Soooo.... I haven't posted a journal here for a while and there are some new things that need to be said. As of December 15th I will no longer reside in Denver, CO, but instead I will reside and be in Long Island, NY with my Owner, my Sir, my Rock, my One, my Love, and the one Man I was meant to be with. I'm so excited I can't even express it.

Ok so, while I appreciate compliments and stuff the whole "yummy ass", "I want to fuck you", "I'd hit that", and so on are not impressive compliments to me... Therefore, if you send me a message saying something like these above your message will more than likely just be deleted.....

You won't see me (littlefairyone) on CM chats for a long time or at least until life settles. To many liars, cheats, non-understanding, prick/assholes, and fakes for my liking. To many that don't understand what being a Guide, a Master, or a Dom means even if You only have an online thing with a girl.... there are still feelings of affection and so on involved. I have never hidden that i am emotionally and attention high maintenance but evidently People still miss this factor....So for now i'm focusing on Those important to me, Mahican and DominantWhisper. To those fakes involved (you know who the hell you are) if you have any words direct them to Those whom hold me most dear....

Sometimes i wonder if i'd be better off if i wasn't in this lifestyle anymore...

Taking a break today from the CM chat rooms. If you wish to chat with me and know how else to find me then do so for today at least i will not enter where i am not welcome.

Sooooo don't want to go to work today.... :( i'm tired and still floaty.... o'well such is life off to work and then come home and do homework....

Be nice to your past it will always find you... tis this girl's luck that everyone from lifetime long long ago have decided to seek me out and have a party within me in this life.... now if only i knew which way to go and who was pawn and who weren't.... time shall show me the path i'm to take and my instincts will guide me. now tis time to dream on such things and of long long ago times...

Ok so i normally don't do this but LordTrolland is a fake, imposter, ass, dushbag, and a whole lot of other crap he isn't even worth me taking the time to state. He lies, he disappears when you scene with him, he's disrespectful, and all around a pump-us ass.... ok i'm done now...

Had a good evening with a great friend from 3+ years ago that until tonight I couldn't fully remember our past.... now the pieces have come mostly into place and i stayed up 3 hours longer than i should have but it was worth it... now to see if we can get me to sleep at 5pm tomorrow evening since I work Thursday morning. I'm very happy this person is back in my life he kept my head above the water back before I meet Mahican and helped me through one of the lowest points of my life. Thank you to Whisper for tonight and for reminding me and helping me remember. You truly are a re-found treasure that I hope to never loose again.

Ok so sending a first email saying "i want to hook up", "your making me stiff", and so on are not appreciated.... You MUST have a brain and not think with your dick 100% of the time....

Life always seems to find a way of throwing a log under my feet for me to trip on and fall on my face. A lot of emotional struggles right now and figures they'd hit at the end of the semester when i'm super stressed and bogged down :(.... oh well life always has a reason for the things that happen.

Energy and vibes you give a person are a very important thing... If i get a bad vibe, energy, or gut feeling about you or if something doesn't seem right chances are you won't make it to step 1 of doing anything with me. It takes a special type of Man and Dom to rub a special girl like me the right way... So sorry if you can't understand this but it is what it is and if you push or rub me wrong you will be sadly disappointed and if you still don't get it by subtle hints or me out right telling you the you WILL have to deal with one of or both of the Doms I serve and submit to!

Still incredibly happy it's amazing how things click and connect and come into your life when you weren't even looking :).

Another wonderful adventure.... sooo tired i think i'll call it an early night 30 minutes before the assigned bed time...Thank you to you know who for such amazingness that at lil girl can know.

Very very VERY good night!!! I'm one happy girl right now :), and I can't wait to see where this new adventure will take me.

Ok so there are more than rumors going around out there.... These are because people are scared and intimidated by someone who actually speaks their mind, calls it how they see it, and to be honest doesn't give a shit if it hurts your feelings or not. My Master's #1 rule is to speak my mine and just because it will hurt your feelings doesn't mean I'm not going to state the truth...If you can't handle the truth or feel that the lies others spew then I want nothing to do with you. I am me period.

Strongly and seriously considering looking into going to school abroad and Master finding a job abroad...Can't take much more of this bull shit we call our country.... Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know everywhere has it's own problems so on and so forth but you know what? I'm to that point where I would willingly take those instead of sitting here wondering how we're going to pay for over $1,000 of bills just from my ER stay and the fact that I am again having physical issues..... ARRRRGGGGGGG.....

So as you may have noticed my Sir and i chose to go our separate ways I will try to update my profile as soon as possible... thanks UPDATE:.... I should clarify that while my Sir and i are no longer together i still have my Master...

UPDATE: Life is GREAT right now :-D.... I have my Sir and my Master both of which complete me and have helped me to find an even deeper submission that i ever thought was possible... i love both of them with all that i am and for once in life am not afraid of the future or what path i'm being lead along..... I have found what being a true slave is....

Had an amazing yet tough week but have two AMAZING Dom's to get me through :).... so fulfilled and fill totally complete right now :). it's nice. Thank you Sir and Master

Damn daily headache/migraines.... i don't like being in pain and know it's the result of so much bull shit drama this weekend.... stress intensifies it... :(