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I am very happy and confident in my place in the world. ? I prefer conversing and meeting with intelligent, creative people. My life is full and busy at this time of my journey.? My free time is limited and I rarely know until last minute if I am free or not.? This is due to my responsibilities that I take seriously. ? Meeting people, after we have conversed and if you are local/visiting, is a wonderful activity. Respecting and enjoying the connection and chemistry, for however long it lasts organically, is precious and unique to me. ?I am not monogamous - I embraced my polyamorous life choice long ago. ?I am in loving relationships and yes, they know there are multiple people in my life. ? I have a Primary Dominant, he has the final say on if I am to meet new people and if our meeting enhances or deters from our loving, strong bond we have. I have no desire to find 'The One' to complete me. I am The One that completes myself. ? I am not new to BDSM. Pandora's Box was opened at an early age and everything changed, in the sweetest and darkest way possible. Please be thoughtful and respectful in your email and I promise to do the same. ? Partners in crime and/or debauchery, are always welcome in my world! I am trying very hard to make the time to travel the world more. There is no place or culture that doesn't fascinate me. Hopping a plane last minute, destinations unknown, makes me a very gleeful gal! I look forward to meeting other enlightened people in this chosen life style and appreciate any tips and directions as I travel to your region/country. I will be happy to reciprocate, if you find yourself visiting the beautiful Southwest Desert! Wishing all of you joy in your journey!! -Glee

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3/13/2018 7:06:23 AM
Strengthening Our Bond When Capo decided on what his first tattoo was going to be, I was so jazzed for him because it was perfect! The Wolf. The Wolf symbolizes loyalty, guardianship, intellect, strength, instinctive, spirit, self-control, leadership. The phrases I have read below, also fit perfectly. ?The Wolf roams the wild with a?thirst?for freedom, working within a social environment.? ?A wolf?s real?personality?is often?hidden?under the character of his or her social?position.?Intelligent, non-aggressive, and?friendly with the?ability?to make strong emotional attachments.? Witnessing Capo?s freedom expand, month after month, is an honor and fills me with absolute joy for him. Also, in gatherings, he prefers to watch and gather information before engaging, preferably, to ensure balance and harmony within the environment. It was during the process of talking about Capo?s tattoo, I started to marinate a thought of getting part of his wolf tattooed on me. Please note, I have one tat, Dr. Seuss? blue fish on my back left shoulder that I got to try to get over my fear of needles when I turned 35. It didn?t work. I passed out two times in a 20 minute tattoo! Even thinking about getting a tattoo again was a surprise to me! But, it felt?right. I proposed to Capo my thought and idea for my tattoo, he was surprised and smiling asking if I was sure? I couldn?t be more sure and secure. I took it upon myself to research local tattoo artists to find some of the best natural, realistic technique artists. Wanting his first tattoo to be amazing and not be disappointed, I was on a mission! Finding one that was near his home was a bonus! When we went to meet with the artist, he was booked solid until April. He was worth the wait, based on his work! I asked if he was attending the upcoming Tattoo Expo in a couple of weeks, to hopefully see him in action. He was and asked if Capo and I were comfortable being in a public setting for our tattoos, especially because he wanted to showcase his realistic style at the expo. Deposit given and appointment booked, we walked out ecstatic! Our excitement was evident these last 2 weeks as the countdown began! Capo was up first, he had lots of input from tatted friends and felt very comfortable knowing what was going to transpire. The first touch of the needle, he barely flinched. He smiled and said it was very bearable. I swear, right then, I was so freaking turned on! Maybe it was a combination of his trust that I found the right artist to execute his vision permanently on his body along with witnessing a major bucket list item finally being accomplished! Watching the progression, the process becoming more intense. The pauses and restarts of ink change, he now has a better understanding of the endorphin highs/lows happening so quickly. More knowledge for him and when we play. ?I now understand, I won?t forget.? Yeah, more squishy bits happening, again! The finished result is a beautiful wolf on his right shoulder?AMAZING! Capo was beyond pleased and his admiration of the work and smile made my heart soar for him! I was up next, I was excited and a wee bit nervous that my body would betray me and go out cold. I did not want to freak our artist out or disappoint myself and embarrass Capo. I kept a mantra flowing in my mind, ?Breathe bitch! You got this! You have experienced way more fucking pain than what a little needle could do!? Well, it worked. I didn?t pass out, the pain was minor, which was never the issue, it was just the mental image of a needle in my skin that messed with my head. (I watched ?Tommy? by The Who when it came out in the 70?s and the scene with hypodermic needles in the coffin still gives me nightmares!) Capo watching me, making sure I was safe and I was going to be good through the whole process. Seeing pride in his eyes, gave me strength. I was reminded of feeling the kiss of his whip on my skin and that really got me on my way! Moans, giggles and some ?Oh my goodness? moments were a perfect way to enjoy my tattoo! The end result on my right back shoulder, Capo?s Wolf eyes seen torn thru my skin. Capo?s Wolf watches over me, everywhere and with everyone who enters my world! The artist was extremely pleased with them both and when he took our picture side by side, the eyes of the wolf was staring at each other! (See my last pic posted on my profile) This was a pretty momentous occasion for us both. Freedom and strengthening our life-long bond we are committed to enjoying. I have never felt a soul connection with another as deep as I feel with my Capo, my Sir, my Fucker, my Love, my Wolf. Loving our journey together! Glee aka "The-Amazed-One-That-Did-Not-Faint-And-Super-Jazzed-About-Her-Next-Tattoo!" 

2/15/2018 9:44:42 AM
My Valentine?s Day, 2018 Valentine?s Day has always been a holiday that really has no meaning to me or @AZCapo. We do not need a reminder of showing our appreciation and love to one another and to the people in our lives on a specific date. We express it everyday in a multitudes of ways; time (making an effort to see one another as much as we can, lunch at my office when Sir has that rare moment), verbally (?Get naked and jump in bed, now.?), touch (gripping my hair firmly as we kiss deeply), smile (appreciating the fish tacos I made Sir for dinner), text (throughout the day with love, humor, tasks, information when we are enroute to Capo?s Sanctuary or Casa de Fiesta), service (secretary, cook, researcher, housekeeping, special projects, removing physical s from my path, tucking me in telling me to stay in bed and rest a little longer, etc.), smell (clean or dirty skin, especially those scents Sir puts on to make my lady bits drool), look (when his Wolf comes out?Fuckin? Hell Yes!!!) and so many more ways, but, I need to continue before getting anymore distracted! Last night was a fun project, putting a new king bed frame together for Capo. I love working on projects together, Sir takes the lead and I assist. (I remodeled my house a couple of years ago and I HAD to be Project Manager and main grunt. It is divine to be an assistant now!!) As we were finishing the placement of this beautiful addition to Capo?s Sanctuary, I was very adamant about a power strip to plug in from behind the bed. I heard Sir mention, ?it was no big deal? from the other room as I was searching quickly for a longer power strip. I responded, ?Yes Sir, it is a big deal, we need the strip to easily plug in your alarm, lamp, the Hitachi and other power-like goodies at your convenience!? I?m not sure if he smiled or chuckled, but he did begin in the search for a longer power strip. We were victorious in our search! Making the bed together, joyous in how it fit perfectly, excited to crawl into the new bed together! Did I mention it was so high, I might be contemplating a step stool to be able to get into it! Capo had me laughing so hard getting off the bed, acting like he was flipping out of a boat to scuba dive! Just remembering that, has me giggling now! After a late dinner and cleaning the kitchen together, Sir says, ?Get naked and get into bed.? ?Yes, Sir!? Happily walking towards the bedroom with a very bright smile! I do believe we both experienced a bit of a bed-gasm laying there, breathing deeply as our bodies start to relax, plus, it was clean sheet night! Looking at each other, watching the love in Capo?s eyes, melts me as he pulls me into his arms and he kisses me deeply. (Insert hot, sexy, hard Wolf fucking his slut here!) Later, in post-coitus euphoria and dirty sheets, Capo whispered, ?Happy Valentine?s Day.? Damn, this Sexy as Fuck Man knows how to make me really enjoy this day, February 14th!! By the way, February 15th started off pretty fuckin? hot too, just before I was going to ask to cum, he jumps off me and out of bed, as I was greedily watching his hot ass walk to the shower, he tells me, ?Finish yourself off slut, Daddy has to get to work.? Being the good girl that I am, I did?twice. Yes, February 15th is starting off as another great day together! Wishing all of you kinksters an amazing day!! Glee :) aka "The-Very-Grateful-Blissful-Gal-Snuggled-Tucked-In-Her-Sexy-As-Fuck-Capo's-Bed-Feeling-Like-A-Cherished-Queen-As-I-Close-My-Eyes-For-A-Little-More-Sleep."

2/15/2018 9:37:31 AM
Southwest Leather Conference Phoenix, AZ 2018 This was my 6th time attending the Southwest Leather Conference (SWLC) and my Sir, @AZCapo, 2nd attendance. Also, my wife @Strengi was a presenter and facilitated a Female Led Authority Relationship Exchange (F.L.A.R.E) panel wil an informative, diverse group of female Dominants. Enjoying old friends in our local Phoenix community, meeting new ones from around the country and just being in a hotel surrounded by "Our People" are four glorious days for Sir and myself. Again, FOUR days of solid concentration on our personal journeys and focused on Our Dynamic. This time brings about new and possible changes in our protocols. Our discussions and playtime have an intense depth that strengthens our bond, even more than we can imagine! Did I mention how much we both look forward to SWLC?!! This year, even though it seemed low in attendance, possibly due to the awful flu that is in epidemic numbers, or maybe due to many are choosing to attend Sin in the City/Las Vegas on Feb 2-3, either way, I do hope that numbers come up for the coming years! Pros on not having it wall to wall people - more dungeon playtime!! This year did not disappoint! Sir has a new appreciation for all the joyful knotty ways rope can enhance our play and day to day activities! For instance, dressing me as we meet my ND Catholic Aunties visiting at my house during SWLC. It was Sir's first time meeting them and how he enjoyed as I was so nervous hugging them, thinking they would feel the knot of rope in the center of my back! Leaning really low, hiney sticking out, they only felt across my shoulders for only a moment, my gift of gab was on point distracting them immediately! (See pic posted with Sir's quick harness he had me wear!) How I miss the feel of rope! The constant caress of when Sir is binding me all snug, enjoying every moment if he needs to do it over, or over again to get the rope/knot just right! I love his skills of being precise! So very thankful for our Dallas friends that shared their knowledge of rope and their energies - so much laughter and hotness going on! Did I mention my Love/Hate/Love/Hate with the Wharten Wheel? Sir had to get the single wheel AND the triple wheel!! :::Ugh!::: :::Oooo...a!::: :::FUCK!::: It was fantastic to meet Dr. Sagarin and his valued research team continuing their studies of different ects of BDSM activities. Gathering accurate data from people who chose to engage in consensual BDSM. Finally, studies that will be based on hard data instead of speculation/assumptions like many "professional" have done over the decades! Discussing the pros/cons of the conference, we noticed there is a need for more ambassadors for attendees that are solo or maybe new to the event. This year it was very noticeable that people were not as engaged as in past years. Maybe it is due to people losing/lacking in their social skills vs. their online/texting world. I do believe I may need to step up with my Hostess/Service self to help navigate this awful trend we are seeing more and more! Since there were many times available in the Hospitality Suite I may have to sponsor some time there next year! The Wife and I were able to take Monday as a Decompression Day, unfortunately, Sir had to get back in the race, but he was able to come back and enjoy breakfast in our room and assist in the massive loading of our Toy Trunk (suitcase is just not a heavy enough word!) and all our attire and goodies. Spending the day, taking it slow, a little hot tub time with my Wife, nursing my tender and happy backside, doing laundry and just all around not wanting to end our step out of our beautiful bubble. Alas, the duties of our worlds beckon us to get our asses back to it, no matter that my ass is a rainbow of Sirs attention. I am grateful for a standing desk at work as I smile and try to focus on my work. Especially, when I think of what wardrobe I have that could effectively disguise when I may be wearing a lovely rope harness under my work clothes in the future! Thank you, Wife for the wonderful presentation and facilitating an amazing group of women. I know myself and others received great information to help us grow in our journeys! How I love watching you do your magic in a room! Thank you for the wonderful breakfasts and our time together is always appreciated! Thank you, Capo for every moment we had together this weekend and for being the amazing, engaged, thoughtful, lovingly wicked, Sexy as Fuck, hilarious, complex Dominant man that you are with me! Looking forward to next year at SWLC! Glee aka "The-Gleeful-Gal-Whose-Platinum-Hair-Has-Matching-Pink-Purple-Streaks-As-Parts-Of-Her-Body-From-The-Her-Very-Detailed-Oriented-Capo"

9/6/2017 5:38:12 PM
A life changing moment... On September 1, 2016, I had agreed last minute to meet an interesting Dominant man, who had me intrigued. We had only exchanged email/text for a couple of days, all pleasant and respectful. As I was driving to meet him in the parking lot (Yes, I had let my safe call know where/when we were meeting along with a picture of him, his email address and his phone# - SAFETY FIRST!), I wondered if he would be a fabulous addition to my que of amazing busy Dominants I enjoy servicing. It was going to be a quick "Hi!" since we were only a block apart during our work day, at that moment. Seeing this Sexy As Fuck Man step out of his truck with a big smile, instantly had me all tingly with anticipation to touch him...anywhere and everywhere! We exchanged salutations, both of us had big grins. On the outside I was really trying to be smooth and calm, because on the inside I was thinking at that moment, "FUCKIN HELL!! Please don't be crazy, please don't be crazy, please be groovy! Look at those arms! I want his hands all over me! Fuck, he looks good in work clothes! I want to hear his voice in my ear! Fuck, is he talking to me? What did he say? Fuck...focus woman!!" I will be absolutely honest, I have no clue to this day what he first said to me, due to my inner commentary! We had exchanged a few words, we both had to quickly get back to our adult responsibilities, so we hugged. I had to smell his scent, feel his arms and hands on me...I was instantly dripping wet with goosebumps All over me! All from just a smile and a hug AND his sexy body, his arms, his 6 foot height was perfect to my 5'5" self, his smile, his energy was off the charts with me! We looked at each other, both a little stunned, from my perspective. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted him to devour me. I wanted him to grab the back of my hair and whisper anything, everything in my ear! I wanted HIM. NOW. I'm not sure if he saw of heard what I was thinking, but we instantly hugged again, slowly. I remember making a noise, a deep sigh/moan/giggle/growl/whine combination, as we parted. I did not want to stop. No kiss. No ass grab. No second base action. He was in control. A gentleman. The whole time. I was trying to control my inner raving, horny, beastly self that was acting like having it's sweets taken away...Forever!! Not sure how that was interpreted by my body language, but somehow, I managed to get back in my vehicle, sitting down enhanced my sopping wet panties, I had an urge to rip off and hand over to him as a token of my appreciation of this first time meeting. But, I controlled myself, I don't know how I did, it is still a mystery to me. I remember gripping the wheel, hard, trying to control my hands to not just start masturbating right there. Wanting to entice him, maybe lose a bit of his control. But, I didn't do any of those things. He told me we will talk later and that we will work out a time to meet again, soon. I kept thinking, "Now! Now is soon! Lunch? After work? Tonight? How soon is soon, for him? Who the fuck came up with this ambiguous word, soon?!" Needless to say, we met soon after. And again. And again. And again. Etc, etc, etc... One year later...I still feel the same way when we see each other. It hasn't stopped or lessened with me from that first moment. My inner commentary is still babbling away, at times, it has gotten me in trouble due to listening to it vs. MM's conversation or His instruction. I'm still learning that whole personal control thing! Our love has grown in ways that I have never experienced in my life. I am in awe of our strong connection that we both respectfully acknowledge and nurture. Our Power Exchange has a depth that we barely have scratched the surface to experience. Our Dominant/submissive poly journey we are sharing has been and is the most fulfilling relationship I have ever experienced in my life. Coming from polar opposites in our own journeys, the Universe brought us the opportunity to find one another. Each bringing to the other strength, passion, curiosity, laughter, friendship, knowledge, skills and all of it based in love. He is my Sir, my Capo, my Fucker, my MM, my Love. I am gleefully, lovingly, His slut. Looking forward to many more years on our journey together! -Glee aka "The Slut That Has Learned From Our First Meeting That It Is Just Easier To Not Wear Any Panties Around Her Capo!"

