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	** Please note..some of O/our pics are distorted...site issues**** Blessed to be - loved - by my husband of 11 years. I am a bbw ... Or should I say bbs...with a large ass that Master just loves to use! :) From the moment we met Up until a year ago, we did live the BDSM lifestyle 24/7, however due to medical circumstances he simply has lost his interest in lifestyle. Because of the trust and love we share for one another, he only wants to see me happy therefore he has given me his OK to find a Dominant or Daddy to help me find my submission again...which seems to be lost down in side. The quickest way to turn me off is to use cliche words and phrases such as: " I'm the REAL DEAL" If You use it.... I will NOT look twice at You ! If You have to say it... You probably aren't the real deal! Because of my dominant personality it takes a Dominant with extreme confidence who is not afraid to take control.... Sad to have to say that but in the months I have been looking... I Have found people to "talk the talk" but that's about it. No take charge, no follow thru... If You make rules... Stick to them, Otherwise they are just words... See other profile " breaknthegirl" Enjoy Your day

3/30/2013 1:36:32 AM

Has it really been 5 years since i updated my journal? lol

Where has the time gone?

What can i say? Life is wonderful..... Master is wonderful and our lives together continues to flurish.

Master says i have become "easy" in that i cum just from His touch...and sometimes just from His words.

i can never get enough of Masters touch and voice and eyes and....well....just of Him.

Every day when Master comes home from work, i am waiting by the door as Master loves to see my face when He enters the house.

W/we have become a bit routine. Master walks in the house and i wait patiently for him to set down His keys etc.... and when he is ready i fall into His waiting arms and W/we just melt into one another which immediately eases all the tensions of the day.

i look forward to a lifetime together!

3/14/2010 4:18:16 PM

i look back at my journal and am able to recall each word as if it were yesterday..........

It will be 4 years since Master entered my life and it has never been the same since!

Master has shown me true love and devotion.
Each day i experience new feelings for Him......His support, His strength His patience and His love!

Can it be i lived so many years and didnt have a clue this is who i truly am?

Pleasing and taking care of Master comes so naturally....when He is not with me i long for Him....His arms His eyes His safety.

Le Dulce Vita !

4/3/2009 9:49:17 PM

Here it is....married now 6 months and my love and devotion continues to grow......
Master has long ago earned my heart and He has been very protective of it........
W/we enjoy every moment We're together as life is too short not to enjoy!.......
W/we are blessed with a wonderful life, friends, family and eachother........
W/we hope for all to find the happiness they seek

5/11/2008 11:09:09 PM

It really is time to update this journal.......
It has been almost 2 yrs since life has truly taken a turn......a lifetime turn of commitment, servitude and love......
Master and i will be married in October surrounded by our loved ones & overlooking the Russian River amongst the vineyards.......
i feel so much love and enjoy taking care of Master as He does me......
It is rare a true punishment should be needed....but i tend to show my "bratiness" on occasion!......
Master reminds me of my position, a position that brings me much joy and happiness.
But more important, brings Master much joy and happiness.......
My world is complete.....

6/17/2007 7:35:21 PM

i am now a "collared" slave!!......
1 year and 1 day ago Master and i met and i have never known such happiness and contentment serving another...
On our anniversary, yesterday, Master suprised me with a very simple yet very meaningful leather collar....mine to wear with pride.
life gets better each day that i am in Masters care and ownership......
i read back on my journal here on "collar me" and i can remember each day and entry as if it were yesterday...
my wishes and dreams have come true and i wish for A/all to meet their special someone to share their lives with!
" La Dulce Vita"

3/16/2007 7:51:01 PM

Ok.....i know i said no more entries until W/we reached a year....but.....i just want to share how happy i am with Master.

it's 9 MONTHS TODAY!!!
and everyday i learn something more about Master and about myself...it is like a new awakening everyday...

Master showed up at my work today...just to tell me how happy i have made Him over these last 9 months.
i still cant get the smile off my face.
i LOVE waking up early to make Masters breakfast and share some early quality time...but then, every moment with Master IS quality time!
Master is so giving and supportive.

i hope to serve Master forever....

12/16/2006 7:28:45 AM

6 months ago Master entered my life and changed my world forever!......This will be my last monthly entry....life just keeps getting better!.....i have learned and grown and become the perfect slave to the Master i serve.......Master treats me as a treasure and never lets me forget how happy i make Him.....that is the eternal gift for me....His happiness, the constant smile on His face and knowing how happy and content we make eachother!.........Our future is together and we will continue respect and love one another.....to me...this is what the "lifestyle" is all about!.....
Happy Holidays to all and remember....it is not about material things.....but, gifts from the heart!

11/19/2006 8:25:20 PM

5 months!...seems like just yesterday i was wondering if i would ever meet Him.....yet it feels as though i have known Master forever.Every day i am thankful i have a Master so wonderful to serve and love....whoever says a Master and slave cant be in love....hasent met the One.......i have come to know just what pleases Him, when and how......i know where He wishes me to be when He comes home from work. i know what that "look" means without Him having to say a word!....i am actually learning to cook and really enjoy it......it makes my heart swell that Master enjoys my efforts.....He sees how hard i try and is always encouraging me!......So many things have changed....physically and mentally.....i cant imagine life without Him and see true promise for Our future......

10/16/2006 5:38:08 PM

Today is 4 months i have been serving Master.........it gets better and better each day!........i am on my way to becoming a true and obedient slave.......everyone in my life has been noticing the wonderful changes in me....my attitude, looks and confidence.That is what a true Master does to and for His slave.....helps to guide and make His slave a confident and happy person.........He shows me love through His words...the way He touches me, and His constant support.......How could i not want to serve Him???? He is wonderful and i am a very lucky slave/submissive/girl/person......i hope one day everyone can experience these feelings

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waywarddaughter

Age: 31

Bristol, United Kingdom