe

7/1/2008 9:51:39 PM
Woo Hoo! Got the lawn reseeded and hopefully will have a lovely new green lawn in a few weeks..no more sticker weeds catching on my stockings!

On a side note..Collarme peeps..Very Rarely am I impressed enough with a profile to initiate contact, although I do do my best to answer all emails, unless you come across as an asshole.:)

6/30/2008 11:06:27 PM
2 more weeks!! Come July 12th..down in Laguna Nigel, is the Annual Mooning of the Amtrak (and freight) trains! woo hoo..1 big all day par-tay!
I am again taking my paddles n floggers, and giving free spanks! :) Last year, one brave sub soul let me put him in collar, cuffs, chains, gag and mask, and walk him  half the long block..hehehe..he was soo humiliated! he almost wet his pants..it was Great!
If you're in the area, contact me and I'll give you the website with info..it's like a mini mardi gras! for all types of bodies and lifestyles.

6/30/2008 12:24:47 PM
I'm back home now..was a good trip..Wendy, hun..I'm sorry that things got so hectic for me..shoot me an email..as you saw..life gets in the way at times. :)

6/26/2008 8:41:16 AM
Leaving this afternoon for the San Jose area, doing the family thing, ya know? :) Great America Amusement Park, watch out..here we come! lol
I am saddened that one I've been chatting with on here, was supposed to meet Friday night up there, appearantly got called out to work..ah well..shit happens in life, right? That's why I always try to carry baby wipes to clean up with :)
I do think on the way home on Sunday..definately a stop in Santa Nella or Solvang for some famous, delicious..Anderson's Pea Soup and onion rolls..mmmm
6/25/2008 7:36:26 AM
Wow! Another suck-sess-filled party!
It really is wonderful, being in a group of people, all so wonderfully open and giving. It rejuvenates the soul.
6/24/2008 10:31:53 AM
So, tonight is my monthly all bi play party..all dressed up and on the OTC meds..lol..should be interesting at the very least!
I'm wondering if having a t-gurl tied up on the cross is the same as having a GG..guess I'll have to see if I can make us both wet..lol.
6/24/2008 10:31:39 AM
So, tonight is my monthly all bi play party..all dressed up and on the OTC meds..lol..should be interesting at the very least!
I'm wondering if having a t-gurl tied up on the cross is the same as having a GG..guess I'll have to see if I can make us both wet..lol.
6/20/2008 1:24:25 PM
Ahhh, There is nothing nicer than sipping a tall cool glass of sweet minty iced tea and taking a good break during the heat of the day. The only thing better, would be having a talented subbie sitting below and giving a nice massage to my feet :)
6/17/2008 5:52:47 AM
This has been nasty..getting sick on top of dealing with some of life's little 'hand outs'..but, I think I am recovering now..soon I may even be able to talk again.
My thanks to all those who mailed, asking if things were good, while I was offline.

6/6/2008 12:49:39 PM
*sighs*
Alone again....naturally.

5/29/2008 9:08:05 PM
I have been sooo busy getting my yard in shape for the summer..getting the waterfall feature finished up..only a few more bags of soil to tamp down and it'll be ready for the plants! :)  The walk way to the playroom is under reconstruction and will be done soon too..woo hoo!

5/24/2008 11:11:40 AM
Just learned today that the last of the 'adopted' grandma's passed away last night.She was the one who taught me how to prepare authentic Mexican dishes, and how to stand strong as the 'leader' of her home, by example. The first time she saw some of my handcuff jewelry, she touched it, looked at me, and laughed in approval. Told me to enjoy what was possible, as long as it was done with love in my heart. Such a lady! She is already sorely missed.

5/21/2008 7:45:24 AM
Ahhh today it's off to Glen Ivy Spa in Corona..a lovely few hours of simmering in the hot waters, enjoying the cleansing red mud, sipping Passion Fruit Iced Teas..followed by tonight's fun of warm oils, slippery hands, lots of bodies all rubbing each other down with massages..and going who knows where with that..makes one wonder, if one uses a warming oil to massage into the skin, then applies a short bit of leather with a medium amount of force behind it, will the oil warm back up even more? Or does one have to move up to the sports gel's for that effect?  (insert evil grin here)
5/11/2008 8:01:52 AM
A Happy Mother's Day, to all the Mother's and acting mothers here :) For me, it's off to Ren Fair, minus all the kids and other family! :) 
5/8/2008 6:38:05 PM
OK..doing the DIY thing for building a small retaining wall sucks..lol. Just thought I'd share that. Back to kinky perversions of straight thoughts.

5/6/2008 5:46:26 PM
Off to meet for a face to face and coffee. y'all have a wonderful evening.

5/5/2008 6:49:25 PM
Camping was Great! Big warm hugs to my J and Obdientgyrl, for the weekend :)

Next, it's Dom Con here in L.A.!


5/2/2008 7:34:18 AM
It's off to camping for the weekend..woo hoo!  See how much trouble it will be, chasing 3 young teen boys and keeping them outta trouble! Who's bright idea was this to take them camping for the birthday??? lolol

4/28/2008 5:38:47 AM
4/22 Con'd:
There he was, head resting at my knee's, cock leaking a steady line of pre cum to the floor, his breathing ragged. He looks up at me and asks if he may 'cum'. I tell him no, not until after "I" do.  I lay back on the day, instructing him to remove the dildo, and clean it off with the handy wipes, (for now, I'd take n toss it in the dishwasher afterwards.)
Then had him sit to the side next to me on the daybed. I could tell his ass was still throbbing by the look on his face as he sat. :)
I then instructed him that he had 5 minutes in which to (try) to bring me to orgasm, orally. No fingers, only allowed to use his mouth
He did try, I give him that. But I knew it was an impossible task, lol..enjoyable, but impossible. So after his 5 minutes, I pushed him off me, had him stay on  hands n knees, and got my 'easy' paddle. 5 swats for 5 mins and no orgasms. (remember, we discovered his ass is a Whimp!) lol..I alternated cheeks, then delivered the last one straight across both cheeks..hard enough to make sure he felt that all the way down to his asshole..lol. Then I lay back down, on the other side of the daybed, and handed him my Magic Wand, telling him to use this, properly, and then he may get to get off.
He was not too familiar with this, but, did do an admirable job of listening and watching..learning how you don't need to attack a woman's clit, that there are many different ways of bringing her pleasure there.:)  I let myself have my orgasm..then had him clean me up, while I sat up afterwards, and watched him stroke himself. He begs so nicely, after less than 10 strokes, to please cum..so I ran a fingernail over his ballsak, testing how tightly drawn he was..oh yes, he was indeed more than ready..I was impressed that he was able to hold it that long..so I told him 'Shoot for me, show me how much you love me right now'.  Boy did he! Covered his belly and then some! hehhehhe
After the 'scene' was over, all was calmed down and cleaned up..his hug was wonderful..he got to experience something great, he says,..and had never had that kind of intensity. I walked him out and smiled to myself..thinking , now he'll be a more open Dom to his subs, being able to put himself in their place, in a better way than before. :)

4/27/2008 11:23:23 AM
So last night was our first official members only party for my website's members..and it was a Blast..Many wonderful hugs to my babygyrl, for all your help with the foods, and guests..and for not kicking in your sleep or stealing the blankets..lol. But we do need to work on getting you to relax easier..:(
I do hope you keep in mind that easy corrections I had to administer..I didn't see it this morning for sure, but I think you had one crop line low down, to help you remember.
We'll have to get that new Domme in Training back so she can get some learning in :) before she gets her SO on my cross..lol.

4/22/2008 9:26:23 AM
Last night was fun..hehehe.. we discovered that he's got about No tolerance for being spanked, not even ten swats in, with my Hand! and he's moaning and kicking. Although, admittedly, it could have been that having his hands bound behind his back, kneeling on the daybed, face planted into the cushions, could have had something to do with that..hehehe..
We started off with teaching him the proper position to 'rest' in, at Mistress's feet, then I had him apply my lotion that my babygyrl got for me. First to my legs, where he got a slap for impertinance in touching my lips without permission, then I had him do my arms and shoulders, I think he had some trouble concentrating when I started pinching and rolling his nipples, as he earned another slap for rubbing it in too hard. :)
That's when I had him bend over the daybed, and bound his hands behind his back :) Then I had him stand up and dropped his boxer briefs (it was chilly last night so I was nice) just enough to get to his cock n balls, which I proceeded to wrap nice n tightly with my thinnish black rope, in a figure 8 pattern, finishing with wrapping his now hard cock from base to just below the helmet. He dripped on my hand! so naturally, that got another swat. hehehe. After that, is when I kneeled him on the daybed for some warm ups..:) After his little kicking episode, I slipped on the latex glove, added a dash of AnalEaze (he was a very nervous virgin after all) and some KY copy..Mine was the first finger in his ass, for pleasure and not an exam.lol.
One finger, then 2..while still giving swats and reaching about to tweak his nipples to keep him going..yes, he was enjoying this..as was I :D
After he quit trying to break my fingers, lol..I added more AE and lube, then slipped my 'de-virginizer' right into that ass as I slipped my fingers out..Oh yeah, he could tell the difference, but didn't call out his safe word..
After holding it still for a moment, only about 2 "s in..I had him take a deep breath, then release it slowly as I slid the rest of it into him..then gave him another minute to adjust..while playing with his nipples again..After he'd adjusted, I worked it slowly in and out of him..before untying his hands and having him roll over onto his side, then sit up, forcing the dildo fully into himself. I just let him sit for a few minutes, and knew he was hooked, when he started rocking slightly, side to side! LOL! I had him worship my breasts as he rocked, had to correct his suction stregnth a few times..remind him that he was Not the Dom now, lol..then I had him stand up and I do believe he saw stars as I grabbed ahold of the base of the dildo sticking out of his ass, and started moving it . In n out, up n down, circles..I gave it all to him..hehehe.. When his knee's started to buckle, it was time..one hand pinching hard on his nipple, the other on in my teeth, I shoved hard, as deep as it would go, then pulled it out...that did it, he was on the floor at my feet! heheheh

more to come later, time to get my stuff ready for tonights bi party! Have a good one.
4/21/2008 8:00:17 PM
Offline tonite :) Am filling a Dom's desire to see the 'other side' of D.s (bwaa hahaha)

4/20/2008 12:00:43 PM
The van needs cleaning! It smells funny..lol. Guess I should stop allowing certain acts to be completed in there. ;) 
4/17/2008 6:20:24 AM
Each day, better n better. :) I'll be back on track in no time! 
4/16/2008 11:38:45 AM
I'm moving, albeit slowly, today..damn but does this put a cramp in the plans..lol.
I have to be fully recovered, having 3 parties scheduled for next week...oy..lots of work for just Me n babygyrl. Maybe one day, one of the local boys and I will mesh right and I can expand the little family. :)
4/15/2008 11:43:26 AM
Just so y'all know..I may be mostly offline the next few days..had a dryer fall on me :(

4/14/2008 1:00:54 PM
Well, Saturday was fun, got a lot of yard work/prep done for the fountain, went to Sanctuary Saturday night, while babygyrl recovered from her day at the beach with her friend :) It was nice meeting you, christina.
At Sanctuary, I got to see some very interesting and coveted dungeon items.lol..one bondage stool that is Perfect for CBT, as I got to try out on a cute little sissy boy there, all dressed in his pink n black sissy training bra and matching sissy skirt.
He was bound down and couldn't move away from my dragging nails, pinches, prods, or the crop. I think, tho, he enjoyed the fur flogger a little too much..lol.
Sunday was just exhausting..I got a little sunburned on the shoulders, tweaked a few muscles while doing shit I admittedly shouldn't have tried moving, but when it needs doing and you're the only one about to do it..shit happens. As I say, I rarely ask a submissive to do something I haven't or can't do myself. Just how I am. So still recovering today, perhaps all the swellings will go down by tomorrow.
4/12/2008 11:12:16 AM
It's a Beautiful Spring Day here in Sunny So Cal! I'm outside working and getting my Vitamin D..wondering who, if any, are coming over to help or keep company..Plans are to go check out Mistress Cyan's Sanctuary later tonight..perhaps get some beatings on ! Damn, that means if I do, I'm going to be getting WET! Lol
4/10/2008 1:45:49 PM
So who's up for coffee n a face to face chat? I'm up for a Caramel Macchiato later,(bout 8 pm) at the Starbucks right across from the Carson Ikea :)

4/7/2008 5:46:04 PM
So, what I/we are looking for now is this, at least 2 males, preferably bi, cross dressing is fine, just stay out of My lingerie! lol..to round us out. I am not looking for one to one onlies, I am not looking for married men hiding, I am looking for 2 who are comfortable in their submissive natures, who are healthy enough and fit enough for some chores, who understand that it's Not all about them and what they 'offer' to 'let' Me do to them. Who can handle the fact that they will have a sister who's lesbian.
I am on my last pushes to get the Playroom ready for it's big party on the 26th..:) I think I may need more ropes tho..lol.
4/3/2008 2:22:32 PM
:( My poor babygyrl's not feeling good..all achy and down..and it wasn't Me..lol. Some soup should help her get to rights.

3/31/2008 11:58:17 AM
Already working on later Aprils' fun times for my parties..going to the Valley this time..woo hoo!
Sure hopefull that Tues night's party is as fun as the past ones have been, I know Weds bangs will be great!
As for this past weekend..it was so nice having my babygirl there with me, such a helpful pet she is :) Luvved the new lotion she found for me, and that she rubbed it in all over after my shower. I smelled so good and felt great. Thank you, baby gurl..

3/26/2008 5:23:05 PM
Plans are, for right now, this weekend, going to Paul's in Orange on Friday night..shoot some pool, have some fun..
Saturday is another birthday party for a friend, she's 43 like me :) Definately going to bring my strap toys, cause I learned my lesson about asking males on here if they want to service and have fun..

3/21/2008 9:09:02 AM
Oh Kay, so this weekend will be devoted to rehanging all the wall coverings..anyone feel like helping, holding the ladder, (I know, you'll sneak peeks up my skirt..lol)

OOoo..looks like we might be breaking things in, again..tomorrow night..hehe.. I can just see my babygyrl, tied down and after being given a nice red arse, and boobies, having to watch Mistress being pleasured with a nice boytoy, right over her head...mmmmmm
Then perhaps we can bend her over, and double team..I can fuck her with my strap on while enjoying his services to Me :) I'm shivering just thinking about this!
3/19/2008 9:33:22 AM
So I've been keeping busy, rebuilding my playroom. I now have twice the space as before! Woo hoo! So not only good open spaces for beatings and other fun playtimes, but also for relaxing and satisfying those Voyouristic/Exhibitionistic tendancies.

3/16/2008 3:00:43 PM
There is something you subs, especially you supposed male/men, submissives and slaves, Really Need To Understand. Do Not think that just because I am for real, am not a Pro-Domme, and because I have my own playroom, that you can contact me at the last minute to 'offer' your asses to be beaten or other such 'offerings'. I Am Not Here For YOUR Pleasures, You are Here for MINE. That the two should coincide pleasuarbly, or at least rewardingly, is a side benefit. It is extrememly Rare that I have the time free, and the energy up, at the same time, to allow you to rush over and 'be' with me. ESPECIALLY if you could not even find the time with mine, to schedule a first meeting over coffee or such! My home, like my body and mind, are sacred and Not Your Playgrounds. If you think they are..then you should rethink your 'nature' as you are a do me, not a submissive, and I have No Time/Patience or Energy to put up with Do Me's...They are only good for 1 time to whip my frustrations out on a willing ass and send that ass on home with your own frustration levels built up.

3/15/2008 2:37:31 PM
Got the floor down, the frame is next :) woo hoo!

3/14/2008 7:25:53 AM
Wow! What a past 2 days! Party, fuck, party, clean, party, wonderful times! hehehe..I got to use my nails on some great skins...hehehe..I know, no marks, for one of the ladies, but that Slut dragged onto her ass skin sure lasted the 4 hours..hehehe..and watching her pleasure Miss B, with the Hitachi and that huge dildo..omg! :)
Seeing my TV lady Tues night, playing with her while she was orally pleasuring our great TV admirer..hehehe..love it when they don't know if they are coming or going!

Now getting things set for our work party here Saturday afternoon..getting the flooring down so we can get the framework up on the expansion for the playroom..mmm..some work, some bbq, and later, some breaking it in! :) Who's willing to help? ;) lol..more hands makes the work lighter, and the fun heavier!

3/10/2008 3:57:57 PM
I had a lovely weekend. Spent time with family, and spent time with my lovely babygyrl. Never again, those booths at Outback..ugg..the food was decent, the company lovely, and the exchange afterwards :)  Now to find out if she's been practicing her task with the egg..hehehhe

Tomorrow and Weds are going to be filled with luscious hot pussies, hard cocks, and fun open attitudes! Woo hoo! Can't hardly wait!

