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shoa93
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Still inexperienced in the lifestyle. I have been to some BDSM clubs and have found much enjoyment there but, no one wanting anything more than a play date or sexual encounter.. I dont want a sexual encounter. Before the clubs, and a program called Second Life, I had no knowledge about what Ds really was. Having learned so much there, I am wanting to learn more and make this a lifestyle change. I am open to try anything as long as its not meant to go in a toilet. Still exploring limits. Honesty, Trust, and Respect are all qualities I value. I am a Transgender male to female, not yet living full time but, I would very much like to be. I AM NOT A SISSY. I have had my transition surgery on November 21st 2019. I am not anatomically female.. that means I now have a functional vagina. If you want that look elsewhere. I am slowly working my way out.So far I have several co-workers who know I am a transwoman and many friends who also know, but discretion is still important to me, as there are certain people in my life whowill not accept me for who I truly am.I am working on getting rid of some excess body weight. I do have pictures of myself showing my face but, only available for those who get to know mea littleandare serious about the lifestyle. I do have a background in massage therapy. I was licensed through 2008 but, could not renew due to financial difficulty at the time. As many know, the economy tanked and many people were out of work. So due to no one working, money was just not coming in because people did not have funds for the extra activities like getting a relaxing massage. Recently, I have peeked an interest in being transformed into a kitten of sorts. The idea peaked seeing a site with kitten gear. Ive even considered the idea of Pony play. If you would like to know more about me, please read the rest of the profile and ask anything you wish. And PLEASE when messaging me send more than just Whats up? or any other one liner. I know it sounds like I am not being very submissive, but it has nothing to do with being sub, it is more to do with getting the match I am looking for. I am an open book once I get to know someone, if they show to be a caring, loving person, they will get the same in return. I am not looking for online play, I am looking for something serious, so that I may learn, expand, and better myself as a submissive. My listing states bisexual, I am more bi-curious, but that was not an option. I can be the most caring, loving submissive there is and would go out of my way for the right Dominant(s). Please, if you are looking for a submissive to abuse look elsewhere. Also, I am not a cash cow, nor am I looking for a hand out. So, if all you want is money look elsewhere. Most Important of all be REAL. Im a submissive. I have been asked several times and the answer is yes, I am willing to sign a contract if we click. Before you message me, no matter who you are albeit Master, Mistress, and regardless of your sexual orientation, please understand, I am not looking for sex. I have been getting a few messages asking me if I will and the answer is going to be, No. I have not had, nor do I ever intend on having a one night stand with anyone. Sex is possible, but only after getting to know you first. I am drug and disease free and hope you will be too. just an FYI I dont consider 420 a drug, dont use it myself but, it has been a help to many I do know. As for all you straight males out there, who are single and not reading my entire profile... I am a Transwoman NOT living full time. Since I have seen it in several profiles. I decided to take the test. So here are my results. Results from bdsmtest.org
99 Submissive
97 Rope bunny
91 Slave
87 Experimentalist
76 Primal (Prey)
65 Pet
61 Masochist
51 GirlBoy
38 Brat
35 Exhibitionist
33 Non-monogamist
26 Voyeur
18 Vanilla
10 Ageplayer
2 Switch
1 DaddyMommy
1 Owner
1 Primal (Hunter)
1 Rigger
1 Sadist
0 Brat tamer
0 Degrader
0 Dominant
0 MasterMistress
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Surgery date is scheduled ... March 21 next year... I hope I can swing the cost of surgery. if anyone would care to help I have a go fund me set up by a friend.
