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| I'll get straight to the point. I'm here to fill an urge/need. Sure this is a dating-esque site but centered around a BDSM focus. I can't pretend to be satisfied with vanilla relationships, dating or hookups nor do I want to push my needs on any girl unwantedly, which brings me here. Looking for submissive masochists or any like-minded people who'd like to chat, also I'm exploring the scene despite the small number of real profiles. Eventually I want to find a long-term D/so relationship.
I'm a genuinely good guy, most people I know would recommend me for help and many of my friends say that I'm too nice and put up with too much shit. I don't see it that way, I don't go out of my way to make tension and I help people because I want to. One of my biggest personality "flaws" would probably be a big ego. I'm usually not aware of it but I get accused of talking down to people, maybe that's why I want someone crawling at my feet.
This brings me to my own personal paradox, I don't want to hurt her but I do...
I don't want her to feel helpless but I want to tie her down. I don't want her to be sad but I want to see her cry. I don't want her in agony but I want her to feel pain. I don't want to degrade her but I want her on her knees. I want to love her but I can't.
I used to hate this side of me but I've come to terms and that is why I'm here, seeking to see if those terms can be met.
About me: I'm a 23 year old college student, primarily interested in biochemistry and medicine. I enjoy reading, writing, tv-shows, hiking, running. I enjoy time to myself but I'm not antisocial. Update: graduated, been working more and leaving soon to study medicine
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Girls my age are usually used to instant gratification, obsessed with social media, and have a "me-first" without work agenda... I spent most of my life working taking care of 5 kids while finishing high school and college. Women I usually feel a connection with are all in their 40s, I guess I'll wait for girls to grow up...or find their "daddy" whichever comes first. But it isn't going to be me, I've played daddy for too long already. |
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