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~Find a place inside where there's joy, and the joy will burn out the pain. - Joseph Campbell~
__On Friend Requests:__ If you send me a friend request, please also remind me by e-mail how we know each other. I rarely accept requests unless we've met in real life or communicated on-line. I do enjoy making new friends, and welcome e-mails from potential new friends and from folks with common interests. Requests from strangers who do not submit a letter of introduction will be summarily deleted.
As the screen name suggest, my name is La, and I am on here to find friends at first, playmates perhaps later. I'm happily involved with Rodren. April 30th 2011, I became collared to Rodren. We are a open polyamourous couple. If you are wanting to get to know me, I would appreciate if you would also contact him as well out of respect. We are all open and honest and believe that communication is key to our relationship as it should be with one that you have. I am 5'9", bbw, reddish brown hair, green eyes. I'm a hippie... I grew up right near Woodstock NY and I'm all about the peace love and granola. I love classic and modern rock. I'm free spirited yet down to earth, witty, and open minded person in search of other like minded people. I enjoy good conversation and a wicked sense of humor. I am more into sensuality in the classic use of the word.
Outside of the D/s life, I enjoy being with my family and friends. I am proud of who I am, my family and my friends. I will take up for and back all of them. I am devoted to the people that I care about. I'm a geeky gamer girl, and I love hanging out, horror, scifi and fantasy movies. I am also on with the same user name.
Having said this, I hope I haven't deterred you from hitting me up. I know I have a lot to offer someone and should you choose to pass me up because I am a big girl.. shrugs so be it, its a free world and your choice... just know, its your loss you have just missed out on an awesome friend... Peace!
These are just a few of my favorite poems... This first one is my top favorite poem, and helped shape my confidence of who I am.
~Phenomenal Woman~
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say, It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say, I
it's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
The palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Maya Angelou
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I HAVE BEEN ASTONISHED
THAT MEN WOULD DIE MARTYRS
FOR THEIR RELIGION. I
HAVE SHUDDERED AT IT I
SHUDDER NO MORE I WOULD
BE MARTYR'D FOR MY
RELIGION LOVE IS MY
RELIGION AND I WOULD DIE
FOR THAT. I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
BY JOHN KEATS
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For Rodren:
i carry your heart with me by e e cummings
i carry your heart with me (i carry it
in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my
true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the
bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
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Fetishes Into: " ask me if i give a fuck!", "a fetish a day keeps the vanilla away..", "apocalyptic orgasms", "are you a good switch or a bad switch?", "awww you're stupid. that's adorable!" (watching others wear), "but...but...but... i want a pet dragon!", "can i keep you?", "don't stop, don't stop, please don't stop", "girl, i don't want you, i need you" (receiving), "holding back orgasms like a boss", "i bought you clue..cause you don't have one", "i may not win..but i won't back down..", "i see you shiver, with antici... pation!", "i wanna lick your mind.", "i'm going to sin all over you", "i'm made of 85% sarcasm. tasty sarcasm...", "i've had enough...when i go limp..", "if zombies chase us i'm tripping you..", "kissing so hard you want me then and there", "no matter what, you are mine", "rawr" is i love you in dinosaur, "skirts with no panties" (wearing), "thank you for loving me like you do.", "the sound of rain while cuddling on the bed", "when i think of you, i touch myself", "where did that bruise come from?", "who said i was done with you?", "yes, those are bite marks", "you are on my list of things to do", "you belong to me", "you belong to me" whispered in my ear, "you're kinky as fuck! i'm keeping you!", ((̲̅ ̲̅(̲̅c̲̅r̲̅a̲̅y̲̅o̲̅l̲̲̅̅a̲̅( ̲̅̅((>, *giggles* i made him grrr at me, *nuzzles*, *poke* ow *poke* ow *poke* ow *poke* ow, 2 dorks, 1 bed, a best friend to set you right (everything to do with it), a brilliant mind, a creative player and imaginative lover. (everything to do with it), a fistful of hair and a long passionate kiss (receiving), a good book, a good fix first thing in the morning, a good sense of humour (everything to do with it), a hug to cheer you up when you're down, a kiss so good it puts you in subspace (receiving), a life of passion, intensity and focus., a lovely shade of ouch (everything to do with it), a nice big cup of shut the fuck up. (giving), a one bitch crusade against stupid!, a partner who understands (everything to do with it), a sexy goatee (watching others wear), a smack on the butt and the word behave, a voice that calms, comforts and reassures, a ♥ like gomez & morticia addams, accepted for being me and all it entails, adding "in bed" to the end of fortune cookies, adding nonsensical fetishes that are not actually fetishes but are fun and