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| So a little bit about myself. I am shy and introverted but love to laugh. I laugh at my own jokes lol. I'm not very good at small talk or online communication so walking up to me at a coffee and engaging me in conversation is the best way to break the ice. I'm also outspoken and will say exactly what I mean. I don't mince words but also don't intentionally hurt people. You will never see me at a coffee smiling in some one's face and hugging them like i like them when I don't. I'm not fake, I'm not malicious and I am damn sure not cruel and petty.. If I call you friend then you are even if I don't talk to you often.
I am always true to myself since I am the one who has to look myself in the eye every morning. Not everyone is going to be my friend as I'm not going to be everyone's friend and that's fine, we can be cool just not close. If you want me to respect you then you had better be showing me some of that same respect. I also treat everyone the way I would like to be treated though I admit I'm not perfect by any means. I don't do clicks because I'm grown and refuse to limit myself when there is a whole world of wonderfully different people from all walks of life to meet.
I don't take crap off anyone and will be quick to cuss someone out if they push me to it and will do it with flair. I don't look for confrontation but I don't run from it either. I am UNOWNED and will NOT be pressured into doing something I am not ready for just because you call your self a dominant and bait me with the proverbial carrot of your Dominance, until you get what you want from me then snatch it away, my mind is stronger than that. I don't owe any Dominant anything but my respect until they lose it due to their own actions. I stick to my principles, they have kept me safe and alive for 42 years.
If you are truly interested in me as a submissive then you will get to know me and allow me to get to know you until I know you enough to feel safe and secure in your intentions. I pay attention, so if you say you are going to do something I expect you to do it and if you say something I expect you to mean it. I say what I mean and mean what I say and I expect the same from Dominants. Be consistent.
I move slow, not at a snails pace, but I am certainly not going to fuck you before I've gotten to know you. I like for things to progress naturally in the beginning. Real time interaction matters to me. I have to be able to look in your eyes while we talk face to face. I value the time and energy a dominant invests in me and do not take it for granted. If you are willing to spend your time and energy on me then you are willing to earn not only my trust and respect but my submission.
My submission is very dear to me and not something I will give easily. This is not a game to me, my submission is real. How could I possibly submit to some one who wants my legs spread open from the start before i know anything about them. How could I possibly respect and trust them, not only with my submission but with my life? How could they respect me?
I am very strong thanks to things life has dealt me over the years but I have met each challenge and overcome them and I hope there is at least one Dominant out there who will see the beauty in my strength. My former Master told me everyday that I was a jewel, his jewel, and he was proud to own me. He saw beauty in me inside and out, he also knew me inside and out because he took the time to learn me. I found my joy and purpose in serving him. Everyday was a new opportunity to see how I could please him. I was proud to be his property. The only reason I am not still owned by him is because distance and circumstance tore him away from me. Now though I am ready for another. My mind, body and soul are ready for another, to give Him my all, my everything.
I'm not so new to this lifestyle anymore but I am still learning and look forward to the day when i can take my lessons to another level with my Dominant when i finally meet him. There is only so much you can learn without one, but my Protector/Trainer is teaching me a lot of new things both physical and mental. He is a great friend to me and I appreciate all the time and energy he invests in me.
What am I looking for in a Dominant? I am looking for a Dominant who is patient, loving and will respect me. Who won't rush me or pressure me in the beginning, but is willing to take his time getting to know me and enjoy it. Who is consistent, I need routine and structure in my life. A Dominant who will talk to me not at me but listen to me and take my concerns into consideration. A Dominant who communicates with me. Communication is important to me, you can't read my mind and I can't read yours so listening and talking is vital. A Dominant who will respect my limits. not ignore them. A Dominant who wants to build a strong foundation before building a "house" so it can last for years and weather the storms instead of breaking apart from a strong breeze. I am looking for a Dominant I can cherish, serve and love.
I'm 5'10, size 14, 38D curvy and young for my age if that makes sense lol. I'm still fairly new to the lifestyle but not new enough to fall for or fall victim to predator types.
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Unfortunately the Dom knew how to seduce my mind but not my body. NONE of my needs were met. Nice man though. Good news is that experience has made me understand I will NEVER find my Dom on cm.
The majority of Doms' on here act like petulant spoiled little bratty boys anyway. I already have children, I don't need an adult male child too. I'm sure I will get ugly emails from the "boys" because my thoughts threaten their masculinity lol. Yes I am a strong woman. Yes I am outspoken. Being a submissive doesn't mean I have to be a doormat. I have shown kindness to a few "Doms" on here and they took it as a sign of weakness and stupidity and ran with it. I will no longer be so kind.
