Ya know it's funny maybe it's because i'm a psychology major but some of the profiles on here sound less like descriptions of what the own is into and more like symptoms of various disorders. I swear I just read this pro Domme listing her interests and it sounded more like the symptom sheet for Borderline Personality Disorder.

Well so much for that, GF's family threatened to disown her and more for dating a transgender person so I got dumped.

Since the idea of being "just friends" seems impossible to many on this site I think i'm going to take leave for a bit if not forever. I'm taking down my pics during this time. For those that are friends drop me a line in the next couple days or you likely already know how to hit me up.

Chow.

I don't generally make the first move in contacting people at this point just because i've gotten some pretty douche bag responses.  

So in a day and age where almost every cell phone has a decent camera. It's just a wee bit strange so many people only have one pic or blurred out crappy however not hidden pics. Just saying...

So here I am 13 weeks into hormones, I can't really say it's been easy. Frankly I'm an emotional basket case which I suppose is somewhat normal at this stage. It's a little hard for me to see some of the changes (for the same reason people can rarely tell when they are gaining or losing weight, it's like trying to watch a tree grow), however I've been told that I am starting to look a bit different. My breast bumps have developed, yes ladies, gents, and however you wish to be identified I'm officially growing boobz, and I've noticed an increase in the size of my ass. I have been warned that weight gain can be normal with all this however about 2 months ago I began riding a bike 10 miles a day, and in the last month I have begun working out 3 days a week for 2 1/2 hours. I've actually already dropped significant weight and I'm seeing positive physical effects which makes me feel good. It's pretty crazy because I feel this bizarre mish mosh of emotional craziness ( I think loneliness is the worst, i don't handle being alone well in general, never have and now it's super magnified ), and motivation to self improve. I'm still in school, last semester I ended up with 3 A's and a C however i think I am going to change my major over to something in the psychiatric field. I got my hair cut last night ( unfortunately I had fried it pretty bad so I had to chop a lot, but I am really happy with how it came out ), pic's to follow. I must admit I feel a bit lost lately, but not how it would seem to me a person might generally feel lost. At this stage it's weird I don't feel anywhere near I want to be but I'm not where I started anymore. It's kind of like this bizzaro limbo where I'm not completely sure who I am anymore. ( No I'm not going crazy ward psycho, this is not a description on my grip on reality, sometimes the clarity of life is what gets me down. ) I guess it's a bit harder to describe than when I began writing than I thought it would be. My friends and peers have been supportive or been kind enough to at least "quietly" remove themselves from my life. I don't really hate them for it even if I don't agree, I can understand how a person doing this to themselves might be a little hard for some to wrap their head around. I don't really look for people to understand to be completely honest, I don't think a person could grasp it unless they themselves were dealing with a similar situation. I guess I would more simply want acceptance in a perfect world or in the least be left alone. Actually, "mostly" (couple exceptions I'd rather not go into) I feel I have at least found some degree of this. Anyway I'm rambling at this point so I'm going to wrap this up but I was told that writing every now and again might be a good idea so here ya go.

Don't want to sound mean but if i haven't responded it's cause, well just cause, give up, mpve on..........please

woohoo I start Hormones Friday, i'm so excited :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

You know it's pretty damn rude to start blowing up and buzzing someones yahoo first thing in the morning on Xmas eve.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

Fake update, funny how you stumble across things in an earlier entry I mention MisstressWynter & KattGurlTG who are apparently the same person. Well the MisstressWynter profile is apparetly pictures of a Tranny porn star in sweden by the name of Hannah Warg. Go look her up on facebook. "MisstressWynter" lists herself as being from West Virgina. 

I really wonder what goes through these creepy fucks heads.

I should note as I point out "fakes" i do not base this on any personal feelings, if someone is a a douche I would just say they are a douche. lol

brittnymae21

 - Cam girl but in the least openly admitted such.

taradesire - 90% sure fake. "She" msged me on yahoo (we had a brief earlier connection.), and wanted to talk. "She" had no problem earlier sending nudes without me asking for them (which I am pretty sure I have seen before online). She promptly cut off communication when I told "her" I would require proof that "she" was real in the form of either a non explicit pic with a sign verifying identity, or cam. I offered to do the same. Then unsurprisingly as I expected "she" would she disappeared. S0o0o0ooo00oo many fake people on here.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Trying out new site randomscrewfet.com seems pretty chill so far, it has a really nice interface and a lot of nice features. It also has a verification option so less fakes :)

It's amazing how many profile pics on here look like mug shots.