3/5/2008 11:32:08 AM
Just a working away on pictures for the site :) So many lovely bbw's, and lovers..doing this all day, no wonder I stay wet n horny..lol

Update* Well,..looks to be a small party on Tues, for the bisexuals..normally I've filled most of the open list spots by now..but that could be good..more time to spend teasing and tormenting with my toys..hehehe

3/5/2008 7:44:37 AM
Just enjoying life right now.  I have a new leather dress coming, many thanks to one of the ladies here for turning me onto that new site :) My jasmine is blooming out front, so I can make some new fresh lotions for me and mine..I am already in midst of plans for next weeks mid week parties..bi and swing..woo hoo!
Upcoming plans include a trip north to SF to the Power Exchange in April, then camping in the Malibu hills in May, June, back north with family to this Great America Amusement park(?), July is the annual Amtrak Mooning, hehehe..
and in between all this.. parties with groups and private times with individuals :)
3/2/2008 7:37:06 AM
Feb 29th was special, in more ways than 1. Yes, I hosted one of my parties, and yes, it was the first 'larger' one that my babygyrl attended me at. Before the party though, I had a surprise planned for her. I presented her with a silver collar and asked if she accepted me. :D Indeed she did!. Now she is mine to hold and cherish as well as we are testing her limits :)
While S n J from the last bi party did not make it..it was ok, as another lady with a moist delicious booty was more than willing to present for floggings during the party..hehe. It got her going, as after I got her so nice n cherry red, she disappeared in the bedroom under a pile of our male guests..hehehe..all that could be seen was an occasional foot flailing and her moans as answers to my checking that all was well. From the amount of condoms in the trash..the men followed the rules well. :)
The end of the night, after my babygyrl and helper Jon had crashed, one lil boytoy was still hopefull of some 'private time' with Ms..he got it, but not how he'd hoped..lol. I allowed him to sit on the edge of the coffee table, and stroke himself while watching me, naked and laying on the couch I'd draped in my black sateen sheets, playing with my puffy pussy lips. I'd call him over and let him have a small taste of a nipple, then back off to watch some more, then I allowed him only to smell, no tasting, my well licked puss. He was close, his breathing fast, his hand getting jerky, when he begged so nicely to suck my toes..so I let him;) He very shyly told me of his spitting fetish..so I had him stroking while laying his head by my belly, and spit into his mouth a few times..that did it.. he couldn't hold on much longer.I told him he had only 2 minutes to spill, or I was sending him home still hard. He did it :) His issue was not much, but not bad, for one who'd been working hard for 5 hours bringing pleasure to at least 3 of the ladies there. :) Then I sent him off home, cuddled up on the couch, the beds were uncomfortable for me, and napped for a few hours before getting up and getting the rest of the stuff packed up to head home.
2/25/2008 10:07:19 AM
As some of you have mentioned, I've not 'reviewed' the bi party from the 15th..so here you go!
Dawn n I arived early, to help set up. Shortly after, the others got there. There were 8 men, 4 ladies and 2 TV's. One of the ladies was lactating as well as had started her T.O.M., so her participation was limited.
Big D, my tall toy, arrived and was in fine tongue form. Licking and enjoying not only the ladies, but also the other men.
What stands out from the night is this..not in chronological order, but saving the best, for me, for last.
In the corner of the opposite bed from me, were the 2 tv's, Jer, one of their dates, and Mica, seeing Ms S sucking on Mica's lovely dick, with Gina going down on Ms S, while Mica pay homage to Ms S's sensitive nipples, then Jer steps up behind Gina, his hard dick already wrapped and lubed, slides on home. Everyone of us watching all sighed at their mutual moans. Mica scooted down for a few minutes and took Gina orally. It was Sweet!
Another that stands out was at the end of the evening, Big D had been such a good boy, but was struggling some to achieve orgasm. So we layed his big o body across the bed, and while I used my tongue and hands on his dick, I also had my finger deeply up his ass, massaging his prostate. He just needed a lil more ..so I called Mica, who'd been sitting close watching, to come stick his hard again dick down Big D's throat, and I grabbed his hand and had him stroke himself . It took us a good 10 mins of double filling him, but finally :) I do so enjoy watching my boys cum.
The best for me, was that S n J, from the Oct party, were there. S so loves seeing J get his ass whipped by me, and that night, I used my wide, holey belt with the metal studs round the holes. All over his ass, welted and a few small skin tears, as asked for, I'm not sure which of us got wetter, S or I :) To top it off, as I rubbed my hand on his back, making sure he was still good, the other hand was rubbing a nice slice of lemon (lifted from the shrimp ring) all over his ass. hehehhe..yes, he certainly felt that for a few days!
2/21/2008 6:52:43 PM
OK, it's been a few days..and I've been asked to 'remember' the last solo scene with my lil pet in my 2nd pic here..so here goes..
He came over that evening, the one to show of those  I put the call to..so naturally I had a reward for him, After we took many pictures of Me..lol. He got another... taste..of my tongue's talents..but not too much..as I had other plans for that WE young man..I allowed him to have some pics taken, his nice dark n shaved head, framed nicely tween my very white thighs..hehe.. The man does indeed know what I like! So after a few nice orgasms for me, I called him up..taking his cock (in a condom naturally) nice n deep into me, in one stroke..then I make him hold it there..only flexing, not stroking..for a few..while I squeeze my muscles on him..drives him nuts! lol..
I had the itch scratched sooo good..and he was getting close, after giving me a few more really big orgasms..(the kind that will squeeze him out) so as a special treat.. I told him he could shoot on my tits..he hopped upright on his knee's soo fast, I blinked and missed it..hehehe.. whipped off his rubber and like, 3 strokes with me watching..Bam!
Boy he must have been really holding back..as his first shot made it from my hips to MY FACE! Right along side my nose...lolol. (Yes he got a light spanking for that!)

2/15/2008 4:18:25 PM
Off to friends bi-fetish  party tonight..woo hoo! and tomorrow..goin to check out the Oxwood up in No Ho..see some friends
Everyone have a Wonderful weekend!
2/14/2008 7:39:11 PM
A treat for you, in honor of Valentine's.
She waits, on knee's, head bowed, naked except for Her favorite studded black leather thong barely covering her genitals. She left her on online message, telling her She would arrive at precisely 7:45 tonight, after her lover took her to dinner. Nerves taut, she glances up to the clock..any time now.. Mistress is rarely late...ahhh..there's the key in the door now.
Keeping her eyes downcast, she watches as Mistress's shiney platform boots stop in front of her, barely touching her knee's. A hand softly touches her hair, stroking back, down over the crown to her neck. A handfull is grabbed and pulled upwards, forcing her head down ever more, baring her neck for Mistress's view. Still no words have been spoken..but she is not worried. A tap on her upper arm tells her that Mistress desires her hand brought up. Mistress takes her hand and brings it back to hold her hair up off her neck. Then Mistress steps back and around her, she feels Mistress's vinyl boots come along side her hips, the cool materials of Mistress's clothing sending slight shivers along her spine. Soft kisses from one shoulder to the other, ohhh she knows what's coming! YES!! There is is.. Mistresses mouth latches onto the soft skin at the base of her neck n shoulder..drawing in, sucking hard..as one of Her hands slips up her side to find her already hardened nipple and pinch it painfully. Then harder, as she let escape the moan in her throat, making her bite her lip as She was now biting her neck. She waits and does not let up, until She hears that soft sigh and feels her relax in Her grip, knowing she has now slipped under, but not far.
A whisper.."touch yourself for Me", she does..feeling touches everywhere, another whisper.."Do you want me? Will you serve me?" Softly, she answers, "Always, Ma'am" and is told.."Then cum for me Now!" and does, her body trying to thrash but held tightly by Her strong arms.
She lays her down, and brushes her hair off her damp face..she risks a peek and glows at the smile for her performance. A finger placed on her lips stops the thank you. A light kiss on her brow and Mistress stands and walks out the door.
Feeling well, tho slightly disappointed in not serving more intimately, she gets up and walks to the bathroom, feeling something different. Looking into the mirror, a wide smile on her face..she sees it..her new collar, with a jeweled key charm. :)
Going to her computer, she see's a new IM..it simply says.. Happy Valentine's Day my little babygirl.

2/13/2008 8:41:45 AM
Wow, it's almost Valentine's Day..already!
For those who've found your heart's desires..Kudo's, I hope you remember it does take work to keep it strong..
For those who haven't, keep the faith..and keep looking..remember, they aren't going to come knocking on your door, you have to get out, be out, and be true..

Babygirl..our fun shoot last weekend Rocked! You continue to bring 'brightness' into my life, as I shall continue to bring 'darkness' into yours..hehehe
2/8/2008 6:40:17 PM
Off to coffee 2nite..mmm a nice Caramel Macchiato! If you're by Carson's Ikea..stop and say hi :) (but only if you're not weird or an asshole, I have no time for those)

2/7/2008 8:54:32 AM
Looking again for someone who knows CGI, Password protection scripts, etc..as the TGurl is constantly whining about her lack of sex life when She doesn't show to the things I've invited her to. *sigh*
So! I', looking for someone who will exchange..your website knowledge, to either do or teach me to do, for beatings, floggings, strap on fun, being shared, used and/or abused. :) Sounds fair, no?
2/5/2008 9:36:41 AM
Looking towards this weekend..now :)
I'm hoping to find those wanting to be immortalized in print, per se..for my bdsm fun..on my personal website.A few of my fave's are already there, along with a bunch of my swinging friends..so let's see what trouble I can some up with..heheh
I also will be working this week on leveling the ground and laying a new flooring for the expansion of the playroom..now we'll have 2 rooms, one for casual and relaxation, one for my kinky toys! woo hoo! hehehe.
2/4/2008 7:58:49 AM
I have to say special thanks to my babygirl here..for Everything last Friday night. Helping out with setting up, getting the logs for the frpl, bringing your strap on..since the supposed 'men' turned out to be so unreliable..and the cuddling up parts afterwards. :) You got to see that Ms's strap on is nothing to be 'that' afraid of..yet..hehehehe. 
2/1/2008 7:37:52 AM
Wow, things are coming together so nicely :)
I love it when they do! lol
I have a few server/studs, a few guests, and a what I hope to be, rocking great new toy to try out tonight! lol

1/27/2008 1:11:28 PM
Putting out a call to serve.. I am looking for at least 4 capable men for Stud services..I am setting up a birthday surprise for one of my girlfriends, for Friday, Feb 1st..in Manhatten Beach. Those I choose will help serve dinner there in the hotel room, do the clean up, then don ribbons for her to unwrap :) This hot mature country lady then will need to be pleasured, and while she does enjoy a good licking, she really loves riding and being ridden. Condoms Will be required! and I will be watching, possibly joining in.
Email me if you are interested, SERIOUS ONLY..I dont' have the patience to pander to fantasies right now.

1 has answered positively, any more?? This is all I have heard from many..Please I'd love to serve this way...now it's put up or shut up time..:)
1/26/2008 12:37:38 PM
Wow.. Tuesday started slow..one who was told to call, to come help me set up the play suite, didn't..that was a disappointment. Aside from our coffee meet, it seems that we are not meant to meet. So be it. I got the suite set up, (only pulling 1 muscle thank the Goddess) and while I didn't grab my shower, I did get a quick wash and the foods set out before my guests started arriving. 2 ladies and 10 hot bi men to party hearty for 6 hrs! I swear, I've not had my puss licked so much for months..lol. Most needed a lil instructions, but others..mmm I'd give them the title of Master Pussy Eaters! hehehe.. I loved laying back on the bed, enjoying a good tonguing, while stroking 2 other hard cocks above me, before sending them over to the other bed beside me, so I could watch the man on man fun..or the man on tranny fun also happening :) Some of the guys are giving me a 'run' for the title of DAMNDEST COCK SUCKER in the scene..lol. (When I give, it's Given!)
I was politely asked to please, please use my strap on..but since it'd been a bit for him..I decided not to use the 8 inch cock but instead only the 6 incher. First, of course, the K-Y type gel..and a finger, then 2, to loosen and stretch..then him on his back, legs on my shoulders..but..lol..his big ol' balls kept getting into my way. I do believe I shocked most of the guys when he was not quite close enough to the end of the bed, so I just grabbed him tight on the thighs, lifted and hauled him back another 6 inches..this is Not a small man..lol..about 6 ft and I'd say at least 250 lbs..hehehe..I loved the look on his face, like..Oh shit..I may be in trouble here..lolol.
Alas, he was still too low for my comfort, after a few aborted attempts, I dropped his legs and had him 'assume the position', elbows and knees, cheeks spread. :)
Slap some more gelly on the condom and slipped the head right in..then stopped. :) After a minute, he was good..so then I began riding him as hard as I could, bodies slapping together..a little hip wriggle to change the angles..mmm hmm..oh yeah!

1/22/2008 9:59:50 AM
I'm off for a few days of midweek debauchery! I'll be back online in a few days. Until then..enjoy all of life's pleasures you can..I know I will be! 
1/20/2008 9:19:36 AM
Ohhh did we have fun this weekend! Friday night I invited over some people..most made it. Yes, it was chilly out in the playroom, but with the big heater at one end, the firepit just outside the other end..and all the bodies in between..none of us got hypothermia..lol.
Our little highlights were getting to watch j fuck dawn good n hard, having a new ladybird drop trowsers and lay up to the cross, for a little ass cropping..such a nice round latina bubble butt she has!  So cute in those red lace panties..and a lil bit later on..my own babygirl takes her place on the cross. Hands lightly bound with the chains, feet spread, looking lucious in her bright spaghetti strap tank and black thong, that scrap disappearing into her crack. Mmm yes, she definately got to feel more of my power that night. Her mention of liking marks was remembered..as I left her with a few welts. Knowing that the shivers were not only from the coolness in the air, her knee's occasionally buckling was a treat to see.
After some warm ups, I gave her a good taste of my favorite flogger, hehehe, then back to the crop..mmm. Afterwards..with her ass nicely glowing in the soft black lights, I brought her back down slowly, going behind her to taste the salt of her sweat, to feel her raised skin with my hot tongue, to leave a mark for her to think about every time she sits down the next few days. Naturally, this was not the only reminder, she needed one to see each time she looks into the mirror, so pressing my full soft body against her back, I gave her another one, high on her shoulder, while tweaking those hard as diamond nipples.
I gave serious thought to tossing her down upon the bed, but wanting to not spoil her too badly..heheh..I decided it best to wait and have her go home and think/remember this night, dream of how it could have been completed..:)
Being as I am, after everyone else but j, dawn, and bill left, I engaged bill's wonderful mouth services. But at 2 am, the temp seemed to drop a good 20 more degree's, lol and it was just too damn cold to stay outside any longer.
1/18/2008 8:24:04 AM
Seeing her there, spread open in front of me..Yes, it was time :) First a little tease nibble, just off center..a ..taste..a lick here, a dart of the tongue there..a quick suck..mmm here comes her little pearl, peeking out seeking more attention..just enough to wrap my lips around and my tongue under. Mmm Hmm, that sure got her moving..lol. Sucking on it like a little soldier..Ah ah.. not too much now.. I'm not ready to push her over the top..back lower..oh yes..she likes my long tongue..my long strong tongue..she's flowing now..with my nose pushing hard, tongue stroking deep..keeping my lips moving all over..and the teeth..mmmm a little chewing here, there..hehehe..I can feel her pulse through the artery pounding against my cheek..yes.. she's ready..I don't want her to hyperventilate, after all..
Back up, suckling hard on her clit..barely resting a fingertip inside, just enough for her pussy to grab onto..almost..that neat little trick of mine I do..;) a full push inside and up..There she Goes!! Whoo Hoo..she bucks like an unbroke pony! But she's not getting away..ohh no.. I just keep right on her, making her go higher, harder..drenching my face now..yes...
She fell back to the bed..breathing hard, as I continue softly licking her now..yes, I know she's ultra sensitive..but so what? For right now..she's still my little playtoy babygirl..and I am going to make sure she remembers this! (yes, I am so very evil at times..lol)
1/17/2008 8:32:42 PM
So back to where we were, finishing our smokes and taking a liquid refresher..:)
Laying her back upon the bed, after using the restroom, I noticed the extra sheet now back under her..heheh.
Hands up, legs spread, crop in my hand..Shall we begin again??
Tap,  tap, swat...lips, clit, thighs, mound..hands running over skin again..pulling nipples taut again..building the fires back up..higher..higher..lestening to her moans, soft at first..then gasps..mmmm yes.. soo wet she is..juicy and open..soo ready.
Pulling her to lay across her daybed, legs off the edge..my hands sweeping slowly up them. This time, yes..indeed..she is being shown Why I am the Alpha. Her skin is flushed..I know she wants to cum..her energy is radiating in waves..mmmm so sweet..to hold this in my hand..to give her what she so desires? To withhold it and go home??
1/11/2008 6:39:49 PM
So after divesting her of her snug pants, leaving her in only socks and panties, she presented her ropes for inspection. Choosing the thinner rope, I proceeded to wind them about her lovely tits, making a rope bra, dropping it down to cut across her clit, run between those lucious lips, anchored around her thighs and then up to the top, around the back of her neck holster. I could easily see and smell how excited she was getting, along with how wet..hehe.
A few problems with one side..but hey, it's ok, we'll just keep practicing..lol..and I had her lay down on the bed..then grabbed her 'hand' crop. Oh how she squirmed, tapping those lovely tits, then dragging my nails up and down her skin, then tapping again..getting her skin rosy!:)
Just as she was starting to slip..hmmm.. call time for a smoke break..(the look on her face! hehhe)
1/11/2008 10:19:33 AM
As I'm sitting here at my desk, remembering what happened after our dinner, I'm feeling those juices literally bubbling up from inside me, tickling me..mmm what a feeling!
After getting back to her place, first we had to dispense with her thinking the gift I'd left was 'too much'. She tried arguing, until I explained to her that originally, (from what I learned) the design of the bracelet chained to the ring, was worn by the  slaves kept by the Romans, which is why it's called a Slave Bracelet. Pop, there went her arguments and the smile came back :)
No longer as shy as last time, we removed her top in short order. She does have these very nice, very responsive tits and nipples. A glass of wine for her, a Baileys on the rocks for me (little did she know,then, how I enjoy playing with ice and nipples..lol) and the fun started.
She stood there, shivering, for me, each time I dragged the piece of ice across her nipples, keeping them taut. Melting quickly, because my body runs hot most of the time, it was still a bit too long for her. (Big smile here) Reaching over her shoulder, when it was only a sliver left, I dragged it down her backbone, mmm delicious shivers against me here, and Dropped the last bit into the gap of her pants, to let is slowly melt and dribble down her crack. hehehe
1/10/2008 1:45:44 PM
So our second 'date', M and I..last Saturday night. She came down, picked me up, all dressed in black, snug jeans hugging that spankable ass of hers..then we drove back up to the Valley, to this small cafe on Ventura Blvd..only hitting a few patches of rain on the way, tho it sure started in again after we got there. A very nice meal of fliet mignon, that practically melted on the tongue and fresh vegetables..we each had about half a dessert, chocolate chip cheesecake for me, carrot cake for her. I finished the top portion, the part without the excess of chocolate (something I'm not partial to, even though I am all female..lol)

Then we went back to her place. :)
1/10/2008 9:55:21 AM
Because of the passage of time, and a few other great nights that have happened recently..my memory is fuzzing some from New Years..so let me recap what is still fresh..:)
B, damn, nice dick hun..I'd love to watch you use it to put some lil subbie in her place...*wink* as was offered that night. I do hope we find more places to run into each other at..hehe.
Dan, mmmm always knows what I like..and how I like it..hehe..what's better than a good deeply filled pussy, while kissing and sharing slurping up and down another cock together? Many things! lol.. but that was great! And later on, when John shared your cock with me..then I had you fill me from behind while he fed me his nice length to keep My pleasure noises down...hehhe..and to find someone who Likes having the head chewed on while squeezing his nutsak! Joy! hehehe..No whining, crying ouch..
1/7/2008 4:44:44 AM
So many have been waiting patiently, and some not so, for my tale of New Year's eve..lol.
It's not so much playing on the Dominant/submissive as it was mutual playing and sharing of ourselves to bring in the new season:)
There were 5 of us. B has an unusual name, so he shall remain B. He and John showed up first, followed by Dawn and then Dan. Some drinks, some fiddling with the dvd player for background comedy, setting the firebowl inside the doorway, out of the wind, and soon clothes are being removed.
B and John took Dawn over to the bench, which was set up on the stage area in the back of the playroom, and had her bent over the side. Leaving her ass up and ready, tits hanging down, also ready. They took up 2 of my crops and proceeded to pinken her up nicely. One working her cheeks, the other working her nipples..so nice, watching her dance about while holding her position there. :) Occasionally, I'd see her head bobbing up and down..appearantly even her mouth was being kept busy :)
Then they'd switch, John coming up to the front while B took around back.
Meanwhile, Dan and I were watching and getting sensual with each other on the daybed, close to the fire. From having known and played with each other for a few years now, we know what buttons to push for the other :) What could be better than to watch a hot scene while laying back and having your pussy eaten by someone who knows what you like? Only to swing about, lay him back to watch, (yes, he's a switch) while using my tongue and mouth to drive him up and up, then to stop before taking him over the top :)
Knowing Dawn as I do, I had Dan go join them, to finger her ass as she's getting her strokes with the crops.
1/3/2008 6:37:40 PM
OH I sooooo need to beat someone! I am soo flipping frustrated it's not funny...