7/9/2017 8:54:41 AM
Summertime Challenges I LOVE living in the desert! I look forward to the 100+ degree weather every summer! My pool gets to turn into a 25,000 gallon glorious bathtub, current temp today, 92 degrees. I swim 2-4 times a day, because my inner Mermaid demands it! Swimming under the full moon last night,nekkid of course, is one of the most peaceful feelings that I lI've to experience. :::Please refer to my Sanctuary pic on my profile::: My summertime challenges; - Proper coverage of my adventures. - Having to wear a bathing suit, so my partner(s) have a road map of available space for more intense play. - Maintaining a healthy tan to not make the stray over-zealous mark be less visible. - Remembering the time that the garbage collector drives through the alley and being properly covered as he always looks in my backyard. - Being respectful to my neighbors and keeping my vocal octaves to a minimum level while enjoying my Sanctuary. My competitive and submissive nature, enjoy challenges...I totally got this! Yesterday, hanging with the Mother Unit and my young niece here for a month, it was early morning, I am wearing my cotton panties, tank top and robe on, I had to bend way under the couch to grab an item, I hear from behind me, "Whoa, where did you get those bruises?" I pause, hopefully not noticeable to my ever observant Mother Unit, my mind is racing to my last adventure with MM, going in hyperspeed rewind thinking if there was any agressively excessive super fun action beyond the tan line area, coming to an immediate conclusion of, "Really? I have no clue Mom, you know how easily I bruise, I am surprised all the time with mystery bruises." :::Deep sigh::: Epic fail. -Glee aka "The Gal That Is Putting On Her Bathing Suit And Sunscreen As She Is Heading Back Out To Her Sanctuary For A Bit More Healthy Color"

4/16/2017 3:55:35 PM
April 18, 2017 'Twas The Night Before Easter... The bunny has been very naughty. She hasn't been doing any bunny-like behavior for weeks and weeks. No hopping around. No flashing her big tail, enticing her Owner or others. No savoring and eating large carrots around town. No fucking, like a good bunny should. This bunny has been very, very bad. The bunny's Owner had enough of this unacceptable, unbunny-like behaviors and was going to show the bunny the error of her ways. On the eve of Easter, when all bunnies should be at the peak of their bunny-ness activities, the Owner went into his bunny's den and stealthily caught her by her ears. His tight grip on her long ears and his determination to capture and subdue his bad bunny was going to out-maneuver any tactics she might try to pull. The bunny's outrageous struggles showed her Owner how badly she had gone down her own rabbit hole these last weeks. This was completely unacceptable to the bunny's Owner. After many unsuccessful attempts of escape from her Owners strength and bonds, the bunny had finally worn out, she submitted her defeat to her Owner. The bunny had tears of acceptance, submission and relief, running down her flushed face. With her eyes closed and face down, she heard her Owners' deep sigh as he turned her face up to his. "Open your eyes, bunny." She heard him sternly and quietly say. She didn't know where this last kernel of defiance came from within her, or if it was fear based of how bad she was to her Owner, but she kept her eyes closed and tried to shake her head no. Immediately, the Owner tighten his grip even harder on her sore ears and with his other hand clenched her soft throat, digging his fingers deeply to the point her eyes instantly were popped wide open, as her air was cut off. The Owner, watching his bunny closely with his decisive attention, seeing all the fear, surprise and exhaustion in her eyes, he did the unexpected. He slowly turned her face to the side, and proceeded to patiently lick her salty tears from his bunny's face. He then turned her face to the other side, still controlling her lack of breath, he licked her other tear soaked cheek. After his bunny's tears were cleaned, he brought her face close to his, so all her focus was him, he said, "You are a bad, bad bunny. You are going to learn to be a good bunny, again. Starting..." as he tightened both his grips, "now." He quickly relaxed the hold of her airway, still painfully gripping his naughty bunny's ears, he heard her gasp for air desperately, her eyes glazed with relief and absolute fear of her self-imposed situation with her Owner. The Owner dragged his bunny by the ears, daring her with his look to make any sound or movement of resistance, towards the large table in her den and tossed her onto the table, face down, her big tail in the air. Still grasping his bunny's ears with one hand, he adjusted himself where he had clear access to his bunny's big white bottom with his other hand. "Good bunnies count. Are you going to be a good bunny?" he asked firmly pulling her ears and head backwards so he could look in her tearing eyes. "Yes, I will be a good bunny, Sir." She barely squeeked from her extended sore throat. The Owner responded, "We shall see, won't we?" as his large hand proceeded to spank his bunny's white bottom, brutally. "ONE! TWO! THREE! FOUR! FIVE!..." the bunny screamed. The Owner was unrelenting, as he heard his bunny begin to falter in her ability to keep the count accurate around the 75th spanking. His determination to correct his bunny's behaviors, kept him from feeling the pain in his hand from the lesson. Watching his bunny's white bottom, turn deep shades of reds and purples was satisfying to him. He was hoping that his bunny is feeling the extent of his dissapointment. "SEVENTY-EIGHT! EIGHTY!" The Owner immediately stopped his hand. "What number was that again bunny?" he asked softly. "Eighty...I think, Sir." She gasped though her tears. "That is incorrect, bunny. I will give you one more opportunity to say the correct number. If it is incorrect, again, we will start over, this time with the wooden paddle. We both know, you do not prefer the paddle." He heard her cry a little harder, gasping for air. "Think hard bunny, what is the correct number?" Still clasping her ears tight, the Owner bent her head back so she can look at his calm and expentent face. She swallowed what little she could and she answered, with hope in her eyes, "Eighty-one, Sir?" The Owner looked deeply, showing no sign if she was correct or not, and then, ever so slowly, shook his head side to side, watching her eyes enlarge even more with fear and dissapointment. "No bunny, you are incorrect. The correct answer was seventy-nine." She immediately, started to cry in absolute despair. The Owner released his grip on her now reddened and bruised ears and walked to the case against the wall. He bent down and retrieved the dreaded paddle. Walking back to his bunny, seeing her despair of what was going to happen next, almost had him hesitate in his actions. Then he realized, she has not fully learned how to be a good bunny, or she would have counted correctly. His fixed purpose was solid in his mind by the final steps in front of his naughty bunny. He grabbed his bunny's ears and lifted her face up to his and explained to her scared, tear soaked face. "My bad bunny, due to your lack of learning to be a good bunny, this next corrective action will take place on the bench. You will flip over, scoot slowly on your bottom to the edge of the table, feeling all seventy-nine of your spankings. Not eighty or eighty-one. You will then get on all fours and hop to the bench, like good bunnies do. They hop. You must have forgotten how to hop, or I would have seen you these last weeks, hopping around your den and around the town." With mention of the bench, her eyes were the size of saucers. The bench has never been a favorite piece of furniture in her den. "Yes, Sir." She quietly responded. Her Owner released her aching ears and stood up with his arms crossed and the paddle in his hand, waiting for her to do his bidding. She slowly turned over, gasping the moment her burning bottom touched the table. She then started to scoot her bottom across the table, feeling every one of the seventy-nine spankings, wondering if parts of her flesh were trailing behind her as she got closer to the edge. Catching her breath, she hopped off the table, knowing her normally white bottom was glowing red in the dim lighting of her den, she hopped slowly towards the wicked bench, she had named to herself, 'The Torturer' THAT is one secret she would never mention to her Owner, ever! Stopping in front of 'The Torturer' even though her big bottom was burning in pain, she will admit she did miss hopping. Why did she stop hopping? She was good at it and others always seemed to appreciate when she hopped in their direction, especially, her Owner. She looked back at her Owner, standing by the table with the dreaded paddle in his crossed arms, she looked up and saw the beginnings of a smile on his handsome face. This immediately made her twitch her tail back and forth in hesitant joy. Watching his eyes be drawn down to her glowing bottom and tail twitching, his eyes began to show a bit of a twinkle. The bunny, hoping to possibly distract him from his next action, started to bend her bottom, higher in the air, hoping to show the instant wetness of her bits, his smile generates within her. The bunny's acute and aching ears, softly heard his footsteps toward her raised behind, her head down in submission, in front of the bench. "I know what you are trying to achieve bunny, although it pleases me to see you hop and twitch that lovely tail again, but know this, it will not distract me from your next lesson. Now, get in position on the bench, so I can secure you properly." With a deep sigh of resolve, the bunny crawled up onto the bench, straddling the padded red bench, she laid down on her soft belly, each leg bent on the padded ledges, while her arms were hanging down to the side. She felt her Owner attach each of the ankle cuffs to the bench and then came around the front. Mindful purpose showing on his face and in his eyes, attached the bunny's wrists into the cuffs, also attached to the bench. He pulled on her ears, firmly, and lifted her face towards his and repeated, "Good bunnies count. Are you going to be a good bunny?" "Yes Sir, I will be a very good bunny." He responded to her with a hopeful smile, "We shall see, won't we?" as he released her ears. Taking deep breathes, in and out slowly, the bunny knew this was going to be the only way to stay in focus. She felt the Owners warm hands slowly caress her as he positioned himself behind her. That is when she heard the whoosh of the paddle in the air and the stinging "CRACK!" on her already painful bottom. "OOOONNNEEEE!!!! SSSSIIIRRRRR!!!!" She screamed at the top of her lungs! The pain, was 5 times worse than spankings on the table! How many will she have to endure for him?! 10? 30? 50? 100?!! She barely had her breath before the next whoosh was already in motion. "CRACK!" "TTTTWWWOOO!!! SSSSIIIIRRRR!!!!" The bunny's Owner knew that this was going to be a very effective lesson, very quickly, knowing how painful the paddle is for his bunny. He was very concientious of the results of the paddle in her heightened bottom and back of her thighs. The Owner knew that it was going to be a delicate balance to ensure she doesn't go into her "Happy Place" because this was a lesson, not for pleasure, for either of them. "THIRRRRRTTTTTY-EIGHTTTTTT!!!! SSSSIIIRRR!!!! PLEASE SIR!!! I WILL BE A GOOD BUNNY!!! I PROMISE SIR!!! PPPLEASSSSSSEEE SIIIRRRRRRR!!!" The Owner paused, "Tell me bunny, what is a good bunny?" Gasping, with a couple of hiccups, tearfully his bunny responds, "A good bunny hops everywhere and from person to person. A good bunny is always twitching her big tail enticing to others for their pleasure. A good bunny swallows big carrots as often as she can. A good bunny fucks as much and as often as possible. A good bunny makes her Owner pleased and pleasured all the time!!!" "You are correct, bunny. Are you going to be a good bunny from now on, or should we continue your lesson?" Without any hesitation, the bunny quickly responded, "I AM GOING TO BE A VERY, VERY GOOD BUNNY, SIR!!! I PROMISE!!!" The bunny's Owner smiled happily, knowing that his bunny did learn her lesson, as he gently caressed her now purple and black bottom. Seeing the evidence dripping off the bench that he knows his bunny's bits can't help but gush out, be it from pleasures or lessons. The bunny, feeling his gentle touch on her inflamed, well learned bottom, hoping her Owner knows how deeply she appreciates his lesson to correct her lack of bunny-tude! "Bunny, I do believe you have learned your lesson, very well. Please note, for future lessons, I will bypass the spankings, bypass the paddle and go straight for the canes. You, would NOT like to have that lesson, now would you bunny?" "YES Sir!! I mean NO, Sir! UGH!!!" Taking a deep breath, "Oh my goodness!!! Yes, Sir I have learned my lesson. No Sir, I do NOT want my next lesson to begin with the canes Sir, not at all!" With a tender slap on her excruciating painful bottom, the bunny's Owner heard her cry out, then he lovingly, gently started alternatively kissing and licking her extremely hot bottom. Showing how proud he was of his bunny learning her lesson. As his bunny's crys began to turn to deep sighs, he detached the cuffs of her ankles, her bottom instantly raised higher, her tail twitching invitingly, just how the bunny's Owner enjoys it, and then gave her sopping wet bits, deep, lovingly kisses, slowly lapping up her sweet slickness. The bunny started to moan and make the sounds of a very good bunny as her Owner licked, sucked and kissed her bits. The Owner the reached down and detached her wrists from the bench. He gently peeled his bunny off the bench and as her arms wrapped around his shoulders he carried his bunny to the lush bed. With a deep sigh, he placed her on her side. Laying next to his bunny, caressed her lovely breasts, down her soft skin, gently licking and kissing her tears away. Firmly caressing his bunny's breasts, "Bunny, it is Easter tomorrow. You know what we need to do tonight, don't you?" the Owner asked quietly. "Yes, Sir." Looking down at her Owners hands, gripping her breasts firmly, she happily responds "It's time to color my eggs." With a very big smile, the Owner looked proudly in his bunny's eyes and began to unbuckle his belt. "You are a very,very good bunny." ??○○??○●?●?○?○?●?●?○?○?●??○?○?○?●?●○?○?●??? Wishing everyone a very Hoppy Easter! -Glee aka "The-Very-Happy-Hoppy-Bunny-With-Colored-Eggs!"

4/8/2017 12:34:56 PM
April 8, 2017 My March Madness Every single year since I moved to Phoenix from Seattle, 14 years now, March has become this springtime of madness in my world! Granted, Phoenix in March is very lovely. Weather is 70's-80's; Meterologists around the country send out the signals to all the Northern Snowbirds to flock quickly. Outside activities are prime; hiking, golf, baseball, shopping, exploring, outdoor dining, sunbathing and yes, even a dip in the freezing (to us Phoenicians) pool. The whole month, every single year, has brought family and friends for their annual visits, which I truly love and look forward to. Reconnecting, making great new memories, supporting, loving each of them, cheering them in their accomplishments personally and professionally. I love to provide an environment that the minute they walk through the door, I can see the absolute joy of just being here, does to each of them. It melts my heart every single time and my caregiving soul soars, with each smile and deep breath they take. How could I deny another from experiencing that peace and joy? This year, was absolute madness! Business has been intense, I have been a very good slave to all It's needs! Had to be in Vegas for a week for business...yes it truly was business and I was professional the WHOLE time. I had guests in my home, even though I wasn't there, so Casa de Fiesta was having a grand time without me! I did get to return to Vegas the following weekend with MM, oh what fun we had! Came back to the Casa with more WA Familia enjoying spring in the desert. Had one full day between another round of Familia, this time from WI. I will admit to enjoying coming home having cocktails waiting for me and dinner already prepared. Did I mention business had been intense with long hours too? There was a new vibe in this year's March Madness. Everyone commented on it, multiple times. I am genuinely and truly happy. These amazing loving people that visited me during this year's March Madness, have never seen me at this level of happiness, ever. Whoa. Ever? Really? This was actually shocking to hear. I thought I've always maintained a high level of joy, even times when I wasn't feeling it all the way, I thought I had my "Happy Mask" firmly in place. I have always been a happy person! :::insert stubborn foot stomp here::: Until, I started to think about the last 20 years. Oh, hindsight, how clarifying you can be. :::insert palm to forehead here::: I won't go into the NUMEROUS lessons learned, tested, failed, barely passed and have aced! I acknowledge and recognize I have now succeeded to the level of a "Masters Degree" in my life. It explains a lot of these feelings of that I have been experiencing recently; relief, joy, sense of accomplishment, the feeling of I will never have to do "X" again, freedom. OH. MY. GOODNESS. I am experiencing my own "Spring Break!" The choices I've made in the last 2 years have been fruitful to my soul. Celebrating my 50th year is liberating. I didn't realize what a personal accomplishment it feels like to me. Even though I have no issues with aging, love it in fact, but 50 just feels deep down, Fn groovy! All the people and relationships in my life, currently, are some of the most loving and dynamic connections I have experienced, ever. I believe these bonds are just the beginning of an even deeper, soul expanding journey. This feeling of excitement, curiosity, love and growth is every element that genuinely makes me grateful and joyful! No wonder my March Snowbirds stated they've never seen me this happy before! It has taken all those "courses" I chose for myself to get me to this point. I feel pretty damn wonderful about them, maybe not at the time, but now, I do. I do believe I need to plan a "Graduation Party" in the coming months! I hear my inner 50 year old Punk whispering, loudly right now... "Toga...Toga....Toga! Remember how much you loved that Penthouse 'Caligula' issue in the 70's? Think of how much fun you have had, every single time, you've thrown a Toga Party! This time, you have no kid's, a pool, a great environment, amazing people you can be your true kinky, sexy, submissive self and you have more credit! TOGA! TOGA! TOGA!!" Hahahahaaa!!!! Yes, I AM genuinely and truly happy! I find it very insightful to myself when I start writing, I never know where the words and thoughts will take me, so I appreciate the patience and opportunity to express whatever thoughts tend to find themselves written here. Thank you for indulging me/"us". -Glee aka "The One With The Loud Inner Punk Who Already Has Me Searching Current Linen Sales And Wondering What The Temp Is Of The Pool And When Do The Last Of The Snowbirds Leave And We Need To Start Gathering Ivy, Gaudy Goblets And When Are The Lounging Patio Furniture Is Going To Be Bought And Suddenly Realizing I Have Now Entered Annoying April!" "Toga...Toga..." :::Shh!!! I hear you Punk!":::

3/8/2017 6:29:08 PM
I am being tested...to the extreme right now. I am in Las Vegas, alone. I am here for business surrounded by men, very few women, in the construction industry. Let me reiterate...SURROUNDED by thousands of men and women in the construction industry for one of the world's largest tradeshows. Visualize sexy, hot, strong, men in tight jeans, dashing suits worn by international men speaking various languages talking about big toys. Did I mention how much alcohol is flowing in every exhibitors booth, drink stations and men that are just damn happy to be in the sunshine of Vegas on an expense account? How about all the Germans that rent out Hofbrauhaus German restaurant with all you can eat and drink on them, with hot frauleins walking and paddling people when they take shots? These hot, sexy hard working, tmen baring their tight hard ass to be paddled...some enjoying it...others wanting to take the paddle and wield it themselves on people. Did I mention how their eyes sparkle and give their killer smiles when they chat with women (aka ME!) their construction language? Do you know how many true Dominant men that are powerful in business and in life, are in the construction industry? I am here as a business owner with a stellar reputation for the services my company provides. I have to be professional, at ALL times. I am at Day 2 of 6. OH. MY. FUCKING. GODDESS. The struggle is real...so very fucking real. -Glee aka "The Submissive Experiencing Heaven And Hell, Grateful This Tradeshow Happens Every Four Years!"

