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What does She Seek?
She seeks Her Master~Her Owner~The One She Was Created For~The One that will Complete Her! ~Her SOULMATE!~
She has searched for years, All for Naught. She has sought far & wide for what she needs. She is confident she will know instantly when she finds what is meant to be. So far she has encountered more fakes & abusive men than you can imagine. So called "Men" who state they are "Dominants", only to find they are Nothing but lying, fake, abusive men just wanting to cyber, exchange pics, or hide behind a facade online with a wife & children at home. Or they simply want to inflict pain & humiliation with no true emotional or mental involvement on their part... basically just using and abusing women!
She wants HONESTY above All Else!
* PLEASE Be REAL!! *
She is NOT here for Casual Sex!
If that is All you seek Move on...
You are Not WORTHY of MY Time or Energy!
She Seeks A Long Term Relationship Ultimately!
What She Seeks...
1. Her Soul Mate, Her Master, Her Lover, Her Best Friend, Her Protector, Her Other Half, Her Owner, Her Everything, The One She was Created to Spend Eternity With... Surrendering Her All to Him!
2. Honesty, Loyalty, Trust, Mutual Respect, Guidance, To Be Loved Forever, Cared For, Pampered, Protected, & Safe in Her Surrender To The One Worthy of Her Devotion!
3. Looking to Explore BDSM and D/S in more detail... She has experienced some aspects such as: Being restrained-tied up-handcuffs-blindfolds-soft whips-spanking-a few toys-very limited experience! She is curious about numerous aspects of BDSM...does not know her limits yet. Never been with A True Dominant!
4. Hoping to find "A Real Dominant" to Train Her Properly...to patiently...and with understanding help her find what her True Desires & Dark Dreams Are... Help her discover the Hidden Unknown Needs that Reside within her Subconscious!
5. Intelligence is also an absolute requirement. I am what you would call a sapiosexual. If my mind is not stroked it will be very difficult for my heart, soul or body to follow!
~ PLEASE READ ~
I usually prefer men Much younger than myself... 10-25 years younger... I learned years ago men my age cannot keep up with me... some 30 yo cannot keep up with me... lol! Unless you have the body of a 30-40 year old & stamina of a 20-30 year old we probably will not be a match. Sorry don't get angry... just the way it is... saves my time & yours!
*P.S. If you are not height weight proportionate I will not be interested... sorry... just being honest!*
"Without my dominance you cannot submit. Without your submission I cannot dominate. We are equal in our needs, though our roles are different."
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***Thoughts of you***
I have a crush on your mind!
What's going on in that beautiful mind?
You've got my head spinning...
Do I run?... Do I stay?...
What to do... What to say...
Do I beg?... Do I pray?...
Or only listen & be still...
Giving in to his will...
Do I surrender & give my trust?
Or guard my heart & keep it safe?
My mind says will I be enough?
Or will I disappoint?
Will he be proud of me?
Will he want my gift?
Or see my imperfections & turn away...
Or care enough to want to stay?
Will he mold her to his will?
Teach her mind to just be still...
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Submissive's Creed
i am a Submissive Woman.
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship.
i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.
i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me.
i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy.
His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.
If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am. No matter what I look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high... ...for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me?
If He says i am His princess, then i am that...regal and graceful.
And if i see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong?
If He says i am his toy, his slut, his tramp, then i am that...as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be, and if others do not see
this, then it is they who are blind, not my Master.
My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can. i have no secrets from Him...for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided i need, and so i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when
i kneel naked at His feet.
Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me.
if i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that I feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than the physical anguish i feel when His belt caresses me with fire.
i spend my days knowing that the energy and thought He puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for His, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that W/we do together.
His part is much harder than mine, and i know this and am grateful that He cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me.
i have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.
i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously. i am a submissive woman. i am proud to call myself that.
my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to He who has that strength will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud.
i am a submissive woman.
always on my knees |
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