I have finally returned from my travels, and after falling ill for a bit, I feel much much better. I send a big thank you to those who have been checking up on me and wishing me well.
In recent news, I have let go of a few of my subs/slaves, one that was very valuable in particular,
but many of them have tended to be very depressive/pensive to the point where I have began to play therapist.
Based on these experiences, I have felt the need to really establish ground rules for newcomers, and to decide myself on where I choose to draw the line between fiction and reality.
Some like to keep this life completely separate from their everyday lives,
while others tend to merge them together,
and depending on the situation, I may or may not tolerate it.
I am starting as a blank slate once again, I needed a bit of a cleanse.
All in all, if you feel that you are mentally/emotionally unstable, I highly suggest rethinking entering into this lifestyle at least for a bit. Regroup. Recuperate.
Many don't realize that a Sub/Slave's feelings are able to take a toll on their Mistress', and she will only act as a mirror. A reflection of their emotions.