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Hello. I am me. I am not looking for a relationship but I always love making new friends. Messages asking things that are inappropriate will not get answered. I am a human being. I am not a toy to fuck or jerk off too. That being said if you message me with something that is respectful I will try to get back with you.  I do tend to get distracted and forget. If you think that happened please feel free to remind me that you are interested in friendship. :)

8/16/2010 8:43:45 AM What I want in a Daddy: I want a Daddy who loves me. Someone who will tell me he loves me and HONESTLY mean it. I am not talking about being in love. I want so badly to be loved for who I am and what I am. I am tired of having to compete for a Daddy's love. I want a Daddy who cherishes me. I am a good girl mostly. Daddy's who cherish thier baby will reward her. Even if it is nothing more than telling her how she is such a good girl and hugging and cuddling her. Things like this show the baby that she is truely cared for and about. I want a Daddy who will take care of me as a baby. It means alot to a baby girl to be called baby and babygirl. It means alot to be given her paci and baba. Even if her Daddy is far away it means more than imaginable for him to ask her if she is using them. And if she isn't there is a thrill in her heart when Daddy tells her to go get them. She is not trying to be bad. She is just wanting Daddy to be Daddy. I have been hurt alot by men in the Daddy role in my life. I don't want to be hurt anymore. Yes like EVERY baby I want alot of attnetion from Daddy. I want him to be strict but caring. When I do bad I want to be punished. Ignoring me isn't a punishment that should be used though. It causes abandonment issues. I do need alot of attnetion. I try so hard not to let others know but my babyside NEEDS it so much. She feels abandoned and so badly just wants to be reassured. I don't want to be yelled at no more. It HURTS. It hurts more than most understand. It feels like someone is taking a belt with spikes on it to my heart. My heart is fragile and I am sensative. Words do not always mean the same to me as they do with everyone else. When I misunderstand something I NEED Daddy to explain things to me in simple words and ideas. Not get mad or yell at me. I so badly want to be a baby more but I am so scared to. I don't want to be baby all alone. I have so much love in my heart but it seems like no one wants it. I not a bad girl I really not.

7/31/2010 8:58:11 PM I have been once again hurt. I am rethinking what I desire. I can't help but think that I give too much of my heart to the wrong people. I hope one day I am able to stop that. I hope that this time will have made me wiser. I think the Darkness is the best place for me. I was told that the light was better but everytime I try to stay in the light I get used and destroyed in ways I never thought possiable. Right now I just want true friends. People I can trust. Those who will be there for me. Just to talk and share our lives with each other.