1/26/2017 10:05:21 PM
Southwest Leather Conference was wonderful!

Full of so much energy and positive "woo" from everyone you met or passed by.
The workshops were entertaining, powerful, informative, enlightening.
Witnessing another's offering to be a demo and watching the process he was going through with the presenters and the connection and genuine love of another during the moment, was so beautiful, I was humbled to be in the room.  Took my breath away.

Sharing these experiences with my Wife and my MM was made even more special.
We each had our own experiences, yet we still were connected throughout the conference.  Having the emotional, mental break to just feel and experience and most of all, be present in the moment, was just what we all needed!

I will admit, Friday morning at around 4:30AM, I was alone and woken out of a dead sleep with a tremendous amount of sadness and disbelief.  The feeling was so overwhelming, I was on the verge of bursting into tears.  It wasn't a dream or nightmare I had experienced.  I had a massage the night before and went to bed and slept like a baby all snuggled in happily.

I turned on the TV, thinking maybe a huge disaster had happened somewhere in the world, that's when I realized, we were officially getting a new president.  The deep sadness was getting worse as I watched the news feed - I immediately turned it off.  Did some deep breathing, turned on my Buddha Radio Station on Pandora and started to let the grief slip away and replace it with love and light.

I'm at the SWLC and for goodness sakes, it's a lot about the "Woo!" 
Aka - Spiritual awareness, Gods/Goddesses, Elements of Nature, etc, etc, etc...

I was able to go back to sleep and wake up with a new sense of renewal.  I was not going to let the outside world step into my weekend of joyful and gleeful experiences!

Reconnecting with local kinksters/friends was just what I needed.  We have some pretty amazing people in the bdsm community and I am very blessed to know many of them.  Meeting new people, from all over the U.S. and Canada was such a treat!  The vendors were fantastic too - always willing to show the latest/greatest and some even brought out their own favorite toys to demo.  

Oh. My. Goodness.
So many toys, gadgets, leather, corsets, crystals, jewelry, did I mention toys?
Canes, floggers, whips, crops, electrical floggers and sooo much more! 
I was in 7th heaven!

Yes, I got a new toy.  I call him Baby Blue and he packs a heck of a whollop!!
So much so, it lifted me off the ground, physically and mentally!
It's authentic fire hose - made into the most unique strap/flogger I have ever seen!
I saw it from across the room - then Sir MarKus showed me how it felt.
http://www.leathermarkus.com

Yes, it was lust at first whack!
After the 3rd whack, I knew I was in love with Baby Blue!

See Baby Blue here -> http://www.leathermarkus.com/firehose.

Did I mention the Dungeon Parties at night?
Yeah, they were hot, sexy, wild, intense - wait, that was MM and I! ;o)

Lots of fun, playing, teasing, loving, laughter, processing, enjoying one another...

If you ever have an opportunity to attend a bdsm conference, book your room at the hotel, because time has no meaning and you don't want to leave the property or the people and energy!

None of us wanted to leave, packing up took longer because I was purposefully procrastinating, I didn't want to be shoved back into the Rat Race and Negativity of the World right now.  I wanted to stay in my Bubble of Joy/Happiness/Glee!

Talk about one helluva buzz kill.

But, I was going to enjoy this high energy until day 2 after the conference, it was a crash.
I felt everything was drained out of me and I needed to refill my "umph energy".  Staring are my 2 yr old cat Kiki, wondering if she could help refill a bit of that energy, she just swished her tail and stared at me until I let her out the door - so much for help from that direction!

Cheers to all the SWLC organizers, presenters, judges, contestants, demo subjects, volunteers and the attendees!  Thank you very much!


-Glee
aka "The Happy Gal Who Is Healing From All Her Whip Kisses, Baby Blue Touch, Sir MarKus Favorite Hose, And Various Other Loving Touches - Also I Can't Wait To See Miss Dee Win Miss Leather TX This Weekend In Dallas And Love Up On My Brother From The Other Mother Slave Chris, Not Including How Ecstatic I Am That MM Has Taken Quite The Shine For Wielding A Single Tail That Make This Gleeful One Bend Over And Wiggle To Entice Those Whip Kisses Of His!

1/19/2017 5:08:29 PM
If you are in Phoenix attending Southwest Leather Conference...please say hi to me...love to meet fabulous people! -Glee aka "The Gal With The Really Big Smile Laughin', Lovin', Gigglin', Beggin', Screamin' Moanin', Cryin', Gigglin'...I Do Giggle A Lot!"

1/13/2017 4:30:41 PM
??●?○???○●?●?Happy New Year & Friday The 13th??○??○●?●???○●?○?? I do hope the holidays were lovely for all of you! It has been a crazy busy month for this Gleegal! Family, Kidlings in town with their new/growing families, friends, Dominants, intense amount of work during the holidays when I had given staff time off...that won't happen again, well, not as much maybe! ;) I am super jazzed!!! Next week, here in Phoenix, is the yearly Southwest Leather Conference - Jan 19-22. (Southwestleather.org) If you don't have time for a full weekend, I believe there are single day passes...it is an amazing conference full of great energy, workshops, presentations, vendors and at night...the dungeon parties! Did I mention the whole hotel is full of bdsm/leather kinksters from all over the country?! I will be attending and staying at the hotel from 19-23, so if you see me around with a big happy smile, please stop and introduce yourself, I do love meeting fellow kinksters! -Glee aka "The Super Duper Excited Gal That Has To Get Her Toy Bag (huge suitcase) In Order And Get All Her Leather Corsets Conditioned Along With Picking Out Fun Outfits For A Glorious Kinky Weekend!"

12/15/2016 1:05:38 AM
Dec. 14, 2016 It started out to be a very early morning, 4am wake up, Miami people needed to be talked off the ledge of panic they put themselves in. After they were pacified, laughing and apologizing for the early call...I found myself quite awake. What's a gleeful, nekkid and alone in bed, gal like me supposed to do? That's right...I made homemade applesauce. I had been craving it for days...I could smell the sweetness of the apples as they were simmering with the scents of cinnamon, nutmeg and cloves in the air...my mouth was watering! Slurp! ::::Side note - I love to live my life daily constantly pleasing all my senses, quite the aphrodisiac when all my senses are stimulated!:::: As I was finishing up, apples cooking, enjoying my coffee and a teasing IM chat with MM. He was in a state of mind/body and had no time to release the tension due to his responsiblities. I did give a friendly reminder that I was available for him to assist in his needs and I appreciate his creativity, oh so very much! Stirring the apples, this morning I was given tasks. "Get naked, turn lights on in bedroom, grab suction cups for your nipples, get in bed and put suctions cups on. Reach over to your top drawer and get your new plug and put it in your ass. Once inserted, play with your pussy and make it wetter then it has ever been, burying your fingers. You will send me a video of you squirting all over your hand." I reread it 5 more times, just to be sure he wrote "video." A HARD limit of mine, since the summer of 1984! Yet, at that moment, all I could think about was not dissapointing MM. Saying "No" to him has not happened since we met. Many of my Rules have been bent, twisted or just plain broken. This stage of my life, I haven't felt this total freedom to this level. It's scary and exhilarating at the same time! Did I mention I was instantly wet, just thinking about my task? In less than 2 minutes I was back in bed, lights on, suction cups in hand when a little warning went off in my head! Warning! Remember the last time I was alone. Suction cups on nips/clit and butt plug doing house chores = sub space! I only had 2 suction cups and a butt plug (#3 size up in my ass training that I haven't tried!) and I wasn't doing any chores, I should be fine! My nipples were nice and suctioned, getting the lube and my #3 plug, I felt my clit throbbing and my ass puckering...I felt excited and nervous at the same time. I grabbed my new little wireless bullet and a dildo (Mr. Purple) I wasn't sure what it is was going to take to squirt, on video. I am used to having them forced from me by others. Video. Oh. My. Goddess. I'm not even hesitating now. All I'm thinking is how in the hell do people take selfie videos? I am feeling this task is a two-hand situation to accomplish? How do I have a third hand to hold the darn phone? At that moment, I feel my nipples tighten, I look down and they are stretching up the suction tubes. My pussy is clenching, throbbing, getting wetter. My body does not care about the logistics it is excited to complete this task! My fingers start to play with my clit, my pussy is dripping wet. Spreading my legs farther apart, both my hands are rubbing, fingers in and out of my wet hole, feeling my juices drip down to my ass. My hips are going higher, how I love this feeling of my orgasm building, I won't cum, I need to get to a frenzied state. I want to make him hot and hard knowing I am getting in this state, all because he told me to. I grab the little bullet, place it on top of my clit as I close my legs and start pumping my hips to the multiple settings with the remote in my hand...my nipples are so sensitive filling the tube so swollen, I barely touch the suction cups and it puts my pussy to the next level...so close I am to cumming. I stop...keeping myself at that edge...I know it won't take much for me to cum. Now, time for #3 plug...fuck...the base is so wide, how am I to get it in? My pussy answers by clenching and throbbing, to hurry the fuck up! I get on my knees, lube up #3 and my ass...I start to insert...my mind instantly slows to molasses, all my thoughts and sensations are focused on my ass being filled. Deeper I keep going, it's so tight as its stretching my ass...I can't get it all the way...the last inch is so wide. I keep trying. Different angles, more lube...I WILL get #3 in my ass! I am feeling stretched further than I have in years...feels so good, wanting MM's approval. My own little personal goal of getting my true slut status back to good form. I keep pushing that black bastard #3 in...with a scream and a deep moan at the same time...it's in! I'm on all fours, my face flat on the bed, ass up in the air, #3 deeply buried and taking small breaths waiting for my body to adjust being filled to this capacity and my pussy is dripping down my thighs. Video. Right. Give me a moment...or two. Rolling onto my back, my nipples are on fire and so tight and huge in the tube...my ass is full, my pussy is begging for attention...greedy whore that it is! I am dancing on the edge of sub space...I've been here so many times on this ledge....I can't let myself go over the edge, I have to work in an hour and be functioning of mind! Slowly, methodically, I start ribbing my pussy lips, pulling, pinching my clit, adding 2, 3 fingers deep in my pussy..for rubbing the area by my G-spot...I'm so close...I stop my fingers...my hips pumping slowly on the air...my ass is stretching. I grab Mr. Purple, he's next on deck....time for that fabulous feeling of double penetration! What did I do with that phone?? As I am trying to focus on my phone, looking for the damn camera app with one hand while my other has a mind of its own and is burying Mr. Purple deep in my soaking pussy...at this point I'm not sure how long I did this...damn you sub space...not now!! I feel so full...I wish MM was here...or FSR...or MFB...or DM...or MFA...or MR...or MDiT...or who the fuck do I care? I just want a body or two or three...such a primal and deeply submissive state I am right now! I get the phone on...video app on (how I did, I have no clue, nor care at this moment)...I have got to take the suctions off my nipples...they have been on way too long I feel my skin burning from the pressure. I think I am getting video of my nipples as I pull the suction cup off my left breast..Oh. My. Goddess. The blood rushing, my nipple is huge and hard as a rock...I wish MM lips were on it. My pussy is so close for release, my ass is tight around the plug and I have one more suction cup. I hopefully pan the camera to my right nipple...it has almost filled the while cup it is so swollen...Mr. Purple is throbbing in my pussy...I pull the last cup off...OH, MY FUCKING GODDESS!!! I start to cum...my nipples hurt so hard...my internal Super Highway of Pleasure between Nipples and Clit are on overload! I am having such a hard time holding my phone...I barely pan down to my pussy we my hand and fingers are deep in it pumping and rubbing and then another orgasm and I start to squirt at the same, my hand is dripping....I hope I had the camera faced the right way...which I turn off and toss to the side and continue cumming and squirting...so much pressure my ass pushes my plug out...starts me cumming again and again...Fuck I love this feeling!!! I see his text - "I'm tapping my fingers." I don't even review what I did in the video...I just send it...hoping I captured what he tasked me to do. Laying there, a wet mess, toys around me on the bed, my hands sticky from the lube and my juices and that's when it hits me. I sent a video of myself. Whoa. I would normally, be so freaked out, but being in this state of mind...edge of sub space...knowing I tried my best to accomplish what MM wanted...I was happily and oddly content. I trust him completely. I have absolutely nothing to worry about, because if I asked him to delete the video, I know he would immediately, probably in front of me, for my peace of mind. Yes, I understand that feeling of contentment, even if it's a bit odd for me right now, I think it will be less and less over time. That, is a wonderful feeling, that depth of trust and it's natural partner Love. ::::Deep content sigh of joy in being squishy:::: -Glee aka "Rule Breaker. Lover of MM and Life. Winner of Most Awful Video Shot (Yes, I finally saw it!) Almost Worst Cook For Making Applesauce As I Run To Turn Off The Stove!"

12/15/2016 12:15:00 AM
Dec. 14, 2016 It started out to be a very early morning, 4am wake up, Miami people needed to be talked off the ledge of panic they put themselves in. After they were pacified, laughing and apologizing for the early call...I found myself quite awake. What's a gleeful, nekkid and alone in bed, gal like me supposed to do? That's right...I made homemade applesauce. I had been craving it for days...I could smell the sweetness of the apples as they were simmering with the scents of cinnamon, nutmeg and cloves in the air...my mouth was watering! Slurp! ::::Side note - I love to live my life daily constantly pleasing all my senses, quite the aphrodisiac when all my senses are stimulated!:::: As I was finishing up, apples cooking, enjoying my coffee and a teasing IM chat with MM. He was in a state of mind/body and had no time to release the tension due to his responsiblities. I did give a friendly reminder that I was available for him to assist in his needs and I appreciate his creativity, oh so very much! Stirring the apples, this morning I was given tasks. "Get naked, turn lights on in bedroom, grab suction cups for your nipples, get in bed and put suctions cups on. Reach over to your top drawer and get your new plug and put it in your ass. Once inserted, play with your pussy and make it wetter then it has ever been, burying your fingers. You will send me a video of you squirting all over your hand." I reread it 5 more times, just to be sure he wrote "video." A HARD limit of mine, since the summer of 1984! Yet, at that moment, all I could think about was not dissapointing MM. Saying "No" to him has not happened since we met. Many of my Rules have been bent, twisted or just plain broken. This stage of my life, I haven't felt this total freedom to this level. It's scary and exhilarating at the same time! Did I mention I was instantly wet, just thinking about my task? In less than 2 minutes I was back in bed, lights on, suction cups in hand when a little warning went off in my head! Warning! Remember the last time I was alone. Suction cups on nips/clit and butt plug doing house chores = sub space! I only had 2 suction cups and a butt plug (#3 size up in my ass training that I haven't tried!) and I wasn't doing any chores, I should be fine! My nipples were nice and suctioned, getting the lube and my #3 plug, I felt my clit throbbing and my ass puckering...I felt excited and nervous at the same time. I grabbed my new little wireless bullet and a dildo (Mr. Purple) I wasn't sure what it is was going to take to squirt, on video. I am used to having them forced from me by others. Video. Oh. My. Goddess. I'm not even hesitating now. All I'm thinking is how in the hell do people take selfie videos? I am feeling this task is a two-hand situation to accomplish? How do I have a third hand to hold the darn phone? At that moment, I feel my nipples tighten, I look down and they are stretching up the suction tubes. My pussy is clenching, throbbing, getting wetter. My body does not care about the logistics it is excited to complete this task! My fingers start to play with my clit, my pussy is dripping wet. Spreading my legs farther apart, both my hands are rubbing, fingers in and out of my wet hole, feeling my juices drip down to my ass. My hips are going higher, how I love this feeling of my orgasm building, I won't cum, I need to get to a frenzied state. I want to make him hot and hard knowing I am getting in this state, all because he told me to. I grab the little bullet, place it on top of my clit as I close my legs and start pumping my hips to the multiple settings with the remote in my hand...my nipples are so sensitive filling the tube so swollen, I barely touch the suction cups and it puts my pussy to the next level...so close I am to cumming. I stop...keeping myself at that edge...I know it won't take much for me to cum. Now, time for #3 plug...fuck...the base is so wide, how am I to get it in? My pussy answers by clenching and throbbing, to hurry the fuck up! I get on my knees, lube up #3 and my ass...I start to insert...my mind instantly slows to molasses, all my thoughts and sensations are focused on my ass being filled. Deeper I keep going, it's so tight as its stretching my ass...I can't get it all the way...the last inch is so wide. I keep trying. Different angles, more lube...I WILL get #3 in my ass! I am feeling stretched further than I have in years...feels so good, wanting MM's approval. My own little personal goal of getting my true slut status back to good form. I keep pushing that black bastard #3 in...with a scream and a deep moan at the same time...it's in! I'm on all fours, my face flat on the bed, ass up in the air, #3 deeply buried and taking small breaths waiting for my body to adjust being filled to this capacity and my pussy is dripping down my thighs. Video. Right. Give me a moment...or two. Rolling onto my back, my nipples are on fire and so tight and huge in the tube...my ass is full, my pussy is begging for attention...greedy whore that it is! I am dancing on the edge of sub space...I've been here so many times on this ledge....I can't let myself go over the edge, I have to work in an hour and be functioning of mind! Slowly, methodically, I start ribbing my pussy lips, pulling, pinching my clit, adding 2, 3 fingers deep in my pussy..for rubbing the area by my G-spot...I'm so close...I stop my fingers...my hips pumping slowly on the air...my ass is stretching. I grab Mr. Purple, he's next on deck....time for that fabulous feeling of double penetration! What did I do with that phone?? As I am trying to focus on my phone, looking for the damn camera app with one hand while my other has a mind of its own and is burying Mr. Purple deep in my soaking pussy...at this point I'm not sure how long I did this...damn you sub space...not now!! I feel so full...I wish MM was here...or FSR...or MFB...or DM...or MFA...or MR...or MDiT...or who the fuck do I care? I just want a body or two or three...such a primal and deeply submissive state I am right now! I get the phone on...video app on (how I did, I have no clue, nor care at this moment)...I have got to take the suctions off my nipples...they have been on way too long I feel my skin burning from the pressure. I think I am getting video of my nipples as I pull the suction cup off my left breast..Oh. My. Goddess. The blood rushing, my nipple is huge and hard as a rock...I wish MM lips were on it. My pussy is so close for release, my ass is tight around the plug and I have one more suction cup. I hopefully pan the camera to my right nipple...it has almost filled the while cup it is so swollen...Mr. Purple is throbbing in my pussy...I pull the last cup off...OH, MY FUCKING GODDESS!!! I start to cum...my nipples hurt so hard...my internal Super Highway of Pleasure between Nipples and Clit are on overload! I am having such a hard time holding my phone...I barely pan down to my pussy we my hand and fingers are deep in it pumping and rubbing and then another orgasm and I start to squirt at the same, my hand is dripping....I hope I had the camera faced the right way...which I turn off and toss to the side and continue cumming and squirting...so much pressure my ass pushes my plug out...starts me cumming again and again...Fuck I love this feeling!!! I see his text - "I'm tapping my fingers." I don't even review what I did in the video...I just send it...hoping I captured what he tasked me to do. Laying there, a wet mess, toys around me on the bed, my hands sticky from the lube and my juices and that's when it hits me. I sent a video of myself. Whoa. I would normally, be so freaked out, but being in this state of mind...edge of sub space...knowing I tried my best to accomplish what MM wanted...I was happily and oddly content. I trust him completely. I have absolutely nothing to worry about, because if I asked him to delete the video, I know he would immediately, probably in front of me, for my peace of mind. Yes, I understand that feeling of contentment, even if it's a bit odd for me right now, I think it will be less and less over time. That, is a wonderful feeling, that depth of trust and it's natural partner Love. ::::Deep content sigh of joy in being squishy:::: -Glee aka "Rule Breaker. Lover of MM and Life. Winner of Most Awful Video Shot (Yes, I finally saw it!) Almost Worst Cook For Making Applesauce As I Run To Turn Off The Stove!"