Before I get flooded with offers, let me amend this.. I will not have time to do this beating until my 'work' is up and running online.
1/3/2008 12:21:45 PM
To pick up where I left off, I do believe I had her down on the bed, hands through the side rails of her daybed, thumbs cuffed together, and naked and wet for me.
One leg up on the pillows piled on it, the other I held up onto my shoulder, leaving her wide open to me. Her clit is very sensitive, to my delight. My thumb slipped and slid about, softly, then firmly, as I watched the pleasures chase across her face, eye's open one minute, closed tightly the next. Slipping one long finger inside, curving it upwards slightly, I showed her what I said earlier about the g-spot not being so deep after all :) Over and over, one finger, two (that's about all I could fit) the third rubbing over that sweet asshole, as my other hand traveled over her breasts, tweaking her nipples, then down her sides and belly with my nails, finishing up running two fingers massaging her clitty like a little prick. When I asked her if she wanted anything, she shyly said she wanted a clear view of my breasts. So I told her, after she comes for me. (Yes, we all know by now that I'm evil that way..hehehe)
Using the 'scissors' on her, two fingers sawing in n out her pussy, while two sawing up and down her clit n lips, in a tandem timing.. she got her desire fairly quickly..and from the nuzzling and nibbling and worshipping. I think she like's Ms's boobies..hehe.
Alas, we did look at the time, and being it was already after 1 am, and I don't like driving with all the drunks from the clubs..twas time to call a night and head home.
1/1/2008 2:06:30 PM
New Year' s starts with a pump..an out of order pump..lol. So looks like Mistress T is grounded til I can find me a mechanic willing to barter services..:)

1/1/2008 3:12:05 AM
Happy New Year all! May there be many red asses and happy smiles for us this year. :)
Yes, it's 3 am and I am taking my self to bed now..Just a special thanks, to the 2 awesome guys here who helped bring in this year with such a bang..hehe..Great teamwork on her, guys.. I luvved watching you work both ends at the same time..and she luvved you doing it! :)
Sweet dreams,

12/29/2007 6:43:09 PM
I kept one hand running my nails over her skin, while the other I used to cup and spank that lovely shaved and wet puss. I'd been asked, nicely, by one of her friends here, to 'give her a few swats'..lol..and considering how she literally burrowed her head under the pillows to moan as I did this..:) I'd say it's something she enjoyed immensely.
I spent more minutes, flicking her clit, buring my thumb inside her nice tight n wet self, then pulling out, pulling her head up by her hair so I could hear her sounds better, and using my nails over and over on her.
Time to change positions, so we unhobbled her by having her step out of her pants, then I lay her down full out on the bed, face up now. I guided her hands to grasp the bars at the end of the daybed, then remembered my set aside new gift! The keychain thumbcuffs! Yes! I could 'feel' the excitement of her anticipation as I attached them on her..now they are not true thumbcuffs, so now the mental aspect comes in, of her having to conciously Not break them in her excitement :) (Yes, I can be so delightfully evil..lol)
Looking into her eyes, which now seemed slightly out of focus..I began discovering the secrets of her 'spots'..her lovely handfulls of breasts, those wonderfully responsive nipples, the gasps as I trailed down her tummy and sides..hehehe..bypassing her lovely swollen labia to run down her legs..

12/29/2007 11:14:35 AM
Ohh last night :) I went to North Hollywood, to meet a sweet lady here..We had a few drinks, she remembered I prefer Bailey's :)
When the place started filling up more, and the music got louder, we decided to go someplace more quiet. So I got introduced to one of her kitties (no...not that one, not then..lol) To put her more at ease, this was our first meeting and she was still nervous (too cute!) we just sat and chatted a bit more. Nice soft music playing, candles scenting the air, I think she was trying to seduce Me,hehehe. We shared a kiss, I introduced her to my nails, which I use to drag lightly enough over her skin to have the blood rush up and expand the nerves to catch the thrills. :) Oh, the pleasure her gasp brought, when I grabbed her hair and held her head still.
With her top bared to me, mmm such responsive nipples, I could almost see the lightning running from then to the rest of her body with each twist and pull, how restless her feet shifted...yes..she was ready for the next step. So I led her to the daybed, undid her pants and dropped them and panties to her ankles, not off..they made a good temporary hobble as I guided her to lay down only her torso. Such a sight, seeing her standing there, leaning over, beautiful ass quivering so gently I almost missed it. Then more nails..up and down her back, her globes, her legs (oh yes that got a reaction! )
As I trailed my fingers over her center..mmm.. wet and pulsing..Yes, she was enjoying my attentions. :)
More soon :)
12/27/2007 1:18:50 PM
Well Now, the new year's going to be fun..Had to fire the gardeners, for theft and for just being trash..leave a bag of (literal) crap out in front of my house! I don't think so! And they aren't getting the last payment check until they show up and tell me to my face why the hell they'd do something so nasty! So until I find someone else..looks like I'll be getting my weed wacker n blower out of storage..Ugg.
I'm discovering I sooo need a computer website/CGI/database/etc savvy slave..lol..This is very frustrating, stumbling through all this, just to find you did it wrong and trash the whole thing..I'm good in front of the camera's..lol..beating asses, bending subs over and filling them til they squeal like a little girl..lol..
ah well.. back to the drawing board, as they say..:)
12/24/2007 10:59:38 PM
A Very Happy Holiday Season To All Here! May We All Get Just What We Deserve, and..Deserve What We All Get

Spanks and Tickles
12/21/2007 2:56:13 PM
Off to see Nicholas Cage do it again..hehehe..
I'll be back this evening..all work'd up from watching Nick do his thang. lol
12/20/2007 3:45:03 PM
I   Hate!! Computers!
12/19/2007 10:06:20 PM
Regarding this past Monday..mmmm..P was alot of fun! He agreed to let me film, we masked him, then I tied him down over the bench, naked naturally. Then we played a little game..he got to roll the dice. First up, Boxcars! Twelve good hits with the crop! Next rolls were lower..not as good as you may think, as the lower rolls were administered harder..heheheh..He got to 'taste' one of the plugs..ok..I cheated..as it is not flanged and he had to keep his legs spread some, so yup, you know it..it flew out..lol..which of course meant additional swats as punishment.(Yes, I am devious)
After his ass was nice n pinked up, with a few light welts from the bone of the crops..we moved over to the 'stage' area..and it was time for over the knee!
Since his ass was loosened a bit, he got my thumb, which considering his ass was sucking it like a babies..I think he enjoyed :) hehehe..
For finale, I had him lay on his back, and stroke for me, I do so enjoy watching him do that..but..this time..his treat..I stood over his face and showed him just how much I enjoy watching and spanking him..
12/19/2007 4:32:09 PM
svt3770 - emails me to say " Look at that fat dumpy ass in the second picture"
No one told him to look at profile, and for him to feel that he has to comment negatively just goes to show how insecure some people are, I guess. At least I have a picture on my profile. I'm making no bones about who/what I am.
12/17/2007 9:28:23 AM
So I've decided that this year, again..I'm not going to fight the crowds and drunks and assholio's, on New Years, but instead, will open my place to friends again.A nice fire in the side yard, a nice playroom to kick back in..extra space for those sleeping over..close friends, perhaps a helpful sub or two to help serve..and play with..
12/15/2007 7:31:19 PM
M, 
Ok, well, once again you disappoint me, no more chances. I can only think that you are a game player, like so many others, oh well, your loss, not mine. I've made other plans for this evening, we're going ahead with the photo shoot, just You won't be getting new pictures is all. 
12/14/2007 2:10:40 PM
Kinda bummed..I only get one more time with my special spankee before he leaves us here to move on with his job..:( So I guess I better make damned sure he remembers So cal..lol..with a smile and a hand rubbing his ass in remembrance. lol
See you next Monday, wannabe!
12/8/2007 7:53:48 PM
Red Rooster...here we cum!!!  oh man..last night I met a Las Vegas local who can truly claim the title :Master Pussy Eater!! It was so good, I had myself  a   delayed orgasm at breakfast this morning! lol

12/7/2007 8:52:51 AM
Long drive out today, but then Fun, Fun, Fun! Wonder if those who said they were meeting for some in suite fun will show..I hope so, since I'm hauling my new Toy Box with me..Can't travel without my whips n chains..lol.


12/5/2007 6:44:02 AM
I have been remiss..I confess, there was a one time role play we did here in my lil playroom recently, that I did not write up. So here it is, for those who enjoy such. :)
I've been chatting here with him, he's from out of Cali but was coming in for a night, for a business meet. After his dinner, I picked him up from his hotel (Very nice Marina hotel!) and brought him to the playroom. He was the young man at home alone, I was the uptight prudish neighbor he fantasized about when wanking. :) I 'caught' him doing the nasty when I came over to check on him. There followed spankings, telling him how bad he was for masterbating, making him keep stroking in front of me, dropping my ashes from my cigarettes onto his dick, more spankings..more berating about how naughty he was, smoke in his face...

It is Such a rush, the feelings I get, watching another following my directions, seeing their enjoyment or pain, knowing it's in My hands..

Afterwards, I took him back to his hotel, and thus..2 ships that passed, connected briefly, in the night.

12/4/2007 6:45:19 AM
IT'S My Birthday!! Who's got presents? lol..
Damn but I Love being in my 40's..everything's soo much fun! This weekend it's off to Las Vegas to celebrate!!
11/29/2007 6:44:43 AM
Party tomorrow night..fun filled pleasures for me! lol.. as there will be all kinds of kinks coming! Males to watch and be pleasured by, females also, and some of both (CD's or Tgurls)
Strap on fun..mmm.. how good that would be, being filled while filling another..hehehe.

11/28/2007 7:36:18 AM
Thank you for last night, I enjoyed it, as I hope you did also. A little role play for the bad boy, lol
Now I'm very much looking forward to spending one of our last warm days (for a short while, this IS California,lol) at the hot springs spa today with a few other ladies.
:)
11/27/2007 5:46:03 PM
OK, now let's see if he calls as he's supposed to. :) See if he restores my somewhat tattered faith in those met on here vs those I'll meet in R/L.
IF he does, I am very much looking forward to a human ashtray for my cigarettes. *evil smile here*

11/25/2007 12:36:10 PM
Wow, was last night a late night! Or should I say an early morning..I didn't get to my bed until almost 4 am. I did discover something previously unknown about the female subject last night..She's VERY Ticklish! Oh so you Know I had fun..lol..even if I did have to straddle her back and keep her down..LOL.
We got some good shots, and some small mov. files too :) A good evening. Now to start on the guys as well..I'll have to keep the idea of having one of the guys shave her (for the humiliation/service) before working with her. :) Ahh things will come, as they are supposed to..it's a good thing I am very patient.
11/24/2007 4:50:34 PM
Mmmm tonight is going to be Niiice! Some are coming over so we can take pictures, erotic and artfully sensuous fetish shots for the new website...I'm going to bind those big breasts and beat some ass red! Then after we're done taking pics, I'm sure we'll all have some built up tensions to release! hehehe

11/23/2007 7:15:02 PM
What are we doing on here, on a Friday night?? :)
We should be out connecting!
11/21/2007 11:22:28 AM
Thanksgiving is just around the corner, so today, while baking our desserts for it, I'm giving Thanks a little early, for My health, the health of family and friends, even those fighting breast cancer right now, Thanks also goes for the wonderful others in my life, other Dom's to chat and exchange idea's with, other submissives, not only mine, with whom I've been chatting, as well as playing/accepting services. I will also be giving Thanks to ALL our wonderful Service/Military men and women who are only being good soldiers and following the orders of their superiors, (and I say That word with tongue in cheek, but let's not get political here) May those away from home be called home again in one piece, and not grudgingly given the treatment they will need, but willingly and selflessly.
I hope all have a wonderful day tomorrow, our Thanksgiving celebration here in the U.S.
11/19/2007 11:57:23 AM
It didn't seem like a lot, to put together a few pages, add a photo album, ..lol.. famous last words!
I 'used' to consider myself pretty savvy, on a computer...I guess too much time has passed.
11/16/2007 7:19:02 PM
OK, the munch earlier this week was nice. Met with some very nice ppl, some from here on collarme, others only hang out in that alt.ternate site..:)
This week's been...fun...(tongue in cheek here) as I'm discovering that I've not kept up well on new developments in the website industry..so many new programs and applications..omg! Good thing one is never too old to learn new things..I just hope I can absorb this fairly quickly, as it is definately going to cut into my playing times. :(

11/13/2007 11:49:19 AM
Looking forward to the South Bay Munch tonight. Are ya real enough to wanna meet in person?? hmmm.. no pressure, no public floggings, just openness, honesty (One would hope) and good chat.

11/12/2007 12:30:11 PM
Today is not such a good day. Appearantly I strained the muscles down the left side of my back yesterday doing household maintenance. Ugg..
On the bright side, at least I didn't fall off the ladder, right? :)

11/6/2007 1:33:20 PM
Mmmm well, what to say.. last night went very well! I think I surprised him, as before I'd had him come into the playroom, disrobe and wait for me. This time, I was waiting for him..hehhe.
After directing him to get naked for me, I put him on his knee's on the straightback chair, and leaned him over the middle of the bench. Starting with the padded fur side of the little paddle, we did a little warm up. Then I flipped it over and things slowly started pinking up.
After a bit, I switched over to the suede flogger, a good thudder. Oh yes, that got his feet kicking a bit..not much..but still..:)
A few quickie's with my hands..just to get his mind prepped for what was to come.
Then, ah yes...the heart crop..yes indeed that got a few wriggles! lol
Then off the chair, over to the daybed. I had him lay across my lap, his hardness tucked in that little gap between my lower thighs. Whack! Down comes my hand, and it doesn't stop..not for a loong time. His ass was hot and glowing, from the top of his cheeks to mid thigh, slow, precise slaps, then a machine gun, even to using both hands..A slight stop to have him get my drink when my throat dried up, then back down on my lap. More and more swats, hard ones, softer ones, sliders and smacks up from the bottom :) Don't think I didn't notice each time he stroked with the swats, moaning with the pleasures he was getting from the pain.
For being so good for me, last night, instead of watching you stroke for me, like I usually enjoy, I decided to give you a hand. Goddess knows, the pre cum lubricant was more than enough to spare. lol. *wink* I think you really enjoyed those last few swats with the paddle, as you shot your issue beneath your belly. lol.
Thank you, wannabebad...oh yes..my hands are  fine, naturally :) they've been busy today. lol.

11/5/2007 7:28:52 PM
OK, the big party last weekend was so so. I got a few good licks, but then the pussy hawgs invaded and that was that.
So tonight, I have a LOT of energy to expend, hehehe.wannabe better watch out..I'm gonna make damned sure he feels tonight, for a few days.

10/31/2007 10:50:52 AM
So after I came back inside from my smoke break, I looked to see who was my next 'victim' :) and Sh. pushed her husband forward, saying Here! with such an anticipatory gleam in her eye, it was Wicked! Standing at the end, bent over and holding the bench, he was full of bravado. Still full of the Latin testosterone that keeps him from showing the 'Proper Respect' to any but his wife. He felt that this would be a cake walk.LOL..uh huh! I started him slow n soft, dragging the suede tails over him...tapping a little harder, then a little more..getting into position slowly. I heard a whisper across the room, "Watch, here it comes."
And Come it did..over and over, from his shoulders to the back of his knees. Down, then back up..a quickie around the side to land on his nipple, then back to his ass..I laughed when he jumped at that one. Then his expression when I told him any  more jumps and I was tying him down. His ass warmed up nice, so it was time to change instruments. I grabbed the heart crop, sliding it cooly over his cheeks..then..an indrawn breath and.... POP! Oh yes, that first one certainly got a yelp, as well as a nice sideways heart outline on his ass, just for his wife. She was smiling and laughing, enjoying the hell outta his whippings! Again and again the crop came down, until, as agreed on before with her, I left him with a half circle of heart top welts on his right cheek, and a good high-raised welt just under his left cheek. Every time he sat, at least for the next 24 hrs, he was going to remember this physically. To finish him off, a nice icy drip pattern all down his back and ass, til he was nice n slick. Then his open hand spankings..ohh yes..that got him jumoing good again. He even commented, "Good Hands! " which got a round of laughs going.
I sat him up, and walked him over to his wife where she was reclining on the pull out couch, all smiles, expecially when she saw how hard he was from the experience. hehehe
10/29/2007 6:51:28 AM
Have you ever felt so pampered, so treasured, that inside it makes you melt?
Last Saturday, it was wonderful! I met a new, budding, Domme, her husband properly submissive in attitude, but certainly not a pushover.;) We chatted while in the living room, had a good Q & A, then some of my 'favorite' players arrived and we all went into one of the bedrooms. Ahhh, these boys remember well how to please Me. Nice gentle massaging, breast worship, body worship, then...the 'shows'
It is very pleasurable to be comfy on the bed/pillows, and at your feet, it starts with 2 men, touching and fondling each other. One lays back, while the other drops to his knee's and, watching Me watching him, slowly takes the other in mouth. Others come in to watch also..I mention that in 'this' room, no clothing allowed..they are quick to get naked for me! :) lol
A glance of the eyes and another drops to the floor, scooting under the kneeler..the room is filled with slurping! She comes in to join us, naked and lays next to me, immediately, a cock is in her face, that she sucks on as I play with her nipples( tho I do miss the nipple rings, but she had to remove them for a recent surgery)Soon, she slides off the bed, to stand bent over him, as Sir J comes behind and slams her tightness to His pleasures. Meanwhile, we now have 9 men in the bedroom with us, one ambitious fellow sitting at the feet of 3 men, alternating.
A bit later, when most have had the 'edge' softened, we are back in the living room, the other bedroom's door is now closed..lol..it's couples time in there. So, the bench is brought up to 'center stage', and the sweetly shy lil asian man is brought to me by his more dominant friend. Layed over the bench, holding the chain tightly and so nervous/excited that he's practicaly shaking. Naked, except for his white sports socks.lol.
I give him the light kiss of leather, dragging the tails over his back, up his legs, while talking to him. A little harder, a little more..mmm yes, he's definately digging this..the slap of leather on skin fills the room, all else gets quiet..a few flashes go off, some ice crumbles in a cup, you can hear his moanings. A figure 8 is added, the the windmill..all at 3/4ths strength now..I stop, running my nails up and down his skin. More flogging, then I add the ice, letting it melt slowly, giving his ass a nice wet sheen..dropping the flogger to the side, Whack!, over and over, bare hands on wet ass..he jumped and squirmed right out of his socks!  I only gave him about 20, I could see he was in the zone, his smile fixed, his eyes glazed over, his breathing deep. LIfting him slowly, a nice hug, and I led him to his friend who lay holding him while I called for a short smoke break!(and quick wipe up for me, I do get so wet at these times)
10/27/2007 7:21:40 AM
Well, tonight is the big bi/BDSM party :) This is going to be so fun, we've many couples coming, including my favorite submissive couple, she's bi and he loves being forced! Add to this, a few TV's, some whips and cuffs..we have a hell of a time coming! hehehe.
May all your parties this weekend be fun, filling, and not get raided! lol.