Submission is what I seek to gift to my One that's where I will find fulfillment... |
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Currently putting the search for my Dom on the shelf. I have found one I connect with and am seeing where it goes. I hope this is the One! So far He is perfect, He truly knows how to seduce my mind... |
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I think at long last my search may finally be over...time will tell.
My mind is seduced and soon my body, I wonder will he get my soul too? I hope so and i hope if he does he cherishes and nourishes it for the gift that it is. *smiles contentedly* |
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Wow...I'm not into race play. This is not a first email would expect to receive and was not appreciated.
From:
seekfkslve
Dated:
12/3/12 6:32 AM
lovely nigga pet
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Munch was awesome! Everyone was so friendly and nice. If munch's are that much fun I can't wait till I attend a party. |
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Going to a munch very soon. I'm so excited! :) |
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I think I'm getting the hang of this now. How to tell serious inquires apart from creepers. Yay! lol |
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Jesus Christ! It appears this site is filled with squirrels trying to get a nut. Are there any real men who know how to conduct themselves like a man on here? |
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I saw this and realized that so many men on here have no clue what a real gift submission is. Well i think this poem i found on the web describes it eloquently...
The Master I chose will understand my submission is a gift not a right.
Five Gifts
Author: luna
I lay before You,
Five precious gifts,
Sparkling in their wrappings,
They are each for You,
To decorate Your life,
And to begin my journey.
Unwrapping the first,
I smile at You,
This is my body, Master,
Given to You for your pleasure.
The grey parchment of the second,
Intricate designs surround it,
Open this, Master,
You find my mind,
I open it to You and all the thoughts within.
Thirdly,
A purple velvet box,
Contains my heart,
It beats solely for You, Master,
My passions and desires are now Yours.
The next package before You,
Has no definite shape,
Master, this is my soul,
You hold the complete me,
Shape and mold me well.
The last gift,
I wait anxiously for You to open,
The paper falls away,
This Master, is my surrender,
I submit all of me, to You.
Now You have me,
I have gifted all I have,
Treasures once mine,
Are now in Your possession,
Trusting You will care for them,
Knowing they will be safe. |
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FYI I was never fired I was trying you out and you failed sorry I never can be with someone like you have nothing going for yourself didn't even get invited in wow that's someone I really don't want to be with good luck on your search
My response to this?
You were so fired. I have everything going for me. I am 3 classes away from my associates degree in clinical social work. Yes I am unemployed and for a very good reason, i had some major health problems that i needed to get treated. I am looking for work and will get a job.
I have always taken care of myself and my family with no help from anyone. I have nothing going for me? Let's see, I am taking care of my 70 yr old mother who is blind, partially paralyzed and schizophrenic. I am her only child so there is no one to help me. I also have a son with special needs who I also take care of. My days are full of doctor appointments and care for others. I don't expect someone like YOU to understand that. I am doing the best i can with what life has thrown at me. and for the record I was trying you out not the other way around. One play date does not make a relationship, only a good time. And honestly because of the small size of your dick it wasn't as fun as it could have been. My car may not be a luxury car but its mine and i bought it as i bought everything in my house myself.
I failed nothing you don't even know what you're doing. Wtf no safe words no signals and then I'm supposed to belong to you? that is not how it works. The only thing i have ever asked you for is your time. YOU FAILED HORRIBLY. Monday my car caught fire and almost caught the house on fire. All i asked you for was comfort and you couldn't even be bothered to respond. You should really be honest with the women on here and tell them you just want to fuck them with your tiny dick. I'm a grown consenting adult and didn't need lies from you to make this seem like more than it was.
Of course I'm not going to invite you or anyone else into my home after one meeting. That is something you would have to earn by gaining my trust. My mom and son are very important to me and I WILL NOT have a revolving door in my home or expose them to risk. You are some one I really don't want to be involved with. and FYI its bad enough that your cock is smaller than a child's but you should wash it often.
Good luck on your search, I really hope you get what you deserve ( a dumb rich female who will let you use her for her money and possessions since that is clearly what you're looking for). Me, my search will go fine because the only person who can be my Dom is a MAN not a punk ass little boy who is going to turn his nose up at me because I'm unemployed. Finding work in this economy is not an easy thing. Yet I handle my business everyday but you would know this if you had ever really taken the time out to know me. Your loss not mine.
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When I texted ABLACKDOM yesterday to say I was having a horrible day and if he could come over and hold me while i cried on his shoulder and he tells me everything is going to be okay. He couldn't even be bothered to respond. I had such a horrible day yesterday cried all day and he gave me no comfort. I don't need any weak ass self proclaimed "Dom's" like that. If you are reading this ABLACKDOM then know this...YOU'RE FIRED!