cute in context and completely confusing and odd to those who were not there when the fetish was made up (everything to do with it), adore me, cherish me, worship me, ados=attention deficit ooh shiny!, all my nds are cool!!, always being there when you need me the most, amazing sex 'til we collapse from exhaustion, amtgard larp, animal growls and purrs during sex, appealing to my brain, as well as my body. (everything to do with it), arched backs, flushed faces and screaming omg, aroused by smart people, aspophilia (sexual attraction to geeks), attention (receiving), auralism, aussie/irish/scottish accents, awe...your cute when you count your bruises, baby you're so fucked up - i love you, bacon, batting eyelashes and pretending i'm innocent, be vewy vewy quiet, i'm hunting fetishes, being 100% unapologetic about who i am (everything to do with it), being a bitch does not make you a domme, being a cuddle slut, being a good girl with a dirty mind, being a massive geek but hiding it so well that nobody knows it until i have them in my dastardly clutches and it's too late muwahahaha, being a priority, not an option, being bathed and having my hair washed, being blissfully happy, loved, & adored., being boob-astic, being creative, imaginative, and open-minded, being cute, but deadly, being devoured by your eyes from across the room, being dominated by someone who has a mental strength that doesn't cower to my intelligence, but conquers it, being dragged kicking and screaming into something i liked but didn't know it yet, being held by strong safe arms, being held like i'm precious, being hugged from behind (everything to do with it), being in love with you, being kissed softly on the forehead (receiving), being listed as a fetish on someone's list (everything to do with it), being loved, protected and cared for, being pushed up against a wall in a passionate kiss (receiving), being so intense that eye color changes, being supercallafuckinlicious, being the reason someone smiles, being tied, blindfolded and fucked hard (everything to do with it), being told "you're mine", being told i'm yours, being too smartassed for my own good, being wanted, needed, and cared for (everything to do with it), believing in love ♥, bellydancing (watching), big tits (everything to do with it), bites that make me gasp and moan, biting (everything to do with it), biting his/her neck/shoulder during sex, biting or being bit whilst orgasming, biting the nape of the neck (receiving), biting the sweet spot where the neck connects to the shoulder (everything to do with it), biting your ass because it is there (receiving), biting your neck till your knees buckle (receiving), boobalicious, boobies make the world go 'round (everything to do with it), boobs are the answer, boobs make everything taste better, bouncing-boobie-hugs (giving), breasts (everything to do with it), bring-them-to-the-edge-of-orgasm-but-don't-let-them-cum-for-a-while (receiving), bruise poking, bubble baths and a good book, bubble baths for 2, building a transporter so we can be together. (everything to do with it), building trust in relationships, bullshit free relationships (everything to do with it), burlesque (watching), burning calories by fucking not exercise (everything to do with it), calling fuckery as i see it, candle wax (everything to do with it), caressing, caressing your hair and face until you melt (receiving), checking my at the end of the day to see what silly fetishes my friends have added while i was away and deciding hey that's for me, chubby goth girls, clever, and i mean really clever, smack-talk, clothes of a bygone age victorian, renaissance etc.., coloring in a coloring book for stress relief, come here, damn you, i want to touch you., compassionate aftercare (everything to do with it), complete loyalty and honesty, connecting on a deeper level (everything to do with it), controversial? maybe. fun? definitely!, cooking for my man!, cuddles (everything to do with it), cuddles, nude cuddles, cuddling in a warm bed on a cold day (everything to do with it), cuddling naked, cuddling that turns into sex, cum together... right now... over me?!?, cunninglus till she's till she's breathless (receiving), d&d, deep conversations, delicious naps together, devouring your pussy like a bacon sandwich (receiving), divine sisterhood of kinky bitches, do your boobs need a hug?, doggy style rough and hard, duck pool peeing, eating pussy for breakfast. (receiving), engage the mind, the body will follow, evil is contagious ... spreading it is fun, feeding on pussy for a midnight snack. (receiving), feeling licks and kisses and warm breath on my neck (receiving), dominating facebook.., filthy perverts who are also good people, finding a connection to how you feel in music, finding crazy people on that make me look sane, finding her "holy fuck" button, fingering/finger fucking /squirting orgasms (receiving), fingernails gently across my bare skin (everything to do with it), fisting (receiving), flogging, flogging boobs (everything to do with it), forced satisfaction, friends as family, friends who enrich my life and make me smile, fuck fuck fuckity fuck, fuck what you think...this is what it is, fucktards, morons, asshats. all hard limits., full contact body hug and a night sleep in the arms of someone who cares for me, fully being myself and it sucks for you if you don't like it, geek in the streets/freak in