10/23/2007 5:56:05 PM
It's been a week..I was waiting for my copies of the pictures we took at last week's parties..Ohhhh are they Good! :)
We started off with tom-tom, the fluffer, setting on his plastic sheet, hooded except for his mouth, which was put to good use that evening. On his chest was written, "Property of Mistress T", on his shoulder was "cocksucker" with an arrow pointing to his mouth. On his back I wrote "I have taken __ loads" (for putting a mark for each load of jism taken)
Flash over to the beds, 2 queen sized beds in the suite. I lay back and watch my lil fluffer work on 2 of my guests. I hear him gag as they force their dicks deep down his throat. I warn them if he tosses cookies, They are cleaning it up! lol
I pull down my co host, naked and spread eagled on the bed, and as I work my hot mouth up and down his length, I call tom-tom over, and have him also use his  mouth on it, then down to lick and suck his balls as I work on the head. I send tom tom back to his sheet..as I collect the load and hold it in my mouth. Then I walk over to tom tom, and holding his jaw..give him his first load and mark!
It seemed that opened the floodgates on the play..men playing together, ladies playing together, sucking and fucking for hours and hours that night. I allowed tom tom to leave before the end of the evening, he did have quite a drive back home.
One really good memory of the evening, when I used the super size clamps on M's fat pussy lips, then using the crop, slapped her pussy and thighs until she cried out into her Dom's neck. MMM..
10/16/2007 2:08:17 PM
I am off :) It's 'work/party' time! Would that everyone's 2nd "job" were sooo damned enjoyable!  To those, you know who you are, I shall see later, drive safely. To the rest..you'll just have to wait for further entries here to read what we did!
Those bisexuals who crave use, remember, we do have a Holloweenie party comming up on the 27th. I will have my Cross and bench there, to use, not to just look pretty!

10/12/2007 8:36:00 PM
Wow.. I have a Saturday night free..who to do??  Another Dom/Domme cpl asked for a demonstration..and my victim backed out..hehehe. 
10/10/2007 1:12:47 PM
All you bi sluts out there, you wanna show me what you're all about...I'm talking to the males as well as the females now..I've knowledge of a private, invite only, all bi party, with a quasi-dungeon also (hey, it's in a hotel, whaddaya want??)  I can get you invited. Who wants to impress? :)
10/10/2007 6:41:41 AM
MMMmm another great session with you, wannabebad..:) You looked so,...proper...waiting there on hands and knees, presenting that ass just asking to be spanked and reddened. 120 strokes! Remember, from now on, you are to keep count.
Your eagerness, when I advised you of further service, was nice to see.:) We must work on a bit gentler handling of Mistress's muscles though. I suppose we need to work on getting you more familiar with touching Me. Something else for the next time.
Take care of that which I advised you, so I'll not have to exert such caution again.
9/29/2007 9:30:59 AM
OMG..Last night's Greet n Meat turned out to be sooooooo fun! We all had coffee n chat from like 8 til 10 pm..then, I brought 3 of the guys back to my playroom, and directed a very intense 2 hr  all male scene! Every time I dragged my nails over David's back, ass, and thighs, he's shiver just like a lil pony!
Ken's very furry chest felt good rubbing on everyone's back. Greg's nipple ring was a Great toy, every time I had one of the others play with it, or tug on it..his cock would bounce or drip..lol.
When I put David on his hands n knee's, Ken in front of him, Greg under him on his back..OMG..David sucking Ken, Greg sucking David, My knee /thigh keeping pressure on Greg's cock, as I lubed up David's ass and slid the new Pyrex dildo, the one with all the lovely ribbons running up n down the shaft, all the way into him..holding it deep, so I could spank David good n hard on the end of it!
Then having them switch..Greg on his back, cleaning and changing condoms on the Pyrex, having David fuck Greg with it, after cooling it back down again, while I kept Ken hopping around with dragging my nails all over his oversensitive skin..
It was one Great night, the only thing that would have been better, is if we'd have had another bi lady or 2 to have joined us!
Ahhh.. I do love my playroom!
9/28/2007 11:09:09 AM
Well..what a busy week this has been!
Tonight, some R & R, just an informal coffee meeting at Starbucks with a local bi group.OK, so maybe they're kinky too, using the whole duster instead of just the feather..lol:)
9/24/2007 8:51:08 AM
I was going back over these entries, and realised that one that should have been here, wasn't. So I am writing it again.
There is one here, who Greatly impressed me, coming to my rescue as it was..when my van overheated between San Diego and home. We were supposed to meet that day for an A & W, instead, we talked on the phone while he drove up to where I was stuck, out by the 15/215 interchange, a loong way from home..bringing me coolant and knowledge.
Austin..again.. I owe you much for that..and I hope to reward such service as you gave me that day, appropriately!
Perhaps you'd enjoy coming to my party on the 16th of Oct, I will make you a party favor and keep count of how many you please for Mistress :) (Yes, with permanant marker! hehe)

9/21/2007 3:04:06 PM
Saturday night..mmm... a good little spanking fun, to break in the new crop. Break being the operative word here..lol. as one a downstroke, while he was on hands and knees before me, the leather tip flew off!
Man that sucked! lol. I was having such fun with it, and he was growing some nice welts and had a good glowing going on.
Not a problem tho..we went back to some bare handed spankings, and some brief usage of the 2nd new crop.
9/20/2007 8:44:30 AM
In and out, I kept fucking him, making him take more and more of this monster dildo..until it was buried deep, even past the end of the condom on it.I could see his ass turning bright red from use, as I kept applying more lube to keep things as smooth as possible. The others surrounding us couldnt' believe he was taking this much..even when I had to slap his ass to make him come back down. (I'm 5'6" and he is about 6'3") I do so love having someone so much bigger than even I, at my mercy.:)
Tom was now a the point that he'd has enough, was scooting up away from me fucking his ass. I asked if he wanted to stop, he said he did. 'Tough!' I told him..'You wanted this, Bitch..so When I'm done..we'll stop.' I felt the shudder go through him, he so loves being talked to this way..hehe. A little more lube and I gave him about 5 long strokes, and when you're working about 10 inches into a man's ass, those long strokes feel like they go on forever! :) He couldn't take it..by the 4th one, he lost control and shook like hell as his spewed cum out all over the towel under him! The last stroke, I made sure to grind my nice thick thigh up against his balls, leaving nothing inside. I'm sooo evil! lol.
Then I pulled out, ohhh so slowly, until only the head was left inside his ring. His ass looked totally abused, red, swollen and throbbing. I told him to push gently..and out popped the dildo. :) (Yes, unfortunately, also came out some ass juices that had mixed with his earlier cleansing, but hey, shit sometimes happens when you play anally.) So I grabbed the small towel, held it to him and sent him off to the shower to clean up. A kiss, thanking me, and off he went, taking all the messy stuff with him.
As I cleaned up the dildo, disposing of the rubber and plenty of hot water n soap, followed by a good dousing of the anti bacterial santizer , I clearly heard the rest of the party get back to the fun..so many sucking sounds and moans,..man, that must have really energized the group! :)
9/18/2007 10:21:25 AM
A few minutes later, Tom, my big Mandingo slut, lets me know he's ready, warmed up and oh so willing! I hand him the new tube of Anal Eaze as I climb into my harness and attach (believe me, this take some work!) the 13 inch long, 5 inch circumferance Mandingo dildo into the holding ring.
Then bending him over the edge of the bed before us, I take the lube and really grease him and the condom I'd put on the dildo. No finger loosening, no...not for this slut..I know how he likes the feeling of all that 'meat' pushing into him, making him feel every stretch in his sphincter! So I fed him the nicely rounded head, stopping briefly just inside..then started feeding him more and more, until he was fully down to the rolled end of the rubber, more than half of that monster filling and stretching him out. Then I pulled back some, and gave it right back to him. I had to keep one hand holding this monster up..the other keep pressing him back down as his legs tried to straighten and move away from this invasion, no matter how he was loving it.
9/17/2007 9:20:13 AM
Let's start with Tues evening..chronilogically first.
I had barely gotten the suite set up with drinks and snacks, when the first calls and guests showed up.I was expecting a dozen bisexual men, 2 crossdresser, dressed, and 2 other GG's for one hell of a party time. Turned out to be me (1GG), 1 CD dressed, and 13 men, 1 who brought a tranny date.
The evening started out with chatting, about half the guests had shown up between 7 and 8 pm, getting out of their street clothes and getting comfy. Within a few minutes, I and a few of the guys went into the bedroom, and the fun began! So much cock sucking! Me taking one in my mouth, giving so much tongue, I should have sprained it, (LOL) and watching as the CD went to his knees and took another hard cock into his mouth. Watching his cheeks blow in and out, his lips pursed in a perfect open kiss, his eyes looking up at the man standing above him..he looked the perfect little bi sub! Then a few others gathered round, to watch, and he reached up and began stroking them while continuing to take the full length being fed to his throat. MMMMM
After taking his load, I could tell from the groans and body movements :) they all moved over to the other bed, en masse. I watched as I also continued to suck dick, and had called another to come fill me, doggy style, and satisfy the burning need in my pussy. This position is good in a group, allowing me to watch all that's going on.
I said aloud, "Do a chain" and as I watched, 3 of the men all reached down and started fondling the man next to them. It was HoT! At the end of the bed, one of the men bent the CD over, lifted his skirt and went to town, rimming and preparing his ass for invasion! This I had to watch! So I sat up and kept stroking, I'm now on my 2nd cock, to keep him hard as I listened to the moans from the CD. Behind him, the other stood and unrolled a fresh condom down his cock, added a bit of lube to himself as well as to the asshole opened so invitingly before him, then guided his cock in..one long smooth stroke, all the way to the balls! Oh Yeah!
As he was getting fucked good, I waved to one of the guys on the bed to move up in front, and as he lay down, he fed his hard dick into the willing mouth of the CD..mmmm.. nice n air tight!
The play continued on like that for quite a while. So much sucking and fucking going on..until the first round of cumming was done and we all took a rest/recoup time in the other room.
Next, Tom takes my Mandingo strap on. Stay tuned.
9/14/2007 4:38:12 PM
I had some wonderful parties this week :) Got to play with 11 bisexual men on Tues night, 5 and again, 3 others on Weds. So much licking and pleasing, watching and directing..it was great! lol
Tonight..I am off to Costa Mesa, to soak in the hot tub at the Panther Palace,(pantherpalace2000 dot com) a swing house that allows single males, and keeps their tub Hot for those achy joints and muscles!
9/9/2007 3:43:43 PM
mmmm Going shopping to The Pleasure Chest this afternoon..wonder what goodies I'll find! hehehehe
9/8/2007 3:06:54 PM
Need to get out tonight..Bar Sinister...or the Butterfly Lounge? North or South? Tough decision!

8/24/2007 7:53:34 PM
Now that I've recovered..let me tell you about My week! :) Tues. night, I check into my hotel room and begin arranging things for the dark room parties being held on Weds. I've got all done, except for the tension rod is just 'that' much too short, so when my 'cookieman' stops by to help with what's left, we rig up the bar to hang the blackout curtain, using my pool stick case which luckily was still in the van. Everything's set, and I allowed him to cop a few feels, for helping out. Then I realize..here I am, in a hotel with a hottie, and expecting 20 some odd people, 2 sets actually, for 2 parties..I better grab some fun now! So I suprised my cookieman by undoing his pants, shoving him down on the bed, now with his trademark grin on his face, and climbing on top of him, to let his wicked tongue have it's way on me. The man does indeed love to eat pussy..lol. (As he demonstrated the next day by eating every one of the lovely ladies who attended the morning party)
While he did this, I got to really get him going, running my nails over his very sensitive nipples..hehee..he was definately standing at attention for me!
After unrolling a condom on him..I took us both for a wild ride, 4 rolling orgasms for me, him joining in the finale.:) After I gave him permission, naturally..lol.
A shower, and off to sleep, as it was going to be one looong day the next day.

8/21/2007 1:09:28 PM
Ooohh I am sooo excited! Tomorrow is our dark room parties and they are going to be sooo fun! 20 hot bodies, naked or nealy so, in the dark..who knows what we can get away with! (Yes, I am evil, deal with it!)

8/16/2007 4:47:28 PM
Hey Locals..I'm going to The Crest in old downtown Torrance to play pool tonight. All of you who claimed to want to meet, here's a chance. nice public place, yet adults only :)
I'll be there after 9 pm.

8/16/2007 9:03:14 AM
With one of you on each side, you each start with the foot closest and begin rubbing in Her lotion. The scent is intoxication itself, and you feel your dick responding.
Up her calves, a little more lotion, and keeping pace with each other, Her thighs and hips. Next, Her ass, lower back, middle back. It amazes you how still She is, as though this matters not to her. Now her upper back and shoulders, then down her arms, to her fingertips. You both sit back a little, and twin sighs are heard as She rolls over onto Her back. Ohhh..yes.. Her lovely huge breats, so big they still rise like hills, even as gravity spreads them out and down as She lays back.
Scooting back down, you both again start at Her feet, longing to take her painted toes into your mouth and suckle them for Her pleasures. Up again, following the same path as before..the scents in the air almost to the point of overwhelming now.
8/15/2007 8:25:03 PM
It is now a little after midnight,She tell you to relax for a few moments while She showers.
You lay there and relive the past few hours in your head, unbelieving even though it happened to you. You cannot help the smile that has become permanant on your lips. You know you will never forget this night, and it's not over yet!
The shower stops, and Mistress and the other step from the bathroom. You watch enviously, as he runs the towel over her abundant curves, catching all the stray droplets. With her very curly hair falling deliciously over her shoulders, she puts something in her palms then runs them over and through her hair, taking care to soak the ends. You love how, when wet, her hair falls to just above that healthy ass of her. A sharp pain brings you back to the present, She is holding out a brush to you, a slightly annoyed look on Her face. Dropping your eyes, you take the brush and slide behind her, starting at the bottoms and working out all the tangles and knots. There are alot. You could not see earlier, but this tells you that Mistress was not shy about having Her own fun during the darkness. But for now, Her soft moans tell you that She appreciates your care. After all Her hair is smoothed down, she hands you a band and tells you to put it all up on top, off her back. You gladly do this.
Then laying down on the bed, She instructs both of you to get a good amount of Her special lotion and rub it into Her skin. The scent of Vanilla and some other spice you cannot place rises into your nostrils, settles on the back of your tongue. YESS! This is my Mistress...mmmmmm

8/14/2007 12:46:29 PM
It's over. The party is over, the lights have been turned back on. You are so nasty, covered in your sweat, as well as all 5 of the other ladies' sweat and fuck juices. She taps you on one hand, it's almost completely numb from holding it's position on the headboard for so long, and tells you to go rinse off in the shower. Still hard, you gratefully reply, "Yes, Mistress. Thank you, Mistress." and go rinse off and do a quick towel dry. Coming back into the room, you immediately begin helping Her and another who stayed, to clean up and put the room and beds back to rights. Stripping and flipping the mattresses, then putting the clean sheets on. Trash was picked up, Mistress grumbling about those who missed the trash bags, but allowing that it was dark and one couldn't see.
You were bent over, straightening one bed, when you feel a hand holding you down on your lower back, another hand reaching up between your legs, then RELIEF!, as your leather restraint is unsnapped and taken off. You cannot help the appreciative moan, almost like a mini orgasm, as you have been tied up and hard for over 3 hrs now, with no relief!

8/13/2007 10:25:12 AM
Within seconds, you feel Mistress back up, and another hot body climbs over your lap. You hear a ripping sound, some rustling, then feel a condom being unrolled down your hardness. As it's snugged down all the way to the leather strap around the base and balls holding you, she climbs on top and sinks slowly down all 8 of your thick inches. You hear her moan loudly as she takes a moment to adjust, feeling her pussy muscles gripping and relaxing around you. Now you understand why Mistress fed you the (you thought) unneeded Viagra earlier.
Being ridden as you were, just a fuck toy, not for your pleasure but for Hers, and hers..was a new experience for you, one that your moans showed you were enjoying.
The grip on you was getting harder, you're being ground down into the bed more and more..so to help, as is your duty, you dig in your heels and start thrusting up your cock into the wet pussy beginning to spasm on you. Feeling her drop down fully , her mouth fastened onto your shoulder as she screams her pleasures. Shuddering and breathing heavy, she rests for just a moment, then falls off to the side, reaching down and pulling the used condom off you. Mistress's voice is close as you hear," You've had your fun, now let's clean him up for the next cowgirl to pony up!" The feel of a soft warm wet cloth running all over your genitals soothes you momentarily. You sigh with pleasure, as you feel more movement on the bed, then hear the now familiar ripping sound beside you.    *smiles*
8/11/2007 10:29:41 AM
Pressure on your back, as he leans down, She is leaning down on his back, to tell you, "Very good! You have redeemed yourself well, judging by her moans and thrashings"
You hear him sigh, as she lifts herself off his back, then the unmistakable 'pop' tells you just why he shot his load all over your back. You hear Her whisper to him, " You...clean up your mess Now. Do not leave a drop, but..do Not swallow it, You are going to share it with M there on the bed above you. Do you understand Me?" "Yes, Ma'am. My honor to please You." he replies. Immediately, you feel his wet tongue lapping up all his cooling jism from your back. As soon as he is finished, a slight push and you roll off to the side. You hear Her call out, "Cover your eyes, folks...hot photo op cumming up!" 
Feeling him climb up into position, you tell Mistress, " They are ready, Ma'am" and a brilliant flash in the darkness blinds those not looking away.
You feel the tug again on your leash, so following Her, you are surprised to feel yourself led up onto the top of one of the beds. She positions you in a semi reclining pose, arms to be held to the top of the headboard, admonishing you Not to let go, it's as though your wrists are bound by steel, holding them there. Your cock, which has been hard for so long now, dripping pre cum has totally soaked the leather cock n ball strap that's wrapped around you. You draw a sharp breath as you hear her call out.."Ladies not playing with someone right now..I have a hard cock here just waiting for riders."
8/10/2007 4:32:17 PM
You feel movements behind and around you, but you are tunnel-visioned on your task..you can feel a hard velvet encased steel rod rubbing against your asscheeks, and fully believing your Mistress, you give 150 % of your oral talents to the lady whom it's your job to pleasure. Your tongue makes broad sweeps up and down her slit lips, flicking her slightly protruding clitoris, as you use your chin to push into her wetness slightly. She's enjoying your ministrations, if the quivering in her thighs is a good gage to go by. You are slightly startled, as the hands holding yours tighten their grip signifigantly, and you hear a grunt above you.
Wrapping your lips around her clit, you start suckling as though it's a small cock, noticing the cock rubbing in your ass crack is becoming more rythmic in it's strokings.
Sucking hard, grinding your chin deeper and deeper into her...she starts moaning and groaning, crying out hard and loud. Above you..whoever is holding and squeezing your wrists is also moaning and groaning..still thrusting up through your asscheeks, balls slapping against a very tightly held hole. More hard thrusts, while drinking down as much of her flowing love juices as you can catch, when you feel a wet heat splattering your back.

8/9/2007 3:37:55 PM
A quick jerk on the collar around your neck startles you. Following the tug, crawling on your hands and knees, directly into a pair of soft thighs. You face mashes into the smooth, wet skin of a female cunt. You know not who's, as you know it's not Mistress, as you did not shave her smooth this morning.
Hearing Her voice in your ear, telling you "Lick, Dawg!", you dive into the wet pussy in your face. Now you are responsible for the soft sighs and moans coming from the mystery lady above you.
You felt your hands pulled behind you, held by a pair of strong hands, but not your Mistress's. You are confused but do not stop licking. Again you hear her whisper to you, " Make her cum good, and he will let you go. If you don't, her pussy will muffle your cries as I tell him to plow your ass! This is your chance to redeem yourself."
You got busy with your tongue and lips and teeth.
8/8/2007 10:56:50 AM
It is dark, not completely blacked out, but so dark that only with intense concentration, can you hear bodies moving about some. You can hear the gutteral moans of men, being sexually pleasured. The moist sounds of wet mouths servicing those men. The occasional gag as someone shoves too deeply into a throat.
You can hear the soft moans of ladies, being pleasured. The indrawn and held breaths, the mmmmmmmm when someone hits the right spot on her, or in her :) You feel yourself grow more excited as all these sounds of pleasure surround you. Yet, you are sat in the corner, listening only. All because you were bad.
You have to wonder, does one of those moans belong to Her? You are supposed to be the one bringing her pleasures like that, not another. Yet She doesn't want you right now, She is annoyed with you. So you will wait, maybe not as patiently as hoped, but it's so dark and with all the sounds around you, of others indulging in pleasures, you are certain your sighs will go unnoticed.
8/4/2007 10:41:50 AM
Due to more tech difficulties, namely staying online and being able to answer mails..I will try again in sending replies.