I am free, grown and am going to explore, experience and enjoy myself safely, sanely and consensually as I search for my Dom.
Note to Dom's: One meeting, or one play date does not make a relationship, only a good time. Relationships take time and effort by both parties. |
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ABLACKDOM claimed me as his own, made me put him on cm as my Dom if i wasn't willing to delete account. |
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Hopefully I will meet a regular playmate soon. I am anxious to gain experience... |
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And so the search continues. Aren't Dom's suppose to pursue a sub or at least show interest? grrrrr I hate games! |
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Ld relationships are hard enough. Add the Atlantic ocean between the two of you and things start falling apart once you stop communicating and putting work in. I must be insane for actually needing to belong to someone and for taking it seriously. Life would be so much easier if i were a promiscuous woman...easier but not happy. If things don't improve soon I may have to end things and go with the person I should have went with in the 1st place. I am so sick and tired of wasting my time and energy on men who are not worthy of my submission. I know this one was perfect for me but the fact that he's in Greece seems to be the main factor that is causing this to unravel. *sighs* |
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i have found a Master at long last! He is everything i ever wanted and more. i was collared on 2/18/12 and we are in a monogamous m/s relationship. He has made me blissfully happy ever since. And He says i make him proud and please Him everyday, that i am His jewel. My Master is such a wonderful Master and Man, i am so lucky to have Him. i look forward everyday to serving Him. So my search is over finally. i hope everyone can find someone as wonderful and strong as He is. Good Luck all! |
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I am so much more than my vagina.
My search continues. Thought I had found a Master but turned out to be just a bunch of BS. I wish there were European Masters living in the states on this site. I love European men, they're very different from American men. I'd be happy to just find a sincere Master with good character and integrity at this point.
At least I have learned some valuable lessons from this site and the people I have interacted with, its made me a bit wiser. I won't be foolish again and have met a really good Master mentor who I respect immensely so not all has been a waste of time.
I'll keep searching for my Master though, after all anything worth having doesn't come easy. So when I finally find him it will make all this worthwhile. |
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WOW...Classy
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listen slut i wanna use you now are you busy? do you have yahoo or Skype daddy wants to nut
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Well its been 5 months since I started this lifestyle. I'm still untrained, unowned and uncollared. I can't have one without the others. I'm starting to think something is wrong with me. Finding some one vanilla is not problematic but I'd only be miserable. Maybe its just time to throw in the towel, stop looking and join a convent. IDK :/ |
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I think I screwed it up with the real thing over my misguided loyalty to someone who turned out to be a fake, a liar and a waste of my time. Have no idea how to fix it. Stupid values! *sighs* |
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Well dropped the wanna be. Full steam ahead! New year, new start. At least I know the signs to look for in a fake now. |
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*sighs* Dom is turning out to be a big disapointment. Is there anyone out there who is a genuine person? Anyone out there who isn't just trying to get off? God! This is even harder than regular dating! Either they're old enough to be my father or young enough to be my kid. Is there no happy medium? I did list a 15 yr age span. I'm frustrated as hell and think I'm ready to drop my dom like a hot rock, he doesn't deserve my devotion. If only I can find a real dom I can click with.
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I realize I haven't returned some emails. My vanilla life is rather hectic right now and I will return messages just as soon as I can. |
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Well I thought this was a no brainer and didn't need to be said but it has become very apparent that it is not so obvious. If you are married I am?NOT INTERESTED?AT ALL. I am neither a whore nor a home wrecker and I despise cheaters and liars. I am not easy, I don't sleep around?nor am I stupid.
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This lifestyle does not make me nor anyone else who is?GENUINELY into this lifestyle because it is who they are a deviant. If all I wanted to do was have sex I'd be having it instead of searching for and saving myself for a quality dom/master for a?MONOGOMOUS (that means?comitted to?only one person) LTR?(long term relationship).
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?It insults my intelligence that married men would even try with me. I am in possession of both self respect and self esteem. What do they think? That I'm just going to dive into bed with someone just because I spoke to them a few times? I need to be sure about whom ever I chose to serve.?My greatest gift is my submission and my body and I won't give that to just anyone,?they must?prove?worthy of it. This is not a game or a fantasy?for me, this is my life.?My body is my temple and I will not have it defiled. That said my search continues and its looking to be a long hard one. |
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*sighs* I think this is going to be a very, very, very long search for the right dom for me. Feeling discouraged. |
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WOW. I glad the crazy came out quickly. I got this because I didn't respond to an email.
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So hilarious and fun! Ni++ers like you give the rest of sincere ni**rs a bad name. Hope you get the help you so desperately need before you off yourself. What a fucking waste of space and time!
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| Age: 26 |
| Newark,
Ohio |
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