There is a fine line between kinky and creepy. Now I suppose this line may be differen't depending on the person but I really wish more people on my side of kinky would msg me. Granted this cannot usually be figured out without some initial contact at least but yeah... Too much creepy not enough kinky.

I really don't get the fakes on this site, seriously is your life that uneventful?

Wish I would get mail from less fakes and creepy people, and more of you awesome kinksters out there.

This is what I do enjoy http://soundcloud.com/djmythadrall/dj-mythadrall-broken-hearts

Back to FL

Moving back to NYC hopfully within the month

Ok here we go again, so just because I monitor this site for messages does not mean I instantly want to or have time to "chat" with you real time. At the same time I am monitoring my 2 facebook accounts, and fanpage, my 70,000 friend ladden myspace, my account, my 3 or 4 email accounts. It dosen't hurt to ask, but if I don't want to drop everything and chat with you don't get butthurt (generally this is males I have this problem with).

That said you prolly aren't getting my phone number for a very long time if ever. I have the option of blocking people here if they become a creep. I do not have that option with my phone. I don't need to get cell stalked. Don't push me on this or I will just assume you are a creep. I am not looking for quick, I know better when it comes to the internet.

If you need verification I can pretty easily prove who I am. One of the perks of being a pretty decently known club DJ I have a huge web precense so it's not to hard.

So it seems like an odd place for it to happen but I just got a Jeasus lecture.... I'm Agnostic, I really don't have much use for organized religon. I really have no problem if you have faith is something or another but straight up I am not interested.

I love it when I get contacted by random body parts.....Hello foot, how are you foot. Hiya random small cock hope your having a decent day. mmmm random torso wish you had legs or arms or anything........Oh look a floating head..........

So i am going to be as blunt about this as possible. I am not on here because I am desperate..............I am looking for lifestyle partners, I am not a pay pig. If you are looking for money from me forget it. Find one of the desperate souls out there.............I also don't want to hear I am not real becuse I don't want to pay you, I wasn't born yesterday I realize thats part of the scam.........Even if I did want to be this way I would be worthless to you while I have had tons of sucsess in my career with the current economy I definitly fall into starving artist status lol

I worry a little that people might think i'm a lurker, I look at alot of profiles and want to write but alot of the time I get shy or just don;t know what to say.

Like myself, my profile is a work in progress. It will fluccuate and change. I may even change my mind on things. Life is funny that way.

Life is love, life is loss, life is just simply finding a bit of insanity that fits with your own twisted insanity. If you think you are sane get that out of your head now. It is a very subjective thing. Society may tell you this is right or wrong but it is a very general thing that most people really dont follow. Some just hide better than others. When you walk into a suburban neighborhood just realize that the insanity there more than anywhere it is there the crazies will keep themselves inside developing there children into the next Jeffery Dahmer. Socially and romatically all we are doing is running around like little cogs trying to find a piece to fit next to. That is really just it, WE ARE all like puzzle pieces. We all have nooks and widgets representing out insanities and we are looking for other pieces to fit with our own crazy ways of being. But that is the big thing, finding pieces that fit.

So0o0o0o0o I am getting fustrated with this site. SO many creepers, so many crazies, so many fakes, and so many people that wont take no as an answer.

Ok so I am listed as a submissive here, sexually I am a bottom and a submissive but I also have a mind a personallity. My social personallity is anything but submissive. I work in the club industry for myself. If I was submissive in that aspect I wouldn't have had the sucsess that I have, I would have been eaten alive. If I had a choice in listing I would just list myself as a kinkster but COLLARME gives you the simple choice of DOM, sub, and Switch.

I am much more colourful.

I am not looking to pay anyone for sex, or "sessions", or anything inbetween. I am way to pretty for that, and hell I am not desparate. I am looking for something more and I have met people online before. I keep all options open.

That said stop thinking that if I talk to you for 5 minutes I am going to suck your cock/pussy, give you nudes, get on cam, or in any way submit to you. Anyone who makes a commitment after 5 minutes is lying or fake.