8/2/2007 1:28:21 PM
Hmmmm. Due to technical difficulties, beyond his control, it seems I have a free evening :)

8/1/2007 8:22:41 PM
It's a new month, coming into my 3rd month here on Collarme. I've read alot in the forums, talked alot with others here, had hoped to find more locally who were serious about sharing in this, but in all honesty, it seems quite a few are in this only for what they can get from it, or me. This is not a complaint, as I'm sure we all are used to this in not only this lifestyle, but in the everyday people we have to deal with as well.
To those reading this..know this..I RARELY contact anyone first, unless something in their profile really impresses me, most often that will be intellectualy or humorously, not a photo.
Like all here, I am looking to have certain desires, namely to satisfy the Domme that I cannot help being, to be filled. Maybe I am searching for too much, I don't know yet.
Who doesn't want the perfect partner(s) for themselves? As an entity, that is what our entire race is about, finding and holding that which completes us, then making more of us, and after than phase is past, then holding close to enjoy the last phases of life, respect, love, honor...
7/31/2007 11:28:03 PM
Do Not ass-u-me anything with Me. If some have emailed, and I have not answered, You need to realise that in the short time I've been on this site, from the first day I made a profile, I have been Innundated with so many emails from you all, it makes me wonder if I am the only Alpha Female seeking reality.
 I have not demanded anything from anyone here, except the same Respect! as you would give the lady you pass on the street.
So Keep your Attitude, and wonder why you are not answered. My time is as precious to Me as yours is to you, and I decide who I will share my time online with.

7/31/2007 2:07:31 PM
She looked stricken, seeing her dinner tossed like that. What did I care? She should have done a better job. Had she actually listened to me earlier, she'd have gotten the hint when I told her it should be clean enough to eat from.
Sitting down at the table, enjoying my burger, I laughed aloud at her, scrambling around on the floor like that, humiliation is a good motivation. I let her eat, then called her into the room again. Had her set on the floor by the bed, and attached a collar and wrist cuffs on her. Using the chains, attached to the ring in the collar, run down through the rings on the wrists, and attached at the other end to the ankles, she would have to crawl the rest of her time. I had her clean the bathroom again, to make it sparkle this time, reminding her it was for her Master, and her pride. Then I had her show me how she took care of her duties for her Master, ironing his shirts I'd had him bring to me a day before, cleaning his shoes, I worked her hard, only allowing us both a couple naps. She was allowed only a pillow on the floor, having to keep her restraints on the entire time. Yes, it was hard on her body, and her mind, the whole time I would impress on her that this was her choice, and to do herself, and more importantly, her Master, proud, she had to give more than she had ever given before. It took time, and the conditioning of talking, spankings, comfortings, but she finally showed some enthusiasm for her efforts.
When I released her from the restraints, and had her shower and prepare herself for Him, I wondered if it was an act, to 'get along til He showed up', but..when He did, she was sincere in her apologies for trying to dictate their relationship after their agreement. She proudly showed him all that she'd done, and told him all that I'd had her talk about, and do..and when they left, (yes, I'd given her back her clothes..lol) I felt in a good place.
Things like this, don't work, unless All those involved are willing to commit more than their All..you have to go to the basement before you can walk upstairs.

I know.. now you all want the sexy stuff..I wanted to let you know, there Is more to me, and this Lifestyle, than sex. That is a very very minor part of it.
7/31/2007 9:23:03 AM
Coming back just before the hour was up, I quietly let myself into the room, and slipped over to check her progress. I was disappointed. There were streaks on the mirror, and splotches on the floor.
Quietly going over to the table, I set the containers down, then sat down and waited the last 5 minutes. The timer went off, and she immediately set the water and gloves into the bath, then washed her hands and walked from the bathroom. I watched her body language, good, she was resentful of the task set before her, probably why she did such a shitty job of it. She looked up, stopping when she saw me sitting there, scowling. I casually opened one of the containers of burgers and fries I'd gotten. The smells invaded the room and her senses. I smiled.
"So, let's see how much you respect your Master, by how good a job you did for him there." I said, walking towards her as her eyes dropped. I stopped in front of her, glared at her terminity in standing tall and looking me straight in the face. "Stay here." was all I said. I saw the floor was dry, as was everything else, the hotel towels tho, were filthy and left slopped into a heap by the tub. I walked back into the room, grabbing my crop as I did. Standing behind her, I asked if that was the best she knew how to clean? She didn't understand. A swift clear swipe across the back of her calves brought her to her knee's quickly. I asked again, if that's how she was taught, to simply wipe water over something, then use a perfectly good clean towel to sop up the water and dirt. Is that what she wanted her Master's bathroom to look like? His kitchen? Did she care so little for His comfort and health that she'd leave Him in a pigsty?? If so, I told her as I walked over to get the other container from the table, then it's good enough for her as well. I told her to go eat her dinner, as I tossed the whole thing out of the box and onto the floor.
7/30/2007 7:22:23 PM
So saying, I put her into the corner, telling her to reflect upon why she felt the need to question her Master so much. After a time, we would talk and her answers had better be honest. I left her there, naked in the corner right by the air conditioner, so it would blow the cold air on her nakedness, for 30 minutes. Then I brought her to bend over the bed beside me, on her stomach, hands thrown across, in a totally vulnerable position. I could see she was not comfortable with this, her muscles held taut and straining not to turn over. We began the questions. Every time she prevaricated, denying us both the truth, I whipped her ass with a leather belt and made her look deeper for the right answer. On and on this went, until she was bawling, but finally loose in her body language. I won't go into her reasons here, they are not relevant.
Sitting her up, after over an hour of questions and answers and a very red, sore ass, I held her to me, petting her, comforting her, as I gave her the ankle cuffs to put on. I showed her that this was a reward, for finally speaking only the truth.
While she was still calming down, it was time for the next exercises. I took her to the hotel bathroom, and there, gave her some rubber gloves and a bleach water solution. Her task was to thoroughly clean every inch of the room. To make it clean enough to eat from the floor. She had 1 hour. I set a kitchen timer and told her I would return. Then I left to go get our dinner.

7/30/2007 11:06:03 AM
First of all, let me say, this is different than the previous entries, as this memory is all about service, non sexual, physically. Yes, I did a bit of fucking with her mind.:)

She was brought before me, tossed to her knee's and she was told she was Mine for the next 24 hrs. She looked up at her Master, and asked "Why? What did I do to displease You so much?"
I grabbed her chin and drew her face to Mine, and told her straight up," THAT is exactly Why!. You do Not question your Master's decisions like this! You need training He cannot get through to you, but I Will!"
I nodded to Him, signalling him to leave her with me there in the hotel room. We'd arranged that he would be back at the same time, the following day, to see if she had learned. She winced and slumped as she heard the door close behind her.

Standing over her, I asked,"Who's bitch are you, right now?" She answered, " Yours, Mistress. I am Yours right now." I leaned down and slapped her across the face. Screamed at her, "Then Who Do You Think You Are, to Look ME in The Eyes Without Permission??" and as she picked herself up from the floor, where my slap had taken her off guard, I walked over to the bed that I'd set my bag onto. Taking out the restraint system, I had her crawl on hands and elbows to me, telling her that she sucked as a submissive, was insincere in her desire, and would be taught to please her Master as they Both desired.
When she finally reached me, I had her strip down, one piece at a time. With each piece, I told her that I cared, her Master cared, why did she not care for us? Did we not accept her bad behavior without excessive punishments? Did she not want the love that was given in her relationship? Would she accept My help, in showing her that she could fully trust in herself and her Master?
With her total nudity, she agreed in a small voice. I took her clothes and told her, only IF she learned the lessons, would she have them returned. If not, then I would kick her out of the room naked and fully exposed to any who came by. She would have to 'earn' her coverings. (She didn't know they would only be leather straps for her collar, ankle and wrist cuffs.) lol
t.b. c. soon.

7/29/2007 11:06:59 AM
I'm taking a few days to sift through other past scene memories, to find another one to stir your juices some :)

7/27/2007 4:32:51 PM
To continue from Weds' fun...later that evening..g was invited over. Yes, met him here, had the chat and coffee, was impressed and called him over.
I know he was excited at being told to come to my playroom, get naked and set his ass down in the straight chair. g, hun..you were standing straight up at attention..lol.
Then when I had you show your sincerity, rubbing your face on my feet and shoes, kissing and licking my toes, yes, you impressed again. Such enthusiasm :)
When you looked up at me, as I inserted the ball gag into your mouth..mmm I felt the thrill run through us both.
Then bending you over the bench..ohh yes..your hard cock slipped right into the hole as it was supposed to. Soo lovely.
Even when I dragged my nails over your back, down your ass and back up your thighs..seeing you squirm for me MMMMMMM. Did you enjoy as much as it seemed, when I greased up your ass? When I slipped my finger inside, to spread the grease about, then added a bit more with the 2nd finger added? A bit of rubbing the lube about with the dildo attached to my harness..and slipped on in...mmmmm yes, I know you loved that! Taking you deeper and deeper, moving that dick about inside you, rubbing all your walls..yes, you were indeed dancing about, moving the bench under you, you bad boy! LOL
And afterwards, when I shoved that bulbed plug up you, and made you sit and wriggle on the bed while I played some with your nipples, and held the harness to your nose to breathe in our combined scents..you were sooo ready to shoot, weren't you? :)
That bit about counting to 3 before allowing you to come..I know you loved that too..as did I..Such a Rush to control a body like that..Thank you for the gift of your submission to me that night.

7/25/2007 7:13:44 PM
Today was fun, I was at a private party with one of the ladies from last weekend. I couldn't believe she had 8 men flake on showing up! out of 10 men invited. The pussy's! So the one man who did, boy did he get to enjoy! She got to experience the strap on, and when she got too loud, I had him just shove his cock in her mouth..lol. Then I had him laying alongside, and working the Magic Wand on her clit while I fucked her with the strap on, changing from the bullet to the 8 incher :) and using her anal beads, fed them slowly into her ass. I got the angle just right, on each outstroke, I could feel the head of the dildo rubbing along each bead. She was sooo receptive and loved every minute of it. (all 45 mins I had her down in front of me)
Then after washing everything up and changing condoms on it, I taught her how to use the strap on..it was hilarious! She was walking around saying.."I've got a dick..hehehe"
7/24/2007 7:03:44 PM
So,,,I've been thinking..I can add a little more room to my play area, and build a glory hole..many fun times to come! :)
A novel way to satisfy that 'inner slut' so many of you seem to have. hehehe
7/24/2007 11:22:40 AM
Someone asked me why I'm only looking for locals. It's for a few reasons. One, I don't want to have to 'plan out' every meeting. If I have an urge at 9 pm, I want to satisfy it that night.
Another reason is, I have worn down my vehicle, travelling about So.Cal. so unless one of my subs is a mechanic..then you have to deal with me staying close to home and preferring my new play area.
Hope that answers some of your mails, before you send them.

7/23/2007 10:40:24 AM
Mmmmm last weekend's party was soo nice! There were 5 of us ladies, 2 Domme's, 2 submissive and 1 plain ol' fuck luvvin slut. Add to that, 1 Dom, and about 10 men ready and willing to go the distance to please all of us over and over again! Yesss, it was good!
The highlights of the party, for me, was watching one man using my Magic Wand on one of the ladies. Seeing her in the throes of multiple orgasms for over 5 minutes was awe inspiring! Getting to watch while I was teasingly torturing a long desired recipe from a wonderful Greek, 1 ingredient at a time, was just icing..lol. Hearing her moaning and gushing, while I was chewing on his balls and using my fingertip to lightly ring his ass, heheehe...until I guess I pushed too far and he could only babble in Greek. This caused a lot of fun loving laughs.(Although he Did write the recipe out, in English, for me before leaving) :)
The other highlight was getting to flog one of the subs, after she was let up finally from all the cock sucking and 4-finger-ings for well over 2 hrs. Getting her ass nice and red, dragging my nails over her clit and lips, driving my thumb up inside her while another dragged his nails over her back..slapping that ass and pussy with the laces..I turned her  back over to her Dom, they put on quite a show finishing both their pleasures :)
I do hope everyone else's weekend was just as hot!
7/20/2007 7:17:52 PM
Stepping back, then walking around again, I bend down to your face level. "Make me proud." I say, and give you a loving kiss.
I walk to the side, and sit on a loveseat, still in my strap on. Taking one of the wipes I have sitting out, I clean the dildo as I watch the first man step up behind you. He is about the same size as my dildo, covered in a condom, and lubed.
You are trembling, aftershocks from your orgasm, as well as trepidition over your upcoming ordeal. You are both looking at me, so with a casual wave of my hand, I say, "Break in My new pussy good, boys. Just remember, if you break him permanantly...You will take his place!"
With your eyes connected to mine, you feel My new pussy stretch, taking in your first live cock. Unlike me, he stops with just the head in, giving you a moment to adjust again. Then a few pushes and he is off and fucking you good. You can feel his balls slapping on yours. All the while, our eyes stay connected. You see the smile on my face, watching you take your first of 6 men tonight. He doesn't last long, less than 10 minutes, and I can see his legs quivering. I ring a small bell next to me, time to switch men. They take a step to the left, he pulls out and comes around, yanking the condom off as he does so. "Open your mouth, Slut" I tell you. You do so, and he shoots his cum into your wide open mouth. You gurgle, as the first shot hits the back of your throat, at the same time as the next man steps straight in and fills My pussy completely in one stroke. This one is slightly thicker than the previous, good thing he's well lubed.
On and on it goes, every ten minutes, as set by the first, I ring the bell and the men switch. Those who cum, shoot into your mouth, which you are not allowed to swallow, but are to let drool out and land on the mirror below.(aside from the small bits that shot down your throat naturally)
They are excused, after you thank them nicely for fucking Mistress's new pussy boy. Those who haven't cum, keep trading places every ten minutes, until you are down to the last 3 men. One cums, in his condom, in your ass. "Ohhh..",I say, " A rule breaker. How fun!"
Knowing and agreeing to this prior to joining tonight, he immediately pulls out, empties his condom into your mouth, then drops down so his own face is above the mirror, under yours. I walk over, sliding a condom onto my dildo. The others stand back, waiting, watching as you are. Stroking them selves to stay hard and ready.
" 20 strokes for lack of self control" I say, kneeling behind the rule breaker. Lining up the lubed latex cock with his own ass, I remind him, "Count the strokes or we start over from 1." "Yes, Ma'am." he says. A fast push and his punishment begins. "1, Ma'am." "2, Ma'am" and so on, until after the last stroke, when he says " Thank you, Ma'am" when I let him pull his face up from the nasty mess on the mirror, since each stroke into his ass, coincided with a lick of the cold cum under his face.
When I stand him up, I'm not surprised to see he's rock hard again, ready for another round. But...the final part of the punishment..he's sent home, hard and on his honor, not to jack off or cum, until I see him agian tomorrow.
"Now, my last two studs, are we ready for the finale?" I ask. They reply in the affirmative. Looking at you, my new pussy, with the now well stretched, swollen, and reddened asspussy, I say to you, " Slut, you have done well. This last few and you will have made me proud. Because of the other's lack of control, you will not be cleaning the mirror, this time..so..you will just have to take the whole load hot and delivered deep, straight into your stomach."  You smile up at me, thanking me and I can see you are pretty proud of yourself right now.
I step back and the last two step in, the shorter yet thick man to your face, where he immediately grabs your head and begins face fucking you. The longer, yet thinner cock'd man steps in between your legs, grabs your ass cheeks and opens you wide. "Damn, ma'am.."he says, " you could  drive a truck into this tunnel." as he gives you all 9 inches straight up into your bowels. Oh yes, this is delicious, watching you bound down, getting slammed at both ends, watching them fuck you faster and faster, showing you no mercy, reaming your throat and My new pussy good and hard. Not surprisingly, I see you agian having an orgasm.Albeit, it was only a few drops, as this was the 4th one in the past few hours. :) I can see we're going to have to work on sustaining your production.
Face fucker is groaning, he's close..I tell you, "Don't spill a drop, take it all. Swallow it for Me!" Which you do, beautifully.
The last man fucking is also very close..for him, I want you to experience a new feeling too. I've told them, the last man is to pull out and shoot his hot jism all over your ass. I have all the testing results for these men, so I am assured they are disease free, just that you didn't need to know this. :) I do so love that moan you make, feeling his hot cum shooting on your ass, slicing it's way down through the lube that's covering you, dripping over your balls to land on the floor mirror.

