I am an alpha-male sub or slave honestly...who is coming to terms with the overwhelming and sometimes mind shattering need and craving to submit.
Harbored these feelings since my teens, and dabbled many times, but now trying to be authentic and seeking friendship or a relationship.
I am an intelligent, sexually submissive guy. I am fit, intelligent, and educated
And I am desperately hoping against all odds to find a dominant woman of intelligence with a desire for a friend, lover, as well as a slave.
Primarily femdom oriented. I have always believed in equality...or equivalence, as we all have our strengths. I do not believe in female superiority, or male superiority.
For many years I have concealed my nagging curiosity about this life...
Curious to test the waters and to, at the least make friends and communicate the feelings and experiences this alternate lifestyle offers.
Sadly, something so sublimely erotic, still largely remains in the closet.
Such a traditional and closeminded world we live in.
For me, this is about relationship more than play, with a healthy dose of compassion and some degree of affection, if not genuine like or love, and that makes all the difference.
Perhaps a femdom marriage or 24/7 relatiobship will develop in the future...but not without friendship first.
I have a powerful fascination with the psychology of D&s, the mindset of service, the roles, the rituals, and particularly, the protocols and training.
Nothing is more erotic to me. To worship and to please is more enticing than any thoughts of traditional interaction.
Seeking friendship or a relationship with a chance to grow into our respective roles and to learn how to integrate D&s into our lives, while enjoying our vanilla world.
Growing together and refining our delicate balance of Dominance and submission.
The search goes on...
Thanks for reading.