11/29/2016 6:47:22 AM
Love, love, LOVE being in Auntie Mode! Being with my nieces/nephew (17,16,14,13 yrs old) for the next 5 days is a treat! They are each so unique and such teenagers! Trying to round them up in the mornings, teens, dogs, cats...I should have brought one of my whips in my toy bag! Not that I'd know how to use it...but I could figure it out on them! Back to cage match!! -Glee aka "Uber Auntie Who Loves Her Small People"

11/22/2016 7:13:44 PM
'Tis the season for thankfulness. I am thankful for loving the people in my life. I am thankful for the mental/physical memories of being loved and appreciated. I am thankful for my quick wit, possibly laden with sarcasm, when it comes to answering questions about my physical memories, while I am at the Spa. "Yes, I know there are bruises/marks on my bits. Do you really want to hear the multiple, hot, sexy, consensual stories on how each bruise/mark came about? Do you want me to open Pandora's Box and change your world? Or, do you just want to smile and hear me enjoy and appreciate your skills at massage?" I am very thankful for being a good sport at losing bets, even though I was soooo focused on winning the bragging rights, it still was a Win/Win in both columns! I am thankful for working on my Gumby-like flexibility to accomplish even more hot, sexy, consensual adventures! -Glee aka "The Thankful And Gleeful One Who Is Normally Practicing Her Spanish In Mexico Over This Holiday With Mucho Tequilas And Cervazas, But Jazzed To Be Spending It Home For Spa Time And Hopefully Making New Mental/Physical Hot, Sexy, Consensual Memories!"

11/15/2016 8:32:39 PM
The phone rings, All hours of the day and night, No hesitation, I must answer quickly, Within 2 rings, I must be coherent, articulate, Regardless, that I was in deep REM, Tasks are given, Solutions must be found, My slave heart sours, Cannot, will not disappoint. -Glee aka "Willing, Resolved Slave...To Her Business."

11/9/2016 12:46:35 AM
It is 1:30am. I just witnessed Idiocracy become reality. I now have a new hard limit. I am going to lose my voice very quickly, by screaming my safeword for the next four years. POLLYCARP!!!!! -Glee aka "The Gal Who Is Hoping She Is Going To Wake Up And Realize It Was Just A Nightmare."

11/5/2016 12:10:38 PM
Can sluts have boundaries? How about morals? As a very confident and gleefully self-proclaimed submissive slut, I have evolved my own set of boundaries and "moral code." Glee's Slut Code: (Ever evolving) -Acknowledge to myself and other(s) when I feel a connection. Especially, when I feel the sexy energy of chemistry/attraction. -Once common chemistry has been established between one another and/or multiple partners, mutual consent(s) for enjoying pleasure (in all forms) is mandatory. -Be physically/emotionally present for however long the connection lasts organically. -No smokers, period. -No one under 30 years old. (This one is recently in evolution!) -Be honest. I am not here to judge another and their choices, please don't judge my choices either. If partner(s) are married/involved, be honest to me. How can I trust you, when activities get intense? -Be respectful of one another. That includes safety and condoms! (Not to be confused when having an incredible hardcore, mutual pleasures and possible names being tossed around!) Definition of slut - Merriam-Webster Dictionary: 1 chiefly British : a slovenly woman 2 a : a promiscuous woman : prostitute b : a saucy girl : minx Synonyms bimbo, chippie (also chippy), doxy (also doxie), fancy woman, hoochie, hussy, Jezebel, minx, quean, floozy, tramp, trollop, wench, whore Related Words siren, temptress, vamp; grisette, harlot, prostitute, trull Definition of slut - Urban Dictionary Refers to a sexually promiscuous person, usually female. One who engages in sexual activity with a large number of persons, occasionally simultaneously. Also refers to one who engages in sexual activity outside of a long-term relationship within the duration of said relationship. These sexual activities include but are not limited to: passionate kissing, manual stimulation of genitalia and/or breasts in the case of a female; oral stimulation of these parts; sexual intercourse. In some cases, used to refer to a woman who is wearing "skimpy" or tasteless clothing. Less commonly, used as a derogatory term by one female for another during periods of conflict. Synonyms: whore, tramp. Derivations: slutty (adj.), sluttier/sluttiest (superlatives). Related Adjectives: easy; immoral; loose; cheap. Personally, I think the world needs more confident and gleeful sluts to help spread joy and happiness! Don't you? -Glee aka "Gleefully, A Fancy Woman Who Enjoys Being A Hussy, Floozy, Tramp, Wench, Minx, Doxie, Jezebel, Whore And Most Of All...A Slut. Who Might Need To Be Taken To The Shed From Time To Time, To Be Reminded Of Who She Really Is, Deep Down In Her Soul."

10/27/2016 7:04:43 AM
Today, things get a bit interesting for the next couple of months. My niece moved in last night. She came to me with a plan, goals and limited time frame for her staying with me. I am very proud of her and of course I will support this transition for her. She acknowledged that she knows I am REALLY enjoying my freedom and solitude. She will do her best to not "cramp" my style. My niece and family know that I am very sexual. They all think I am a Dominatrix with slaves that come and go. (Hahahaha!!!) This is due to my strong personality of taking care of business and loved ones efficiently. They really have no clue that it's the other way around...gleefully submissive with Dominants that come and go as our schedules correspond. ::::Feeling very groovy and blessed for my amazing life:::: I did explain to her that communication is key for a happy household...in other words...I need my private time or Auntie won't be happy!! I love a good challenge to coordinate the logistics of continuing my adventures! -Glee aka "The Auntie that cares enough to put the box of ear plugs in her nieces nightstand!"

10/17/2016 8:26:52 AM
My World is Amazing! Attended a fantastic charity event this weekend...theme was scary fairytales. Had a blast making my White Rabbit Going Black costume. Enjoyed the event with my staff and best friends. Amazing people, fantastic organization and danced the night away! Wonderfully, open and honest conversations, that made this gleeful gal sinfully, hot. Fun at the market. Tasks given and completed. Long hot shower while working out the knots. Intense massage to help achieve my Gumby-like ways. Even though, I could've been Desert Trippin', I still had an amazing weekend! I even set my calendar to make sure I won't miss another opportunity! Feeling relaxed, blessed, stretched, soft and squishy in all the right places. -Glee aka "The Gal That Knows How To Be A Good Girl (even for a whole 24hrs) And Deeply Appreciates Her Rewards!"

10/16/2016 8:32:33 AM
Yes, I am The White Rabbit Going Black from Alice and Wonderland!

10/13/2016 8:23:43 AM
I work hard. I play gleefully. I rest deeply. I am an extremely happy submissive to Dominants. I am a reluctant, resolved, proud, passionate Alfa slave to only one...my business. Being a submissive is like breathing fresh sweet air, every second I am in the presence or in service for a Dominant. My heart and soul is completely present, no past, no future, only now. This is absolute joy to me. Being an Alfa slave to all of the needs, desires, demands and whims to my company, clients, vendors and most of all my CPA and the Fn IRS, is a constant challenge that I proudly do every single day. Success is hard work and I thrive working towards being unique and respected in my industry. I am always evaluating the past, anticipating future and doing my best to keep the present running smoothly. There are many moments that my submissive and slave self intertwines during my work day. Yesterday, was one of those moments. Starting my day with praise from a Dominant, sets a good vibe for the day. A REALLY groovy vibe. At work, "Vendor A" couldn't quit praising the respect we provide to his company and how amazing it is to work like a true partner for the success of each of our companies. Not even 20 minutes later, "Client A" was telling me how impressed that our customer service is exceptionally superior and has been consistently for over 15 years, to his company and their needs. That our understanding of their needs prompted us to perform miracles for him to ensure continued success for his business. We are true partners for the success of both our companies. Word for word...a vendor and a client tells me this within 20 minutes of one another. Next call was "Client B" that just wanted to call and say thank you for catching a very costly mistake on their part. Due to my staffs understanding of their needs, we were able to adjust and save tremendous amounts of time, money and most of all, able to keep their own client happy. He is the kind of man that doesn't praise often, but he finds himself constantly praising our services and actions to his staff and other vendors on how they should model themselves on our service and if the world did business like our company provides, the world economy's and people would be in a much happier and successful place. Not even 15 minutes later, "Vendor B" sends an email to me filled with so much appreciation for understanding their personal emergency that we not only worked with them and our clients, that even when they showed up to our customer, they too were offering support and care to them. They were so honored to work with our company and our customer. Our company is not only professional and fair but most all, we care about them as people. They will look forward to doing business with us for years and feel we are true partners in their success too. Then I read a text, "Good girl" for a task completed. I was humbled. I was proud. I was overwhelmed. I was stunned by the sudden onset of tears! Feelings of relief and joy were all of a sudden. All the hard work and sacrifices do have amazing results and success. I knew in my heart and soul, business can be done with a mindful spirit and hand picking the right clients and vendors to match and exceed the norm, is worth all the hard work and time. The sweet icing on this amazing cake I have, is receiving genuine praise and most of all humor from a Dominant that I knows truly cares about me. I guess I can honestly say that I live a submissive/slave life 24/7 and realizing, I have for my whole life. It's good to be me. It's good to be in a world I helped create. It's amazing to sleep so peacefully every single night. -Glee aka "Humbled Gal By The Praise And Yet Still Craving To Not Stop Because It's Still Dark Outside."

10/12/2016 8:00:45 AM
Ahhhh...Fall...cooler mornings...snuggles...leaves changing colors...me finally getting my own color changed...whoohooo!!! Summers in Arizona are amazing...heat, sun, pool, nekkid swimming morning, noon and night! But, due to so much pool time, this desert gal keeps her hair color "Snottsdale Blonde" (aka Snooty-Scottsdale-Blonde-Barbi-Color), although, I did keep it more Dirty Pink Blonde, I just couldn't commit all the way! By Fall, pool is too chilly to swim at night, only during the 90 degree days. So, this means I get to have my Winter Colors! How my hair stylist LOVES this time of year too...time to be creative! This year's colors...Purple & Red! :D FYI....purple is the new brunette...at least that's what I've been saying since the '84 Purple Rain Tour! It is always interesting when I go to meetings with my clients around the states, they love to see what color I will show up with at the time. They care about how I save them money, keep projects on budget and create miracles for their company, constantly, not the color of my hair. Hair color is just for MY entertainment only, if they get a kick out of it, groovy for them! I work long hours running my business and when I see happy colors, well that makes me smile. Plus, it's Halloween time...color is going to be awesome for 1 of 2 costumes this year! Here is hoping you all enjoy wherever your creativity strikes! Even if you don't have time to let those creative juices flow, find a moment and do/wear something, no matter how small, that makes YOU smile! -Glee aka "The Oh-So-Happy-Colorful-One!"

10/11/2016 2:31:25 PM
Anticipation! Disappointment. Excitement! Resolved. I am sooo amazing at putting myself on my own 10 Ticket Rollercoaster Ride!! Why do I choose to do this to myself? Was my hope manifesting itself into anticipation and yet possible unrealistic outcomes? Was I topping from the bottom? Am I capable of not jeopardizing/compromising a situation? Or, am I just super jazzed for the opportunity? I believe, it's a little bit of all the above. Yet, the joy and happiness is still strong within and not going anywhere. Unless, I hear the Carnival Guy barking, "10 Ticket Rides Are Now Free!" I'll be the first one in line. -Glee aka "The Gal That Dislikes Rollercoasters, But Still Googling Sky Diving Places Because She Loves To Go Fast And Feel The Wind Take Her Breath Away!"

10/6/2016 12:05:38 AM
What do you mean it's only Wednesday??!! These last 3 days feels like it's been two weeks of non-stop work! :::Well, if you don't count Magic Morning Coffee Time::: My brain has been mush, when I leave my office. So much so, I actually think that maybe driving in this state is pretty dangerous! Time to practice that whole "linear thinking" process and focus on driving home only, not the deluge of thoughts, projects, lists that flood my mushy susceptible noggin! Tonight, brain effectively mush, focused on cars all around me, sitting at a long light I realized I didn't want to go home yet and wanted to change my brain waves to a positive fequency. I looked up the calendar at APEX (arizonapowerexchange.org) our local dungeon. I was wondering if there any forums or presentations tonight. All I saw was something called "Wu..." before the light changed. I immediately jumped onto the freeway and off I went. I had no clue what it was, or if it would be anything I was interested in. As I checked in, I asked what was the presentation on and they had answered "Tantric and BDSM influences." JACKPOT!!!! Now, with a really big gleeful smile, I find which room we are gathered, to enjoy on subject close to my heart and philosophical practices. My mush brain has been replaced with my senses keyed into my surroundings and know that the next couple of hours will be all about them and to help balance my mind and spirit. Seriously, The Universe is incredibly benevolent to me! -Glee aka "The One Full Of Gatefulness With A Big Cheesy Smile Of Joy Knowing Her Lifelong Tantric Journey Is Still Going Strong!"

10/6/2016 12:02:36 AM
What do you mean it's only Wednesday??!! These last 3 days feels like it's been two weeks of non-stop work! :::Well, if you don't count Magic Morning Coffee Time::: My brain has been mush, when I leave my office. So much so, I actually think that maybe driving in this state is pretty dangerous! Time to practice that whole "linear thinking" process and focus on driving home only, not the deluge of thoughts, projects, lists that flood my mushy susceptible noggin! Tonight, brain effectively mush, focused on cars all around me, sitting at a long light I realized I didn't want to go home yet and wanted to change my brain waves to a positive fequency. I looked up the calendar at APEX (arizonapowerexchange.org) our local dungeon. I was wondering if there any forums or presentations tonight. All I saw was something called "Wu..." before the light changed. I immediately jumped onto the freeway and off I went. I had no clue what it was, or if it would be anything I was interested in. As I checked in, I asked what was the presentation on and they had answered "Tantric and BDSM influences." JACKPOT!!!! Now, with a really big gleeful smile, I find which room we are gathered, to enjoy on subject close to my heart and philosophical practices. My mush brain has been replaced with my senses keyed into my surroundings and know that the next couple of hours will be all about them and to help balance my mind and spirit. Seriously, The Universe is incredibly benevolent to me! -Glee aka "The One Full Of Gatefulness With A Big Cheesy Smile Of Joy Knowing Her Lifelong Tantric Journey Is Still Going Strong!"