Taking you out of the restraints, they help me help you to a nice soothing bath. I wash you gently, telling you how proud I am of my new slutboy. After recovering some, I help you to stand and dry you off, then lead you to a nearby bed that was behind the screen. Laying together, holding you as you relive your night, we drift off to sleep.
7/20/2007 9:27:15 AM
Walking about you, from your head to your still red and oily ass, I comment out loud," Oh yes, look at you, laying there all hard and tight, just waiting for Me to take that cherry! You know that I am only going to be your first, tonight, Yes? After me, you will be used, over and over again. Your mouth and your manpussy will be plowed well, and fertalized over and over again. You will fully accept that after tonight, you are nothing more than a cum recepticle for whomever I decide. "
I could see, with each word, you heard my words and they excited you. Your useless, for tonight, dick grew hard and tight up against your stomach. I could see your ass cheeks flexing.
Dipping my fingers into a bowl of lube set next to you on a table, I begin fingering that nice tight, well cleaned, pink ass hole. One finger, twisting and turning, making sure to lightly brush over your prostate.
Now two fingers, I can feel this pussy grabbing onto me, easily stretching to this familiar point, so I pull out, then not allowing enough time for your ass to fully close up agian, I slide three fingers inside, a straight shot up. "Ahhhhh!" you cry.
A few thrusts, a few twists, making sure my knuckles bump your prostate good and I step up, right behind your thighs.
Lining up my latex cock under my fingers, I pull them out, leaving the flared head just inside your hole. "MMmmm," I croon, " That looks so lovely, my cock-head stretching out this virgin man pussy. Do you like it, slut? Do you want more? You want to show me how you are nothing more than a fuck toy? My fuck toy? My own little cock sucking, ass open to fucking, toy? "
You manage to groan " Yes, ma'am, please, fuck this worthless pussy. Make me Your man toy, show me how to please You!" as you wriggle your ass on my cock.
Slapping your hard on you ass, I take your cherry, slamming the 6 inches into my new pussyboy! Not taking it easy, for that's not how you need it, I know..I pull back all the way out, then shove it all the way back in. Ohhh listen to you howl! If it weren't for the mirror I'd placed underneath, to watch myself from top and bottom, fucking you hard, I'd not know just how much you were loving this. Your cock is dripping a steady stream of pre cum down to glaze the mirror, you bad boy. I hope you know you will be cleaning that mirror later!
In and out, sawing over your prostate, leaving you gasping and moaning, shaking and writhing under me. My new pussy is grabbing at my nice latex cock, Oh yes,, you're close, I thought with a smile..and as hard as you are going to be used in a few minutes..
Changing the angle of attack, I slam into your bowel, keeping a constant stream of pleasure from your prostate to your balls and your brain..until I hear you gasp out, " Oh Please! Mistress!!! May this unworthy cum??? I cannot hold it! I love you Ma'am! Take me over.. please!!"
Leaning down, I growl into your ear..."Tonight, my sweet, you are free to cum as often as you can..shoot for me now. Show me how you love me fucking your ass."
Holding your shoulders, I pull back and short stroke the head over and over your prostate, driving you past the point of no return, laying on you, my weight against your muscles arching up as your dick throbs and shoots all over the mirror, even off the end, so great is your orgasm.
Holding still to better enjoy the feeling of your ass muscles trying to milk the latex with each squirt you empty from your balls.. I look back and nod to the others. Calling them to step up and form a circle around your heaving self, tied down as you are.
When you've done, and finally open your eyes, tears dripping down your face from the intensity, you see nothing but hard cocks waiting for ..you!
You know this is going to be a long night, and you sigh happily.
7/19/2007 9:46:40 AM
So saying, I take a step closer, bringing your mouth in line with my 'trainer' strap on dildo. It's not huge, only being about the size of an average male, but a good starting point. "Open for your Mistress!" I command, and with your eyes watching mine, your mouth opens and I slide only the head in. "Close those lips, feel me slide over your tongue." I tell you. I give you a few inches, which is literally half the dildo, to show you it's about training, not degradation (yet). I ease back and slide only the few inches back in..you are doing well, holding it on your tongue, keeping your lips over your teeth so as not to bite or scrape. I give you more..you're feeling the fullness of the head at the back of your throat, not quite deep enough to bring on the gag reflex. You're also feeling your nose smashed against the leather of my strap on, the metal ring pressing against your mouth, so you know you've taken it all. I pump it in and out for only a few minutes, telling you, "Better not swallow, but instead get this as wet as you can, it's going to be your lubrication as I pop that cherry and open my new asspussy to my friends. They just happen to be waiting, a bit impatiently, on the other side of that screen." You cannot see my evil-happy smile, as you moan, mouth full of my dildo, at the thought of being broken in first by me, then being used like the true slut you know you are.
I pull out, seeing the long strings of spit trailing from your sloppy mouth to my now glistening latex cock. Yes.. it's ready, and so are you!
7/18/2007 8:55:56 PM
You are bound, wrists and ankles, over the padded bench. The hood, allowing only your eyes and mouth to be open, hides your identity. The restraints and hood are your only coverings.
You acutely feel the breeze from the fan blowing over your exposed body. Tonight, you take the next step into a lower level of depravity.Tonight, you will learn to use that asspussy for what it's supposed to be used for.
You feel my hand, comforting on your back, gliding down from your shoulders, down your backbone, to stop on those quivering cheeks.You take a deep breath, a calming breath. "Whomp!" comes my hand down, hard on your ass! "Smack...smack, smack.." like a machine gun..repeatedly spanking that white ass, turning it more and more pink, then red..hitting it over and over again..until you are writhing on the bench, squirming, trying to move from my hands path.
You don't even feel the light oil slide down over your ass cheeks..nor do you feel it slip down in the crack, coating everything. You do feel my hand, rubbing it in all about..working from the outer edges to the middle, in smaller and smaller concentric rings, until both cheeks are red and shiny for me. "Ohhh yes, that looks lovely! Nice and warmed up for my new little slut, ready for Mistress's nice cock for you?" I ask.
Coming to stand before you, I use the hood to pull your head up. "So, is my little boy ready to become a cock sucker? Ready to take a step closer to me, to pleasing me, to becoming worthy of kneeling at my feet like a man, not the worm you are now?" "Yes Mistress. Please Mistress, make me a man worthy of you!" you beg me.
7/17/2007 8:32:55 AM
Time will tell, as they say, to cut out the fantasy players from those who are real.
I don't mind some fantasies exchanged online, IF you let me know that that is ALL you are about. IF I have to figure it out on my own..That pisses me off. I'm not here, on this earth, on the web or anywhere else, just to give you players that kind of bullshit satisfaction, especially when you take it without asking. Do you know, that feels just like a mental Rape? But then, you don't care..you got Your rocks off.
I do wonder how many realise you Can still be a man, and submissive, at the same time? As for that..it goes for Women too..

To answer here, a question I'm seeing over n over again..Unless I say what I wrote in my journal IS a Fantasy...yes, it really happened, tho I may have made a few adjustments simply for enhancing the story.
Back to our regularly scheduled lives.

7/16/2007 10:05:30 AM
Saturday was fun! A lot of bodies down in Laguna Nigel, got to play, flash, whip a few butts, and even take a 'puppy' for a walk. It's amazing, how many people feel free to degrade others for enjoying a walk in cuffs, collar, leash, and gag..I sadly had to educate some on how disrespectful they were being to me, by 'letting loose' on him. Assholes..but..there they are.

7/13/2007 7:15:30 PM
Tomorrow is National Nude Day, did you all know that? I'll be spending the afternoon and night down in Laguna Nigel, baring the butt and having a ball (or 2 I hope) at the 27th Annual Moon Amtrak event. If you're in So Cal, you should drop by, brave the crowds and moon one of the trains going by! Want a spanking too? Come find me :) I'll be down towards the end of the block, bending bad lil puppies over...hehehe.
Whatever you do, have a Blast!

7/13/2007 9:23:03 AM
With both of us breathing heavy, we just lay there for a few moments.
I turn about, and tell him, " Now I am ready to ride my toy.I do hope I don't break it." watching his eyes open wide. Never before have I had him service me in this way. I have been in control of all his erections and ejaculations for the past year, yet never before has his cock been closer to his Mistress's pussy than the few times I've allowed him to stoke his cock between my lower thighs, right above my knees, to relieve the blue balls pressure.
So saying, I sit up and straddle his thighs, leaning up to release his hands from the scarf restraints. " You may hold the bars, but you are Not to let go, nor touch me without permission. If you do, we are done. Do you understand? " I tell him. "Yes, Mistress," he says, " I will not let go, I am bound by your word, and by my love for you."
Slightly adjusting, I slowly slide down his cock, feeding it to my hungry snatch. "Ohhhh Ma'am!" he cries, "It's sooo hot, so wet! sooo tight!" as his body is shaking to restrain the almost overwhelming urge to thrust up deeply into me. Oh yes, I know what's going through his mind now, the exstasy his cock is feeling, being allowed inside it's first pussy in a whole year. That's not to say there haven't been hand jobs, even blow jobs, performed by either himself or another submissive, but no pussy.
I start riding him, slowly at first, enjoying the feel of My cock filling and stretching my walls, rising until only the tip is inside, then flowing back down until I am able to grind my clitoris hard against his pelvic bone. I lay forward on him, keeping hold tightly of My cock as I smash my large breasts into his chest, and plant my lips on the side of his neck. This is slightly difficult, as he is so much longer of body than I, but sooo worth it, as I suckle hard, marking him with a love hickey, causing his body to buck beneath me uncontrollably. :) I am so bad, but I AM so Good at it!
I slide down more fully, seating My cock deeper, until it feels like the tip of the shaft is pressing into my cervix, trying to open my womb. This puts me right over his nipples, which I immediately latch onto, sucking, nibbling, even biting and stretching them with my teeth. Each time driving him higher and higher, without the ability to come. All the while, I am working my inner muscles to drag up and down his shaft. My own juices dripping from our joining to coat his balls and flow down over his ass. Yes..I can feel myself grow tighter, I can feel it coming over me. Now I need him to move. I tell him, " Sweet, now, grab my ass tight, use it to pull me up as I want you to slam into me, and suckle on my nipples like a baby taking his meal!"  As I say this, I am reaching down behind and under us, and release his balls from their holder.
Laying back down on him, riding him hard, as he does as he was told, the sweat and fuck juices pouring off us to pool on the sheets, him growing harder and harder, swelling up, as I grow tighter and juicier. We fly together..up, to the open skies above the stars..and shatter! Bodies bucking, each pumping of his hot cum burning inside me, making my milk him for even more, it felt as if we'd never stop.
But, eventually, we did. I roll off him, legs wide and knee's upraised. "Come," I say. "Do not allow any of this jism to stain my sheets." This was something we'd talked about, his deep dark fantasy of being made to eat cream pie. So for this night, we'll start his training with his own cream :)

I hope you enjoyed. Unlike previous entries, this one has no base in an actual happening for me, it's been pure fantasy :) Someday, maybe..it'll come true.
7/12/2007 8:39:17 AM
Within seconds, it seemed, he was spread out, the scarves wrapped about his wrist, a look of pride, trepidation, and excitement on his face, as he watched me wander about, lighting my candles and bringing various things from the bedside drawer.
I'd had this night planned for days, and was very glad he had not fucked up in his attitude or service, forcing me to cancel my plans.
"No blindfolds tonight, sweet. I want you to see and feel Everything." I say as I lean down and kiss him fully on the lips.
Sitting beside him, I start with a light brushing of a small feather duster over his chest and abdomen. Leaving in it's trail, a faint coating of Honey Dust over his skin. Laying myself fully over his chest, some of the Dust transfers to me. I know he loves the feel of my larger than average size body covering him, pressing him down into the feather mattress. His moans of delight tell me so.
Leaning back up, I bring one of my DD breasts to his mouth, offering it for his worship. His tongue is hot and fast, licking away quickly as though I'm going to tease him as I have in the past, allowing him only a few tastes before denying him. I move one side to the other, offering him the other breast to clean, then taking both, and wrapping his face securely and snigly in between both. Yes, he is in heaven, buried in his Mistress's bounty. I know, I can feel the heat radiating off his cock as it throbs against my hip. :)
"Would you like your dessert now? " I ask playfully.."Oh Yes, Please!" he replies, " Everything from you, Mistress, is Manna"
Manuervering some, I straddle his face, reverse position, and slowly, so very slowly, lower myself to just above him. I can feel his tongue darting out, just barely able to flick against me. Staying there, I leaned down and to his complete surprise, take his cock in my mouth, all the way to the root, in one fell swoop. Chuckling as he cries out "AArggghhhh"  and his hips bucked upwards, burying himself even deeper. I slam my hips down over his wide open mouth, and he attacks his Mistress's pussy. Licking, biting, slurping, sucking, nibbling..oh yes.. just as I've taught him so well this past year.
I do not stroke up n down his shaft, no need, all I do is hold him tight inside my mouth and swallow. The motion of my tongue, cheeks and throat against him spurs him on to better performance, giving me even more of what he's given me before. For once, I am not holding back, but allowing every feeling to flow through, not making him work harder, not tonight, not for his reward.
Sucking a deep breath in and holding it, I allow my body to flow, feeding him with my delight. His thrashing beneath me prolongs my orgasm, until finally, it's over, and I slide off and lay alongside him, cock still trapped in my mouth, balls still held so he cannot come yet.
7/10/2007 11:28:49 PM
Pulling off my glove, I take my long blood red nails and drag them, not so gently over his already peaked male nipples. He shudders in exquisite pleasure/pain. Pinching them, exerting more and more pressure, until he cries out for me. Looking up at my face, I can see the tears start in his eyes, along with the love and pain.Yes, this is where he should be.:)
I release him from the cross, taking his hand and lead him to the bench, bending him over it, belly first. Running my hand up and down his back and over his nice taut ass, I feel the heat just pouring off him in waves, he is sooo pumped now.
Keeping my left hand on his upper back and shoulders, I bring my right hand down sharply on his ass, feeling him jump with the initial shock of it. Over and over again, rubbing his shoulders and back, smacking that ass until it is a nice shiney red from his sweat and my palm.
Pulling him up by his hair, I look into his eyes and give him a soft and gentle kiss.
He whispers, "Thank you Mistress. Please, how else may I please you tonight?"
"Come with me" I say, and lead him from our play room, to my bedroom. At the door, as is the rule whenever he is called in to my sanctuary, he drops to his knees and crawls in to where he is directed. Tonight, his surprise shows as I direct him to my bed. He has changed the sheets before, changed the drapes hanging from the canopy, depending on my moods, but never has he been invited up on the bed with me.
"In the middle, spread eagle, find the scarves" I tell him.
7/9/2007 8:24:05 PM
Dressed in his favorite, black cupless bustier, tight boy cut shorts and thigh highs that hold themselves up, along with his favorite 4 inch black pumps with the peek-a- boo toes, I waited for him.
He comes in and with a smile, I notice he's removed the cbt, with a solemn face, he hands me back my chain with his key attached to it. Looking down, I see he's already half engorged with his seldom seen freedom. He moans with appreciation at my attire. I tell him, "Yes, just for you tonight, my sweet."
Taking his hand, I lead him to the cross and fasten him up. "Let's just have a little warm up now, shall we?" I say. He replies, " Ohh Yes, Ma'am!" as his body shudders with the known pleasure his mind knows is coming to him.
Facing outward on the cross, his eyes lowered as he feels the first sensual swipe of the pristinely white rabbit fur mitt glide over his shoulders.Down over his pectorals, his abdomen, and around his now engorged cock to slide over his thigh, down his leg, across to the other and start it's way back up following the same path in reverse.
Dropping the fur, I pull a long red satin glove on, then starting on the opposite side, run the slightly rougher glove over his body, keeping away from his throbbing and bouncing cock, but...this time..taking his tightening balls in my hand, pulling them back down slowly. I reach down and pull up a sak clamp, only about an inch and a half wide, just enough to keep his balls down and unable to ejaculate.
I do so love hearing his moans.

7/7/2007 7:51:56 PM
We drove home silently. I think it was also a record time, considering the normal Los Angeles traffic conditions.
Upon closing the garage door behind us, I allowed him to again hand me from the car, then told him, " Tonight, sweet one, for being so good this year, and because tonight is special for us, I will have you completely bare the rest of the night." And pulling the chain from where it was wound in my hair, handed it to him. "I will meet you inside." I said and walked through the doorway and into the kitchen. From there, he could follow the trail of clothes, picking them up as he came, to the play room we have set up in a spare room. In here was the Cross, the bench I sometimes used for a lil CBT with him, a massage table, and a child's sized plastic pool. It was to this that I came to, stood in the center of,and waited for him.

7/6/2007 12:22:34 PM
"Aww, What's the matter, my sweet?" I ask, facetiously.
"Ma'am, you know what you do to me. I want so much to please you, here, now! May I? Please Ma'am!"
It's too nice, having this handsome young man, on his knee's at my feet, begging to please me right here in the car park at the pier.:) This is a great anniversary.
I grab his hair, pulling his face up to look into mine and tell him, " I will give you a few minutes." and smile at him as I scoot a few inches out, and spread my thighs wide for him.
He immediately dives face first into my panties, moaning as he begins sucking the juices that have gathered there. Knowing how I love it, I feel his teeth start chewing on my swollen lips, I cannot hold the smile back, remembering all the sessions it took for him to realise that I am a woman who enjoys All a man's mouth, that All a woman's genitalia can feel, not just the clit that so many will worry to numbness and then wonder why Mistress is not happy.
With his face buried deep between my legs, his hands still massaging, although not quite so diligently now, my calves and ankles, and with all the moans he was making, he never saw the other people who came to investigate. :) I just smiled and put my finger to my lips, shushing them.
Giving him an extra few minutes, hell, it felt wonderful! I tapped his shoulder and told him to sit back up on his feet, to assume the sub position. And to look up and around. As he did, he flushed deep red, caught as he was by the 3 others who'd stood watching. They gave him a small applause, causing him to feel more humiliated as well as causing him a painful swelling.
" We can go now" I said. "You've done well, and tonight, you will be rewarded." So swinging my legs inside, I allowed him to close the door and come around for the drive home.

7/5/2007 9:51:17 PM
So saying "Yes, Ma'am!" with a big smile, we go back to the parking structure and the car therein. On the way, I casually take his arm, looking for all the world to see like a regular couple strolling. They cannot see my nails flicking up to stroke over his hardening nipples under his shirt. They cannot hear the soft moans and indrawn breaths, but I can.:)
As he holds the door open for me, I slide against his body, feeling him shudder as he is not used to such a full body contact with me. Sitting on the seat, with my feet still out the door, I tell him, "Down on your knee's, and rub my calves." Immediately he drops, still with a big smile. Tenderly, he rubs my lower legs, from knee's to ankles, massaging out the slight tightness brought on by our strolling the pier in my 4 inch heels. As he is down there, I slowly let my legs drift open, giving him first a good whiff of my moistness, sweet and spicy at the same time. I see his eyes close some, as it hits him..but he's well trained, he does not stop rubbing my legs.
A bit more, and he can see the tops of my stockings, the bottoms of my garters, and with a smidgen more..the dark and wet looking gusset of my panties.
A pained look passes over his face, I smile, knowing he's trying to overfill his cbt.

7/4/2007 10:21:27 AM
You pick me up at 6 pm, we drive to a nice restaraunt overlooking the water and boats docked at the pier. I am in a basic black dress, low cut to emphasise my upthrust breasts, I know how that turns you on. You saw, as you handed me into the car, when my skirt slid up, the tops of my stockings and the garters holding them up. I smiled softly as I noticed the wince cross your face quickly. At the restaraunt, you sit facing the other patrons, I with my back to most of them, allowing me to tease you as I run my tongue sensuously around the rim of my cocktail glass. We chat about normal things, mostly, with some sexual quips keeping the conversation 'up'. I watch, as during the entree's, you squirm about as nonchalontly as possible, watching me as I slowly enjoy every morsel, seemingly seducing my foods before taking it on my tongue to slide it back into my mouth. I thought you were going to 'lose it' when the Tiramisu arrived, and I made sure to lick the spoon clean after every savory nibble. Oh yes.. 2 hours now, and I know your poor cock has risen and had to fall, locked as it is in your CB2000. You know what my tongue feels like, gliding over your heated skin. My teeth lightly grazing, the interior so hot and wet..you have experienced it a few times over the past year, and I can see the hopeful prayer in your eyes tonight, that this, our Anniversary, will allow you to once again, feel the torturous delights I can bestow upon your body. That tonight will not bring such unsatisfatory physical release as when I bend you over and using my index and middle finger, gently or not so gently, milk your prostate until your balls have emptied into the cup for my use as a great skin exfoliant. Your hopes rise, as I've ordered you to have large amounts of Pineapple juice and the fruit today. Signalling tis time to leave, you pay the bill, then we enjoy a nice walk on the pier, where I keep my hand on your firm ass, cupping and teasing your cheeks, listening to your breathing hitch every so often as I drag my nails over them deeply enough to be felt through your pants.
Smiling up at you, I say..'It's time to go home.'