the sheets, geeks, geeks in glasses, getting her ass spanked/paddled while being stimulated clitorally with the hitachi wand, getting the shakes from cumming so hard, giving all of yourself with complete trust, go go gadget cock, going barefoot, growling ferociously as i take you (receiving), hair pulling (receiving), hangin at laura's lounge, hanging out with the bad girls that smoke, harry potter, having a brain as well as awesome boobs, having friends i can actually trust, having him hold me on the edge and not let me cum until he wants me to, having hips held when fucked, having his bite marks on my neck, having sex in a pool, hearing her moan as i get off inside her, hearing him growl "good girl" in your ear, heckling a porn, her naked body next to mine, for me to fuck, homemade toys, honest, drama-free people with integrity, hugged from behind and kissed on the neck, humor, i am my own fetish. yes, i am that awesome., i can't believe i miss you this fucking much, i fucking love you and love fucking you, i had something to say...but you have boobs, i love a man with a really big...... brain, i love my horny pervy friends, i might like you better if we together, i smile every time i see your face., i wanna do bad things with you (everything to do with it), i want to do bad things with you, i'm not biting.i'm hugging you with my teeth!, if it means i might get boobies. then yes., intelligence is sexier than stupidity any day (everything to do with it), intelligent conversation, laced with wit, subtlety, humour and mutual satisfaction, intelligent sarcasm and smart assery, intelligent, well-educated women who swear, i♥u, jedi mind-tricks [waves hand]... you want to take your clothes off..., kissing and biting a lover's neck and shoulder blades till their knees buckle (everything to do with it), kissing her glowing moon in bright sun-shine (receiving), kissing the back of the neck, kissing you on the neck and making you shiver (receiving), knoodle flogging, knowing that i have pleased you, lack of a good sense of humor is a hard limit, leaving marks for you to remember me by, les toil art, let's do the time warp again!, licking root beer bottle caps, losing oneself in the arms of your love, losing track of how many orgasms i've had, love that transcends all human boundaries, love, lust, and a soulmate... priceless!, loves my kinky brother and sisters
Curious about: "the look" that tells you in no uncertain terms that you have crossed the line and earned a spanking, 1 hand around ur throat 1 spanking ur clit, 1 more fetish and i get a free can of spam!, a leather family like the waltons, acheiving orgasms without touching but by using power of the mind, adult nursing relations, asphyxiaphilia (receiving), ball gags (wearing), bare bottom spanking (receiving), bare handed spanking (receiving), batman and robin dominated by catwoman, bbw bondage (receiving), being bound, gagged, blindfolded, and fucked, being bratty until you get fucked into submission, being fucked by wonder woman with a strap on, being fucked with a hand on my throat, being restrained so you can have your way with me, being treated like a beautiful princess but fucked like a dirty little whore, ben wa balls (wearing), bending you over and fucking you senseless, blackbaron, bondage (receiving), buddha, clit pumping (receiving), clit spanking (receiving), clover (everything to do with it), consensual nonconsent, cupping, curvy girls in ruffle panties (wearing), d/s (everything to do with it), dn sı ʎɐʍ ɥɔıɥʍ ʍouʞ ʇ,uop noʎ ןןıʇun noʎ ƃuıʇɐǝq, dragging you by the hair to a secluded area, eating your pussy until you cry (receiving), fire cupping (everything to do with it), fire flogging, fuck cornertime, ill take the spanking, fucking machines, getting my panties cut off with a knife, hair bondage, head so good you want to write a referral (everything to do with it), holding you down to fuck you as i wish (receiving), if u steal this fetish, i am going to rape u!, inimate kinky friendships with no cover charge, kinky larp-ing, lactation (giving), ladyinsanexox (everything to do with it), magic ➑-ball answer.. "winning", orgasming until unconsciousness, pussy pumping (everything to do with it), rope bondage/suspension (receiving), savane having private hotdog sandwich time (everything to do with it), scissor-sisters (pussy to pussy riding), scream for me (everything to do with it), secretasianman, sensory deprivation (everything to do with it), sensual domination (everything to do with it), shemales (everything to do with it), snugglefucking, soapy boobies..clear shower curtain..play., strip d&d, the dude., the sound he makes when i bite his neck, the И crowd, trying to get away but you pin me down, uʍop ǝpısdn pǝpuǝdsns buıǝq, wanting to do ladyinsanexox every way i can (everything to do with it), yes, those are my bite marks on him, you and all of my personalities in an orgy, ███████████████] 99% complete....
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Most amazing episode of American Dad!! http://www.fox.com/americandad/full-episodes/26073155684/ |
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Just finished creating a new D&D characters with my honey for our weekly game that we are starting... my monk looks badass on paper, cant wait to see how it does in actual play!! Now we just need to get selunes character done!
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