10/4/2016 7:07:57 AM
Stretching. Yoga. Pain. Goodness, this is going to take a bit more time then I expected, to get my body loose again. My own fault, I know my body and limitations, when it gets into a certain state. I KNOW I ignored hearing my Body cry out and yell its safeword...A LOT. "Bitch, we can NOT do that twisty thing right now! POLLYCARP!" In my defense Body, WE have been having SO MUCH FUN!! Don't tell me all those orgasmic times weren't worth every single moment of pain right now! :::Mic Drop::: -Glee aka "The One With No Regrets And Working On A Victorious Argument With Her Own Body, Who Is Almost Able To Brush Her Hair Without Wincing In Pain, Almost "

10/1/2016 7:42:05 AM
Tears. Pain. SO MUCH PAIN. Screaming obscentities. Begging. One REALLY pissed off Masseuse. This was NOT my typical Friday night! I knew it's been a month since my last massage, 3+ weeks overdue in fact. JavierTheMasseuse has been texting, he knew how bad my body gets jacked up if not massaged regularly. Add in my intense trip to the PNW, long hours at my desk, office, intense and incredibly fun 'adult-times' with amazing Dominants. I knew better, but still I ignored the warning signs, the lack of movement/pain I was experiencing, and YES, I will enjoy those next set of orgasms instead!!! I can be very "Gumby-like" when my senses are...stimulated. I become very bendy, surprisingly, for my robustness. To keep my Gumby-ness, I have to stay regular on my massages, I know this, JavierTheMasseuse definitely knows this. Yet, I still ignored the warning signs. Last night, was the worst he has ever seen my body messed up in over 3 yeas he has been my masseuse. He. Was. Pissed. He forced me to become in tune with my body, it was forced because I didn't want to acknowledge how messed up I allowed myself get. As JavsFromHell (yes, he has a new nickname), was half-way through his torture session from Hell, I heard him through the haze of pain, telling me if I continue with my 'activities' like this, then my Dominants need to setup a "Go Fund Me" account to pay for all the extra massages I am going to require to not only fix what I did, but what They have done too. He said to consider it my additional healthcare/well-being account. If I want to keep my body loose for when I am in those 'interesting moments' I tend to find myself in with Them, then he will need to see me at least once a week. I would agree to ANYTHING he wanted at that moment to make him happy. He did move to the next set of muscles quickly right after I agreed. Take my advice. Never, NEVER, get your Masseuse angry with you!! They know ALL the pressure points and they want to see your tears, hear your screams, as they remind you to F'n breathe, at least until the muscle releases. Then they move to the next one and the next one... Perks of having a kinky Masseuse, he was very helpful in keeping my plug lubed and in during his torture session. He was very accommodating to how sensitive my lack of movement I had for Happy Endings. Really, good perks! I am so dehydrated and can't wait to hobble myself to a long hot shower this morning, I couldn't move from my chair he left me in last night. Egads, the hallway looks so long right now... -Glee aka "The One Who Is Working Hard To Get Her Gumby Status Back As Soon As Possible!"

9/29/2016 11:05:42 PM
??●○??Training Day??●○?? "Hold this, until I remove it, or I tell you to remove it." ::::REALLY BIG CHEESY SMILE, as I nod my head in complete understanding::: Time to get my bits trained for accommodating 'healthy sizes.' Excitement, pain, pleasure and most of, preparing for another's desire makes this gal very, VERY gleeful! -Glee aka "A Good Submissive Slut's List Of Things To Prepare Is Happily, Never Ending!"

9/27/2016 6:19:26 PM
There are only two things in this World we have control over. 1. Our words that we speak and/or write. 2. Our actions we chose to do or not do. That's it! You might 'think' you have more control in your life, but it boils down to the above 2 items, every single time. On that lovely note, I have had a challenging summer in my business with other 'competitors' working very hard to get one of my largest clients, with very drastic and unreputable tactics. Now I have chosen, all summer long, to let these little gnats buzz around and at times cause a bit of confusion for my client, but I have chosen the path of consistent and great service and they have not truly effected me. I do not see these gnats as a true competitor. Mainly, because they do not understand my very special, high maintenance client with unique requirements. My company has perfected, streamlined and create miracles on a daily basis for my client. Today, that changed. These gnats decided to do some serious dirty tactics. The kind I would never, ever want to be associated. Today, I had to cancel a vendor I had booked. Now, my client and this gnat have put a blight on my sterling name and reputation in my industry. My client knows he messed up, very bad with me. They will be reminded, very quickly, how much my company does for them. I make miracles happen for my client, nationwide, BECAUSE of my name and reputation for honesty, details and a fair price. These gnats, will now experience how hard it is going to be to survive, now that I have my electric fly swatter charging. Two things I have absolute control over. My words. My actions. Yes, I am successful, due to hard work. Yes, I am powerful in my industry. Yes, I am going to burn these gnats. One thing I did not expect tonight, how PRIMAL I would be. My territory that I developed was being threatened. A dust storm had hit the Valley, it made everything look surreal as I was driving from my office, I ended up at a local coffee meetup and was going to park and decided to drive away, after receiving a well timed text at that moment. Go home, put Buddha radio on Pandora, have a drink and relax. I was not fit to be around people, so home I went. Just as I was pulling in, I found myself all worked up again, pissed off, when another well timed text showed up. I didn't want to text, I wanted to decide was it a whiskey, vodka, rum or tequila going in my glass. Skype is a wonderful thing, I was railing about what happened, got my glass poured of tequila and was asked, "Are you done?" Grrrr...as I took a sip, "Yes!" It is pretty damn awesome when a person knows what you need. I didn't know I needed a plug in my bum, to immediately change my focus. It worked, perfectly and instantly. Well played Mr. Suggestions, well played. -Glee aka "The One NOBODY F's With Her Name/Rep, Ever! But, Is In A Much Better Frame Of Mind Now."

9/22/2016 9:26:04 AM
"Rules, they are made to be broken." I was reminded of this statement, recently. Funny thing, I am not a must-follow-the-rules-kinda-gal (Yes, I struggle with protocol type duties!) or my world crumbles into chaos. I appreciate chaos. It shows up when people/places/things get stagnant and need a bit of a shake up. I detest being in a stagnant, repetitive environment. Chaos, I welcome with open arms and excited where it will take me! Please understand, I am not talking emotional daytime drama crap, good gravy, life throws us enough curve balls at us all to not deal with that junk! Now, back to rules being broken. I've only had a few of my personal, private, adult-time kinda rules. #1. Leave no evidence I was there. Includes, clothing, hygiene items, jewelry and most importantly, NO PICTURES! Pretty self explanatory, I am here for fun and let us utilize our memories, not evidence, for your future and mine. Plus, I remember when my son was 4 years old, he really wanted to be President, like the good Mom that I am, I made sure my adventures wouldn't deter his dream. I was very disappointed in Miss Lewinsky and her keeping of evidence. #2. Condoms, condoms, condoms. No condoms, no lovin', no exceptions, EVER! #3. No needles. I pass out seeing the buggers, in person and on TV. I blame it on watching The Who's "Tommy" at a young age...the needle scene...egads, I'm getting woozy thinking but it. #4. No horror movies or stories. My vivid, visual imagination does not need that kind of stimuli, ever. My imagination/subconscious will take whatever horror/scary scenario and twist it in ways the world does not need to be privy to, let alone myself. I REALLY enjoy sleeping on a regular basis, not dealing with the most F'D up nightmares, for weeks at a time, my imagination/subconscious love to create. Oh, another fun fact, I usually also come up with my own freaky theme music during my nightmares. Waking in cold sweats and screaming til my throat is raw and feeling the pain of the nightmare, going back to sleep and picking up right where I left off. NO, THANK YOU!!! #5. Don't plan a future with me. I love my freedom to connect wherever and with whomever comes into my world. That connection can last minutes, hours, days or years. But, if you try to plan a future, with me, sorry, that means expectations and those lead to disappointments. I'm not that kinda gal. I have a wanderlust and vagabond soul and my curiosity pulls me in directions I have no clue where or when they will lead me. But, I do believe that the connections happen for a reason, lessons to learn about myself or my partner, so in the meantime, just enjoy the ride for however long it organically lasts! These 5 above rules have served me amazingly for 35+ years. Granted, I've relaxed on a couple of them over the years, and boy did that bite me in my lilly white ass, every single time! I did have 3 fianc?. I was in moments of self doubt and weakness, then I woke up, and said "W.T.F. am I doing here?!" Lessons learned. I did enjoy that week in the cabin with so much monkey sex we ran out of condoms and neither of us were willing to drive the 100 miles to get more and what's the big deal, I've been on the Pill for years. My Pill son was born 9 months later. That's it. The only times I've broken my rules...until now. I've left evidence. I had one moment with no condom, no cumming, but still, it felt sooo divine, for the quick moment it was. It's been soooo long. My life is now only about me. Maybe it's time to break a rule or two. I might be ready to say adi?o Rule #1, maybe. -Glee aka "The One Walking Around With Her Current Theme Song 'Breakin' The Law'!"

9/15/2016 7:27:47 AM
The things I do for charity... Went to Seattle, still sick and voice barely back, but business is business and the show must go on! Went to charity golf tournament, was working the raffle cart and the construction Mucky-mucks as they were getting their drinks on, heavily. Me: Driving up to a four-some, "Hey boys, want some candy?" Drunk Mucky-muck Boys: "Yes!" Me: "I have what you want...but first I need your money...for the raffle, of course." Drunk Mucky-muck Boys: digging in their pockets handing me wads of hundreds with cheesy smiles "What do I get for this?" With such hope in their eyes! Me: Handing them raffle tickets and a handful of candy. "You get the opportunity to know you are helping the Boys/Girls Club and possibly win some lovely prizes!" As I speed off in my golf cart. Record amount of raffle tickets sold this year. Now, they want me back every year. Damn, my money making skills! -Glee aka "Raffle Goddess Using Her Powers For Good, Not Evil!"

9/2/2016 5:30:58 PM
It's Labor Day Weekend!!! Three days of fun to be had! Wait. Hold on. Not for me. :( Snuggled in my chair with the remote and Netflix, as I sip on tea to get my voice back and fight off whatever virus is having a party inside of me! I want to say my safeword "Pollycarp!" But, I'm too tired. -Not so full of Glee aka "Who is going to add hot whiskey to the regimen to feel better, and hopefully pass out and sleep it away!" Wishing you a safe and naughty holiday weekend!

8/29/2016 8:55:30 AM
Don't think we all don't have to pay the price for something... Deviant wench stuff was sooo much fun, very little sleep and I couldnt care less...until 3am this morning. I was woken with an awful sore throat and pressure in my sinuses. Darn allergies have kicked in! The worst part...my right eye is still healing from surgery in May and the pressure of my sinuses have now made it so painful...again!! W. T. F. !!!!!! Not cool. So not cool at all. -Glee aka "Downing sinus meds and hot packs to relieve pressure and refuses to go down this path again!"

8/26/2016 10:29:12 AM
Whew!! What a crazy couple of weeks!! Slum Landlord Stuff...check! House Stuff...check! Construction Stuff...check! (as of the am!) Son's Dog Stuff...check! Daughter Stuff...check! Auntie Stuff....check! (as of Sat night!) Boss Stuff...check! (as of 5pm today!) Sales Stuff...check! (travel booked for Seattle) Meeting Stuff...check! (see above) I am so very happy to have earned a reward, especially last night, and looking forward to many more! On to Deviant Wench Stuff... -Glee aka "The Gleeful One Who Is Enjoying Her Current List Of Duties!"

8/15/2016 7:34:08 PM
This week has a long list of duties to accomplish... YIKES! Boss Stuff Sales Stuff House Stuff Slum Landlord Stuff Construction Stuff (Again!) Auntie Stuff Daughter Stuff Son's Dog Stuff Meeting Stuff I can't do 'Adult Stuff' until each one has been checked off. Motivation comes in so many forms! At least I accomplished last week's list, I was wonderfully surprised and rewarded by The Universe! -Glee Aka "The Motivated One Who Also Hopes The Collarspace IT Dept Gets Motivated To Fix The Mobile Issues So They Too Can Be Rewarded!"

8/13/2016 5:59:55 AM
The Universe is absolutely amazing to me... AND...it has a twisted and sadistic sense of humor towards me!! ??○?●?○??The amazing part??○●??○?? I was so very excited to have my solitude back...no more family invading my 'adult time' nor my home anymore...I was enjoying the company of incredible individuals...the joy and patience was so worth the wait!! AND then... A phone call from my son, water leak in his house is out of control. No problem, turn the water main off, I'll come over, assess and fix it. Did I mention my son calls me his Slum Landlord? He rents a tiny house that I own, we do have fun with the tenant/Slumlord humor. I wasn't concerned, I'm a resourceful Woman/Mom/Slumlord...give me a butter knife and a shoe, I can MacGyver anything! ??○??●○?The twisted and sadistic part??●○???○? I walked into a mini flood in his 1943 built house and a bit of panic from my son and his 8 month old German Shepherd puppy. They both thought it was their fault somehow, as I looked at the flooring destroyed. Poor things, they didn't realize it was the Universe's twisted, sick humor at play! :::Deep sigh::: After cleaning up the flood, found the source of the flood, fixed it then looked at my son and his 60 lbs. of adorable puppy and said... "Pack a bag, you're coming to stay with your Slumlord until I get the flooring fixed." The smile and relief on both of their faces as they got into his truck to come stay with me, was hilarious and sweet to me. As I started my way home, going through my list of fun 'adult times' setup for the week and going to have to put on hold/cancel, all I could think about was... Well played, Universe. Well played. -Glee aka "The Grateful Slumlord Who Has The Most Amazing Tile Guys And Got A 4 Day Project Done In 2 Days And Is Waiting Oh So Patiently For 400sqft Of Tile To Set Properly So She Can Move Her Tenants Back In ASAP!"

8/8/2016 10:00:50 AM
Listening to my Global Chill on Pandora... One of my favorite songs pops on... "Dirty Laundry" by Bittersweet I've got a bad boy and that's alright with me His dirty laundry is nothing that I can't keep clean And when he needs an alibi He can use me all night What's the fun in playing it safe? I think I'd rather misbehave Your way I'm just a bad girl, that's why we get along Won't make excuses for anything I'm doing wrong I'll pull the trigger in a flash Watch out honey, step back What's the fun in playing it safe? Wouldn't you rather misbehave My way Oh baby show me the money my evil friend Let's go to Mexico, drink margaritas in sin I'll light a candle for good luck Now come on baby let's... What's the fun in playing it safe? I think I'd rather misbehave Your way What's the fun in playing it safe? Think I'd rather misbehave We're simply mad Simply mad ***************************** Describes me...every day... -Glee aka "The One Who Wants To Misbehave All The Time"

8/5/2016 6:25:41 PM
All visiting family/friends for the spring/summer are finally GONE!! ::::Cue the sweet sound of silence:::: I feel like I can breathe again. I love being a good Auntie, daughter, niece, cousin, friend...but we all have limits of being constantly in those postions, and I have reached it!! I started breathing under my breath and in my mind, weeks ago, my safeword, "POLLYCARP!!" Time to engage with others that appreciate the desires/needs of a grateful, happy submissive. ::::cue the sweet sounds of O's:::: -Glee aka "The truly Gleeful One in anticipation for the next adventures!"

7/25/2016 6:47:01 PM
Great weekend with my besties, T & A, who have been painting and updating their home and since there is a possibility they may sell it. T decided to paint over her happy colors of greens, purples with a light grey color. How depressing for her - going from fun, happy colors to boring, depressing grey. :( So, in the theme of neutral, boring grey, I finally watched the movie, "50 Shades of Grey" with her. She loves the movie. Me...well... :::Side Note::: I did not understand the appeal of those gawd-awful sparkly vampires in the "Twilight" series. I was made to suffer watching those painful movies as extreme punishment. Yes, I was on the edge of using my safeword "POLLYCARP!!" so many times during those viewings of the worst 'acting' and dialog and the constant constipated stares to one another! It was made worse, because I kept falling asleep, so I had to start from the beginning, everytime, turned into a non-stop 12 hour punishment from Hell! I had read all 3 books of the "50 Shades of Gag" on a plane ride when they first came out. It took less than an hour for me to read each book. I couldn't stop speed reading through all the relentless muck. So, my expectations for the movie were in the realm of "Twilight" pain. They did show how accurate the weather is like in my hometown of Seattle, we even matched the grey if T & A's walls! I appreciated the setup and organizational of his 'pretty' playroom. The rest, well, due to the love and respect I have for my beloved T, I only dozed a few times and fell asleep before the end. Yes, she had me watch the ending the next morning. Did I forget to mention, T is a beautiful Domme? She described the movie to me similar to the fairytale "Pretty Woman" and she loves fairytales! My review...To be a VERY good Glee Gal, so when the sequels come out I won't be punished! -Glee aka "The One Who Loves Her T So Very Much And Only Murmured POLLYCARP! A Couple Of Times, In Laughter, Of Course!"