7/4/2007 9:36:31 AM
It's Independance Day, for those of us here in America. Take a moment today to really think about that. If not for those who turned traitor to thier country, so long ago, we'd not have the right, I'm fairly certain, to practice our Lifestyle as we do now. To indulge, privately or publicly, in the darker aspects of humanity, without serious reprecussions which could cost us liberty, or even life.
I hope these ideals that founded our country live on, even through those here who are trying to undermine and steal them from us.
All have a safe and sane 4th today..and hope, with me, that the fires that will arise here in Cali are quickly contained and cause not too much damage, as this whole state is a tinderbox this year.
7/2/2007 11:11:24 PM
MMMMMMMmmmm  wow! I have to thank you, wannabebad..such a good listener..for not having much experience massaging, you did a very good job :)
I am glad we got to experience, also, something you've never had done before. heheheehe..
7/2/2007 11:59:42 AM
I need to be in a hot tub, relaxing my muscles..Who'd like to take me? My preference is Neptune's Lagoon, in Buena Park/Anaheim.
We will meet there, you will get a tub for us 2, for 2 hrs time, you will bring a few cold drinks, no alcohol in hot tubs, it makes you drowsy. You will strip naked, I will not. You will serve me a drink, rub my back gently, rub the kinks from last week out. I will pet you, may humiliate you some verbally, enjoy you.
7/1/2007 8:16:49 PM
Well, I'm sad to say I'm disappointed in some of you this weekend. All I can say is, true to life, eh>?  Never believe until you have the proof in hand.
That being said..you who didn't follow through on your word, showing me you have no honor, missed out on a very interesting time, Tough Shit!
I do soooo enjoy teasing 2 at once, keeping them hard and throbbing, begging for release, taking them to the edge and holding them there for damn near an hour..mmm oh yes..making them work so hard at pleasing me, after all the party mess was cleared n cleaned and put up..spending our reward time in the play room, I don't think I've ever played with 2 Asian's at once..it was interesting for certain. :) 
6/28/2007 9:56:16 PM
Thank you,  for the Caramel Macchiato and the wonderfully witty repartee:) It was very nice to meet you in person this evening. I look forward to our next exchanges.

6/28/2007 6:21:40 PM
LOL.. I have to laugh..the chat is all good, til you get to the nitty-gritty, then poof!
I am glad to see that of the about 100 who've contacted me, and chatted here via mails, there are Some who aren't into the juevenille head games of..tee hee..she talked to me!(giggle giggle)

6/22/2007 4:36:06 PM
Well, here it is, a beautiful summer evening about to start, and not one offer of coffee, foot rub, anything..etc.. *sigh*
;)


6/22/2007 1:50:49 PM
As it is, when Mistress has a Big O, as compared to a regular orgasm..She bucks quite a bit, Her whole body shakes and spasms, as should be, with such a total release...and with the slut pounding the dildo in just that right spot, over and over again, She could feel it coming on her hard..
It hit! Her quickly indrawn breath, held tight, was the only warning given, as her tight body exploded! Arching up high so the only parts resting on the chair were My heels and head, my slut crouching low to try to ride it out, I began. She lasted only a few more thrusts, involuntarily crying out her own unapproved orgasm as I tossed her off and onto the floor, which was rapidly collecting a small pool of juices that were dripping off the chair. Taking barely a moment to collect myself, I hop off the chair and shove her to her hands and knee's.."Clean that up." I say, pushing her head down to the waxed floor. As she starts cleaning my fallen juice with her tongue, I grab the suede pink and black lace flogger, applying it diligently to her upraised ass. I made sure to also apply it well to her exposed pussy lips. Her moans were loud, as were her yelps when I nailed her pussy. It was gratifying to hear, as I berated her for yet another orgasm..She HAD to learn self control!
Still wearing the harness, and seeing that lovely red striped upturned ass..'Yes,' I thought,' that is what she needs.'
So saying, I clenched my fingers together and shoved 4 into her well fucked and lubed pussy, while my thumb drove almost fully into her ass. I worked her good, as she finished licking all traces off the floor, the loud sloshing sounds leaking from her pussy were nice, she was enjoying my brutality to her. Smiling..I gave her more and more, finger fucking her faster, until I could feel her muscles pulling taut...oh yes..she was ready..I slid the 8 inch dildo from the harness and back into her, holding it still and tight..chuckling as she whimpered. Then reaching under me, I slid the 5 inch dildo from me, removed the protective sheath, and slid it all the way into her ass alongside my thumb. I pulled my thumb out, and ordered her , "Sit up you uncontrollable slut! Sit your ass down on both those and hold still, hold them inside you but Don't Move!"
Her arousal was so great, she was so close to cumming, that when I suddenly stopped as I did, and sat her up, her tears streaked down her face like a waterfall. Slapping her cheek, I told her, " You WILL learn that in order to come, You WILL wait for MY Permission. Do you Understand me?" She sobbed as she nodded, knowing better than to try defending herself.
"Now, you will sit here, and not move, but... you Will practice your Keigle exercises, one rep every 30 seconds. Understand?"  Eyes wide with dismay, she did indeed understand. By flexing and releasing her abdominal muscles, as called for, she would be maintaining a high level of arousal from the dildo's filling her ass and pussy, but..with only 1 rep allowed every 30 seconds, she would not obtain an orgasm.
I reached for a nearby egg timer, and set it for 20 minutes. Then calling out as I left the room, 'I am taping you.' I left to shower and start preparing for my dinner date that evening. Life was good.

6/21/2007 10:00:48 PM
Sqealing from the thrust, and from me pinching and twisting her nipples good and hard, she rides me fast and hard, setting her feet on the low arms of the chair and with each down thrust that fills her pussy, she's fucking my sweet spot good. I can feel the ache start, the tightening, in preparation of what's to come. I reach down and bring up a pair of alligator nipple clamps, connected by a fine yet strong chain. I clamp these to her fully hard nipples and enjoy the shudder that goes through her body as continues to slam down against my well padded belly.
I reach up and slip my hands under and around the clamps, squeezing the bulk of her tits hard, driving her on faster and harder in pleasing me." MMM yess... that's it slut..fuck your Mistress good..I may even let you come."

6/21/2007 8:40:15 AM
I sit down in a 'special' chair, well cushioned and well made, with low arms and a slightly reclining back. As I sit back I can feel my pussy fill fully, the head pressing up in just that right spot. MMMMmmmm
I snap my fingers at her, telling her to "Prepare yourself."  So saying, she reached over and pours a bit of warming lube onto her two first fingers, then reaches down, as I watch her closely, and holding open her labia, slides her lubed fingers inside, twisting and turning them, pressing them as deep as they will go, coating her already warming snatch well. I watch as her eyelids start closing, knowing she is enjoying the feelings rising inside herself. "Enough! You're lubed, climb that slutty ass of yours up here Now!" I command.
Immediately, she drops her hand and crawls up, centering her wet and hot pussy over my harness with the pink bumpy dildo just waiting for her. Grabbing her hips, I press her down slightly, until just the flared head is spreading her lips and barely penetrating her hole. I hold her there a moment, while reaching up to grab her hair and pull her forward down over my face, her puffy nipples, only about half hard, directly over my mouth.
I take one to me, sucking it in fully and firmly, lashing the fast hardening nipple with my tongue, listening to her gasp of pleasure that quickly turns to pain as I suck even harder, then bring my teeth down together, biting it good, as I pull my head back, stretching it some, while lifting my hips fast and hard, slamming all 8 inches of latex cock deeply into her, thereby also feeling the one in me slam up against my special spot as our hips connect.
Letting go of her hair, and releasing her nipple for a moment, I growl at her, "Ride my cock, you fuck slut.Make me cum hard and I may not whip you afterwards."

6/19/2007 9:36:35 AM
Shite! I have too much to do in the next week and a half to have screwed up my knee and ankle! Don't you hate it when crap like this happens?? All from one simple misstep off a blasted stepladder..grrrr..If I werent' in so much pain, I'd really need to beat someone's ass a glowing red!

6/18/2007 6:39:03 PM
Wow, Panther's was niiice :)
I was pleasured so well, so much licking and playing and even a few private paddlings..hehehe..
6/15/2007 7:43:54 PM
Gone to the Panther Palace in Costa Mesa for some fun tonight. Be sure to introduce yourself properly.

6/15/2007 6:26:12 AM
"Enough." I say, releasing her face and slightly pushing her off."Fetch my harness!"
She cannot hide the big smile as she runs to my toy chest, opens it and brings out my special harness. I stand and allow her to remove my skirt and panties. Taking the harness from her, I slip it up and adjust the fit as she goes back to the chest. "Ma'am?" she enquires, reaching in and holding up one of the attachments, starting at the smallest, as she's been taught.  "No, bring me the pink" I say. I see a shudder go through her, as the pink is larger than the middle, tho not too huge, it's one that will definately be felt for a few days. 'Is that a shine on her thighs?' I wonder, seeing what looks like a filmy wetness..smile to myself.
She kneels down in front of me, hands shaking slighty as she offers me the attachment. Each length, the one for her, and the one for myself, is covered with very pronounced ridges under the smooth head. About 5 inch length for me, 8 inches for her. I slip the end through the harness and into me..mmmm.. yes.. this is going to be good. She looks up at me, standing over her in my harness and boots, 8 inches of fuck-me sticking out over her face, a wicked gleam in my eye.
6/14/2007 5:53:49 PM
After only another 15 mins, by when she is very sweaty and shaking to hold back the orgasm trying so hard to happen, I snap my fingers at her and allow her to remove the vibrator. Then by pointing at the floor next to me, silently tell her to get her funky ass by my feet.
She scrambles over on shakey knees, panting and leans down, starts kissing my platform boots, saying "Thank you, Ma'am!"
I lay back, and simply open my legs wider, allowing her to see the gusset of my black panties. Grabbing her hair, I pull her face close enough to grind it into me, telling her to "Pleasure me, you silly slut!"
Immediately, she digs in with her nose, lips,  teeth, and tongue, licking and grinding, chewing my labia through the panties. She is such a cunt loving little bitch, I have to watch her carefully, she has gotten herself off before, eating pussy. Holding her tightly between my thighs, I use her to get wet. Damn but she is a great pussy eater!
6/14/2007 10:38:15 AM
She sits there in the corner on her stool. She knows I'm disappointed in her. She also knows her transgression was not so bad that she won't be forgiven, she just doesn't know how long that will take.
I sit across the room, keeping an eye on her while reading up on some reasearch. There is always so much to learn. I see her start to squirm, I know the vibrator is starting to get to her, kept on low as she's made to sit on it. She only been there for half an hour, yet she's sweaty and so very close. It's hard, to keep still while having a small vibrator/dildo shoved deeply in your pussy, but only on the lowest setting.Perhaps this will remind her about restraint. I wonder.

6/13/2007 11:03:20 PM
MMMm thank you, bad boy! You do indeed have a high tolerance :)  Let me see about next week's schedule and where I can 'slip' you in.

6/12/2007 3:07:11 PM
Thank you, those who sent me info.. I indeed took the 'easy route', via Wal-mart online and now just need to wait for it to be delivered, then see how to hook up for the hot water too ) cause Mistress does Not take cold showers..lol
6/12/2007 12:56:35 PM
OK..so who knows what book is out there, to teach someone how to install a basic outdoor shower, with a small tank for hot water too. Not anything complicated or too expensive. I have to get this done by the 26th.

6/11/2007 11:19:22 AM
Sliding my hips back and down just a bit, I place the tip of the bullet at the entrance to My new asspussy.Reaching up and grabbing a handfull of hair, I pull you back slowly. You can feel the steady stretching, filling you..painfully at first, I tell you "Just breathe slow and relax. This is not your ass anymore, it's Mine now. My asspussy to use as I see fit, to bring Me pleasure."
I feel you relax as I take away the responsibility of your reactions. They are mine now, I control your body. I can feel you opening your mind to me, as I slide more and more of the 6 inches of firm black latex deeper and deeper into My ass. Fully pressed into and against you, I hold for a moment, allowing you 2 breaths to adjust. I feel the shudder of acceptance go through you, that's my signal, you are mine!
Pulling back, I slam all 6 inches into you, pressing hard, slightly upwards angled. I set up a fast fucking pace..not giving you time between, holding your head back with one hand, holding onto your shoulder with the other. I give you a full body slamming, slowing only occasionally to grind the bullet on and along, your prostate. Each hit sends lightning shooting through you, making you gasp and moan and shake...you're starting to sweat..mmmm I like that. You are close to losing your control again, so soon, as I have mercilessly worked you.
Reaching down, I squeeze hard on your balls, closing the Vas Def's so your orgasm is denied.Then I pull out of My new asspussy, leaving it gaping and longing to be filled again. Reaching down, to the side of the bottom of the bench, I bring up a butt-plug, an inflatable one. As I watch My ass start to close, I shove the plug in hard and deep, leaving only the base showing. A few quick pumps and you are sealed. MMMMM
My thighs are wet as I walk to the front of you again. You can smell my wild arousal, breathing in deeply to take my scent into the deep recesses of your memory. I unlock your nipples, enjoying your pain as the blood rushes back into them. Reaching down I unlock the cock and ball restraints, releasing the weights and watching you bounce in your new freedom. I push you up, watching you stagger some before finding your balance again. You look at me.
"This is the time of your choice. If you are mine, then you need to show me. If not, you are free to leave, just go down the steps and out the door.Someone is waiting there." So saying, I gently kiss your cheek, and walk into the darkness, which is slowly, gently lighting to show an overstuffed love seat, which I recline on. and smile.

So, do you show me, or do you leave?  I'd like to know.
Ms T
6/11/2007 9:11:21 AM
So saying, I slip the whole bullet into your mouth, slowly enough not to gag you, yet fast enough that you realise you Are just a suck toy right now. I watch closely as your eyes close in ecstacy, as your mouth fills with clean black latex. I hold your head as I pull back, then refill your mouth..telling you "Don't you swallow, get that cock so wet it's dripping off your chin. Get used to that feeling, as in the future, it won't be spit dripping, but nice hot creamy jism you'll be drooling, my soon to be cocksucking slut."
Your head is bobbing faster, up and down my cock..your moans filling my ears so nicely. I can see your arms straining to hold on, not to let go and grab me. I am pleased with your restraint. I keep fuckign your face for a few more minutes, until I can see an almost unbroken line of spit from your mouth to the floor.
I know you will fail this part, I can see how you are fighting to keep your control, how you mind is filled with the pleasure of finally starting your long awaited journey down into that place you know you belong. I watch as you tense up, shoving the bullet deep to the back of your mouth, partly down your throat. I can feel the vibration as you scream around it, "ARRHHHHH!!!" and your body jerks in convulsions, each jerk pulling the chain hard between your cock and nipples, each pull making your spasming little boy dick shoot harder and farther than you've ever shot before. Before your last shot, you look up at me, still holding my cock in your mouth, eyes filled with tears that overflow and course down your cheeks. You know that you have done wrong.
I school my face into a stern frown, letting you know of My displeasure with you. "I see we are going to have to work on learning some semblance of self-control."
Stepping back, freeing your mouth, you start blubbering, " Yes Mistress. I am so sorry, Mistress. I tried to hold it back, Ma'am!" "Shut up! you whining baby!" I snap at you." I'll have no excuses from you. You fucked up, now you'll pay for it."
So saying, I step around the bench behind you, kicking your legs as far apart as they could go on the smaller bench. The strap on bullet is still dripping small amounts of your saliva, but I still want more lubrication, so I take out a small bottle that I had tucked in between my breasts. Opening it, I pour a small amount into the top of the crack of your ass, then tuck the bottle back in between. I hold open your ass and watch as the lube leaves a shiny wet trail down your crack, slowly coating over your ass hole. Using the tip of the bullet, I rub the lube all around your pucker'd, crinkley hole.Then I lay it full against your ass, rubbing the lube over it as I also reach down and grab ahold of your balls firmly. Manipulating them, as I dry hump you, soon has you squirming, pulling the chains yourself, rubbing your ass on the dildo, your body is shaking in need. You Want to feel me fucking you, You Need to feel my cock filling you, bringing me pleasure in watching your asspussy spread wide and accept my love for you.
Your balls are working overtime, producing more and more sperm as quickly as possible, from my manipulating them. I can feel them swelling in my hand. Yes, you are ready :)
6/10/2007 9:15:27 PM
As I feel you've calmed enough, I remove the blindfold. You blink a few times, adjusting your eyes to the bright light shining down upon us. Then you notice that you cannot see beyond the circle of light, that it's an almost impenetrable darkness. There is only you, and I, here together. "May I speak, Ma'am?" you ask. "Go ahead, what have you to say?" I reply. "Thank you, Mistress, for correcting me." you surprise me, as I had not expected to hear such from you this early, without direction. Hmmm, perhaps you Do have more in you than I originally believed.
Smiling at you, I step back and remove my long skirt, watching your eyes widen as they take in my full form, from my high tail catching up my long, red hair up and out of the way, my black corset crushing my 42DDD breasts that you almost felt against you, tightly and high. You admire how it nips my waist in some, not a lot, still showing off my generous tummy, which flows down to my full hips and ass, which are encased in a black garter belt, holding up my black silky thigh high stockings, and that is partially covered by my specially made black strap on harness. Topping off all this, are my black spike heeled platform pumps.
As your eyes travel back up slowly, you notice in my hand, a black latex, bullet shaped dildo for my harness.Your eyes flash to my face, questioning silently. I smile.
"Oh Yes, this is my training toy, and it's just for you." I say as I slip the bullet into the harness, so it's standing straight out in front of me, 6 inches long and about 2 and 1/2 inches wide at the base.(Just a bit larger than the average size steel cock ring)
A few quick flicks of my hands and you are released from the cross. I have you step back away as I return it to it's prone position and lower it back to the floor to lie flush in it's own little compartment, resealing the floor. I then roll out from just beyond the darkness, an unusual looking bench. It has a high saddle, like most spanking benches, but along one side is another bench attached to it. One that only comes about half as high. It is on this part that I have you kneel down, resting your chest on the top, padded bench. Then taking the chain, still connecting your nipple clamps, which I take a moment to turn just a bit tighter for you, I attach, not more weights but..another short length of chain to the middle. This chain I run over the outside of the bench, pulling it tautly, to connect with the chain harnessing your cock and balls.
You are bent over the bench, trying not to pull up, as when you do, it pulls hard on your ball harness and nipple clamps. I then tell you, "Grab the ends of the bench and do Not let go. You are to hold them there until I release you." You comply swiftly, arms stretching fully out, showing off the nice musculature of your back. I am pleased.
I step to the front of you, so all your eyes can focus on is the seemingly huge black bullet in front of your mouth now.
"Make me wet enough to fuck that tight, virgin, ass-pussy, you wannabe slut!" I command loudly and sharply. Your moan echoes about us, as you open your already salivating mouth to accept my 'cock' for your first cock-sucking lesson.