www.gofundme.com/Candace-sTransitionFund
any help from anyone is greatly appreciated. Thanks for taking time to read this. |
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Hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas and I wish everyone a very Happy New Year |
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Finally got power back from Irma wiping out the power. Prior to that I managed to get my letter for SRS from my doctor to confirm surgery to transition. My next step is getting a letter from my therapist and finding a surgeon to complete my transition. Anyway, great to be back to full time power and back online once again. |
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just an update, Doctor added a 4th dose of estradiol to my regimen as well as a dose of progesterone. Hopefully this will do what it needs to do. I already have development and fat is being redistributed in my body. I can tell because my waist is thinning a bit more. Anyway just wanted to let my friends know how things are and what has happened. hugs all |
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OK let me make this clear, anyone message me and calls me a sissy. Do NOT expect a reply other than me being pissed. I am a woman, granted I am trans but I am still a woman. If you cannot respect that then you do not have any respect for me. |
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Enjoying things as they come one day at a time. Life has gotten better, changes are more noticeable, and I am feeling much better having kicked the smoking habit, gone back to vaping and losing the weight. Planning to keep the pace strong and get my fitness back on track. It's been a good beginning to the new year and a great month. I hope that it keeps going that well. I've met some outstanding people and have really bonded with some. Hopeful that this is the year I find my place beside a wonderful Dominant. The potential is there, fingers crossed.
Blessed Be everyone. hugs for all my friends. |
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I've gotten to become more outgoing and have started to message others with similar interests. As well as, Dom/mes who state what they want. I always send more than just a "hi" or "how are you?" yet none ever reply back. I'm beginning to wonder if what they want and complain they can't get is because they are just fake poser assholes just pretending to be something they aren't. I don't beat around the bush and i an forward with my responses. Am i too honest? Too blunt? About ready to just give up hoping for something real, as this seems to be so full of fakes and money grubbing scumbags. Doesn't seem to be anyone honest anywhere anymore. |
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I am officially off cigarettes as of the 26th at 10am. My current deal is using the Vaprizers aka e-cigs. I used them a few years back but had been having issues with nasty throat hits. Finally got a smooth one now and it is wonderful. |
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Wishing everyone a very Blessed Yule and a Merry Christmas |
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Uploaded a pic of my 4th month on hormones. The pic also reflects some weight lost. I am down to 230lbs. from 286 in April of 2016. Hope the growth continues as quickly and the weight keeps dropping. |
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Been doing some fast paced walking to help shed some pounds, but seem to have hit a plateau. Not sure if the hormones have anything to do with it. Sure is getting a bit frustrating.
Also, slight edit to the profile and added a new pic of my tattoo. |
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I did a little bit of correcting in my profile and added in the BDSM test that most others seem to be doing. Interesting results I think. |
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All I want in life is to feel loved and cherished for all that I do for someone. I am more than willing to surrender 100% to the right Dominant. I don't want sex, that is not what I am about. I wish I could explain things a bit better. Sometimes words escape my true feelings. I am real. I am willing to prove it. and No, I am not sending money to anyone just to meet them. I am not a financial institution. I work hard no matter what I do. |
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only one month so far and already see some breast development. I uploaded a photo though not great it does show a bit of growth. |
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I had this amazing dream last night. I could not see a face but the person took me stripped me down prepping me for a long term situation where I had a small straw placed in my mouth and encased in a resin of some kind that hardened around my body sealing me inside an immobile casing. Once it hardened I was placed on a stand where I was displayed for a length of time, fed through the straw to keep me healthy. It was an outstanding dream. I normally don't write much about what goes on but the dream itself was incredible and I woke feeling giddy. |
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Finally got put on hormones and testosterone blockers on 7/14. Body changes should begin in a few months. I am super excited. Got my fingers crossed that my overall appearance breasts, hips, waist, butt, etc. all balance out and give that look that just causes people to look twice. |
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! |
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Merry Christmas, Blessed Yule, to everyone |
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I keep getting asked "Would I enjoy being bound in rope?" yes I love any form of rope bondage. "Would I wear a corset full time if needed?" Yes I would nothing looks more appealing than a nice corseted waist.
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I have been asked a few times about being in a cage. Yes I would be put in a cage willingly. To all you submissives out there who keep reading my profile. Do understand there is a difference between being caged for play or safety and being caged for punishment. When you are caged for a punishment its not as much of an enjoyment becuase you do not get to have that time with your Dominant. When its for play or protection, you tend to have a secure feeling that will make it enjoyable. |
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| Age: 30 |
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France |
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