7/23/2016 12:23:40 PM
Ahhh...it's wonderful to be back on a normal sleep schedule! Bye, bye jetlag! After a killer 2 hour massage from the amazing Javier, how he makes me whimper in just the right way! Plus, the lovely surprise I had the other night too, gotta appreciate the fabulous Dom's that are such givers to help a gal out with a damn good evening of personal attention. ;) Happy days are here again! -Glee aka "Gleeful And Appreciative For Service Doms To Help Get This Gleeful One Back On Track!"

7/20/2016 3:41:00 AM
It's 3:30am in Phoenix...it is 11:30am in Ireland. Jetlag is now officially here for me. Don't care...because I AM ALONE!!!!! Oh, the joy, the happiness of not traveling with my family Tribe of 12-17 people! The only noise I hear is the A/C unit...it is a blissful sound to me right now. The next blissful sound...that's right...it'll be me, not having to muffle any sounds of my self-loving O's, as many times as I desire! -Glee aka "The Gleeful Alone One Who Believes That Multiple O's Will Help Cure Jetlag, But Also Doesn't Care If It Doesn't Cure It Either!"

7/14/2016 10:54:20 PM
I never thought I would enjoy getting up at the crack of dawn while on holiday. But being able to drive, very swiftly on the left side of the road through country roads where the next corner is a large "TRACTOR!" has taken over the whole road and I get to utilize my amazing racing like reflexes all while turning up the music to help mask the screams of passengers while I laugh loud in full joy, is TOTALLY worth the early morning rise. Plus, I am driving 3 more people to the airport. That means only 13 people on holiday, instead of 17. Yup, totally worth it. -Glee aka "Racer X while on holiday in Ireland"

7/13/2016 11:58:26 AM
In Galway...tonight only for Arts Festival and music...if you are in town, come say hi to the American blonde with pink tip hair! -Glee aka "So happy she ditched her Tribe in the hotel to go enjoy some great music!"

7/11/2016 11:27:27 AM
Currently, on holiday in Ireland... Been here a week with my Crazy Tribe of family. Enjoyed Kilkenny, Cashel Rock, Cliffs of Mohr, Cork and in Dublin for one more night. I WILL NEVER TELL ANY FAMILY MEMBERS AGAIN MY TRAVEL PLANS!!! One more week... Focusing on all the joy and laughter...not drama queens, drunken antics, special needs, old farts, running a town dry, lost passport, etc, etc, etc... -Glee aka "Hopeful a Leprechaun will come to distract me, even if it's only for a wee bit of time!"

6/29/2016 11:10:34 PM
Ahhhhh...laying here basking in the joy of having my body pulled, stretched, released, spanked, and stuff... How I look forward to Massage Time w/Javier!! Did I push my "limits?" Damn right I did!! This headache is TOTALLY with the eye strain...at least tonight! Sonetimes, a gal just needs her skin and muscles manipulated by someone with the knowledge of utilizing their skills in wicked and sadistic ways. Did I mention Javier is a Bastard (respectively, of course) with pressure points that bring tears running down my face, but does wonders to distract the intesity with his teeth grinding on other parts of my body at the same time? Yeah. So that part of the massage, doesn't suck. Life is good. -Glee aka "Drinker of LOTS of water to remove all 53 days of toxic frustration, while enjoying my sore ass from the many spankings tonight"

6/27/2016 11:25:09 PM
::::::::::OFFICIAL TIME::::::::: June 27, 2016 @ 7:23AM (Pacific Standard Time) Day 53, of no O's with pain, officially ended. I'M ALIVE!!!!!! I was ever so patient and very meticulous in my process, hoping, begging and yes, even praying, to all the God's and Goddesses of sexual energy to pleaae, please have mercy on my tortured soul and allow me to achieve even a hint of a glorious Ooo. Somehow, the Divine granted me a nice built up, easy going Ooo and before I knew it, sweet glorious Ooos were pouring out of me! So I did the next best thing. I did it again. And again. And again. And again. And again. In the middle of the 6-7 Ooo of Relief...my staff at the office called, needing me NOW!!! Of course, they need me while I am annilating The Forced Unbelievable Control due to Medical side Effects. (aka F.U.C.K. M.E.) The Gods/Goddesses have a sick and twisted send of humor! Did I mention my Mother Unit & niece are spending the night tonight? No, Ooooo's Fest that I was looking forward to ALL DAY...until now. Going to be an evening of super quiet Ooossss...while the Super-Sonic Hearing of the Mother Unit is near. I don't care!!! I'M ALIVE AGAIN!!!! -Glee aka "The Official Return of Gleegal And Had Cancelled Her Amazon Order Of White Robes and Already Contacted The Vatican To Disregard Her Virgin Fn Sainthood Petition" P. S. Humidity and Dew Point levels are snd will be extremely high as of today in the Phoenix Megateopolis Area...at least until I get on a plane to the cool 50 degrees of daily Ireland...then all should return to normal...well...kind of "normal." "Normal"....hahahhaaa...what/who is normal?

6/24/2016 10:54:13 PM
??○?●?●? ATTENTION IRELAND KINKSTERS?●○??●?●○? I will be enjoying your lovely country 3-18 July. What started out as a solo trip, has now turned into a 12+ family members trip! So much for my Kinky Tour! Ha! We are renting a house in Dunbar/Tipperary and will be exploring wherever our fancy takes us. We will have rental cars to accommodate various exploring desires of our crazy family. I was hoping for any information of meetups/munches during that time period so maybe I could do a bit exploring without the family around and enjoy some time (pint/tea) with like-minded kinksters! Open to all ideas, events, exploring, etc. We'll be in/out of Dublin but most likely all over Limerick, Galway, Cork, and any other suggestions would be appreciated! Galway Arts Festival maybe? I will be happy to reciprocate if you find yourself on our side of the pond, especially if coming to the Southwest Arizona desert! I just checked the weather...it is definitely going to be cold for this desert gal...not sure I own a sweater!! It was 48 Celsius here last weekend! (Hoping I converted 120 degrees properly!) Thank you! -Glee aka "Super Excited Gleeful One For Irish Holiday To Distract From Current Status Awaiting Virgin Fn Sainthood"

6/24/2016 5:56:14 AM
UK votes out of EU. Trump becomes President. I don't have an orgasm for 50+ days. Signs of the End of Days? -Glee aka "Head Researcher Checking Bible, Torah, Mayan Prophesies"

6/24/2016 1:19:06 AM
Day 50. DAY FUCKING 50!!!! During a conversation, I had said that I think I am dying from lack of O's. (All the good Saints had to die, right?) They had stated, "No. People have not died from lack of orgasms." There must be documented evidence of this heinous type of death. Because, I am surely on the Super Highway To Hell towards this only possible outcome! I must be dying. Lack of "sugar" intake has brought my sugar level to an extremely dangerous low level. Dizziness, lack of any concern for morals for myself or others, random outbursts of Terrets-type language, weakening of Keigels, bizarre recent need to wear long heavy robes. Yes, I believe Virgin Fn Sainthood is coming to fruition soon... -Glee aka "Who Now Has Deep Guilt After Begging ER Nurse To Check Their Moral Code At The Door Just To Bring Me A Barrel-size Of Sugar"

6/21/2016 1:27:00 PM
Day 46. Day Fn 46!! This has gotten beyond ridiculous! Woke up this morning to my left hand grabbing my right breast and my right hand grasping my nether region. Did I stop? Of course not! Maybe, just maybe, today is "O DAY!!" For the record, today is NOT "O Day" in my world. Tiny consolation prize, today is the first time I've worn makeup since May 5th. Big whoop. It's 114 degrees. Don't wear it anyways. Today, I did. I will take my victories in any form right now! -Glee aka "Status Of Virgin Fn Sainthood Still In Limbo, But Has A Finished Look About Her"

6/19/2016 9:13:04 PM
Record temp was 121 today in Phoenix, AZ. Meterologists are stating how unusual for these temps this early in summer. Day 44 for me today. My internal temps are at record levels. Coincidence? -Glee aka "Feeling Guilty For Possibly Being Responsible For Red Hot Burns On Bits Of Phoenicians"

6/18/2016 9:50:19 AM
It has now been 43 days. 43 Days!!!! No, happy O's, no release. NO RELEASE! Eye pressure, from surgery is like sharp knives into my eye sockets, not to mention the constant searing headache that doesn't go away, but lingers like an unwanted guest. The twisted masochist within even says, "Nope! Not worth it!" Phases of this so-called "Healing Time": (So far) Phase One: "Projects Phase" Consisted of begrudgingly accepting that without having any release, I would be able to focus on home/work projects. I have worked like a mad woman with house/work projects, so much accomplished! Okay, I can work with no O's, it's been two weeks, feeling on edge, but manageable. Tried 2-3 times to test the waters, resulted in very negative outcome. Hmmm...I think I need to refinish that chair... Phase Two: "Cranky Phase" Projects not being accomplished smoothly now. Patience has gotten almost non-existent. Snarky comments and/or commentary happening on a regular basis. Tried 3-4 times testing the waters,, resulted in becoming a steadily cranky woman. (Still can't find my nipple clamps, settled for a pair from the local Hustler shop that are awfully sub-par and had to remove the rubber tips to get a a decent pinch! Grrrrrr.) Phase Three; "Hysterical Phase" (Currently, aka Defcon 5) I must limit public exposure now. I have had caught myself dangerously flirting, while in line at the market, the 80+ yr old man ahead of me, contemplating the various uses of his cane on/in my body and wondering if he has dentures and how I could manifest them as clamps. Granted, based on the gleam in his eye, he would have been up for a "go" of some sort! Describing my non-stop touching/pinching of my skin, pulling of my own hair to a friend who is an ER nurse, he said I have now reached a state of hysteria. This was the reason vibrators were invented, to deal with women diagnosed with hysteria. I definitely should be under a qualified, professional when the restriction has been lifted, for the safety of myself and others. Did I mention he is a Dominant also? OH. MY. GODDESS. Tested the water with boring nipple clamps and medium hiney plug, beginnings of happiness...then had to remove quickly...searing pain due to O's almost instantly. GRRRRRRR!!!! Status of Virgin Fn Sainthood better be close. 43 Days has now gotten to Biblical proportions. -Glee aka "Hopeful of Virgin Fn Sainthood & Has True Understanding Of Why Vibrators Were Invented For Hysteria"

6/14/2016 2:41:38 PM
Just so you know...I've asked for a petition of Sainthood from The Vatican. May 6th was my last morning orgasm, without brain searing pain. If I knew it was going to be my last one for over 38 days, I would have went the extra mile of intesity and making it a much more memorable moment!! I didn't give that last "O" the respect and true dedication I should have done. Every stimulation I keep trying to push...takes me to the edge..which I LOVE...before the brain searing of pressure that happened in your eyes kicks in to take you on a path of Hell. This is not the "Fun-Filled-Holy-Fuck-Is-This-Really-Happening-Please-Don't-Stop-I-Beg-You-To-Stop-No-I-Didn't-Say-My-Safeword-Please-More" kind of Hell. :::sigh::: Doctor says 10-14 days for eye pressure to be completely healed. That would be a total of...48 days!!! W. T. F.!!!!!! Seriously, need to update that petition to Virgin Fn Sainthood status because my hymen must have grown back by now! :::Watching the calendar and being sure to add my eye drops at the exact time they need to heal as fast as possible::: -Glee aka "The Cranky Virgin Fn Saint"

6/2/2016 11:19:09 PM
I did not know that May 2016 was going to be Pirate Month! Arrrrgghh!!! Had Lasik about 10 yrs ago, old lasers traumatized the eyes, got wicked cataracts over night to the point I lost my vision in less than 2 wks! Had a fabulous surgeon, gave new peepers, still healing, and vision is rockin' again like a teenager! Guess my Mom should have warned me instead of my brother growing up, don't masturbarte so much, or you'll go blind! :::Side Note::: A good "O" is felt in the eye muscles...not a good feeling, for now! I am REALLY looking forward to being healed all the way! -The soon to be Gleeful One and not a Pirate

5/18/2016 10:17:53 PM
Interesting time with The Mother Unit. She wants to verbally process her life and choices. I feel she is looking for my forgiveness and acceptance for her past and present. I just smile and give her love and support for whatever and however she chooses to live her life. It's wonderful to witness another's journey of self awareness. Be kind to one another, we are all doing our best! :-)

5/13/2016 7:54:32 AM
Had a great time last night with friends...went to The Naked Magic Show! If you get a chance, enjoy a night with these two HOT Aussie magicians! Lots of laughter and some cool magic...think Magic Mike Movie...with magic!! www.thenakedmagicshow.com

5/11/2016 5:03:37 PM
Going through my toy bag...more like overweight, stuffed suitcase that keeps tipping over unless I hold it up...feeling just awful. I had to dust it. :::GASP::: Dust on my toy bag??!!??!! I am very disturbed about this first time experience. One I care never to repeat again! Time to give all my toys extra special cleaning, conditioning, fresh batteries. Oh my Goddess...I have condoms that are expired??!! Seriously, Hell has got to be having a snow storm right now! And, where the heck are my nipple clamps too??? Toy Bag, please find it in your throbbing toys to forgive me neglecting your needs too. Lovingly yours, Glee -in Dedicated service to her Toy Bag ??○●??●?○The Struggle Is Real??○?●?○?●

5/10/2016 6:02:51 PM
Thoughtful moments... Waking to find one hand squeezing your breast/nipple, while the other hand rubbing the wet result of a dream drifting quickly away. Breathe....in/out...focus on responsibilities, not your sensuality...breathe...focus...later you can let your senses free.

5/3/2016 6:48:37 AM
???●?■☆▪▪○??□? Borrowed from another...Author Unknown ??○▪???●☆●☆● There is something about~ Being pushed up against a wall, face first~ Cheek resting on rough wallboard~ Breath caught in your throat~ Listening to the growling in your ear~ And trying to remember your own name~ There's something about being~ Pushed up against a wall~ Your back flat up against it~ Staring straight into eyes that see through you~ Swallowing hard~ Waiting for your heart to start beating again~ There's something about~ Being made to crawl across the floor~ To a seated Man, staring into your eyes~ Not letting you not look at Him~ Not letting you stumble~ Drawing you to Him without a word~ Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat~ There's something about~ Being pulled up by your hair~ Feeling that hand slink up your neck~ Into your tresses, close to the scalp~ Grabbing, gripping it, guttural sounds emitting from His lips~ The pain not nearly as strong as the urge~ To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip~ There's something about~ Being bent over the back of a chair, without warning~ Without pretense, without question~ Having your skirt flipped up, cool air hitting hot skin~ Your cheeks blushing, with the same color of your ass~ As He warms it with the striking of the palm of His hand~ The tears you cry not cooling you~ The tears you cry because He has found you~ There's something about~ Those words He uses~ Those names He calls you~ Those phrases meant to elicit a response~ And you do respond~ All of you responds~ And your body betrays you, always~ There's something about~ Being thrown down and taken~ Not against your will~ For your will is to be there~ To please, to submit, to offer, to relinquish~ And you cry out for breath, for more, for Him~ And you know you are home~ There's something about~ Being dragged into the shower~ Forced to your knees~ Hissed at for silence~ Growled at to be still~ And awaiting the flow~ That you know~ Marks You as HIS~ There's something about~ Kneeling quietly beside Him~ Your body reddened, coated, tired~ Your mind silent, for once ~ for a time~ Your head bowed, your eyes closed~ Your lips quivering as His fingers touch you~ Your submission, unquestioned~ Your Peace at Hand.