6/10/2007 7:04:33 PM
Almost smoothly, your head and shoulders are raised higher than your feet, leaving you at an almost 60 degree angle. I grab the back of your hair, pulling your head back and straining your neck a bit..I growl into your ear, " When I tell you to do something, you Will do it immediately, without fail and without screwing it up! Do you understand me??" You mumble an affermative, trying to shake your head up and down. I release the gag, pulling it from your dry mouth..and hanging it from the hand ring closest to me.
"You Will say, 'I am sorry, Mistress. I will learn your way, the correct way. Thank you, Ma'am, for correcting me.'  after each swat, do you understand me?" I direct. Your voice barely a dry whisper, you say, "Yes, Mistress."  I hold a cool glass to your lips, then insert a straw for you to take some sips of my fruit juice to wet your throat and mouth.
With no more warning than a moment in which I set down the juice and picked up the paddle, I began your correction. *Smack!* You sucked in a deep breath, I know you felt that all the way from your asscheek to your throat. Gulping, you gave your recitation, albeit somewhat shakily. *Smack!* on the other asscheek..again, you give your recitation.
Twenty-five smacks, your ass is glowing red, twenty-five recitations, you've sipped through all the fruit juice, and your cock is so hard and bouncing that the weights attached to the harness has become a pendulum.
I rub your cheeks, dragging my nails just enough to make your breath hiss as the pleasure/pain streaks through you. Dragging my nails up your back, across your shoulder as I step up to in front of you. "You've done well, I am pleased. You may feel my skin as your reward." I tell you, as I step close and support your head on my upper chest/shoulder, for a moment. "Thank you, Mistress" you sigh.
6/10/2007 2:14:32 PM
Under your bare feet, the walkway is free of rocks or gravel, but not smooth. It feels like asphalt. Lucky for you the sun has been down a while and it's cooled from the days heat. The lock being turned sounds loud to you, having been in the quiet for so long on the ride over. You jump some, then calm down as I lay my hand on your arm. "Don't worry, I will keep you safe" I say.
I guide you through the door, and down what seems to be a hallway. You can hear my heels again, although it was more muted, walking on wood rather than cement or concrete.  The sound opened up, as though we stepped into a very open space, not wide open, as the sounds did seem to bounce back, just from a much greater distance than before.  I pull you to a stop, and tell you, "There is a series of wide, slow steps, 6 in all, it will take you 1 step up, 2 steps across, to get to the next step without falling. Climb these, then at the top, you will take 5 steps, stop and kneel, in the proper position, on a pad you should feel with your toes."
You nod your head once, take a breath and begin climbing. You do well, navigating the steps, only slightly stumbling once. At the top, you pause a  moment, take a deeper breath through your nose, and take your 5 steps, finding the pad and kneeling on it with your chin touching your chest. Sadly, you were so glad to make it, that you forgot something.
I walk up behind you, and stand just to the side. " I said you were to assume the Proper position, not kneel there with your head hanging dejectedly!" I grab your bound wrists, unlock them and throw you down onto the floor. "Get those hands over your head and stretched out..NOW!"
You comply with alacrity, hearing the anger in my voice. Throwing your hands up, you feel some rings, and correctly guessing, slip both hands into the rings, which tighten down, holding you in the prone position.
I straddle your hips, facing your feet, you can feel my hot wetness and raise yourself against me. I unlock your thigh cuffs, removing them, distracting you again with my heat as I lean down and place your feet into what feels like upside down stirrups, enclosing them with velcro straps into a spread eagle position.
Standing up again, I tell you, "Now you will be punished for your lack of attention." So saying, I push a button on a nearby control panel, and you feel yourself being raised, most of the floor falling away from your body, until you can tell you are on what feels like a cross, face down, your arms, legs and stomach all that are touching your support. You shake your head and begin to deny this, but it only comes out as mumbles behind the ball gag.

6/10/2007 10:14:15 AM
I remove the hood from your head, and while you are blinking to adjust your eyes, slip over them a smaller blindfold, keeping you in the dark. "Open", I say to you, as you feel pressure to part your lips. Your jaw drops as I shoved a ball gag between your teeth and you moan, as I lean over you, your face pressed into my breasts as I fasten the buckle.I feel you move your face some, trying to press more against me, as I step back some, then Slap your face! "Did I give you permission to do that?!"
Your denials and apology is mumbled through the gag, but you know it's too late. You touched without invitation or permission, therefore you Will be punished. You shiver as you wonder what form punishment will take.
I release your thighs from the spreader bar and pull you up to your feet using the chain attached to your nipples. The painof your nipples and of the blood rushing back down your legs, feels exquisite and you cannot help the moan that escapes.
Before unlocking your wrists, you feel me attaching a collar around your neck. The slight weight of it tells you it's leather but not thick, it feels like the dog collar you'd use on yourself at home while playing out your fantasies.
Standing behind you,  I free first one hand, then the other, bringing them both down and behind your back, then making sure you hear the loud clicks as I snap the 2 D-rings together, both on your wrists and on your thigh cuffs. You will be able to walk or hobble, but not run, nor catch yourself if you fall. I tell you, " Sit on the edge and stand carefully on the groud, I will not catch you" So you do. You've never had this feeling before..blinded and gagged, bound and unable to run, throbbing nipples and weighted balls..your cock is rock hard and beginning to leak pre-cum when you feel and hear the leash attached to your collar and are pulled away from the safety of the van..you know not where you are going or what else I have in store for you tonight.

6/9/2007 11:08:11 AM
I let you stay this way for a few minutes, accepting your postion. You hear a flick, then a moment later, you can smell the smoke of a cigarette. You figure you have a few moments while I enjoy my vice. Not so.
I graze my nails across your shoulders, then down over your chest, making sure to catch the nipples on the way down, and the chain, giving them a slight tug that sends a shudder through you. Lower my nails go..circling your belly button, then circling your semi-flaccid cock. (When did that start? you wonder)
You feel something cool slip over your cock, slide down to the base snugly. You feel my fingers manipulating your balls, a pull here, a tug there..more pressure now..then you feel a 'snap' against you..not painfull, just..there. It takes you a moment to realise that I have neatly and tightly encased your cock and balls into a harness, this occurs to you as you feel weights added below, pulling against you as you harden with the sensations. You are starting to sweat now..as I have you restrained, nipples and cock/balls harnessed and weighted..What's next, you wonder.
Then as I give you time to absorb this..you realise that the motion of movement has ceased..where ever I am taking you, we are there.

6/8/2007 6:21:22 PM
Going to meet up with some friends, new and old, and hopefully also one from here..Reality time :)
No Ho Starbucks here I come, soon as I mapquest where the hell Lankershim is! lol


6/8/2007 2:46:24 PM
I have to interrupt my ramblings to coment on the spoiled lil baby in the news..again...
Paris Hilton..you're 26 yrs old? Grow the Fuck Up!
Boo hoo..you got cuaght...boo hoo, you think you're special..boo hoo...guess what, you ain't! I' m so pissed at all the stupid time wasted on this prissy lil fucked up princess, shit.. just let her serve her time tied down and getting spanked every day for acting like such a baby!

Done venting..back soon with more ramblings.
6/8/2007 7:55:04 AM
You feel the vibration as the van starts up. You realise that there is someone else in the vehicle, besides My and you.
We exit the parking structure, you, at first, can follow the turns we take from the sway of your body..but soon become too distracted to pay attention.
You feel something soft, yet  slightly scratchy, grazing over your chest. Lightly circling around your pecs, over your flat little man nipples, which harden with anticipation and excitement. Swirling down, over your tight abdomen, in n out quickly in your belly button, then back up, to tease and torment your nipples some more.
I see your chest rising and falling faster, as your breathing changes. I smile, though you cannot see it, as you hold your breath, as the initial pain of My attaching a clamp onto your nipple hits you. You are only slightly more prepared as I attach the second clamp to your other nipple, feeling a weight attached to both has you confused. Then you feel the chain connecting them bump against your chest and you sigh happily as your body calms some and accepts these new feelings.

6/7/2007 7:26:50 PM
I can hear your breath hitch as you see inside, from behind me. Still not looking at you, I command, "Strip!".
I hear you scramble from your clothes, see your arm place each piece, neatly folded, just inside the doors, in a nice little pile. When I see your boxers top it off, I step back and to the side, sweeping my arm in a 'Welcome to Hell' motion. You hesitate. "NOW" I snap, and puntuate with a smart slap on your ass.
You hop in, get on your knee's and wait, in the proper position, hands clasped behind you, resting your weight on your feet and knees, head up straight with your eyes respectfully lowered. You sway slightly as the van dips as I step in. You have chosen, by where you planted yourself, what mode of restraint you will be transported in. I guess you failed to notice the short chains and leather wrist bands over your head. Taking one arm, I raise it up high and attach the band. A quickly indrawn breath tells me you now realise.
I attach the other wrsit, then  lightly kick your knees further apart. I then attach thigh bands, just above your knees, one on each leg, and to this..a spreader bar. Ahhh..I think to myself... I do so love the smell of anticipation.
Standing in front of you, I raise your chin with my small paddle taken from a small cabinet attached to the back panel. "Look at Me" I demand, and you raise your eyes to look into Mine. "you are no longer alone" I tell you, "you are now mine, and IF by the end of this night, you disagree, I will allow you to go. Do you understand?"
You reply, "Yes, Mistress. I understand and I will do my best for You." I nod, and place a light kiss on your forehead, right before pulling a black-out hood over your head!
As I move to close the doors and take my seat, you hear some rustling noises, you think, as it's hard to hear through the hood, and 2 distinct thumps before the slam of the doors. I can see you tense, as you, possibly correctly, assume that was your clothes and shoes being shoved out of My van.
6/7/2007 8:27:07 AM
You lower your eyes from mine, but not before I see the fear, the desire, and the acceptance in them. I speak simply, "Follow" and turn away towards the parking structure. I can feel you at war with yourself, do you follow, or do you run, for you Know if you do follow, you will be taken to your limts and then beyond.
My heels click on cement inside the structure, it smells of gas and diesel exhaust, hot rubber and the faint undertone left over from those pigs with no self control who'd used the walls or columns as urinals like dogs. I stop by my van, unlock and open the side door, then step back to view what I'd work'd hard to convert from a conversion van into a rolling playarea. There are chains bolted into the panel covered walls, a few kneeling pads on the floor. A small stocks bolted down which put the 'victim' on his or her knee's bent over with ass in the air.
Chains lay coiled on the floor, padlocks on the ends. Heavy dark Purple velvet curtains tacked tastefully over the rear windows and pulled across behind the drivers seat completed the look of this rolling mini-dungeon.
6/7/2007 7:07:02 AM
Last night, I saw you, standing there, so alone in the middle of the crowd surging around you. You watched others hurrying by, but looked none directly in the eye. You did not see me, standing back in the shadows, watching you watching life stream on.
I could almost reach out and taste the desire radiating off you in waves. You glanced over those hurrying past with heads bowed and eyes cast down, yet surrepitously followed those who took it all in stride, walking at their own pace, head high, shoulders back, proud of knowing who they were, and where they themselves were in life. I could feel your desire to follow those, to bask in their aura's..
I step into your line of vision, staring straight into your eyes. You cannot look away, you stare back into my blue eyes intently. You can see all that I am going to do to you, to your body, mind and soul. You already belong to me.

6/6/2007 6:38:29 AM
Let's try and bring back my good moods again..shall we? I'm heading back out to the day spa again..yes Corona's a bit of a drive for me, but..I do't mind when something's worth it. :)

6/5/2007 7:40:49 PM
Ok, So I may have been a bit harsh with my last entry, but i can take only so much nonsense, such as those who don't read, really read, what I have in my profile. What I want is not too hard, yet not too easily obtained. It will take work, communication, and dedication. I'm not looking for a doormat, nor will I accept one who can not accept their position under me honestly.
Their must be an attraction, of some kind, for this to work
6/4/2007 9:52:35 AM
You guys know what...Don't even bother to contact me if you are playing a fantasy here online..It's very annoying to the ladies who are For Real. If you aren't truly committed, then bugger off!
And those looking to 'serve' for a place to live.. ain't gonna happen here! To open my home to a slave takes a hell of a lot more than a few exchanges of emails..
Damn, all this pent up frustration and no one to beat handy..grrrr.
6/3/2007 12:34:55 PM
Wow! That was mmmmmm good!
N..  You were great, taking directions well.. I'll just need to work on My enunciations, I'm not used to things being quite that noisy :) I know you are feeling some heat right now, as you're driving back home in those wet bikini's..Today was a good discovery. :)

Next time.. Don't forget the thong n we won't have to go to the store.;)
6/2/2007 2:27:27 PM
Today is a good day! My cross is finished and set into position. My bench is now having the final gluing (yes I was nice and covered the holes in which I am going to bind cock and balls) drying and it will be ready for placement.
The sun is shining and prospects look good :)

6/1/2007 7:14:38 PM
I'm off to Pauls, a dive bar in Orange, after 9 pm tonight..so IF any have balls enough..come say hello..;)
I'll be playing pool or smoking on the patio..you can watch me smacking the balls and imagining, hhehe..or light my cigarette for me..Be sure to introduce yourself..I'm damn good but I'm not a mind reader. :)
And if it's one of you who've mailed me, then for whatever reason blocked an answer..Don't bother..
Have a great fuckin weekend.

6/1/2007 3:03:31 PM
U...Thank you for the lunch :) Sorry about both places we thought we remembered being there, not being there..lol.
Sitting across from you there, I was imagining all kinds of things I'd like to do to you..;) and that you want to explore now..is a very good thing.
MsT
5/30/2007 7:19:07 PM
Figured out the problem..but it's still going to cut down on my online time even more..cant' run the wireless for pc and wireless hidden camera's for the house together..you'd think they'd have thought of possible such problems when designing these...must have been Men! lol.


5/30/2007 3:16:37 PM
Well  those who have my number already may stay in contact, any others, I guess you'll have to wait until / if I can fix my wireless problems or when I can use another computer. This is why in person is sooo much better than online! Be back when I'm back.

5/30/2007 8:06:45 AM
OK..tomorrow is a day off.. I am taking myself to Glen Ivy in Corona and just relaxing by the spa's n pools..mmmmm
Hopefully I'll have my pc broblems under control, if not, well, I'll be in a better frame of mind to deal with them :)

5/29/2007 8:48:36 AM
Erotica LA 2007 is cumming up. I do not want to attend it alone this year. Any idea's?
I have enjoyed this show for the past 4 years and usually find good deals, that's where I found my collar to wrist and ankle cuffs restraints :) As well as the glass dildo I used to have, before it was stolen along with some other toys when our bags were stolen from the car in Tijuana, boy did That piss me off! I'm still tryin to replace some of those things.
I think I need to have some hot wax fun soon..I love being an artist, dripping the wax onto slightyly chilled skin, watching one squirm under the drops, smelling a pussy get hot or watching a cock dance in pleasure.
5/28/2007 11:40:01 AM
I have just finished the 3rd coat, does this beauty shine? I can't wait to see your naked flistening body strapped to it, awaiting the first kiss of the flogger or paddle. I am constantly moist, working on this.
On another note..For those who do read these before mailing me here, I am Not a 'girl'! I am a Woman, fully grown after 42 yrs and having birthed and raised(ing) 3 children, 2 husbands (both ex) and dealing with a not easy but definately filling Life. Do Not refer to me as a 'girl', no matter than I enjoy being female and all that goes with it!
That pisses me off, as though you are disregarding Everything and Every day and Every Trial (even those by fire) of My life so far that allows me to Proudly say I Am Woman, I have earned these scars and badges. I have Honor and Will have the Respect Due.

ok, tangent over. Now back to the Fun Stuff.
5/27/2007 10:50:18 AM
Oh yes.. the first coat of gloss is on and OMG are these going to be Beautiful! The only thing that will enhance this Cross and Bench, are when I have a lovely submissive restrained to them and awaiting my pleasures.
Tonight is going to be relaxing night. I think I will light the fire pit and enjoy a nice drink and fire. Oh that I had someone here to rub my feet as I do so. mmmm That would be heaven.

5/26/2007 8:16:19 PM
Wow..such a lot done today :) it's all sanded and stained and drilled and just going to gloss it up all nice n pretty tomorrow and ohhh..it will be ready! I do wonder Who will be my first plaything bound to it.
I did discover something I didn't know before..wood stain eats through latex gloves. Not immediately, but definately eats through them. I need a manicure done now, and a nail bleaching.

5/26/2007 11:36:41 AM
Ahh what a day! :)
I'm taking a small break from all the vibrations..I do so love Power Tools! :)
The Cross is coming along good, about ready for the fine sanding before the staining, mmm Red Mohogany..it's going to be so beautiful, especially with You up on it!
and My bench is looking so good too! It is just the right height for me to stand behind you with my strap on, waiting until your ass is nice and tenderized from my flogger or crop! Can you see yourself, tied down over it? Gagged and hooded, naked and sweating, knowing you've been oh so bad, and I am going to correct you so well..becuase I care.
Back to work!
Work hard and play harder, that's me!

5/24/2007 3:13:36 PM
OK..for those not sure..
This Friday night, May 25th.. I will be at Miss Kitty's Parlour, an alternative nightclub located in West Hollywood, on Santa Monica at Wilcox..avaialble to meet with and chat, get a feel for each other..submissives, slaves,other Dom's who like sharing ideas, regular people.. etc..
My photo is right here.. I am not hard to find..most likely out on the Patio so my smoking doesn't bother those inside.
5/22/2007 8:50:05 AM
Well, another one bites the dust. I gave him 3 days to return my message. Guess maybe the taste of my hand was too real, I don't know, and now, honestly don't care.
I will be busy making myself a new Cross as well a new spanking bench. I don't always want to feel your cocks harden against my thighs as I am disciplining you so deservedly.
Time marches on, many emails are exchanged and some phone calls.
A word to the wise, you want to Impress me in person, Be Real and Be Prepared to back up what we've discussed online. Don't tell me you are submissive and then stare Rudely into my eyes without leave.
As for all the young (under 30) men and ladies, I'm sorry, but No Thank You. I prefer seasoning with those I deal with.
Miss Kitty's this coming Friday night is going to be a well deserved break for me.

5/20/2007 8:23:36 PM
ned, it was very nice, and informative, meeting you today. I look forward to our next,more intersting, encounter. I am impressed with you, and your follow through.
Let's hope I find what I explained to you. :)

5/18/2007 10:06:57 AM
Well.. the interviews went well..it's nice to see that there are some truly sin-cere people here.
I do thank all 4 of you. Things do not always work as well in person as online or on a phone, as we know. My 1 good possible, I will be contacting you shortly. :)
 
Again..to those out of the So.Cal area, unless you are a fairly frequent visitor here, for business or pleasure, I am ONLY looking for locals.
5/14/2007 4:53:05 PM
So let's seperate the cream from the crap!
I will make myself available to take interviews, in person, tomorrow evening in the city of Buena Park. You, drop me a note here, be prepared to come in person and explain yourself, if you can. More information ONLY to those who express a serious interest and are local to so.cal. I will only agree to a limited number.

5/14/2007 9:34:34 AM
I am amazed at how many players there are. The responses have been almost overwhelming, but I shall persever to wade through! Those of you who contacted me and are reading this..patience! IF you are fairly local to So. Cali, and have written me at least a decently intelligent mail, I will respond. If you are out of country, or expecting to have me move you to my home, Get a Reality Check! I would never take in an unknown to MY home from an online meeting. I am looking for a D/s relationship, that takes some time to build, as you should know.

5/14/2007 9:15:15 AM
I am amazed at how many players there are. The responses have been almost overwhelming, but I shall persever to wade through! Those of you who contacted me and are reading this..patience! IF you are fairly local to So. Cali, and have written me at least a decently intelligent mail, I will respond. If you are out of country, or expecting to have me move you to my home, Get a Reality Check! I would never take in an unknown to MY home from an online meeting. I am looking for a D/s relationship, that takes some time to build, as you should know.

5/12/2007 3:54:27 PM
My first day here and the responses abound. Now to see who belong in the Kellog's Corn FLAKES boxes, and who could be real. hmmm. I don't expect everyone to have or use, a Master's degree in English, but, I do expect you to be able to read, as in read my whole profile, and to communicate well enough, in English, to be clearly and fairly easily understood. Life is too short to fill in the gaps with bullshit. 
MdmStrict
 
 Age: 28
 Los Angeles, California