jabberwokyy on Collarspace

1/13/2023 8:12:25 AM

Have a social work background and I guess peoples well being is somewhat natural to me. Might tie in with my wrap around care ect I have

Typed this up a little ago

More subs and slaves should elevate themselves. Being an adult under a MastersDom total care is ... a financial burden and doesnt provide for him.

Bring him financial stability.

A hot body to look at and filled

Ask and learn what best way to please him and implement it.

Notice things he doesnt notice like forgetting keys or tissues and he placing them near the door or in a place he quickly sees and the problem is fixed. No need to tell him. Just see that you made his life a little easier.

Full body massages if youre bad at it just learn.

Open ear to talk to. Vent. Choke. Breed.

Whatever he wants sexually. Be his toy to use. Have a nice set of holes that are presentable for him.

I fall in between masculine and Fem and fit. I have a boy next door type of energy and look. I wax my body to stay smooth and don't shave to not have sharp stubble anywhere.

Things sparked when I started seeing a White older guy in a conservative region. He liked that I'm private, that we do can do our thing behind closed doors and have it be our business. He told me he watches and noticed the many suggestive looks I get between men and woman.

Older divorced. Two grown kids.

Gave him a pleasant shock when I began pampering him and taking him out to places. Asking what he needs help with.

He's from the Midwest and his ex wife tried to take everything and never gave him a massage or blowjob or her fair share. But she was also a trust fund baby who never worked in her life.

I truly enjoy pampering l. So he received a full body massage. Blowjobs and whatever position to bend me in.

Cool and clean. Indoor chores. Outdoor chores. Manual labor for gritty things. I got off on doing things for his benefit

Some subs slaves are really in depth about how they want to be used.

11/7/2017 5:33:40 AM

Manage to update my Collarspace profile somewhat. Browsing around a lot, have been able to meet people both close and afar when the timing was right so don't hold distance as a hard limit.

Never done a journal before. I'll start by going into a little about myself.

In general I like to feel out what a Dom likes. Hobbies, habits, gestures, feelings and act appropriately. My aim is to have the feeling of comfort to feel relaxed and be able to be themselves. Say what they want and do what they want. Notice nuance things like favorite food/snacks, how and where they place things, anticipating of needs before they're asked of so he always feels appreciated over the little stuff. Eventually those small gestures build on each other in layers that encompasses the realm of overall submissiveness. *1950's Household Aspects*

When it comes to playing I like to follow the lead and not go into into wanting my needs met (even if they're servicing him). I think in a Subs/Slave fantasies to be degraded and used they put their lust and depravity in front of the Doms needs who probably doesn't want to charge up to that level on the first go. Ironically reverses the role of sub and Dom and makes the Power Bottom Sub make the Dom work.

Would like to be owned and controlled but also allowed to earn a keep & be a contributing part to society. Not working and being a very large pet seems costly on a Dom and its the American Way to put in the work. Would like to work, be successful, and contribute. Able to be shown in public without drawing negative attention and still be under your control. Both in public when still doing subtle things so your needs are met and fully submitting behind closed doors.

Have had some successful experiences through Fetlife. Could upload some of the messages up and crop names for anonymity. Just to show that I have manage to meet with individuals with these types of interest and their feedback.