4/30/2016 9:23:01 AM
Evolving. I have chosen to make this action my priority for the last year. I didn't recognize that I wasn't on my lighted path of evolving. I chose the path of martyrs and self destruction. Oh, how our mind can justify our choices, especially turning the bad ones into good ones. My self destruction was destroying myself layer by layer. Not with drugs or physical/mental abuse from others, but by going against my natural self. My body and soul has suffered, because of my past choices; business, health, relationships, putting my submissive soul in a closet and allowing my fake dominant persona take over. There comes a time when even your body and soul are screaming their safe-word. I finally heard those internal desperate sceams. It tore me up. I was devestated that I had gotten to this ugly place within my life. Where was the light? Where was the joy? Where was the passion? Where the hell was me? It happened so slowly that I didn't know how long it had been goin on. Six years. Six long years. That may not seem much to others, but to me, it seemed like a lifetime. I kept choosing to compromise myself to the needs of my business, my relationships, my family. I turned into this automatic robot. When the moment called for emotions, they were forced. I have never felt depressed or this state of total numbness. I could recognize and empathize with others through the years who have experienced depression, but not me! I chose to be joyful and happy every single day, I have always enjoyed my life and choices. At least, that is what I was telling myself for the last six years. This has been the worst thing that has happened to me in my life so far and it was all my choices. The only villan in this chapter was me. Good gravy, what have I done? It has been the most challenging path since my awakening. I was really happy to get through the muck of self-flogging and self-loathing. I am so jazzed there are no lasting scars from those moments! I have learned those hard lessons. I even treated myself to a trip to Paris and Barcelona to feed and nuture my artful soul. Coming back from that trip, I truly felt like a Phoenix rising up from the ashes. Maybe, in the depth of my soul, that is why I chose to move to the desert 13 years ago, I knew I needed to be in an environment that would encourage any form of transformation. I do not believe in Fate, but I do trust my instincts. It's when I don't trust and follow them, like the last six years, that I find myself on a path of conflict. I am happy that I found my internal light again. Delight, joy and love all around me! I have forgiven myself and chose to learn from the choices I had made. I have forgiven others for the choices they have made towards me too. My business is still successful, but still taking up too much of my time. It is a slow process to change it, but I am. New employees, training, time and experience for them will allow me freedom to pursue other endeavors. My body, is having a longer time to forgive my choices, but I am working on it. I have put it through a lot; 18 hour days at a desk, high stress, cancerous cells, surgeries, no sex, no bdsm. No sex or bdsm! That was the hardest to reconcile. I have always been a sexual person. I have always turned to bdsm for self-care. I believed fun, long sessions of sex and/or intense bdsm scenes were fantastic stress relievers and amazing attitude adjustments! The connections I have experienced through the years of Dominant/submissive relationships have each been unique and treasured. Oh, I missed my sexual submissive soul! I needed to get to this point so I can continue my evolution. The next step is trusting my instincts again when it comes to enjoying the connections my submissive nature needs to embrace. Although, it is quite lovely when the Universe recognizes the hard work I have putting into myself, to send me rewards. Such as, a masseuse who does incredible shoulder and neck work and who felt it was natural to grab my hair and spank me to distract from the pain of release. He never did that to a client before, but knew I needed it. I have never spoke to him of bdsm, so it was wonderfully shocking...because he was right and it did work. I looked forward to the releases that deep tissue massages give me and help my body. Now, I get to REALLY look forward to my time with Javier, holistically of course! I am enjoying and appreciating amazing conversations with people all over the world. I have missed that so very much. Each of them are part of my evolution and I enjoy expressing the knowledge and experiences I have gained to others who are part of their own evolution. Thank you. Happily evolving, -Glee :-)

4/28/2016 7:42:23 PM
Feeling the desire to connect with another in a soulful exchange. Meaningful topics. My mind is craving interesting input. ???●●○??■? This is NOT a request for anything sexual! ??●?■○??■□○?????

4/23/2016 10:12:13 PM
I remember hearing the song "Sexuality" and wondered who was that? Then I got the album 1999...and I fell in love. It was 1982. First time I dyed my hair purple and shaved the right side of my head...it was 1983. I loved Prince and his music. Loved Cyndi Lauper too. Both artists resonated with my teenage soul. Not conforming to the norm, wearing whatever and how many layers that made me feel good. Having crazy dyed and permed hair. Going to to Club with fake ID just so I could dance the night away! I loved the lighted dance floor remenant from disco years gone by. So many amazing memories I associated with Prince's music. Thank you Prince...I'm still coloring my hair crazy colors and still not conforming to 'normal' society rules 35 years later! Rest in peace Prince, you were taken too soon from this world we call Life.

4/18/2016 9:36:14 PM
I saw on Facebook an article...Write your memoir in six words. So I did. Loving, Mom, single, Goddess, evolving, laughing. But, what it got me thinking of what if I described my sexual memoir in six words. So here is my sexual memoir in six words. Submissive, passionate, experimental, evolving, mentor, gleeful. What would yours be?

4/15/2016 3:24:15 AM
I've been trying to get back to sleep for the last hour. Kind of rattled, was woken up with my heart racing from a crazy dream!! My subconscious has some twisted stuff going on in there! Good gravy, it's going to be a long Friday!

4/7/2016 9:03:58 PM
I read about a lot of people dealing with "fake" people on this site.

That is truly unfortunate.

I guess I am one of the blessed ones, I get interesting and diverse people to communicate here on CS.  Topics range from the norm to the dark side.

Thank you all for the thoughtful conversations!

it is a great way to contemplate my past paths, enjoy my current path and look forward to what paths I may take in the future!





4/5/2016 8:57:55 PM
Guess it's time to get ready for pool season! Solar cover on pool to get heated up...going to be 96 here in Phoenix tomorrow!! Whoohooo...bring on the heat! Time to fade out the purple hair (which is now pink!) and going blonde. As if tonight, I am now considered a dirty pink blonde! :-)

4/3/2016 11:29:07 PM
What form of stimulus do you utilize when you are alone during you "self-love" times? Fantasies, porn, erotica, magazines? Fantasies...I really don't have any, mainly due to living out so many others fantasies and desires. I normally just pick a memory or a dozen to ignite me. Porn...none of it has ever turned me on. I guess we had too many porn parties where we made up our own s and dialogue that were hilarious!! Can't watch any porn without wanoting to inject my own form of hilarity! Magazines...yup...nothing. Written erotica....ohhhh....how I love some steamy, kinky, wicked dark erotica. Gets me everytime!!!

4/1/2016 4:28:37 AM
This month has been crazy busy with people coming and going...spring break in Phoenix is a blast and lasts for months! Looking forward to my pool getting warmer...I do miss swimming laps nekkid! ;-)

3/17/2016 6:16:51 PM
Had a wonderful time with friends/family and reconnecting. I am one blessed lass! Happy St. Paddles Day to you all!

3/12/2016 9:02:31 PM
Got a little overboard playing in the garden today...wrestling with my not so mini-orange, lime & pomegranate trees. I think I won this round since they are back to being mini...they didn't go down easy...I have the scratches to prove it! I almost said my safe word...almost. ;-)

3/7/2016 10:42:49 PM
Just booked my trip to Ireland this summer for two glorious weeks!! My wanderlust soul is ecstatic right now!! :

3/1/2016 5:17:27 PM
Life is busy...not complaining, just stating facts. I do enjoy a bit of mental break from my time being "The Boss" to read journal entries of others and corresponding with interesting people from all over the world. Learning how other kink-minded people enjoy or face challenges in their preference of a bdsm world. I find it incredibly intriguing how the different decades and society's outlook to bdsm has manifested in such a short time. Remembering how excited I was to wait for the dial up modem to connect (gawd forbid if a phone call tried to come thru and kick me off!) and pop into an AOL chat room and talk to other bdsmer's! The joy of real-time conversations and learning of more local safe meet-ups (coffee & munches) for groups vs. waiting for correspondence via mail or hoping that individual(s) you met wouldn't freak out when you talk about what REALLY gets your juices flowing! Overall, I prefer today's world of countless sites to find your kink-minded people!! I am curious, what challenges did you have when you wanted to meet up with your preferred type of bdsm partner? Feel free to drop me a line! Cheers!

2/25/2016 6:16:41 PM
Hello 49!! Had an amazing time with friends/family celebrating! It's pretty damn fabulous when all the peeps I know love any excuse for laughter, great food and just plain good times! Looking forward to enjoying the last of this decade before kicking it up a notch for the next decade of Wonder!! Cheers to all you Pisces out there...what fun we all have!!

2/23/2016 6:28:48 PM
I feel a wee bit guilty...I scared a vanilla man. He wanted my attention...so I whispered in his ear some of the activities my inner beast is desiring. Watching him be turned on, nostrils flaring, eyes dilated, then the questioning look in his eyes and then the fear. Oh well, I did try to warn him we weren't compatible, but I guess he didn't hear me the first 4-5 times. I bet he can't stop thinking about the activities I had whispered. Either he will look into it...or just use it as fodder for his personal time. Oh well, I do have to be careful with the Nillas!

2/19/2016 9:09:30 PM
:::My inner beast is pacing::: Trying to "keep it together" instead of making unhealthy choices. That inner dark place, that we don't like to acknowledge, but is part of our soul. Admit it, we all have that dark beast that is just waiting for that glimpse of weakness...that moment when you make wrong choices or series of decisions that put you in a situation(s) with people you barely know or trust. I'm really, really trying to keep my beast on the leash...

2/15/2016 1:54:06 PM
I haven't taken one of these tests in close to 20 years! I have evolved. :0) http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=1464161 I purposely did not fill out on CS all the preferences, because each Dominant(s) and connection(s) are unique and I prefer to ride the energy of that connection(s), wherever it takes us, for however long it lasts. This test is more tailored to the mindset, instead of specific preferences of fetishes. I do not have any desire for a monogamous relationship, on my part. No matter the 5 times I really, truly, tried. I recognize I am not fulfilled or my gleeful self. Hopefully, interested individuals will take the time to read these thoughts on my journal, as they pop through me. Wishing you get your 50% discounted chocolates today!! ;-)

2/14/2016 8:01:21 PM
What a lovely Ooooo's Day! Fantastic conversations! Lots of self-love...and I bit of a clean-up. ;-) Sunshine, 85 degrees enjoyed some heat on this winter skin! As my skin was being sun-kissed, body got very hot and bothered reading sexy bdsm book! C.D. Reiss...what a fun author!! It's been quite some time since I've read any new "Chick Porn" and looking forward to finding new authors! I am curious, who are your favorite bdsm authors?

2/14/2016 8:33:19 AM
Wishing everyone to get wonderful orgasms today...be it alone or with your partner(s)!!! ?○?●?○?●??Happy Orgasm Day!!!?○?●?○?● Yes, I got mine...multiple of times and looking forward to more and more and more... ::such a greedy one...when I allowed::

2/9/2016 9:02:25 PM
Wishing y'all a fabulous Mardi Gras!!

"Lassiez les bon temps rouler!"

2/5/2016 9:16:33 PM
Maybe this might answer some of the inquiries I have been receiving.
I have an alter ego, don't we all when it comes to the deep personal, sexual journey we each find ourselves on, we are on Collarspace for goodness sakes! id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89443">
Although, I don't advertise my preference in my day/day world, majority of people get it wrong anyways.

I've been mistaken for Domme, Switch, Lesbian, Masochist and Married. id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89442">Could be the happy colors I have my hair from time to time? (Current colors: purple with red highlights) id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89460">Maybe the strong personality of a woman that has been self reliant and successful. (Raised my son (24) and 12 other kidlings I fostered to be a amazing adults on their own paths) id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89463">Possibly, might be the almost "professional fiance status" that has been tossed about through the years. (Only 3 times, but never "officially" married)  id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89466">Might be that I know the difference between novelty/pretend and quality/experience when it comes to D/s experiences, equipment and toys. (Yes, I have my own toy bag.) id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89472">Maybe it was the "wedding ceremony" with a friend, who is a Domme, when we were just looking for a theme for a party that we were going to throw and ended up getting "married" by our best friends. (Still one of the best "ceremonies" we've all attended and yes, I have a Wife!) id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89475">I am and have always been a happy, sexual, submissive woman. I have had amazing, healthy casual/long-term relationships that have been very private and some that have been in the local scene. id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89478">At this time, I do not prefer public scenes at the local dungeon or play parties. Those places were needed as a safe place to escape and get my "attitude adjustments" when needed, as I was raising my son and kidlings. id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89479">A healthy, enjoyable D/s relationship takes time, much more time and communication than a typical courtship. Trust is gained with time, communication, with open hearts and above all, healthy instincts. (I have very healthy instincts and follow them!) id="yui_3_16_0_1_1454734270995_89481">There are many out there getting a lot of misinformation or they are too fantasy driven in these type of relationships. Or, they are just so twisted up emotionally, it is scary. (not the good kinky and twisted kind either) Many are searching for that kinky, clever, naughty and loving needle in a haystack, I do understand on how challenging it is to accomplish that task!
 I wanted to give all of you encouragement on your search and journey and to keep an open heart and mind that you will experience a wonderful partner(s) for as long as your paths may meet!

I wish you great success and hope you experience that wicked, soul deep connection that an honest, loving and wicked D/s relationship can bring to all of you!



2/4/2016 8:22:16 PM
Just curious, if one takes the time to look at your profile, click on sending a message, they go to all that trouble and just leave one word in the message, do you expect a response?

Seriously, I'm just curious!

Now, if you leave an amazing word, one I actually have to drag out the Webster to research, well cheers to that!!!  I do love learning new words!!

I've never played, nor do I know the rules, but would that be considered Words with Friends?

Game on!!!

2/2/2016 5:26:40 PM
How blessed am I?  Tremendously!!!

What a fun journey down memory lane it has been these last couple of days!

Reconnecting is beautiful and puts quite the perma-grin on this gleeful gal!

Only annoyance is this site tends to go wonky from time to time doesn't?
Messages, chats - I am getting lots of "server errors" so if I am not responding, it may be due to the CS system.  Hope they get their groove going!




1/29/2016 3:17:17 PM
I took a bit of a left turn these last 6 years! It was a journey filled with love and adventures, but we lost our common direction and our individual paths. Currently, I find myself in a state of freedom and following my desires and reconnecting with the woman I am today. It is an interesting experience. Sometimes, I find myself completely introspective and wanting a peaceful place of quiet and harmony. Other times I am packing a bag and meeting new people and exploring the desert or hopping on a plane just because I desire to! I still work hard and sometimes long hours, but I am finding more free time. I am not planning anything except the needs of my job, beyond that everyday is a new "wonder what is going to happen today" kind of day! I do know, a huge part of myself was denied, longer than I have ever experienced before in my life. I recognize that my health and well being as a whole suffered and I am making ammends to accepting and nurturing all of who I am. Most of all, the gleeful submissive woman I am!

4/14/2010 1:23:40 PM
April 26th
Monday Night
7:15pm-9:30pm
at APEX, Phoenix AZ
(www.arizonapowerexchange.org)

"Deconstructing A Scene"

By The Four Presenters of the Apocalypse!! (Strengi Ma'am, Fae, slavetina and Glee)

We hope you would like to join us for an informative and guaranteed hilarious look at how to deconstruct a scene, from preparations to aftercare. 

Novices to Experts will all have the opportunity to offer your input anonymously or not!

If you have any questions on joining APEX or about our presentation, please don't hesitate to send me a note.  I'll be happy to assist you!

See you there on April 26th!

Glee









4/12/2010 2:17:47 PM
Thank you to everyone that attended the Bizarre Bazaar at APEX in Phoenix this last Saturday!!!

It was an amazing time and the energy was non-stop with awesomeness!!!

If you happened to see me there...and it was really hard to miss me...during the demo with WhipMasterBob...during the raffle...or running all over the place...please don't hesitate to contact me here on CM or on FL!

It was so fabulous to meet so many new people and hug and laugh with old friends!

Thank you again for making our 'Family' that much bigger and stronger!!

Glee
~the gigglin' gooey purple one~

4/5/2010 11:19:34 AM
My beast has been petted...just not sated...yet!

In the meantime...

On April 10th at APEX here in Phoenix, AZ there will be an amazing Bizarre Bazaar!

There will be 24 vendors selling all they're wonderful goodies and toys for nefarious means! ;)

There will be fantastic Demo's, a Fashion Show and kinksters from all over the SW!

This is open to the public and it will cost $10 to enter...if you are an APEX member the dungeon party that evening will be beyond incredible with energy and fun too!

If you have any questions...please feel free to ask.  If you show up...I'll be the gleeful one in purple hair and a big smile...come and introduce yourself!


4/2/2010 2:30:24 PM
My beast within has been pacing for months...no true satisfaction due to life constantly getting in the way...

J is tired of my attitude and has too much on his plate...told me to get my attitude adjustment by someone else.

Anyone up for the task tonight?

Just so you know...I'm very, very primal right now and need your darkness...

1/19/2010 6:11:34 PM
Only 3 more days and it's the Southwest Leather Conference!!!!!

Yeah!!!!!!!



12/28/2009 2:08:27 PM
Oh my goodness...I just did this Human Sexuality Map...too fun!

www.humansexmap.com










Find out where I've journeyed
on the Map of Human Sexuality

!
Or get your own here

!






12/21/2009 12:37:35 PM
*****Happy Holidays *****

Here is wishing everyone a safe and loving holiday season!

Peace and harmony to you and yours!

~The Gleeful One~



11/24/2009 1:40:07 PM
I'm diggin my new colors in my hair...blue, purple with the highlights!

Looks like I was sliding on a rainbow and some color got loose in my hair!

:D

9/28/2009 10:29:47 AM
****I'm enjoying a wonderful new relationship at this time.****

Please be respectful.

I will continue to enjoy fabulous conversations and friendships, but please remember I am involved with another.

:)

8/25/2009 6:09:55 PM
hmmmm...looking to disappear for at least 48 hrs...away from cell phones...away from responsibilities...

Where's a good abduction when you need one?  Hell...I'd even settle for some alien action...they like to use probes...

::sigh::

Sometimes, just sometimes, being a responsible adult sucks the big pickle...and not in a good way...

I know...I'm pulling up my big girl panties...but would rather be having them ripped to shreds instead...

::sigh::

Maybe in a couple of more weeks...I can escape this bedlam of granting miracles to my worthy clients...

::sigh::

Damn, being responsible!

8/20/2009 6:37:48 PM
To update my last entry...

I had ended up driving up thru Payson and Show Low area...just exploring a region I haven't yet.

It was lovely...hiked near Fort Apache...I found a forest with ferns...very cool...made me miss my home state of Washington...spent the night at a old motor inn...enjoyed some great blues and danced with lots of cowboys...drove all around getting 'lost'...enjoyed the amazing Salt River Canyon...drove at high speeds thru the curves...just diggin' life!

Peaceful...exciting...soul nurturing....

Everything I needed at that moment!

This Summer...all about evolving into my next chapter of life...my son is starting college next Monday...more free time for me...taking things slow and easy...but I know myself better...I've been a whirlwind of joy and freedom...and I hope it doesn't change!

This is the season of change...how lovely!


6/19/2009 4:51:55 PM
Needing to escape...my bag is packed...I've got my hiking boots...I wonder where I'll go exploring this weekend....

6/13/2009 11:23:43 AM
Mexico...was...amazing...beautiful...relaxing...everything it is suppose to be and more!

No sunburns, thank goodness for spf50, got a lovely tan, had incredible food, fantastic conversations...and some very bizarre ones with my son. 

Overall...it was exactly what we both needed to do...nothing. :)

We didn't do any of the tourist activities beyond sleeping late...pool time...beach time...great drinks...and not necessarily in that order!

Puerta Vallarta I highly recommend for recharging one's self...or having a romantic getaway...

Next time...definitely going with a special someone...dying to go on a sailboat...or the Pirate boat at sunset!



6/3/2009 11:14:17 AM
 

Viva Mexico!!!!

This Friday my son and I are traveling to Puerto Vallarta for his graduation trip...we can't wait!!!!

Passports in hand, sanitizer lotion, sunscreen, bathing suits...we're ready!



3/17/2009 3:30:20 PM
~*~*~* Happy St. Patrick's Day! *~*~*~

Just a couple of lovely Irish blessings from this Irish lass...

"May the sun shine, all day long,
everything go right, and nothing wrong.
May those you love bring love back to you,
and may all the wishes you wish come true!"


"May you have the hindsight to know where you've been the foresight to know where you're going and the insight to know when you're going too far."

"May your thoughts be as glad as the shamrocks,
May your heart be as light as a song,
May each day bring you bright, happy hours,
That stay with you all the year long."

"Here's to you and yours, and to mine and ours.
And if mine and ours ever come across to you and yours,
I hope you and yours will do as much for mine and ours,
As mine and ours have done for you and yours!"


3/3/2009 9:36:48 AM

I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to so many that have given me wonderful birthday wishes! :)

Well...I survived Mardi Gras in NOLA...it was absolutely amazing!  There is nothing like having a whole city celebrate right along with you...I met many interesting people from all over the world...received amazing gifts and fantastic beads...I have so much that I had to UPS 3 big boxes back home!!!

The food, the music, the great company of my best friends, meeting wonderful Cajun family members, drinking Hurricanes & Daquiri's, the parades, the people, Bourbon Street, Drag Queens, half nekkid people, tales of Jean Lafitte and his band of pirates, exploring the swamps, checking out a shanty, seeing Britney Spears Maw-Maw's house down the street from the cousins, bonfire & stories of boys in the swamp, seeing beautiful architecture and the intricate artwork of wrought iron, all the vibrant colors of the French Quarter and the floats and the people, having a crawfish boil and serving it in a Pirogue boat (long narrow shallow boat for navigating thru the swamps and gathering crawfish & gators), hearing everyone call one another 'doll', 'bay' or 'chere', listening to Paw-Paw talk about his tug boat days on the Mississippi in his deep Cajun voice, watching Uncle Joedeaux dress up in his painted shrimp boots, hat full of perserved blue crabs, crawfish and other creatures, seeing their wives HUGE Mardi Gras trees and displays that would rival any 'Christmas Vacation' scene, did I mention all the music being heard at all times...zydeco, blues, rock-a-billy...so much happened in one week...I barely slept!

Now it's time to recoup...before going to Vegas in 2 weeks...hehehehe

Yes...my life is like one non-stop Mardi Gras parade of joy and happiness!!!

This truly is my "Magic Year" of being 42!!!

For those of you asking to see pictures...sorry...there will be no pictures of what happened in NOLA...I just don't like to leave any evidence...just really great memories...


1/30/2009 3:46:01 PM
I'm getting really, really, REALLY EXCITED!!!

I'm going to be in N'awlins from the 21st-28th this month...Mardi Gras is my birthday!!!!

42 on the 24th...it's going to be another Magic Year!!!

I figured the only place for me to be is there in N'awlins enjoying the fun with my best friends Rog/Christine that are from there!

I have never gone to Mardi Gras before and for all the years of me throwing Mardi Gras parties...it's time!!

"Laissez les bons temps rouler!"


1/26/2009 2:44:47 PM
Wow! Oh, WOW!!!!

Southwest Leather Conference (SWLC) was an incredible experience this weekend!!!

The People - The Presenters - The Dungeon

Special thanks to my wonderful Wife, Strengi, and to fabulous friends who had 'assisted' her this weekend - y'all know how to make me laugh and beg at the same time!!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!!!!

Now it's time to start planning for attending Thunder in the Mountains this coming July!!!

Whhooooohooooooo!!!!!!



1/21/2009 8:37:04 AM
This coming weekend is the Southwest Leather Conference here in Phoenix, AZ from Fri-Sun....Whhooooohooooo!!!!

If you are attending and happen to see me there...I'm the one with the really big smile and giggling all the time...please feel free to introduce yourself to me!! 

For more details on the conference...

www.southwestleather.org

Looking forward to seeing old friends and meeting new ones!


12/17/2008 5:29:31 PM

*~*~*~*Happy Holidays!!!*~*~*~*

I wish everyone a very merry holiday season and a joyous New Year!!

Please share the abundance that you may have with others, that find themselves in short supply.  I hope you will choose to do so throughout the whole year, instead of just the holiday season.

This coming year is going to be a time for all of us to come together as neighbors to help one another. 

It could be a lead for employment for one that has lost their job.  

Possibly sharing your cupboard with your local food bank. 

Offering a shoulder and words of encouragement for those that find themselves in a very difficult situation.

I look forward to the coming New Year with a sense of caution for our nation and yet renewed energy that comes when we find ourselves challenged to go 'outside the box' and utilize each our own creative energies to make amazing things happen!

I am blessed with a healthy and happy family and wonderful people that I call my Chosen Family.

Here is wishing that you and yours all have a safe and joyous holidays!

p.s.

Dear Santa...I've been really good this year...compared to last year...maybe you can find it in your heart to bring me what I truly wish?

I hope you remember Santa!

Love,
glee



12/11/2008 1:44:18 PM

Changes...

There are always changes and life is always evolving.

I really enjoy change...it's like a breath of fresh air that renews the soul!

Except, the change that is induced by pain (not the good kind either), sadness and negativity.

Bummer...I'm in the not so fun part of change.

I'm looking forward to when it extinquishes itself out and brings forth the positive energy that comes with good change.

I'm curious as to what lays ahead for my future...and that is the exciting part that keeps me going through the rough change!


11/13/2008 2:09:11 PM

Yet another one bites the dust in my Techno Hell...my pool pump went out last night!

That's it!  Tomorrow night is the full moon...perfect night for a sacrafice to the Techno Gods!

I better alert the neighbors to not mind the crazy chanting and dancing naked at the full moon rising tomorrow night.

Hopefully, they will have mercy on this poor soul...wonder if I need a chicken or just use my mouse...hmmm...


11/12/2008 3:06:18 PM
I think I need to give a sacrafice to the Techno Gods...almost every single technical item I own has gone haywire within the last 24 hours! 

My laptop, my camera, my cell, my phone, my calculator, my clock radio, my lamp...and now my mind!!!

I'm surprised I haven't blown up my work computer...yet...egads...maybe I just doomed it...dammit!

Anyone have any suggestions for a proper sacrafice so I can get my techno groove back in play?

Help!!!

9/29/2008 6:08:07 PM
My life has gotten even more amazing!

I am His and His alone.

Please respect that I will be happy to enjoy the friendships that have been established with the wonderful people here on CM...but that is all they will ever be...friendships.

I am in uncharted territory with my Sir...and I couldn't be more happy!

9/23/2008 10:52:42 AM
I really have the most amazing life!

This weekend spent with girlfriends at the Spa in lovely Sedona...being buffed and polished and laughter...it doesn't get much better than that!

Even getting a Tarot card reading...pretty darn nifty that it was spot on in my current world and my dreams/plans for my future.  It even brought tears to my eyes...very surprising and wonderful at the same time!

A almost 500 mile motorcycle ride through this beautiful state...all the different types of canyons, the red rocks of Sedona, the grasslands of the high desert, the cactus filled desert, the forest of Ponderosa pines, the warm wind, the heat of the sun, the cool night air, alone in the canyons with only the bright stars and Milky Way our guide...the most fantastic motorcycle ride in my life!

The appreciation I have for having incredible people in my life enriches me in so many ways!

Yes, I do really have the most amazing life!


8/13/2008 3:06:50 PM
That antsy feeling is coming over me again...that great craving for the ocean...

I have got to work harder towards learning to sail...the need for a sail-a-bout instead of a walk-a-bout is getting stronger and stronger...

One step at a time...fill out my passport application...I haven't trusted myself with having one...until now...just knowing I had the means to just disappear to parts unknown would have been too much to handle while raising my son...he started his senior year in high school this week...I can keep myself under control...I think...

::: hearing the call of the ocean :::

6/1/2008 10:39:43 PM
Yes, I am a brunette now, this is a recent photo as of last week...it's fun to have a little "strange"...even if the "strange" is myself! :)

4/4/2008 10:25:26 AM
Mark you calendars!

April 12th from 11am-5pm is the Bizarre Bazaar at APEX in Phoenix!

Great opportunity to buy great toys, clothes, books, and so much more from vendors in the Southwest Region!!

There will be fantastic demonstrations during the Bizarre Bazaar - check out the list;

Wednesday-Corporal Punishment Skit 11:30-Noon
Charlotte-Pony Play Noon-12:15
Kika-Cutting 12:15-12:45
Jill/Oden/LadyJoy - Fashion Show 1:00-2:00
Capercae-Victorian Governess 2:15-2:30
BitchnHeels-Corsetting Needle Demo 2:30-2:45
Mistress Lyn-Rope Demo 2:45-3:00
Sir Olaf-Piercing 3:00-3:15
Tits/BillyQ/ Fran-Parachute Demo 3:15-3:30
Tiger Lilly-Needle Play 3:30-3:45
Auction/Raffle-Auction/Raffle 4:00-5:00

This is a great opportunity to meet other like-minded individuals in the Phoenix Community and to check out APEX our local members-only BDSM Club!  Come meet us and join APEX - which is a 100% volunteer organization and we always welcome new members with open arms!

The Bizarre Bazaar is $15/per person and if you become a member of APEX, it will also include the private party that evening at APEX starting at 8pm-2am.  Food/drink will be provided also.

You'll see me running around assisting the vendors, especially Scott at AZ FETISH TOPS & BOTTOMS booth!  Also, so my wife Strengi will be the MC throughout the Bizarre Bazaar.

This is going to be a blast!  Hope to meet y'all there!

2/22/2008 2:22:50 PM
Time to go and escape the whirlwind of my life and go explore the coast with my son and my niece.

Sometimes, a person just needs to get lost and explore.  Take a step away from their life and be an observer of the world around them.

I am looking forward to this weekend's exploration...and to bring the balance within me by being at the ocean.  I'm actually happy that it's going to be a bit stormy...it will be cleansing to my soul...plus it'll remind me of home in Washington.

What a great way to bring in my 41st year...how I love getting older!

1/15/2008 1:31:46 PM
What an amazing weekend!

I had the honor and pleasure of being in service to Azropedntied for the Southwest Leather Conference that was here in Phoenix over the weekend.

The energy that was flowing thru the conference was absolutely incredible!  I know that you will always see me there for the future...it is too important to support and experience!

I had the joy of assisting many of you that came by AZ Fetish Tops & Bottoms - whether to find hot clothes for you, or give my opinion as test subject for many of the Toys!  Thank you for your patronage and for many of you just stopping by and introducing yourself - it truly was an awesome experience!

I suggest for those that did not attend, to mark your calendars for next year!

www.southwestleather.org

Thank you all for making my first conference a memorable experience!  :)

11/10/2007 1:49:06 PM
My Wife, Strengi, is an incredible woman and Domme.  Any male sub/slave would be so lucky to serve her!

As I want my Wife happy and always invigorated, you may receive an email from me asking you to contact my Wife Strengi, if I think you are a suitable candidate.

Please respond respectfully and thoughtfully to my Wife as she deserves only the best life has to offer...which is why she has me! :D

I am my Wife's Pimp :)

10/9/2007 8:47:05 AM

My goodness!  I have to thank many friends on here that have been wonderful in protecting my personal information from another that has for some reason targeted me with stalker-like motions. 

I'm just letting people know that nobody has the right to demand personal information online from you or anyone you might know and that there are ways to have Collarme to take care of the offending person.  Please report and block the offensive person if for any reason you feel uncomfortable or they ask for personal information.

We're all here to enjoy, learn and make new friends - let's try not to forget that okay? :)


8/29/2007 11:25:57 AM
I'm not sure how people think that I'm not real or assuming I am lurking under another name - I am a very busy gal that is enjoying my life! 

Maybe it would be a good idea if others would start living life away from the keyboard more often - it really is a wonderful world to explore!

8/15/2007 12:22:08 PM

::::looking in a mirror and seeing my reflection:::

Yup...I'm for real!


7/3/2007 4:23:17 PM
Yes, I am here for friends first, no relationship can start unless a bond of friendship and mutual respect, has been established.  With friendship, comes trust.  

If you want something without the bond of trust, you will never see the true submissive that I am.

6/21/2007 1:23:17 PM
I have no idea why my pic isn't getting posted on the profile - I have one - darn computer systems that are suppose to make our lives easier!  I better go pay all my bills online...it's hard doing all this clicking! LOL

6/19/2007 5:29:12 AM
****This is just a rant that happened early in the morning one day! ****

Is it any wonder that woman have a hard time meeting a man among men?

Let's take for example, how men are portrayed in television.  What has been the #1 sitcom - "Everybody Loves Raymond" that shows how a married man with children is suppose to act - a goof off, selfish, whiny, sneaky behind his wife's back, one who won't cut the cord from his mother, kind of man and would do anything to get our of work and have his wife do it all.  Excellent role model for men today. 

Music videos - there is not enough room in this blog what I think of how men are portrayed there...ugghhh!!

How about all the television commercials aimed at men or women - they also show men as bumbling, knuckle-dragging idiots, who only knows that if you buy this product you'll get hot and sexy women.  Again, is this Fantasy Island?  Do men actually believe that?  Marketing is very powerful in today's world - scary isn't?

Now, don't get me wrong, when it comes to humor, I'm the first one laughing and take the joke or comedy sitcom for face value - entertainment.  I love watching the commercials during the Superbowl and any other creative form of advertising - it's entertaining and that's it.

I'm a single Mom who has a wonderful 16 year old son, and I think of how they are swamped with "how" a man is suppose to be in todays society.  I think of all his friends that have no male mentor in their lives - parents are divorced and usually it's not amicable in the least, or both parents work so much that family time just goes out the window, how about the amount of men today that have become hooked on alcohol, drugs or maybe are just plain selfish and it's all about them, not their children.  How about all the men that have manipulated the mother of these boys. Maybe because their mom isn't strong enough to break the abusive cycle and these boys live it, and learn these tactics on how to treat a woman.

I'm not man bashing - really I'm not - I'm just stating that maybe we all need to be a little more aware in the power of our influences and actually have a conversation to the young men of our society that all that stuff on television and music videos and ads are just all for the money and not how men are suppose to portray themselves.

Honestly, my 16 year old son is more of a man then some of the men I've dated in the last 6 years - that statement makes me proud and sad at the same time - proud of the relationship and honesty that we have always had, but sad because men today have very few role models and people like Oprah have clouded the atmosphere with "over-sensitive" men - oh yeah and mainly because the men I've dated started out confident, adjusted, then by date 2 or 3 - they bring out all their hangups and baggage and past drama's and they look to me for a safe haven to deal with all their problems.  Do I look like Dr. Phil?  Which is another man that gets on my nerve - society and women are so hungry for a man's man that we've popularized an idiot that has great sound bytes!

Men and women, please look at the influences of what our young men have.  If we don't start being more aware, then your daughters are going to have a helluva time meeting the kind of men that they deserve. 

Men, please find your inner strength, your manliness, be confident in your world, be loud and proud of who you are - and please, please, make the first move when it comes to wanting to meet a woman - we women loose respect for you if you are not sincere and honest and creative in your words and actions - trust me, you'll find a woman whom appreciates you for you being the man and her being treated as the woman. 

Just my little rant for the day after seeing 6 commercials of back to back idiotic men - all this before the news comes on in the morning - heck of a way to start the day!

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 Age: 28
 North miami, Florida